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General | Posted 7 years agoWhat's up, lovers?
I have to admit....
General | Posted 10 years agoI forgot this was a thing.
Greetings!
Greetings!
Furcon2014.... my eighth con, best one ever.
General | Posted 12 years agoDuuuuuude.....
So much love.
You all know who you are.
<3
So much love.
You all know who you are.
<3
oh, hey there FC
General | Posted 12 years agoGreetings, all!
I'll be wandering around furcon, my 8th.
If you'd like to catch up, send a private message my way so we can text, meet and share love bowls. <3
Yes, I dumped him.
Yes, he attacked me.
No, it wasn't the first time.
Yes, you can hug me.
I've been on fetlife for years, hit me up for name.
I'll be wandering around furcon, my 8th.
If you'd like to catch up, send a private message my way so we can text, meet and share love bowls. <3
Yes, I dumped him.
Yes, he attacked me.
No, it wasn't the first time.
Yes, you can hug me.
I've been on fetlife for years, hit me up for name.
FC time!
General | Posted 14 years agoRoll call, who's going?
An update...
General | Posted 14 years agoWell, my lovelies, it's time to announce some changes.
Mainly, I am no longer using Polly Cat. The good ol girl is retired.
I know some will always consider me feline, and I adore you for having kept me in your memories over the years. Those same people will remember me when I was a Mistress in Second Life and the intense bonds I shared with my family there in my formative years as a fur, an ex-Baptist, newly divorced woman in varying stages of pregnancy and postpartum of my dear monkey, my youngest daughter.
That being said I am very excited to announce that I am offering my training collar to one whom I am sure will be a devoted pet. They have not accepted, nor do they know the plans I have to ask as they are still asleep, I believe. <3 Big cat has given his blessing and we will both serve our Emperor well. C:
Oh... So you wanna know what I'm am now that I've shred the bonds of all things tuxedo?
I am a feral white dragon. O.=.O Evermore is the name.
I've made an acct.
, you can find me there.
I've mentioned it over the years, but now is the time. It took me a while to give myself permission to be a huge presence. I keep trying to be a wall flower, but fuck that. I'm a dragon! Lol! Rawr.
And the wedding is still on for Halloween, Monday, 4pm in San Jose area, location tbd.
That is all, as you were.
Mainly, I am no longer using Polly Cat. The good ol girl is retired.
I know some will always consider me feline, and I adore you for having kept me in your memories over the years. Those same people will remember me when I was a Mistress in Second Life and the intense bonds I shared with my family there in my formative years as a fur, an ex-Baptist, newly divorced woman in varying stages of pregnancy and postpartum of my dear monkey, my youngest daughter.
That being said I am very excited to announce that I am offering my training collar to one whom I am sure will be a devoted pet. They have not accepted, nor do they know the plans I have to ask as they are still asleep, I believe. <3 Big cat has given his blessing and we will both serve our Emperor well. C:
Oh... So you wanna know what I'm am now that I've shred the bonds of all things tuxedo?
I am a feral white dragon. O.=.O Evermore is the name.
I've made an acct.
, you can find me there.I've mentioned it over the years, but now is the time. It took me a while to give myself permission to be a huge presence. I keep trying to be a wall flower, but fuck that. I'm a dragon! Lol! Rawr.
And the wedding is still on for Halloween, Monday, 4pm in San Jose area, location tbd.
That is all, as you were.
Purging watch list, methinks
General | Posted 15 years agoCleaning up the place a bit. I'd like to keep up with friends, but rather hard to do so when I have 22k images to go through. Blarg.
Let's do this.
Let's do this.
Finally getting to give him a proper birthday.
General | Posted 15 years agoI know he's well loved and widely respected. I know so many miss him terribly.
Pleeeeeeeeeeease come visit. In the meantime, I'm taking care of your boy.
He's my world.
I love you, Sir. Thank you for sharing my life.
Pleeeeeeeeeeease come visit. In the meantime, I'm taking care of your boy.
He's my world.
I love you, Sir. Thank you for sharing my life.
Fur Con!
General | Posted 15 years agoI'll be all around, though we're staying at our place. Cheaper and comfier bed. <3
Hit me up if you wanna hang. C: Wishing everyone a drama-free con experience!
My man is spinning Saturday night and will be lookin sexier than ever. Purrrrrrrs....
Come give me a hug!
Hit me up if you wanna hang. C: Wishing everyone a drama-free con experience!
My man is spinning Saturday night and will be lookin sexier than ever. Purrrrrrrs....
Come give me a hug!
Happy Halloween and Almost Wedding Day!
General | Posted 15 years agoTThanks to everyone who saved the date for our wedding, we'll do it next year. I sincerely hope everyone had an amazing time tonight, send me some love if you remembered the plans we had made for today.
I had an amazing tattoo done today by the Taxidermy, will post pics soon. It's of
rush120 zombie hand holding a beautiful rose and says, "True Love Never Dies" <3 photos soon. Goodnight, all!
I had an amazing tattoo done today by the Taxidermy, will post pics soon. It's of
rush120 zombie hand holding a beautiful rose and says, "True Love Never Dies" <3 photos soon. Goodnight, all!Holy crap, I have internet again
General | Posted 15 years agoIt's been a year and seven months but I'm back. Nothing like a keyboard when used to a phone. <3
fursona meme tyme
General | Posted 15 years agoBecause today was the day of boredom.
1.what do you think my character/s would have a job/career in?
2.what is unique about my character/s that you enjoy?
3.what is his/her flaws?
4.What are some changes you would like to see?
5.What would you like to see my character/s doing in future pictures?
6.How old my character/s look like?
7.On a scale to 1-10 how attractive is my character/s?
8.On a scale to 1-10 how sexually attractive is my character/s?
9.On a scale to 1-10 does my character/s fit me?
10.If you could how would you personally change him/her to fit me better?
1.what do you think my character/s would have a job/career in?
2.what is unique about my character/s that you enjoy?
3.what is his/her flaws?
4.What are some changes you would like to see?
5.What would you like to see my character/s doing in future pictures?
6.How old my character/s look like?
7.On a scale to 1-10 how attractive is my character/s?
8.On a scale to 1-10 how sexually attractive is my character/s?
9.On a scale to 1-10 does my character/s fit me?
10.If you could how would you personally change him/her to fit me better?
Couples meme. Yup, I did it.
General | Posted 15 years ago1. Who eats more?
Have you seen this man eat? O.o
2. Who said “I love you” first?
He did. I was thinking it but biting it back, so he said we shouldn't say "the L word" until we'd been together 6 months. Within minutes he changed his mind and said it. With conviction. I cried.
3. Who is the morning person?
I'd have to say me, but I'm only awake to facebook on my phone with one eye open and to intertwine with him as he sleeps. <3
4. Who sings better?
Me. But my heart stops when he sings to me.
5. Who’s older?
Hahaha! Yeah, I am. By 15 years. B-D That's right. We both consider ourselves incredibly lucky to have found someone of our respective ages.
6. Who’s smarter?
Probably me but that's not a good thing. I can think myself into a hot mess. Learning how to chill from him.
7. Whose temper is worse?
Yeah, that's me. I am trying to get to the bottom of it, he's very patient.
8. Who does the laundry?
When it happens, I do. Lol, but we enjoy our clothes having our scent. Mmmm...
9. Who does the dishes?
That is shared between the household... and yet there are usually dishes waiting to be done. :/
10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
He's on the right but it's only cause it is the side of the bed by the door. <3 Keepin me safe.
11. Whose feet are bigger?
Him, he's an 13. Mmhmm, that's right.
12. Whose hair is longer?
Mine. Growing it out for him, lol, it's been years since I've had it this long.
13. Who’s better with the computer?
He is, thank god. I got no computer skillz.
14. Do you have pets?
He has a cat. They are amazing together.
15. Who pays the bills?
I do for now but he's better with money.
16. Who cooks dinner?
Dinner can happen a multitude of ways.
17. Who drives when you are together?
He does, he has a way with automobiles and I think my car favors him.
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
Whoever got paid most recently. Usually him <3
19. Who’s the most stubborn?
We are Both very stubborn, he in a quiet way and me in a not so quiet way. But we're relaxing more and more every day.
20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
I do, for sure. But then I'm hyper analyzing every moment of the day, anyway, so I come to conclusions rather quickly.
21. Whose family do you see more?
Umm... neither.
22. Who named your pet?
I did :D
23. Who kissed who first?
I did. The night we first met, FurCon many years ago. I couldn't walk away without feeling his breath. It was a profound moment for both of us. And the next kiss was at his house last September.
24. Who asked who out?
He asked me out many times over the years before we finally were able to.
25. What did you do on your first date?
He took me down to the river, we sat on a blanket and grinned like fools, lol.
26. Who’s more sensitive?
We're both deeply sensitive but I think I am. Again, not a good thing. Workin on that.
27. Who’s taller?
Lol, he is. I'm short as hell.
28. Who has more friends?
Are you kidding? He does. <3 Amazing group of people, by and large.
29. Who has more siblings?
He wins this one. I have one brother I didn't grow up with and he has many siblings.
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
Big Cat runs this show. I'm the arm candy. <3
*edit* now proudly 38 years old. *bows* thank you... thank you...
Have you seen this man eat? O.o
2. Who said “I love you” first?
He did. I was thinking it but biting it back, so he said we shouldn't say "the L word" until we'd been together 6 months. Within minutes he changed his mind and said it. With conviction. I cried.
3. Who is the morning person?
I'd have to say me, but I'm only awake to facebook on my phone with one eye open and to intertwine with him as he sleeps. <3
4. Who sings better?
Me. But my heart stops when he sings to me.
5. Who’s older?
Hahaha! Yeah, I am. By 15 years. B-D That's right. We both consider ourselves incredibly lucky to have found someone of our respective ages.
6. Who’s smarter?
Probably me but that's not a good thing. I can think myself into a hot mess. Learning how to chill from him.
7. Whose temper is worse?
Yeah, that's me. I am trying to get to the bottom of it, he's very patient.
8. Who does the laundry?
When it happens, I do. Lol, but we enjoy our clothes having our scent. Mmmm...
9. Who does the dishes?
That is shared between the household... and yet there are usually dishes waiting to be done. :/
10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
He's on the right but it's only cause it is the side of the bed by the door. <3 Keepin me safe.
11. Whose feet are bigger?
Him, he's an 13. Mmhmm, that's right.
12. Whose hair is longer?
Mine. Growing it out for him, lol, it's been years since I've had it this long.
13. Who’s better with the computer?
He is, thank god. I got no computer skillz.
14. Do you have pets?
He has a cat. They are amazing together.
15. Who pays the bills?
I do for now but he's better with money.
16. Who cooks dinner?
Dinner can happen a multitude of ways.
17. Who drives when you are together?
He does, he has a way with automobiles and I think my car favors him.
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
Whoever got paid most recently. Usually him <3
19. Who’s the most stubborn?
We are Both very stubborn, he in a quiet way and me in a not so quiet way. But we're relaxing more and more every day.
20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
I do, for sure. But then I'm hyper analyzing every moment of the day, anyway, so I come to conclusions rather quickly.
21. Whose family do you see more?
Umm... neither.
22. Who named your pet?
I did :D
23. Who kissed who first?
I did. The night we first met, FurCon many years ago. I couldn't walk away without feeling his breath. It was a profound moment for both of us. And the next kiss was at his house last September.
24. Who asked who out?
He asked me out many times over the years before we finally were able to.
25. What did you do on your first date?
He took me down to the river, we sat on a blanket and grinned like fools, lol.
26. Who’s more sensitive?
We're both deeply sensitive but I think I am. Again, not a good thing. Workin on that.
27. Who’s taller?
Lol, he is. I'm short as hell.
28. Who has more friends?
Are you kidding? He does. <3 Amazing group of people, by and large.
29. Who has more siblings?
He wins this one. I have one brother I didn't grow up with and he has many siblings.
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
Big Cat runs this show. I'm the arm candy. <3
*edit* now proudly 38 years old. *bows* thank you... thank you...
So, epic arts of the last year...
General | Posted 15 years agoI had to nuke most submissions due to time constraints. Seen any art that sums up the best of the last year? Any new rock stars or bits of awesomeness I should know about? LAY 'EM ON ME!
And any tasty deep throating art cause, well, my throat itches.
And any tasty deep throating art cause, well, my throat itches.
internets?
General | Posted 15 years agoSo.... it's been over a year but I have internet again. I'm not sure how fast I'll get back in the swing of things. Frankly, I'm not very motivated to dive in. But I know I should, got to keep the monster in my brain fed with delicious bits.
MMmmmmmm.....
General | Posted 15 years agoOkay, so my big cat is all moved in and we've had a bit over a week together. Gettin into the rhythm of life and I am very content with life. My birthday is coming up, so there are some exciting things happening. My inner circle will be reunited for some quality time, hope to get more ink for myself, him, and my ladies. I'm online more frequently these days, but still not much. I guess it will take me a while to get back into a deep unhealthy obsession with the interbutts. However, I'd love to get in touch/back in touch with my furries o' love, so reach out and stroke a tuxedo. Talk to you all soon!
is all moved in and we've had a bit over a week together. Gettin into the rhythm of life and I am very content with life. My birthday is coming up, so there are some exciting things happening. My inner circle will be reunited for some quality time, hope to get more ink for myself, him, and my ladies. I'm online more frequently these days, but still not much. I guess it will take me a while to get back into a deep unhealthy obsession with the interbutts. However, I'd love to get in touch/back in touch with my furries o' love, so reach out and stroke a tuxedo. Talk to you all soon!Bumpin
General | Posted 16 years agothe last journal off my profile. Gotta click a few more times to read it, enjoy the anticipation.
Peer into my soul. Don't read, it's boring stuff.
General | Posted 16 years agoSo, yes. You heard correctly. Mr. Rush and I are going to marry. C: No, he didn't ask. He told me, and I prefer it that way. See, we'd discussed it pretty much since our first days as a couple. We knew where we were heading.
Y'see, I'm his cougar. I don't have time for trivial relationships because when I love someone I do it with every fiber of my being. I'm sorta intense like that. You may have noticed. I have a love/hate relationship with my personality. I'm actually more of a dragon than a cat. New fursona in the works. But anyway, he loves me. Despite and including my faults. Life with me isn't boring, he can and will get chewed out and smothered in boobs within 15 minutes. Give me another 5 and I'll have a mouthful. It's exciting!
I'm always looking to improve a situation, wanting to live the best life possible. That means my love had better be open to suggestions and if not get that way quick. In return for their openness towards my ideas, they get my undying love, devotion, and as much sexin as they can possibly desire and/or handle. srsly.
What do I expect from friends and social acquaintances? Respect for our relationship. If I've not established a friendship with you, don't touch my man. You will get hurt. I cannot stress this enough. He used to welcome any kind of physical touch from friends because he was starving for affection. I assure you, that isn't the case anymore. You'll have to behave yourself. If you want a piece of my man, muster your courage and talk to me about it. Make a request. It's a shot in the dark but who knows, you might be surprised.
I come from very strong D/s background and training. Don't bother trying to Dom/me me, shoving your way between us. Cats hold grudges and dragons will destroy you. But don't fret! Every friend I meet has an opportunity to win my heart. If you've managed it by showing respect and being kind, you'll know cause I beam with appreciation for every genuine soul I encounter.
Cut me a wee bit of slack if you find I'm a bit socially awkward. I'm not very chill, no matter how I try. I live by my instincts when it comes to people. If I'm sitting, quiet and calculating, watch out. I'm sniffing the air for signs of trouble. It may be there, it may not, but for some reason alarm bells are going off for me and I won't relax. Ever. I'm a details person usually and always watching my back and the backs of those I love. Or, I may be talking a hundred miles a minute, dominating the conversation. I'm a theater nerd. I've got the center stage and am enjoying it. Or I'm startled to see I've been in entertainer mode, holding the group hostage with my stories, and need a way to tactfully excuse myself and go hide. Socially awkward. Me. Ellis says I should do theater again, I think I very well might.
On that note, the wedding will be Halloween weekend this year. We hope to have it at a certain special place in San Jose, if we can afford to have a simple ceremony and kick ass party there. If not, we'll find something else totally awesome. If you've waded through this bunch of rambling and are seriously interested in attending the festivities, give a shout out. This is an informal count and will not ensure an invitation. I hope to have anyone who wants to come show up, but as you know, funds are tight. How about a byob pre-wedding reception and bachelor/bachelorette party rolled into one? Think of it as a mini furcon with strippers. And a tattoo artist. Yeah, I dream big. After the ceremony will be a simple appetizer mixer for the more conservative family members and furs who wish to behave like good little girls, boys, and everything in between. Again, don't know if I'll be able to afford it, but I want everyone to have an amazing time. Especially Mr. Rush. Man, I get to spoil him forever. Yesssss....
*disclaimer* woke up from sleeping in the sun with my brain half-baked and overheated when I started this monstrosity of a journal. There are typos. Not proofreading, Ask questions as you will to clarify.
Y'see, I'm his cougar. I don't have time for trivial relationships because when I love someone I do it with every fiber of my being. I'm sorta intense like that. You may have noticed. I have a love/hate relationship with my personality. I'm actually more of a dragon than a cat. New fursona in the works. But anyway, he loves me. Despite and including my faults. Life with me isn't boring, he can and will get chewed out and smothered in boobs within 15 minutes. Give me another 5 and I'll have a mouthful. It's exciting!
I'm always looking to improve a situation, wanting to live the best life possible. That means my love had better be open to suggestions and if not get that way quick. In return for their openness towards my ideas, they get my undying love, devotion, and as much sexin as they can possibly desire and/or handle. srsly.
What do I expect from friends and social acquaintances? Respect for our relationship. If I've not established a friendship with you, don't touch my man. You will get hurt. I cannot stress this enough. He used to welcome any kind of physical touch from friends because he was starving for affection. I assure you, that isn't the case anymore. You'll have to behave yourself. If you want a piece of my man, muster your courage and talk to me about it. Make a request. It's a shot in the dark but who knows, you might be surprised.
I come from very strong D/s background and training. Don't bother trying to Dom/me me, shoving your way between us. Cats hold grudges and dragons will destroy you. But don't fret! Every friend I meet has an opportunity to win my heart. If you've managed it by showing respect and being kind, you'll know cause I beam with appreciation for every genuine soul I encounter.
Cut me a wee bit of slack if you find I'm a bit socially awkward. I'm not very chill, no matter how I try. I live by my instincts when it comes to people. If I'm sitting, quiet and calculating, watch out. I'm sniffing the air for signs of trouble. It may be there, it may not, but for some reason alarm bells are going off for me and I won't relax. Ever. I'm a details person usually and always watching my back and the backs of those I love. Or, I may be talking a hundred miles a minute, dominating the conversation. I'm a theater nerd. I've got the center stage and am enjoying it. Or I'm startled to see I've been in entertainer mode, holding the group hostage with my stories, and need a way to tactfully excuse myself and go hide. Socially awkward. Me. Ellis says I should do theater again, I think I very well might.
On that note, the wedding will be Halloween weekend this year. We hope to have it at a certain special place in San Jose, if we can afford to have a simple ceremony and kick ass party there. If not, we'll find something else totally awesome. If you've waded through this bunch of rambling and are seriously interested in attending the festivities, give a shout out. This is an informal count and will not ensure an invitation. I hope to have anyone who wants to come show up, but as you know, funds are tight. How about a byob pre-wedding reception and bachelor/bachelorette party rolled into one? Think of it as a mini furcon with strippers. And a tattoo artist. Yeah, I dream big. After the ceremony will be a simple appetizer mixer for the more conservative family members and furs who wish to behave like good little girls, boys, and everything in between. Again, don't know if I'll be able to afford it, but I want everyone to have an amazing time. Especially Mr. Rush. Man, I get to spoil him forever. Yesssss....
*disclaimer* woke up from sleeping in the sun with my brain half-baked and overheated when I started this monstrosity of a journal. There are typos. Not proofreading, Ask questions as you will to clarify.
retreating into the void
General | Posted 16 years agoSo, I've enjoyed internets while at m'lady's house but now I return to my lair, fa free, I'm afraid. Please comment and I'll check back later. Also? 
angelofmercy is beyond wonderful for stalking my submissions and commenting on them. Wish I had time to respond to all of them but wanted to let you know you're loved, lady! Talk to you all soon. <3
angelofmercy is beyond wonderful for stalking my submissions and commenting on them. Wish I had time to respond to all of them but wanted to let you know you're loved, lady! Talk to you all soon. <3transparency
General | Posted 16 years ago[ ] public speaking
[x] staying single forever
[ ] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ]dogs
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[x] Not Listed: disappointing those who love me
[x] staying single forever
[ ] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ]dogs
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[x] Not Listed: disappointing those who love me
This is what's up. have monies? support this auction!!
General | Posted 16 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1203182/
At FC this year I saw a train wreck in slow motion and a wonderful person was financially obliterated in the process. Please help her out. I wish I could do more.
At FC this year I saw a train wreck in slow motion and a wonderful person was financially obliterated in the process. Please help her out. I wish I could do more.
Thousands of faves
General | Posted 16 years agoSo, I'm up at a friend's house who has internets. I was planning on being up all night with a party we were going to but it got busted right after we got there and now my man wants to sleep. :/ He suggested I look around fa and I thought to myself.."Well, I do have 6 thousand submissions to look at." So, here we are. I'm looking at stuff as far back as November. Yup, the last time I was able to spend the day surfing at Ellis' house. Hope all is well with you fine folks.
I'm disappointed at how things are turning out. something wonderful was supposed to happen very soon but unfortunately has been pushed back to a To Be Determined status. I'm not feeling impatient as much as deflated. Things have been hard lately... and for a long time, and I hope some of it was coming to an end soon. Like I'd be able to take a deep breath and relax... downshift.
Oh well, it'll all work out. It's worth waiting for.
I might actually lie down. I feel better, more relaxed. C: Thanks for listening. Yeah, Imma dork.
Sweet dreams when you do,
Mrs. Rush
I'm disappointed at how things are turning out. something wonderful was supposed to happen very soon but unfortunately has been pushed back to a To Be Determined status. I'm not feeling impatient as much as deflated. Things have been hard lately... and for a long time, and I hope some of it was coming to an end soon. Like I'd be able to take a deep breath and relax... downshift.
Oh well, it'll all work out. It's worth waiting for.
I might actually lie down. I feel better, more relaxed. C: Thanks for listening. Yeah, Imma dork.
Sweet dreams when you do,
Mrs. Rush
Hey... hey girl...
General | Posted 16 years agoSo, I'm in Sac for my rush120 man's birthday. We're having a great time. Saturday night we went to a party and danced together for a dreamy hour or so. I love how he enjoys music and seems amused that I know how to move to it, as well. He bounced when I dip, but I love closing my eyes and falling into sinc with his rhythm, taking my cues from the tensing of his thighs. Seriously, I love this man. I know I've been guilty of excessive pda's and made a few uncomfortable with it. I apologize and ask that you cut me a wee bit of slack for the next two weeks because being in a ldr is killing me and when I do have him near me I have to get my fill before we are parted again. It'll change soon and I know I'll settle down. C: Plus, I think we're kinda cute together. And secondly, I have recently become close with a certain lady 
dogslug whom I am delighted to know. Your brains taste delicious. The Mr. likes ya lots, hope you hang around for a long while. Lastly, hanging with 
NeoScribbles tonight, I have to say she is one of the Nicest people I've met and it's delightful that we are of like minds. Could listen to her talk for hours. C: Things are going well for me. I've started getting more hours at work and soon I'll have what I desire most. I look forward to a reduction of stress on many levels. It's all controlling my environment. I only let people close who give as much as I do. I'm tired of emotional leeches, people who expect others to do for them, demanding of others. If I don't like you, throwing a fit about it will not impress me. Insulting me because you can't get my attention won't cause me to suddenly befriend you. It just proves that you are not worthy of a place in my life. 
5p1ic3 You had your chance. You fucked up. Move on. And if you, for a moment, think I'm worried about my man cheating on me with you, you really are living in a different world. That's what I have to say.
rush120 man's birthday. We're having a great time. Saturday night we went to a party and danced together for a dreamy hour or so. I love how he enjoys music and seems amused that I know how to move to it, as well. He bounced when I dip, but I love closing my eyes and falling into sinc with his rhythm, taking my cues from the tensing of his thighs. Seriously, I love this man. I know I've been guilty of excessive pda's and made a few uncomfortable with it. I apologize and ask that you cut me a wee bit of slack for the next two weeks because being in a ldr is killing me and when I do have him near me I have to get my fill before we are parted again. It'll change soon and I know I'll settle down. C: Plus, I think we're kinda cute together. And secondly, I have recently become close with a certain lady 
dogslug whom I am delighted to know. Your brains taste delicious. The Mr. likes ya lots, hope you hang around for a long while. Lastly, hanging with 
NeoScribbles tonight, I have to say she is one of the Nicest people I've met and it's delightful that we are of like minds. Could listen to her talk for hours. C: Things are going well for me. I've started getting more hours at work and soon I'll have what I desire most. I look forward to a reduction of stress on many levels. It's all controlling my environment. I only let people close who give as much as I do. I'm tired of emotional leeches, people who expect others to do for them, demanding of others. If I don't like you, throwing a fit about it will not impress me. Insulting me because you can't get my attention won't cause me to suddenly befriend you. It just proves that you are not worthy of a place in my life. 
5p1ic3 You had your chance. You fucked up. Move on. And if you, for a moment, think I'm worried about my man cheating on me with you, you really are living in a different world. That's what I have to say. Con Review
General | Posted 16 years agoMet a million furs.
Proclaimed my love to many.
Kept a few in line.
Warned one.
I hope y'all got to know me better. For better or worse, you'll always know where you stand with me. If you have any questions or doubts about me, feel free to ask. I hide nothing. If you met me at FC please say hello. I've never met so many people in my life. My fourth con and I finally feel like family.
Proclaimed my love to many.
Kept a few in line.
Warned one.
I hope y'all got to know me better. For better or worse, you'll always know where you stand with me. If you have any questions or doubts about me, feel free to ask. I hide nothing. If you met me at FC please say hello. I've never met so many people in my life. My fourth con and I finally feel like family.
FurCon!
General | Posted 16 years agoTonight was epic, my man kicked all kinds of ass. The con curse was broken, and I'm off to bed. Have fun, my lovelies!
