i know i hadnt been on here long but i wanted a better start so im moving to !!! Im not fully moved yet I will be checking this account as i have noted a few people and will get back to them. You can watch the account if you want more art from me, i will try to be more active with my art!

As some of you may of realized or read on my about me (I think its on there) I work 12 hour shifts. About 3-4 days a week which is pretty cool and nice, the work is much lighter physically than most places and so forth but 12 hour shifts also mean I have less time to do anything and it's extremely mentally exhausting (Working with dementia residents)

Because you know, getting kicked at, cursed at, having them ask the same question 50 times can become very tiring no matter how much I do adore and how cute they are.

I was thinking overtime to hope to go to my 7-3 shifts again and do a second job to make good income also so I can work other places besides in just alberta where I am certified for my HCA. I am a level 2 practitioner in Reiki (sadly I hadn't been practicing lately) but I could overtime take on clients for even distant Reki healing.

That and I could get back into my art more and take commissions, practicing in better positions ect.

Then I do writing and photography so I dunno.

Tbh I dunno why im posting this journal but this is just a heads up I will be trying to do a second job so watch out for things coming up in my journals.

im on the hunt for art and I have money so if anyone has their commissions open I would adore to savage your art I mean buy some

look who just came back from the depths of hell, hahahaaaaa jk i hadn't left but man I am NOT active here whoops. I will try to change that. 'TRY'

Hey again, sorry guys for again being so inactive, honestly now it's because im sick, ive been nauseous, dizzy and been having migraines for the last while. I gotten a cold but only a touch of it. Also my fibo decided it wanted to also help so ive been in pain ad fatigue as well, my days off are being used for my online college courses, sleeping and just trying to doodle so not to loose my touch, so art is slow and not to my standers of how I like it so im taking my time. I have two commissions left to do and I thank those for being so patient. Once I get to feeling okay again ill open them up more and make more YCH's !!! For now ill slowly spit out artwork.

Sorry for being so inactive, Christmas and New years ect ect and work. Also personal issues, i will be working on commissions either tomorrow or the next. Im sorry for the wait.

Come watch my really amazing friend doing a stream~ ^w^ She has really pretty art!
https://picarto.tv/0ceanShowing
 0cean

not sweaty just throwing a fit, like i really wish I had a crush on someone rn?? like?? why am I suddenly so angry about this, and earlier i told myself to be more chill so then it's making more angry to be so suddenly wanting this. Like calm down me.

im sorry I needed to vent that, excuse me as I go throw a more of a fit by myself in my room (thank the gods)

Okay recently because of personal events I wasn't able to be too active but I should be able to now. Anywho to start off my last commissions will be done tomorrow!! Maybe more YCH's made who knows.

Anyways I finally figured out more about myself as well. I have put myself under the Asexual umbrella for the longest time mostly because I didn't know what to say who I was. I finally did some pondering and self reflection (and a little quiz ik silly) but i finally figured out Im Demi-sexual and feel more comfortable there!! So um yeah!

So anyways ill talk to you guys more tomorrow!

That title sounded weird but! I was wondering if anyone would ever like to maybe talk to me more? I mean like maybe skype, I dunno I have like a handful of people I talk too really and I feel I should be more social so I dont sleep to pass the time when no one is online. I guess just hit me a comment or note?

I actually dyed my hair purple now like Aud (one of my fursona's and icon rn)

ON a side note this week I will be very busy so commissions will be slow but dont worry they will be done \'v'/ just to let everyone know! Have a good day!

Basics

Name: Emil
Nickname: Mac, Mike, ect.
Location: Southern Alberta, Canada
Age: 19
Height: 5'1"
Zodiac sign: Cancer
Pets: 2 cats, 1 dog, 1 horse
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm not afraid to get my hands dirty
Worst habit: Over doing myself (physically and mentally)
Fun fact: My legal name is Mackenzie

Identity, Sexuality & Personality

Gender identity: Androgynous (female sex)
Sexual preference: Asexual
Romantic preference: Pansexual
"Kinsey Scale" score: ???
Relationship status: just stay single
Myers/Briggs type: INFP
Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff


Routine

"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Depends,
First thought in the morning: "My body hurts"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Wow im stupid lol"

School/Work

Do you work or are you a student: Work, im a Health care aide
What do you do well: Work wise? Idk reading people I guess.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Gone away, from this town at least, who knows.


Habits (Do you…?)


Drink: rare, like VERY rare
Smoke: no
Do Drugs: No
Exercise: its my work tbh
Have a go-to comfort food: Salsa and chips
Have a nervous habit: playing with my hair (yes ik its short so I just mess with it)

What is your favorite…?

Physical quality (in yourself): Uh idk? My eyes? I dunno
In Others: Personality honestly
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): Very relaxed but I know what its like to be anxious too so I understand.
Drink: Pepsi
Animal: Cats
Colors: Brown, orange, reds
Artist/Band/Group: Twenty one Pilots, Of Monsters and Men, Fun., Heather Dale ect.
Actor/Actress: None
Blogger: None