[left]woke up way later than i was planning and ended up missing a quiz for my class today because of the mistake. the worst part is i actually studied for the quiz... damn. then on my way out if forgot to grab one of the most important things i need at school. My belt... so now i look like some wanna be thug walking around school pulling up his pants every 3 minutes. i have a feeling it is going to be one of them days where i should of devised a plan to get myself hurt or sick so i wouldn't have to put up with the crap i am going through at the moment. not too sure if i am looking forward to work after school today.i could be doing some other things that i would want to do.

on the other hand i think i have found a way to keep in contact with Stan while i am at work. if i could buy a 3G or 4G phone i could get a skype application. the ,the thing is tho, the phones are expensive and so are the plans for a single person. i was tallying up the costs and how much i would have left over and it seems kinda decent. the plan along with insurance all that would be around 60 - 80$ monthly. i make the money to actually pay off the bill and i could also move out on my paycheck(with some room mates of course). so a phone plan on my own wouldn't be such a bad thing. i wouldn't spend my money on anything due to the fact that i signed my life away to school and work thus making it hard to spend the money i get. in order for this phone plan to happen i will have to persuade some people(parents) so they would allow me to use some of the money i made to start a separate life from the families.

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1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Left Shoulder... don't Judge :P

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
it would have to be a Red Hurly Hoodie

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
no plz no

4. Do you plan outfits?
some days i like to impress when i dress so yah

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Sleepy and sore

6. What's the closest thing to you that's red?
My Guitar

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
I rather not it was kinda messy. x3

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
not really sure if Meet means in person or can it be in a different form but, if yes then Yah :3

9. What are you craving right now?
Some kind of tea

10. Do you floss?
Once in a While

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
My mom

12. Are you emotional?
I can be

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
no never had the patience to

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
*lick lick*

15. Do you like your hair?
Oh my gosh yes x3

16. Do you like yourself?
Yesh ^-^

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Yeah of course but, is he paying >.>;

18. What are you listening to right now?
Chip Tune (Kitsune^2)

19. Are your parents strict?
Too Strict T-T

20. Would you go sky diving?
If you push me out of the plane then yah

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
if it is in food mixed then yes

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
yah, Shaka Con

23. Do you rent movies often?
no =/

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
yes, my acoustic guitar >.>

25. How many countries have you visited?
I want Belgium to be my first

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
couldn't ever pull my self to do that

27. Ever been on a train?
once, i sat on my toy train if that counts

28. Brown or white eggs?
WHITE \^o^/

29. Do you have a cell-phone?
Mmhmm ^-^

30. Do you use chap stick?
i should x3

31. Do you own a gun?
nope x.X

32. Can you use chop sticks?
Yeah of course ^-^

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
i wish Stan was here T-T

34. Are you too forgiving?
I cannot be too forgiving

35. Ever been in love?
Yeah ~.~

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow (or the next soonest week day)?
He will be working

37. Ever have cream puffs?
yea, at the state Fair

38. Last time you cried?
a couple days ago >.>

39. What was the last question you asked?
do you want to move out with me?

40. Favorite time of the year?
Fall, i love to wear hoodies

41. Do you have any tattoos?
nope

42. Are you sarcastic?
kinda x3

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
yeah

44. Ever walked into a wall?
not that i recall

45. Favorite color(s)?
i like most of the colors but i would have to choose Red

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
yeah, but not on the face x3

47. Is your hair curly?
yeah X.x

48. What was the last CD you bought?
After The Burial

49. Do looks matter?
i would like to say no but looks will always be a factor in any type of relationship.

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
It depends on how much i love them

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
no... woo \^o^/

52. Do you like your life right now?
It is kinda so n so right now.

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
nope

54. Can you handle the truth?
most of the time

55. Do you have good vision?
yeah ^-^

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
sadly yeah

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
not much, i am more of a texter

58. The last person you held hands with?
i don't even remember T-T

59. What are you wearing?
boxers

60.What is your favorite animal?
Border Collies

61. Where was your favorite picture taken at?
at the mall with my sister and I

62. Can you hula hoop?
Yeah

63. Do you have a job?
I have two x.X

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
Some Arizona Ice Tea

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yeah, locked myself out the house one say and a open window was my ticket in. x3

Ok so today I web out skateboarding and I was having a good time. Until I landed on my board wrond and severly sprained my ankle to the point where I can't walk but, I still walk wrond on it because I am stupid..... So now I lay here on My iPod in bed because I cannot get up and walk 5feet to the computer. I guess I should go to the hospital tomorrow when I wake up.... If I even go to bed. Right now I am on advil riding out the pain I caused because I was on a pics of wood with wheels..... Sadly when I get better I am Going to jump right back on it. I may be talking to myself but right Noe it is just keeping my mind off the pain for a bit. Soni will keep writing for a bit expressing my random thoughts out to who ever may read journals. Random thought random thought random thought. My iPod is about to die..... Do I dare walk to my computer and be in more pain? It actually might be worth it. I wonder if they will perscribe me some awsome pain medacation for my ankle? That would be nice.... A leagal high.... Hehehe. Well I will try to sleep and I will see how that works out....

“Have a safe trip hun” Posoh’s mother shouts before he enters the automatic doors leading to the airport. Posoh looks back to his family and runs back to give them one last goodbye. “don’t do anything stupid” Posoh’s sister says as she smiles in Posoh’s direction. “Don’t worry I won’t” replies Posoh in a sarcastic tone as he sticks his tongue out at his sister. Posoh turns and starts to walk to the doors and waves as he enters the airport. A big gust of wind blows his hair as he enters the airport adjusting his eyes to the light inside. He pans the room and finds his destination, heading to his line. Overly excited to start the journey all Posoh can think of is his partner waiting for him at the other side of the world. Just the thought makes his grey tail waves fast grazing the people behind him.
On the day of departure Posoh a grey wolf was wearing baggy black pants that hugged his hips as it dropped to the floor. With his pants he wore a Black leather belt with the fox symbol on the front of the buckle. The black slim fit t-shirt fit sung around his upper body showing every curve of his upper torso, the shirt showing a little bit of his stomach. His hair layered and black fell over his left eye. On his wrists he wore an orange bracelet and a faded glow stick. In his ears he wore light blue tapers with the size of tow gauge. The tapers held a pattern of puzzle pieces with every puzzle piece a different shade of blue. On his trip he brought a suitcase with all the essentials of traveling across the world. He also brought a backpack filled with things that will keep him occupied on the long flight over like his I pod, sketch pad and a pencil, his DS and some books.
“Next please” says the receptionist at the front counter.
“Hello” Posoh says as he hands her his plane ticket
She Takes the ticket and examines it before entering the data into her computer.
“ok , may we have your luggage” says the receptionist as she smiles.

yay Today is mothers day^-^

I gots me a plushie today ♥♥♥♥ It is a lion it remiends me of my partner ~.~

Ok so I am going through some intense drama. My best friend and I have some ex friends that are starting shit with us saying shit about my friends girlfriend and saying how his only friend is me. I label him as a troll and what I learned to do to most trolls is starve them. Btut it is kinda hard when the troll is talking about you. I am about two seconds away from going ro his house and doing something that I will enjoy very much right now. What should I do about this? Do I leave it alone and let it die or do I attack it full on?

I am not even sure if anyone is listening but I needed to vent out a out it orelse I will do something stupid. So for people who are possibly listening can you give me some advice? What shops I do because this guy has been talking shit about me since the Fay I met him. Making fun of my native American heritage all of my high school years but, I never confronted him about it be sue I don't wanna start drama. I fucking hate drama yet I can't get away from it. This could be my revenge to finaly get rid f all this built up rage I have towards this guy and tear him up, but I cfeel that is what he wants for us to do. So he can retqlliate back with his group of friends( which was m friends till I got rid if them) and attack back.

Ok quick little history between ex Friends and I. Met I highschool and they accecpted me but in that friend group everyone liked to make fin of eachother which sucked. After high school we all still hung out but, I was to niave and couldn't see that they were using me. The reason is because I had a car and they didn't so they wold only call me when they needed a ride. Then I got q palce to myself which in result they started to hangg out her and reck my home but making a mess and eating and drinking e eVeryhing I had. I finaly realized Tutankhamun I was being used and confronted them about it. They heard what I said and most of hem never called me again. My best friend helped me realize that they were using me. About a year later I am here I this predicament......

What the fuck do I do?

The day before i went to the owl cit concert. for thoes who don't know owl city i strongly suggest you go look them up and buy there CD but i am sorry if you don''t like them, then i suggest you tell your worst enemy about them ^-^. any ways i went to the concert and it was very fun. most of the people there didn't move around much, but i was constantly dancing i even attracted a dancing partner for the concert. if was very fun glad i went to the concert. But all that dancing gave me a pretty bad ankle this morning >.<.
One question.... am i talking to myself x3

S yesterday i celebrated my sisters 19th birthday. let me tell you i was very busy. to start i was helping make the food for the family that was coming over and we made so much food.... we made a Mexican dish called flatas. what that i is a meat wrapped in tortillas and fried in oil. then you can put toppings on our flatas like sour cream, tomatoes cheese, things like that. we made about 100 of those things and when we were done i couldn't even eat one i was soo sick of seeing them. then for the cake we made raspberry poke cake. that was good ~.~.

For gifts my mother and father deiced to get her a laptop. they were gonna get her a single core computer but i connived my parents that she should get a dual core as a min. ( i wasn't bout to let he get some crappy computer) so my parents got her that computer and i still needed to buy my gift. i have been listening to her for a while and she really like the game called the Sims. so i decided to get her the Sim 3 for her new computer with the limited money that i have ^-^.

To end the night my sister took her friends and i out to midnight bowl. it was a very fun time to scream and cheer people on even if they only hit one pin x3. Even tho this day has been so exhausting to prepare my sister enjoined herself and i am happy to see her do that ^-^

So what i plan on doing on this journal is to share stories that has happened to me some may be sad some may me happy some may make you piss yourself. well first story i want to share is about my special someone. Stan.... if you are reading this i am so happy i have met you every time we talk you make like have meaning again. then when you leave i can't stop thinking about you. Stan you are one of the bests things that happened to me in my life. i have never came you to any one but you and you helped me realize that i shouldn't be ashamed of who i am because before that i was bound down by my own insecurities and you helped me move away from the dark time in my life. sitting here writing in this box expressing my self i am thinking about our last conversation and hoping that we can make that dream come true. i want to end this journal entry with saying one thing...... I love you Stan ♥