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Thank you for 100 watches!!
Posted 3 days agoIt's been 17 months since I made this profile and I'm already at my first milestone! Thank you all for your generosity!!
I’m sick nooo
Posted 2 weeks agoSorry guys, commissions are closed at the moment! I have covid :p but I’m getting better! Give me a week!
Comms Open! Will be uploading more frequently!
Posted 4 weeks agoExactly what the title says!
Commissions & requests still closed, uploading old drawings
Posted 2 months agoExactly what the title says
[TL;DR Comms and Requests are closed]
Posted 2 months agoSorry, guys, you're gonna see a vulnerable side of me if you decide to read this, so skip past this if you're not interested in hearing personal drama, I'm just trying to reach out to one person.
To my ex-friend:
I am in shambles, you hurt me so bad, you hurt me so so fucking bad.
You do realize that when I step away from my computer or take a break from DMing or messaging you, that does not mean I hate you, right? We shared kinks, we shared art, we shared stories, and this is how you treat me? I feel hurt that you would think that I would throw you away so quickly. I won't hide the fact that I am pissed, because I am. You built a friendship with me and threw it away because of paranoia.
I WAS TALKING TO YOU NOT EVEN 15 MINUTES BEFORE YOU BLOCKED ME. CAN YOU NOT WAIT FOR JUST A FEW MORE MINUTES BEFORE YOU DECIDED THAT?
I don't know if you permanently blocked me for not responding quickly enough, but if that's your ONE AND ONLY FUCKING REASON WHY YOU BLOCKED ME, THEN SO BE IT. I CAN'T STAND THIS. I don't want to waste time rebuilding a friendship with you. In fact, if you decide to double down after you see this, then I guess I'm just wasting my time.
To everyone else:
I am tired, I am sick of people thinking I'm abandoning them when I AM LITERALLY IN COLLEGE YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES I AM BUSY, I AM TIRED CONSTANTLY. DO YOU SEE THE ART I MAKE IS MAJORITY TRADITIONAL FOR A REASON?? I CAN'T AFFORD SHIT RIGHT NOW, NOT EVEN TIME TO BE ALONE. I have had too many similar experiences like this; it scares me, it freaks me out, and it drains me so much so that I have to take even longer breaks that affect my other long-term friends. I've had to wait for people constantly, I've waited for friends for hours just for a response, I've waited for hours just for friends to flake. And maybe it's a bit too much of an ask, but would it kill you to JUST FUCKING WAIT??? Because I've had to do the same thing all of my life: 90% waiting, 10% actually doing.
This isn't going to make anything better, but nothing will if you already cut all ties with me.
If you have abandonment issues, and are looking to be friends with me, I am sorry if this sounds mean, but I cannot be friends with you. When you cut ties early after you spent time building deep relationships with me to avoid the slim possiblity that I might abandon you, you are DIRECTLY giving me abandonment issues myself.
To my ex-friend:
I am in shambles, you hurt me so bad, you hurt me so so fucking bad.
You do realize that when I step away from my computer or take a break from DMing or messaging you, that does not mean I hate you, right? We shared kinks, we shared art, we shared stories, and this is how you treat me? I feel hurt that you would think that I would throw you away so quickly. I won't hide the fact that I am pissed, because I am. You built a friendship with me and threw it away because of paranoia.
I WAS TALKING TO YOU NOT EVEN 15 MINUTES BEFORE YOU BLOCKED ME. CAN YOU NOT WAIT FOR JUST A FEW MORE MINUTES BEFORE YOU DECIDED THAT?
I don't know if you permanently blocked me for not responding quickly enough, but if that's your ONE AND ONLY FUCKING REASON WHY YOU BLOCKED ME, THEN SO BE IT. I CAN'T STAND THIS. I don't want to waste time rebuilding a friendship with you. In fact, if you decide to double down after you see this, then I guess I'm just wasting my time.
To everyone else:
I am tired, I am sick of people thinking I'm abandoning them when I AM LITERALLY IN COLLEGE YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES I AM BUSY, I AM TIRED CONSTANTLY. DO YOU SEE THE ART I MAKE IS MAJORITY TRADITIONAL FOR A REASON?? I CAN'T AFFORD SHIT RIGHT NOW, NOT EVEN TIME TO BE ALONE. I have had too many similar experiences like this; it scares me, it freaks me out, and it drains me so much so that I have to take even longer breaks that affect my other long-term friends. I've had to wait for people constantly, I've waited for friends for hours just for a response, I've waited for hours just for friends to flake. And maybe it's a bit too much of an ask, but would it kill you to JUST FUCKING WAIT??? Because I've had to do the same thing all of my life: 90% waiting, 10% actually doing.
This isn't going to make anything better, but nothing will if you already cut all ties with me.
Sorry my bad!
Posted 2 months agosorry just give me a second
[TL;DR: Comms and Requests are closed]
Posted 2 months agoSorry, guys, you're gonna see a vulnerable side of me if you decide to read this, so skip past this if you're not interested in hearing personal drama, I'm just trying to reach out to one person.
To my ex-friend:
I am in shambles, you hurt me so bad, you hurt me so so fucking bad.
You do realize that when I step away from my computer or take a break from DMing or messaging you, that does not mean I hate you, right? We shared kinks, we shared art, we shared stories, and this is how you treat me? I feel hurt that you would think that I would throw you away so quickly. I won't hide the fact that I am pissed, because I am. You built a friendship with me and threw it away because of paranoia.
I WAS TALKING TO YOU NOT EVEN 15 MINUTES BEFORE YOU BLOCKED ME. CAN YOU NOT WAIT FOR JUST A FEW MORE MINUTES BEFORE YOU DECIDED THAT?
I don't know if you permanently blocked me for not responding quickly enough, but if that's your ONE AND ONLY FUCKING REASON WHY YOU BLOCKED ME, THEN SO BE IT. I CAN'T STAND THIS. I don't want to waste time rebuilding a friendship with you. In fact, if you decide to double down after you see this, then I guess I'm just wasting my time.
To everyone else:
I am tired, I am sick of people thinking I'm abandoning them when I AM LITERALLY IN COLLEGE YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES I AM BUSY, I AM TIRED CONSTANTLY. DO YOU SEE THE ART I MAKE IS MAJORITY TRADITIONAL FOR A REASON?? I CAN'T AFFORD SHIT RIGHT NOW, NOT EVEN TIME TO BE ALONE. I have had too many similar experiences like this; it scares me, it freaks me out, and it drains me so much so that I have to take even longer breaks that affect my other long-term friends. I've had to wait for people constantly, I've waited for friends for hours just for a response, I've waited for hours just for friends to flake. And maybe it's a bit too much of an ask, but would it kill you to JUST FUCKING WAIT??? Because I've had to do the same thing all of my life: 90% waiting, 10% actually doing.
Look at that, the person with abandonment issues repeats the vicious cycle by inflicting it on other people, and this post is proof of that. Fuck you.
If you have abandonment issues, and are looking to be friends with me, I am sorry if this sounds mean, but I cannot be friends with you. When you cut ties early after you spent time building deep relationships with me to avoid the slim possiblity that I might abandon you, you are DIRECTLY giving me abandonment issues myself.
To my ex-friend:
I am in shambles, you hurt me so bad, you hurt me so so fucking bad.
You do realize that when I step away from my computer or take a break from DMing or messaging you, that does not mean I hate you, right? We shared kinks, we shared art, we shared stories, and this is how you treat me? I feel hurt that you would think that I would throw you away so quickly. I won't hide the fact that I am pissed, because I am. You built a friendship with me and threw it away because of paranoia.
I WAS TALKING TO YOU NOT EVEN 15 MINUTES BEFORE YOU BLOCKED ME. CAN YOU NOT WAIT FOR JUST A FEW MORE MINUTES BEFORE YOU DECIDED THAT?
I don't know if you permanently blocked me for not responding quickly enough, but if that's your ONE AND ONLY FUCKING REASON WHY YOU BLOCKED ME, THEN SO BE IT. I CAN'T STAND THIS. I don't want to waste time rebuilding a friendship with you. In fact, if you decide to double down after you see this, then I guess I'm just wasting my time.
To everyone else:
I am tired, I am sick of people thinking I'm abandoning them when I AM LITERALLY IN COLLEGE YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES I AM BUSY, I AM TIRED CONSTANTLY. DO YOU SEE THE ART I MAKE IS MAJORITY TRADITIONAL FOR A REASON?? I CAN'T AFFORD SHIT RIGHT NOW, NOT EVEN TIME TO BE ALONE. I have had too many similar experiences like this; it scares me, it freaks me out, and it drains me so much so that I have to take even longer breaks that affect my other long-term friends. I've had to wait for people constantly, I've waited for friends for hours just for a response, I've waited for hours just for friends to flake. And maybe it's a bit too much of an ask, but would it kill you to JUST FUCKING WAIT??? Because I've had to do the same thing all of my life: 90% waiting, 10% actually doing.
Look at that, the person with abandonment issues repeats the vicious cycle by inflicting it on other people, and this post is proof of that. Fuck you.
Taking Requests rn!!
Posted 3 months agoHello to whoever may be reading! Just so you know, I’m going to be taking requests! Originally I had planned to start commissions, but there’s a few financial factors I have to get into place before I can start that. So instead, I’m gonna open requests to gain some more activity and interactions!
I’ve never formally announced something like this before but yea!
Just let me know if you want something that’s drawn traditionally or digitally!
(I should also try and get my f-list up to display my kinks for all to see so that everyone knows what I’m comfortable and not comfortable with…)
I’ve never formally announced something like this before but yea!
Just let me know if you want something that’s drawn traditionally or digitally!
(I should also try and get my f-list up to display my kinks for all to see so that everyone knows what I’m comfortable and not comfortable with…)
