Does someone...feel bad in situation when you said something, and you thinking "what if this person now thinks that i am crazy?" Or "i shouldn't probably said that, what if this offended him?"
...because i am, i think about this all the time
And sometimes i just want to die because of that
I don't have many friends, and don't want to lose more

Guys, if i ever said or did something wrong, i am sorry
I seriously love everyone who comments under my drawings, and i love everyone who supports me in any way
I just feel so bad because someone can think that i don't need help, or i can sound weird, and this thoughts just tearing me apart
I don't want to offend someone, i appreciate everything that all of you doing
I have big problems with mental health, please don't think that I am aggressive, or want to offend you, i just can't communicate properly with people....please forgive me

Guys hi, i want to draw faster, and upload more drawings
So if you enjoy things that i do, i love you
I am little bit sad because...some of my bad drawings are more liked than my bad drawings, but i still doing this for all of you

G̸̢̨̧̢̢̧̢̢̨̡̨̨̢̧̡̡̡̛̼͔̻͓̼̩̳͇͖̳̟̜̙͎̬̪̰̭͍̺̩̩̺̝̞̙̻̫͈̗̠͖̘͍͕̜̠̳̦͍͈̰̖̖͙͉̥̤̫̘͙̞̥̞̠̩͙̗̲͕͖͖̭̺̦̩̪̻̘͕͕͉̥̙̣̫̣̪͇̠̳̱̞̟͍͈͎͇̻͙͔̜̘̬̹͎͔̯̠̥̼̩̫̺̙̱̙̭̹̖͚̙͚̗͕̯̤͂̉̍̄̏̎̑͑̐̾̈̽̉̏̇̉́͋̈́͛͑̀̌͆̈́̅̍̽̎̌̀̓̈́̄͌͂̅͛̇̾̈̈́̔́͛̌͆̀̌͂̀̓̇̔͐̎̏͛̾̅̿͂̀͒͌̏͛͂̒́̒̒̄͌̆̀̓͗̀̊̾̉͛͐͐̓̿̈̌͒̃̓͒̏͘̚̚̚͘͘̚͜͜͠͠ͅͅͅͅͅṵ̸̢̨̨̨̢̧̧̡̢̧̢̢̢͈̟͎͚̭̜͚̘̜͈̰̼̝̙̖͉̭͇̯̙̲̬̻̱͕̼̩͙̩̠̱͙͖͚̮̱̻̦͙̤̻̭̞̖̹̝̺̠̝̠͖̝̰̥̦͍̞̜̣̣̻͕̘̻̹͔̻̣̙̥͕̺͉͉̫̮̗̙͎̬̼̯͕̖͔͉̥̩̯̖̦̤̾̒̊͂̉̊̅̈́̈́̄̍̾̋̈̂͐̇̓̍̄̕̚͜͜͜͝͝͝͠ͅy̴̛̛̛̛̛͉͖̫̙̪̱̯̿̂̄̃̎̈́̇̄̉̔̿͑̅̎̑̈́͛̐̑̓́̈́͒͐͐̾̓͆̓͛̊́̌̿͋̊̇̄͊̈́̋͂͛̅̈́̃̇̏̽̈́͋͌̐̅̾̔͆̇͐̍̿͊̐̇͐̾̌̽͒̓̃̍̀͂̾͛͛̈́̄̒́̽̆̓͐̑̉̾̌̆̈́̑̾̋̇̌͗͂͊͐̉̈͑́̄̓͐́̈́͒̌̋̐͌̈́̿̊̆͂̈́͂̈́́́̐̌̏̋̂̀͛̈́̈͑́̿̚͘̕̚̚̚͘͝͝͠͝͠͠͝͝͝ͅs̷̢̡̧̢̨̡̢̧̨̨̛̛̛̱̞̥̼͍̹̠̭̝̟̭̭̬̪̦̣͙͇͈̝͙̰̣͔̙̭̭̥̱̥̜̘̞̤͇̘̬͍̪̠̠̼͎̲̘̞̟̦̟͈͍͓̘͔̖͇̱͍͖̜̤͈͖̙͓͚̜̗̰̜͙̞̗̪͚͙̘͎̞̭̦̞̯̪̝̹͓͍̭̣̼̠̙̰̲̘̳̙̗͕̺̥̻̲͔͔̩̫͖͍̗̼̠͓̥̫̮͍̬͇͙̘̼̞̘̞̼͍͔͖̩̪̉͌̋͑̓̊̀̌̈́̿̾̎̎̈́̊͊̍̈́̊̈́̉̅͆̿̌̈͌̇̄̀̽̏͑̉͌̊̂͛͛͗̌̆̓̀̏̂͗̽̃̍̐́͂̊̇̈̆͗̒̓̾̉̃́͋̎̾̀̄́̅̀͑͆̀̃͗͌̀͌͑͊̃̓̃͑̈̽̓̌̈́̓̅͛͋̉͌̾̏̒͑́͒̈́̂͒͐͂̊͋͂͐̔̑̀͒̿͘̕͘̚̕͘̕̕̕͝͠͝͝ͅͅ,̴̧̢̧̡̨̧̧̡̧̛̤͍̥̪͍͇̦̭̰̮̺̯̠̪̳̮̳̳̙̬̲͓̞̘̱̳̭͓̪̰̥͇̜̝̮͈̹͕̮͚̙̗̦͍̟̜͉̫͍͕̬̬̠̝͎͇͍̝͕̳̙̥̣̲̙͔̼̱̭͐̒͊̊͋̔̋̽͐̓́̍̾̊̐́͋̆̎̽̍̑̎̊͆̏̾͛̚̚̚͠͝͝͠ͅͅͅ ̵̧̡̢̛̗̼̩̼͓̭̥͕͙͙͓̬͖̠͇͖͖̳͓̲̥̠͒̏͂̽͛́̎̌̓̽́̍͂͑͋̈̈̍̊͆̍̅̍̈̆̐͗̋͒̇̄̑͋̈́̓̋͆̌̀͐̓̏̍̒̒̂̏̎͑̚̚͘̕̕̚͝͝ͅͅḻ̸̢̧̢̡̡̡̨̛̛̛̛̛̛̛͇̞͕̣̹̼͍̗̪̹̬̬̞̪̩͎͎̙̹̻̰̯̥̻͔̪̺̤̹͙̹̥̦̜̻̮͚̻͎̬̰̩͔̭͓͕̥̟̩͇̣̙͉͚̟̹̞̳̞̟͖̱̟̰͎̤̜̬̠̼̲̘̠̗̫̤͕̜̼͕̯̉̂͛͛̊͒̌̿̍̈́̌͂̇̃͒̒̂́̃̈̽͒̌̊̾̔̓͂͛͋̍͑̓̿̅͆̒͌̿̾̅̓̎̍̿͑͆́̇͆͌̑̑́͊̉̄͛͑̅̍͛́̆̀̍̄̽̅̄̐̉̐̍͑͋̆̌̅̽̾̎͛͐̓̍̃̉̈́̊̿̓́́̒̌̆̋̅̇̔̍̈̑͊̈́͗̋̾̇̓̈́̆͒͂͌͋͆͂͊̆͆̌̔̚͘͘̕͘̕̕̚̚̚͜͜͜͜͝͠͝͠͠͝͠͝͝͝͝͠o̸̡̡̢͎̪̞̥͎͍̩͙̥͈͇̞̖͈̙̙͙̜̥̙̟͈̳͎͇̦̣͚͓̰̖̜͉̝͎͎͖̭̪̮̺̩̪̤̦͕͇̱͔͍̳̦̩͖̠̳̗̯͙̳̳̤̳͓͕͔̳̰̲͕̹̲̪͍̤̹̗͔͕̺͖̪̹̥̪̝̭͕̞̬͈͚̯̬͓̺̅͜ͅͅǫ̷̡̢̛̛̛̛͓̪͇͚͕̼͓̳̜̹̩̬̙̗̮͉̺͍̣̻͎͎̬̱̫̪̤͔͓̞͖̫̪̠̮̦̜̱͉͚̫̙̗̦͓͗̂͊͑̅͐̊̑̓̈̂̀͗͐̇̃͐̎́̇̂͌̾͐͊̄̏̈̽̀͌̓̎͂͆̏̋͗́̏͌̊͆͂̓͆͗͂́͐͐̊̓͑̊̿͌̃̉̏̈́̑̈́̓̄͋̽͂̓̑̒̈́̿̈́̒̇͐̊̈́̈́͒͒͒͋̉̏̐̎͑̋̂̍̅̽̽̔̈́͑̈́͗̈͆̂̂̂̓̐̄͐́͋̿́̔̈̃̑̽͐͆̆̐̏̊͋̃͗͆̋̓͊̂͛́͂̔̀͆̽̉͆̚̚͘̚̕͜͠͠͠͝͠͝͝͝͝͠͠͝͝ͅķ̷̡̢̢̡̡̛̛̛̛͎͉̰̰̩̠͙̻̗̻͉̤͓̺͍͖̬̪͚̱͎̼̳̞̘̤̹̭͚̘͉̳̞̙͙̭͎̱̭̦̑̌͐͑͑́̒͒̇̅͌̈́̀̃̓͋͋̿̈́̒̌͑̌͂̀̀̑͊̑̿͂̎̾͌̂̿̈͑͛͗̎͊̈́̓̍̈́̅̍͑̿͂͋̅͋̅̈̽͛͐͂̔͐̀͐̀͋̍̈́͐̇̋̋̾́̔͗̅͌͂̓͛̋̍̉̅̔̿́̃͌͒̒̋̀̂̃͑̆͐̀̍̈̓̃͌͑̏̏́̐́̀̈́͌̎́̎́͛̏́̀̄̽̈̚̚̚͘̚͘̕̕̕͘̚͘͜͝͝͝͝͠͝͝͝ͅ ̴̛̛̛̼̻̪̖̍̒̾̋͊̇͛̉̾͂̔͗̎͛̈͂̌͗̊̍̈̉̈́̓̈̏̊̿͑̀͒̾͛́͌̓͐̉̏̆̐͗̄̓͆͆̔̔͒́̅̍̋͑̉̏̅̔̎̿̐̋̓͒̈́̐́̍̈́̆̐͆̿̀͐͗͐̔̉̑͂͐̌͛̉̉̀̊̂̇́̆̌̽̆͊̃̅̈̇̒̒̆̾̒̽̾̈̉̿̀̌̃́̊̏͗͋́̂̾͂̄̀̂͑̇̓̏́̿̉͌̓̀̔̄͊̋̚̚͘̚͘͘̚͘̕̕̕̚͝͠͠͠͝͠͝͝͝͝͝w̶̨̢̢̧̨̨̡̨̨̢̛̛̛͙͍̝̥̱̺̪̝͎̪̬̘̗̱͙̤̜͇̝͚͔̞̹͙̗͚̯̮̞͍͙̗̤͈̻͚̠͉̤̭̗̖̠̘͔̼̮̫̦̮̪̗̤̙̫͓̗̼͉̜͚̫̰̺̙̹̻̤͙̲̙̱͕̳͙̣̤̪̱͖͑̏̂̈́̀̓͋̋̀̓͌̾̑̅̓͒̀̎͊̈́̃̏̾̽̎̍̓̏̔͆̒́̀̀̈́̏͐̄͛͐̆̓͌̏̈́́̾̉̓̈́̋̎̆̿̂́̽̾̌̽̈́͐̀̓̀͑͂̿̀͂̈́͛̌̎̿͐̎́͊͌̀̅̀̓̄̀̈́͂̅̏̅̾͛̽́̿͗̐̓̈̃̃̈́̈͘̕̕̕̚̚̕̚͘̚̕̕͘͘͜͝͠͝͠͝͠͝͝͝͠͝͠͝͠͝ͅͅh̶̡̢̢̡̡̧̧̨̡̹͇̻͎͈͚͍̪̙̦͈̺̥͓̻͇̪̖͖̠͉͇͍̞̺̪̮̪̼̩̦͕̩͇̥̗̘̘̩͙̯̬̼̦̫̪̪̫̳͍͚̦͓̭̯̥̭͔̝̲̺̯̭̤͉͉̺̭͉̥̲̘̝̦̺̯͉͔͕͔̪̝̘̹̖͉̘̬̖͖̖̹͇̝͍̰̣̬͖͉̫͉͈̬̘͇̦̜̘̃̂́̃̅̋̍̇͋̊̇͜͜͜ͅͅͅͅa̸̧̨̨̢̢̨̢̧̡̛̤̠̰͙̠̝̪͔̟̹̼̣͈̙͍̥̖̬͖͕̣̞̠̹̯̼̖̭̺̪̮͉͉̲̺̟̹̬̘͍̬̘͖̳̪̣͇̥̲̞̩̦̼͉̰̯̘̹̺̳͓̟̘̮̹͈̱̼͕̻͇̠͕̤̦͈̳͔̜̱͚̍̊̓̈̍̏̂̐̐̑̂̏̐͂̾͑̎̓͆̉̔͗̒͐̈̋͂̇̎͛͘͝ͅͅͅț̸̢̢̨̨̧̢͕͔̝̟͚͕͓̣̼̘͈̤̫̞̝̠͇̲̉̐̊̍̏͗̑̅͌̄̄̽̎̈́̐̈́̅̃̍̏̄̓̍͛̉̊̓͊̇̕͘͜͝͝͝ͅ ̸̧̡̢̨̢̡̧̢̛̛̛̛̛͙̫̫̖̜̫͖̦͎̪̙̺̹̟͖͇͓̝̪̞̱̗̘͎̘̯̹̪̪̰̞̰̥̩̦͉̗̭͍̹̬̤̮͙̺̭͍̰̖̯̳̝̖̼̩͔̖̻̠̯͚̙̭̣̪̣͈̺̝̥̬͚͙͓̬̹̦̮͚̞̱̩̬̺͙͓̭̦͇̫̻̮̪̣̦̞̟͖̭͓̦̝͇͖͖͕͉̞͔̮̤͈̣̩̝̦̖̰̺̜͎̩̟͖̮̻͎̜̲̘͓̦̱̙̬̺̼̩̫̬͕͗̇̄́̃̎͌̎̋́́̇̔͐͊̿̓̔̈́͐̈́̐̍͐̈́̇̌̌́̑̑̏̆̈͌͛̆̇̈̊̽̂̏̈̀̀̐̈́̓͌͒̀̇̆́̔̅̑̒͐͂̔̊̉͒̇̒̿̎͊̈̈́̑̎͋̔͆͌͂̇́̈̆̂̀̍͌̓̊͗͋̈́̃̐͛̉̈́͆̏̓̃̃̂̉̎̂͌͊̓̋̍͗́̐̾͂̑͒͐͑̓̾̌͑̂̀͑̀̂͐̑̎̚̚̚͘͘͘͘̕͘̕͘̕͘̕̚͘̚͜͜͜͜͜͝͝͝͝͝͝͠͝ͅͅͅͅͅͅĭ̴̡̨̢̢̢̨̱͈͚̩̟̯͉̳̼̣̥̘̭̗̞͔̺̭̖̹̩̙̙̹̜͔̞̭̱̻͉̈́̇̈́̀̿̎͌͜͜͝ͅͅͅ ̷̡̢̨̡̨̡̛̛̛̹̫͖̜̬͍̳̻̱͎̬̻͙̗̻͍̻̮̩̠͙͖̤̱͍͚̯̗͓̠̳̣̬̭͉̻̦̙̥̱̖̪̮̯͈̞̺̹̭̝̮͖̘͙̖͍̝̻̫̳̜̜̦͍͍͈͎̫̭͙̪̥͒̌̌͌̔̊͊́̀̌͗̃͑̇̊͂̈́̿̓̃͗̐̓̔̓̑̌̿̐̓̈́͗̌̂̓̀̐͗̉͒̓̅̅͆̔̀̋̋͒̇͑̓͐̿́̅͐͂̓̽̆̋̀̄̈̇̎̒̂̏̈͌͂͛̊̀̈́͒͐̌̿̓̍̾̿͆͂̏̊͆̌͒̈̑͋́̐̇͊͛̏̒̑͋̒̏̔̄͋̇́̓͗̓̂͆̔̓͐̋͑́͆̿̎̎̏̓̏̇̽̏͛͛̅̀̏̈́̀̚̚̕͘̕͘͘̕͘͘͠͝͝͠͠͝͝ͅͅͅͅͅͅc̶̢̢̡̢̢̨̨̛̛̛̛̭̱̳͖̮͉̗͈̮̮̜̫̥̞̯̭͓͙͉̪̖̫̻̞̠̤̗̺̺̠͎̦̻̩̥̗̗͙̠͚̠͚̝͎̜͍̟͙̖̦̭̘͎͕̦͙̣̱̯̜͈͔͓̺̫͖̮̹̭̘̝̦͖̱͔̳̹̼̲͓̟̮̦͔̖̹̪̩̻̺̪̗̲̯̖̞̠̾͒̄͌͗̇̀̽͗̉̀͒̿̓̄̊̄̈͐̀̓̈́̄̈̾͐͋̇̑̈́̀̂̎̇̽̈̀͊̀̓̅̾̏̓͒̑̀̔̍͐͂͌͐͛̾̌̓̈̿̈́͋̐̃̿͌̆́̄͋̑̄͗̓̓̋̊͑̽́͌̽̌̋́́͛̄̎̈͋͗̏͋̓̈́̓̋̂͛̂̾͆̾̅͊̚͘̚̕̚͘̕̚̕͜͠͠͠͝͠͝ͅà̴̧̨̨̧̨̨̧̧̧̛̛̱̼͖͖̣͈̱͉̹̰͍̬̤̝̗̖̣̝̯͈̠̯̖͈̼͉̣̩̟͇̬̖̻̘̘̮͎̠̠͈̳̬̞̭̖͈͙̜̹͔͕͇͔̤̫͙̠̭͕̙͋̃̔͛͗̈̊̅̽͂͒́̃̍̄̓͐͂͂̓͆̈͊͊̏̊̓̒̇̍̎́͐̆̒̋̐̀̆̀̏̾̓̄̀̊̅̇̏̑̊̋̓̅̋̑̈́̐͑́̈́́̋͆̑̆̅̃̅̐̽̈́̎̀̽̔̈́̒́̒̉̐̇̄̃́̏̑̈́͊̐̔̿͗̾̈́̑́̅͑̏̔̒͛̾̓͛̕̚̕͘̚̚̚̚͜͠͠͠͝͠͝͠͠͝͠͠͝͝͝ͅͅͅn̵̢̨̨͖͚͉̝̝̺̭͓͍͕̹̫̩̥͙͚̦͙͚̜͕̭̹͖̤̭̜͂͒̏͆̓̏̔̏͒͐̾̕̚ ̸̧̡̡̡̢̛̮̼̺̲̘̮̲̦̫͙̱̲̬̝̥̖̭̟̬͙̟̝̫̜͚̜̝̝̰̹͔̠̥̪͙͖̫̥̮͈̱̦̲̜̫̼̼̦͕̺̩̖̖͔̜͑̀̊͐̂͘͝ͅͅͅͅͅd̷̢̨̡̛̛̙̻̭͖̩͎̙̥̹̭͉̟̹̮̹̱̟̙͓̟̬̻̝͉͌̾̏͑̽̀͆̓͌̐̀̾̂̿̀̀̈̈́̋̂̉̈̃͛̚̚͘͘̚͜͜͜͜͠͝͝͝ō̸̧̢̻͈̯͇̭̫͈̺̰̩̣̝̺̙̥͎͎̩͓̬̬͔̞̻͚̬͍͙̤̪̲̟̹͎̥̮͍̟̻̰̯̥̝̰̩̯̮̗͍͇̈́̾̈̃̈̄̀̊̄̌́̈́̈̿̋̏̏̀̈̑͗̃̑̈͗́͒̈̄̈́͛͋̽͐̒͂̈́̔̑͆́͋̓͌͆̐͂͌͊͆̄̍̏̕̕͜͠͝͠ͅ

Guys, should i make [clean] and [dirt] version of drawings?
Or just clean?
Or just dirty?

New drawing coming soon
And i am sad