Okay, respond if you are making it, will you? Don't reply with your "can't make it" cause it will gum up the works, mmkay?

Can't wait to see you all ^^

*stolen from my daughter's AC meme*

Yay FC meme!


Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?

Hanging out, cuddling with my mate and others... though might start school sometime around then D:

Where are you staying?

My place, I'm Very local

Who will you be with?

Nyterious, my mate and my daughter, Xaxoqual <3 *squeals!*

Do you do free art?

I will happily burst into song at any moment with very little prompting. srsly

Do you do trades?

You may sing for meee! Or draws stuffs, I'll try to make sure you get your trade's worth. :)

Do you do commissions?

Nope, dun draw arts, but I do take requests and will siiing!

Do you have prints/ CDs ?

Have a few singing demo cuts... but could just email it to you after con *blushes* If you want...

Do you do badges?

Nope :)

What is your gender?

Very womanly

How old are you?

36

Can I touch you?

Yes!!! I reserve the right to change my mind for 2010 but I'll willing to put myself out there. Wanna grope big boobies over clothes? I'll give you 5 seconds. My mate will have the stopwatch. :) Though he did suggest me opening a groping table for such purposes. I'd be sitting on his face *rawrs*

Can I talk to you?

Please!!! I'm not scary, honest... and only bite if you let me... and have proper hygeine.

Can I give you things?

*dances!* Okay!!!!

Hell, yeah, we'll be there. :) I'd love to meet everyone I can. I admit *blush* I didn't really start getting into FA until right after FC 2008 was over, so I'll be drooling and pounce huggling everyone I can... except those who will be giving me the deer in the headlights look... I am a sensitive beast and wish to cause no harm. Everyone else is getting smooshed in my boobehs!

Welllllllll.... I've been working my tail off at work (6 days a week, 50 hours) and finally am getting some time off, so I'm catching up on over 700 postings to oogle, hehe. I have been checking about once a week these days, but I'm still here! Just... been busy, hehe. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/169...../#cid:12049742
I just Adore the bust pic by necro but since she told me she was going to edit it, I removed it to post the update. thing is, I never got the update, so I think I'll just repost. Sorry for making the lovliness disappear!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1681838/
thanks to all my watches over the last month and the faves. *Much love!*
My mate and I will be moving the cubs to a new den before Christmas, which we are Greatly looking forward to, so I'll be quite busy sorting and packing stuffs.
Also, finally have two new kitties, a light tabby and a Tuxedo!! *flails* Haven't had one in about 15 years and I miss having a tuxedo. :)
Love to you all and I love finding notes and comments, so please keep in touch.
*purrrrrrrrrrs*
PollyCat

finally, a great link. Seven minutes long and totally brilliant!
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles.....ter-Prank.html

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Stability |||||||||| 38%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 54%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 66%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 62%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||| 36%
Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Humanitarian |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||| 30%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||| 23%
Family drive |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Activity |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Honor |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Thriftiness |||||||||||| 50%


Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.


trait snapshot:

open, tough, irritable, worrying, does not like to be alone, craves attention, low self control, emotionally sensitive, interacting, sad, very social, aggressive, prefer organized to unpredictable, dependent, social chameleon, suspicious, values the heart over the mind, likes large parties, outgoing, likes to make fun, likes to fit in, mildly phobic, vain, makes friends easily, enjoys leadership, clingy, rash


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yeah, sounds like I am all over the place. I tend to run hot and cold, depending on the situation. Mmmmm..... kinda like a cat. *grins* I hope to mellow out the tiniest bit now that life is good, but I don't ever expect to be any less feisty. Gotaa keep y'all on yer toes! *Bwahahaha!*

Stolen from  YuchiDaYena who stoled it from  rasasha and is almost word for word, just modified as I don't draw. Enjoy. *bows*

**Do You Watch Me? I Have a Question For You!**

O.o Why?

I don't draw arts, my talents don't really translate here.

I'm just curious: why do you watch me?

Is it because I watched you first? Do I know you from somewhere else and you only watched me to be nice?

Also, feel free to pop in and tell me how your day's been. I'm bored and I want to chat.

SPOILER: THIS IS JUST A WEIRD WAY TO TRY AND START CONVERSATION.

We made the trip safely! Thursday I drove the 14 hour trip though a couple of states to get my mate and bring him to his new home with me. Things couldn't possibly better and it is beyond wonderful to be able to just smile into eachother's eyes, soaking up every detail.
For those who don't know, I've known him for 2 years in Second Life. Last January we met when a bunch of friends were staying at my apartment for FurCon.
I'd never experienced love at first sight before and as soon as I gave him a welcome hug snd kiss, our eyes flew open as if we had been shocked. He is really the most genuine, loving, and sensual man I know... and he just soaks up everything about me.
We've been dating long distance since FC'08, got more serious in April when he came down for my birthday, and after my trip up for the 4th of July, I've been a goner. Thank you to everyone who has listened to my whimpers and mournful cries of intense longing. The last month has been exquisitely painful. Worth every moment, I know it has only heightened our reunion and resolve to get through anything together.

I had divorce mediation today things blew up towards the end. I was shaking and crying... and Nyte was there to hold and comfort me. I can't imagine having to live without his strong arms around me.

I love you, darling... with everything I am.

Okay.... As I am milfy goodness, I watched this movie when my oldest was a newborn, nursing through the show in the theater. Just about to get married. The marriage was a very long lived disaster. Having not given up on true love, I am now embarking on a deeper level of relationship with an old friend, whom I believe to be my soulmate. Funny how that term is so cliche' but as a fur, I think it is natural to say, oddly enough. He is my mate.... the mate of my soul.
I was sorting through things today and though I'd watch this movie again... for the second time. It was very touching and found that my experience resonated through the womens' lives in the film. At the end is a narrative. Very appropriate for this moment... and my love for my mate.

Finn: "I'll tell you what makes me happy about marrying Sam. I know our marriage has as good a chance of being wonderful as it does of missing the mark. However, I'm banking on our love for eachother to weigh a bit heavier on the wonderful side. As Anna says about making a quilt, you have to choose your combination carefully. The right choices will enhance your quilt. The wrong choices will dull the colors, hide their original beauty. There are no rules you can follow. You have to go by instinct, and you have to be brave."

How To Make An American Quilt



My dedication to  Nyterious ... I love you.

Stolen from  vera and modified by  sarahsilver

Ask me a question about...

1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Art
5. Vices
6. Love
7. Any random question!

I'll probably answer them! 8D

*blushes* wonder if I'll hear anything....

Hey, all. This is just a note to get my last journal off my page and to say that I am looking forward to getting in touch with all those I commissioned a few months back. I'll note them when I get a chance.

Lots of change for me, I'm finally quitting my migraine-inducing job and have a bit of time to look for a new one.
My roommate didn't work out, in the least. It is probably good that I couldn't vent about it here, spared ya all my angst.
But, I am So happy to say that after I am done with my job I will be able to nest and get ready for my beloved mate to move in. *squees & flails!* I am just...trying Really hard to not count the days, it is torture enough waiting.
I love you, baby!  Nyterious

Let's the art ball rollin'.... I've missed you guys!

Zomg! It took $98 to fill up my gas tank. I am sooo getting a different car in the coming months.

On a side note, I have had to put my foot down recently when it comes to some being disrespectful to me and my mate. Sure, we are poly and rather open. But if you are hanging around to do harm and use your charms to split us up, don't act surprised when you are banned from our lives.
It hurt more than I would care to admit when someone who I have given much of my rl time and plenty of gifts to blatently tries to break up my real life relationship.
Life and experience teaches that while love is wonderful, more times than not it doesn't last. There are many red lights along the way when it comes to persuing a relationship. Just because you get a red light, doesn't mean that the person you are persuing doesn't deserve to try with someone else. If they find someone and get all green lights, who are you to try and end it? Brush yourself off and move on.

I have been very understanding... but no longer.

Having now seen this side of you, I wish I could take it all back. The time, experiences, the skirts and panties, the plushy... the lessons in life and love. Apparently that isn't enough. You want the love that was not meant for you.

I regret it all. I was your mentor to help you in your life. To teach you from my mistakes and pains. Only to have you cause more.

I'll be deleting this soon... just.... needed to say a few things out in the open now that I've had several days to cool off. The one this is intended for most likey won't see this, and that is probably for the best.
Because if he did see it I'd just want to say....
Get off the computer and start living life.

1. Smoked.(X)
2. Drank alcohol.(X)
3. Cried when someone died.(X)
4. Been drunk.(X)
5. Had sex. (X)
6. Been to a concert.(X)
7. Gotten/given a handjob. (X)
8. Gotten/given a blowjob. (X)
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed. (X)
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. (X)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 100%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. (X)
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. (X)
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.(X)
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. (X)
15. Been to prom. (X)
16. Cried at school. (X)
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.(X)
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.(X)
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (X)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 95%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.(X)
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house. (X)
23. Kissed a stranger.(X)
24. Hugged a stranger. (X)
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.(X)
27. Gotten an x-ray. (X)
28. Hit by a car. (X)
29. Had a party.(X)
30. Done serious drugs.(X)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93.3%

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball.
32. Got paid to strip for someone. (No, but talked into it)
33. Run away from home. (couldn't get past the gate)
34. Broken a bone. (X)
35. Eaten sushi.(X)
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.(X)
38. Made porn.(X)
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex. (X)
40. Been in love. (X)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 85%

41. French kissed. (X)
42. Laughed so hard you cried.(X)
43. Cried yourself to sleep.(X)
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.(X)
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.(X)
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.(X)
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. (X)
50. Watched an animal die.(X)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 84%

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present. (X)
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.(X)
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.(X)
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.(X)
59. Dressed preppy.(X)
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78.3%

61. Avoided somebody.(X)
62. Been stalked.(X)
63. Stalked someone. (X)
64. Met a celebrity.(X)
65. Played an instrument.(X)
66. Ridden a horse.(X)
67. Cut yourself. (X) (Not intentionally)
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.(X)
70. Been to a wild party. (X)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 80%

71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.(got close enough, his imagination did the rest)
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.(X)
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.(X)
77. Babysat. (X)
78. Been to another country.(X)
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost. (I wish)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 75%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.(X)
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.(X)
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.(X)
85. Sat on your butt all day.(X)
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.(X) (A pint and felt sick)
87. Had a job.(X)
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.(X)
90. Danced like a whore.(X) Yeah!

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 75.5%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.(X)
92. Been in a car accident.(X)
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.(X)
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.(X)
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.(X)
97. Been rejected.(X)
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.(X)
100. Been raped.(X)

Final tally: 76%

Had an interesting debate with someone about what is okay when having an online relationship with a married person. I was saying that if I had a chance to spend some time with them irl, a few hours, I would. My dearest friend, married, is devoted to a non-sexual wife, and he is a Master in RP, taught me everything I know years back.
My debator stated that having a rl experience is wrong with a married person. I believe that in the big picture, it is. I have a differing viewpoint, however.
What is worse, having a one time experience, making lovely memories with someone you aren't meant to have... or spending hours every day online, roleplaying... getting that person off, satisfying what their wife won't... all the while the wife is in the house.

I belive taking a few hours to give someone rl pleasure... sending them back to their committment, cheering them on that changes for the best will be made and that they find sanctuary within eachother's arms... using online time to try and encourage that... that is better than letting the day, months, years.... go by and you are stealing minutes, seconds of their life with the one they have vowed to love above all others.
I spent 12 years sitting around, watching tv, reading, waiting for my husband to be in the same room with me. He was busy, downloading porn scouring the internet for all things mac... in later years holed up in his workshop customizing action figures *cringes* God, I'm embarassed to even say it... I wouldn't have minded if someone fucked him one afternoon to remind him what he should be experiencing with his wife. What wasted all the years of my life was the second, minutes, of being alone... waiting for the one who vowed to love me above all others.

My divorce hearing is June 3rd :)

I know my argument isn't watertight, there are quite a few loose ends, but.. I'm tired. Acording to my reasoning, I should be seducing his wife, not him. Now, I certainly wouldn't mind that... to spend a day teaching her about pleasure :) and then pull him into bed and sit back, watching them enjoy eachother, their scent filling the room *squirms* Okay, I just really love sex.

Enough of my rambling... I'm off to catnap before work.

Okay, I had an excellent day today. Except for the last hour of work, when I was transported to the seventh level of hell. I managed to survive with only my mood scorched. Given that I went out singing last night (very fun, btw... it's my passion) I was tired and decided to take a nap.
Rambling a bit, am I? Why... yes... but there is a point. Bear with me.
I managed to nap a bit, as I had to work at 7am this morning after a night out. I woke with a start as the box fan in the room was knocked over by the family cat. SCARED the scat out of me... and didn't help my mood. I stumbled to my computer, since further slumber was obviously going to elude me.
Logging straight into FA to see the happenings.... >.> and looking to see if I have any shouts or watches, a rarity for me.
O.o I got a note....
I open said note...
And before my eyes was one of the biggest compliments I have ever gotten by one of mine...and your.. and everyone's favorite artist.
Not going to say who, don't ask... not going to say what, other than I am apparently admired. Sincerely and respectfully admired. *jawdrops, picked out of the online masses*
The only thing I can guess is that a small comment let said artist to read my FA profile, I am quite candid about myself and my fursona.

Anyway, what a day... and I am deeply honored.

I was wanting to put out a shout, anyway...
I have a small amount of money and would like to begin building a gallery of portraits and pinups of my fursona. If you have read up on me and feel like you might be inspired to draw me, I'd love to hear from you. I hope I can pay you. If you are not in financial need and are looking for inspiration, a new muse, I would love to talk.
*purrrrrrrs*

Thanks for listening... and thank you for your time *bows gracefully with a lift of her chin to display ample cleavage*

Had such a great time seeing old freinds, meeting old friends, making new ones... and they all left just in time for me to get laid up with con crud... oh if only I had someone to sweat in bed with me... in the depths of a fever, of course....

Thanks to those who made their home in mine:
 Nyterious , Nyte,  wolfy_tail , Wolfy,  radiet , Mints, and  dragon359 , Gemini

To he who was there in spirit, I thank  edwardhowton , Sir for being the eye in the sky and giver of splendid ideas. <3 the Bunny!