http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14492410/ Follow the link :D Thanks guys

So we are pretty much settled in, but my computer has been wanting to be a bit slow when i use my tablet.
I've been having another computer built, just missing the ssd and ram (Pretty much will have to do a review on everything except processor, but free computer is free) And it's pretty awesome.

I'll let you guys know and when that is finished and is speed through commission at full blast

seeing that we have moved into this place we arent gonna have the money to take my cat to the vet. one of his pupils is bigger than the other but atleast no pain is associated with it i looked it up and came up with ANISOCORIA, its like it can range from being something minor or something really bad we dont have the money to take him to the vet so i need your guyes help thanks alot a head of time my paypal is pookiefx[at]yahoo.com

:D

We finally found a place and we be moving! :3

Life status update, The reason why commissions are more delayed than usual.

If you guys have been reading my journals, Drah and I (My bf) have been trying to find a place to live for a while now, before Aug 31st.

When that date come around and we haven't found a place we are pretty much homeless.

Any time I find a good place that has a room for rent we seem to get fucked over and they find someone else before even meeting us....

There are TWO of us and a CAT.

Having a pet is already HARD to find a place that likes animals and then being a COUPLE is even worse, seems like COUPLES are Bad news around here and no one wants to have a room rented out to couples, which is starting to piss me off.

We are trying to find a place closer to SEAWORLD because that is where we work, SeaWorld/Aquatica/Discovery Cove.

And all these places that are up for rent are so far away!

Downtown Orlando and East Orlando, by UCF and Waterford lakes.

We spend around on average $300 in gas, which means we cant live that far away from our jobs anymore and be able to pay rent.

We can do up to $600 Rent + Utilities + Internet, no more than that or we wont have any money left over for gas and food. And even $600 is cutting it REALLY close...

Less than 2 weeks left and still can't find anyone...

Im just on the verge of a break down..

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14267752/
Go go

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14201231/

You pay for shipping and handling, i'll let you know how much when you buy the item

0 Colorless Blender
B05 Process Blue
BG15 Aqua
BV17 Deep Reddish Blue
C5 Cool Grey no.5
E02 Fruit Pink
E74 Cocoa Brown
G99 Olive
RV19 Red Violet
YG13 Chartreuse

Would love to make this list grow!

I will and do accept Copic Markers as payment!

12, 1, 7, 11, 1, 7, 9, 2, 9, 1, 9, 2

I used Random.org.

I randomized the numbers 12 times (The amount of entries), and which ever came out to be the median won.
In this case, #9 and #1 which is  HaruFoxieFox and  Dander_Shadownight
Congrats.

This will include :: Flats + Simple Shade + Simple Background

OLD QUEUE
This Consist of people that I'ved Owed for a while Now and will start to work in the order I've listed as soon as I have the time.

Arm Warmers (Will be finishing ASAP)

misstengu + byere - YCH - Fully shading and coloured Digital ( Last Update ->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13309007/)

RaynaCharna - Flats/Shaded : 2 Characters : Kiriban : Digital (Last Update N/A)


NEW QUEUE
These are not in any specific order

FaceBook Commission (ninaazuradrakena) - 3 Digital Drawings (last Update on FB)

Boiken - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13788982/ + http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13788952/

v-velvet - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13752489/

Demonwolfc6 + CrimsonFox36 - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13768727/

IosefKoranison - Digital Reference Sheet

If I have missed anyone please inform me immediately.

FINISHED

RebelBorn - Icon Prepose #5 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13949007/

Xander.Epik - YCH Flats http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13949031/

AndyLee - YCH Flats http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13949031/

jbcblank - Icon #7 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13949007/

khahak - Flats : 2 characters : YCH : Digital (Last Update -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13644689/)

PlankBoy - YCH - Digital - Smooth Shading w/ simple BG (LastUpdate http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13640449/ )

EerieSilverfox - 2 Traditional Drawings (Last Update Via PM)

anaroseaperio - Flats : 3 OUT OF 4 COMPLETED - Flats Digital (Last Update -> Posted 3 out of 4)

At the moment I can't any emotions and when I try to do a simple gesture it gets put off and turned away.
I just wanna die and when my emotions come back I hope I crying on the side of a ditch covered in my own blood

Is Basically -> http://www.lovepanky.com/sensual-te.....th-another-man

At the age of 18 I jumped into a relationship with a guy that is 8 years older than me.
Don't know the exact reason behind, but it's something along the lines of "Everyone else had a BF and I finally found a guy and he's older! So I win" I guess my mindset wasn't the brightest back then. But what was even worse was I stayed with him for 7 1/2 years, I completely wasted my life just because I was scared to leave him for the longest time. I also cheated on him with 2 guys. But when I finally realized what he was doing I left and moved in back with my mom.
Here's even a bigger mistake I made, instead of providing myself any time to breathe, I jumped into another relationship, an online one, with someone 8 years younger with me this time. Lots of shit happened in the small amount we were together 1-2 months. During our period of 'waiting' and 'trying to figure things out' I met a guy. During this time my online ex and I weren't together but in a limbo of waiting. So this guy lived a couple hours away and we decided for him to come visit me, on Christmas none the less. We had sex, our first time meeting face to face. Told my ex that and of course he'd be upset, but it's not like we were together during that time, the only reason why I did what I did.
Basically after all that stupid crap I got with the guy I slept with on Christmas.
We've been together since January 2013 - So it's been a year and a half.
So I basically have been jumping from relationship to relationship to relationship with no time for myself in between.
I've only ever slept with 4 people.
My first ex, the 2 guys I cheated on him with and the guy im currently in.

My BF wants a strictly closed relationship, but I crave a little more than that because I haven't had time to actually experience life on my own. Is it wrong that I want to have sex with other people, but still be able to come to him at night?
He doesn't want an open relationship but I do just because I haven't had the time to do stuff.
He's had bunches of GF's and people he's slept with so he's had that experience, so he doesn't know what it's like to get your youth taken away from you for so long and not being able to experience all that.

Im 27 years of age.
When I turned 18 and got out of High school i basically was rushed to become an adult with my first ex that is 8 years older than me.
I never had the time to do what i wanted to do. Never had time to breathe because i keep jumping for one to another to another with literately no time inbetween.

So is it wrong that I crave/lust this desire to want to sleep with other people?
According to the article I linked above, no it's not, especially in my situation.

It's either go do what I wanna do and live out in the streets and give my cat away because I'll be living out of my vehicle.
Or stay with him and be completely numb to and about my feelings for wanting to try other things/people because he doesn't want to do that.

I want to be with him, but at the same time i want to be able to experience a little bit more in life, he said if I do this we are no longer together and wont ever be together, so what is a girl to do because not even my tarot cards can give me an answer i don't already know.

no one cares except for the one person to comment on my last journail. i guesss ill just have to find another way of going this then

I will give someone written consent to euthanize me.
As in, killing me would be perfectly ok because I agreed to it, with a witness and notarized.
So no harm would be dealt to the person who did it.
I would rather die then live the life I will be subjecting myself to just because of my own mental needs.
Atleast this way I won't cause anymore harm to anyone else.

We have until the end of August to figure where we are gonna live.
We both work at Seaworld/Aquatica and are need to either MOVE in with people or we need people to move in with us, so we gotta fine a place and then open up a lease and stuff.
We do have 1 kitty but he's cool and is litter trained.

Guy or Herm Standing over as any gender lick the Guy or Herm's cock. - BOUGHT
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13788982/

Female or Herm Riding Male or Herm cowgirl - Bought
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13788952

Female or Herm Enjoying their collection of Portal Dicks
+ Your Dick Here Raffles
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13781604

From Behind - 2 Flat and 4 Shaded slots left
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13642427/

YCH x2
Legs spread - and Hardon at the beach.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13591940/

YOUR DICK HERE, for free!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13781604/

Also $20 for the YCH :3

This journal has a couple people in mind.
I'm sure if those people read this they will know who they are.

----

As you mumble those words under your breath, or those thoughts that you want to express, just remember that I, regardless of anything, will be there.
It doesn't matter if you wish to ignore me, I will still be there.
I don't hold grudges, it's a waste of time and breath for me.
I will keep trying over and over again until you reply, even with a single word, it's enough to know that I am getting through to you.
No matter how much you feel like you're hurt by another person, I will always want to be there to help you.
I wish that I could just reach across this screen and just hug you when you need it, but alas there is this thing called distance that refuses to cooperate. You guys were cool and awesome friends, but now we are spread apart, everyone going their separate ways. No matter what anyone says I will still care about y'all. We all have been through a whole hell of a lot. I know that one of you has gone through a lot more than I have, and I wish i were there to help you, but it's hard when you close me out of your life, when we used to be so close.
I want to be that one friend that you can always depend on. Like how it used to be.

I know, that one day, everything will play out perfectly for all of us.
This feeling passed over me the other day, and I'm sure it will for both of you.
I send good tidings towards both your ways and hope for the best for the rest of your days.
:3

Just post on here. and Let me know.

my skype is pookiefx1 and you will have to have a mic, not WEB CAM NEEDED. I dont own one so I don't require one of you, just a mic so i can hear your voice

I have Sunday, Monday and Tuesday off.
Expect about 4-6 commissions to be done at this time maybe more.

My birthday, but that dont matter

a day you guys shouldn't worry about, I'll be working on commissions noen-the-less no matter what day it is.

need to come up with a crap ton of money or my bf and I will be homeless.
This guy has paid for mine, my bf and hisown rent for too long and we haven't even managed to touch our rent hardly because of stupid crap that keeps popping up, and he's had enough.
I know every says not to state anything concerning or personal life and what nots, but i'm just that type of person to provide insight of what is going on.
Name your prince on anything and everything commission wise. dont care how small or how big anything goes.
Badges, traditional, digital, shaded, sketches w/e you want the list goes on.
We aren't stable at all, and we don't have the money to move into any other places, he already has someone interested in the room that has the money, so we are running out of time.
v For more information v
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13673892/

I work Wed and Thursday this week and I'll be working on commissions Fri saturday and sunday.
I decided not to pick up any extra shifts this week so I can finish up all my current commissions.
Traditional and Digital :D

Get ready for a bunch of submissions this weekend!

My Birthday is June 12.
Thats like 2 weeks from now.

Yesturday, I drove on the toll road so i can get to work, I like never take the toll road but I heard it's quicker and was running a bit late.
I got a speeding ticket... woot right?

So now here's my drill down before my birthday

Speeding Ticket - $130
Insurance - Downpayment $220 ($170 monthly)
Renew Drivers - $50
Renew Tag - $75 (thats how much i paid last year)
Failed to provide insurance card - $10

Btw that's the cheapest insurance i can find for my worthless shit S.U.V.

Im starting to think that I'm never going to get out of my debt nor get the help I was said I was gonna get.
It just keep getting worse and worse.

I have about 2 weeks to pay for all this before my bday. Which means my bday is gonna be fucking awesome (Sarcasm)