It's been a while

Just need a new journal to boot that long old one.

this year has been great so far I cant wait to see what the rest of it holds, very happy n blessed ^w^

Behold a meme to introduce myself.
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- Name: Austin (go by Possum)

- Single or taken: Single

- Sex: Male I'm one of them bearded guys

- Birthday: August 11th

- Sign: Leo

- Hair color: dark brown

- Eye color: greenish blue with hint of some hazel

- Height: 5'7"

- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: I'm straight but there are a handful of fictional *furry* that are male that id totes bed down with

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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: variety....right now mix between head N Shoulders or Coconut Milk Water

- What are you listening to right now?: the crunch of these saltines I'm eating

- Who is the last person that called you?: this guy letting me know I can get some lightning rods off his old house

- How many buddies are online right now?: I honestly have no idea
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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: Badgers, possums, skunks, bears...hyenas are pretty cool to

- Color: I like cool colors but I like electric blue, cobalt blue, and that neat color that is opalescent glass

- Drink: I like lots but right now I really like Snapple Fruit Punch

- Element: Electricity

- Food: I fucking LOVE pizza, beef, deer meat, and swordfish

- Game: I'm not a gamer...but I do like any of The Legend of Zelda before the Wii and anything for N64

- Movie: I really like the Back to the Future and Hobbit/Lord of the Rings trilogies and I like Twister *cause imma storm nerd*

- Song: Spellbound by AC/DC

- Subjects in school: science or history

- # I really like watching history stuff or that How Its Made show

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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: No...but I'm not against it if they really need help

- Smoked?: I have a vape thingy, I LOVE an occasional good cigar, and yes I have done the weed

- Bungee jumped?: id rather not

- Made yourself throw up?: once to feel better

- Skinny dipped?: ive wanted to many times

- Ever been in love?: once or twice

- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I tell the truth and accept my punishment

- Pictured your crush naked?: not really

- Actually seen your crush naked?: wished

- Cried when someone died?: yes many times, I'm definitely a crybaby ;u;

- Lied: yes

- Fallen for your best friend?: no not really

- Used someone?: never

- Done something you regret?: yes but that's confidential

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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: right now grey blue jeans and a comfy tshirt, I like leggings and wearing tight yet comfortable undies that show off my butt o//u//o

- Desktop picture: a picture of a dirt road out in the middle of nowhere with a stormy looking sky, the pic is all faded and washed out looking

- CD in player: in my truck......Kurt Vile

- DVD in player: Into the Storm

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: my mom

- Hugged: my mom

- You kissed: parents

- You IMed: My friend

- Talked to online: see above^^^

- You sexed it up with: ive never been that lucky ;u;

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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: Yes I try to be the best listener I can and do my best to help the situation

- Open-minded?: yeah

- Arrogant?: I can be but when I am I really don't mean to be

- Insecure?: Secretly VERY.....mostly about personal stuff

- Random?: All the time

- Hungry?: right now yes but I'm sick at the moment and can only eat saltines and toast

- Smart?: Depends on the form of intelligence. Creatively, sure. Common sense, sort of. Academically, heeeell no

- Moody?: I can be

- Organized?: In certain areas I am

- Shy?: It honestly depends on the person or crowd but mostly person

- Difficult?: I can be

- Bored easily?: depends on whats happening but I try to see the best in things

- Entertained easily?: Yeah

- Obsessed?: depends on the subject, I'm super obsessed with collecting old antique things or whatever

- Lazy?: when given the chance I'm a fucking LAZY beast

- Angry?: I can be...but it takes a lot

- Happy?: I guess so I try to be in the best mood I can

- Hyper?: only at music fests or when a super good storm rolls in

- Trusting?: You gotta earn it most of the time but I guess I can be
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning: first thing I do is get up and pee, grab something to eat on my way out the door, then go to work....on the weekend there is no morning only SLEEP

- Love is: beautiful but hard at the same time

- I dream about: living happy in the house of my dreams and hopefully with a significant other, and also getting to meet a few of my online friends/artists one day

- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: their personality...like if your nice and carry yourself well then we got a chance but if your a bitch then fuck you to

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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: some peeps in my family and this guy I work with is always pretty funny

- Makes you smile: a lot of people, tell me something nice :)

-Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her:......hmmm I really don't know

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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: ive never done that.....but have whit texting before

- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: nah im happy here

- Wish you were younger?: I am so happy with this age. I really don't wanna go forward tho, even tho I like seeing the man I'm becoming and how the world around me is changing I don't like seeing some of my family keep getting older..but that comes with time I guess. Sometimes id like to rewind to when I was young but just for nostalgias sake

- Cry because someone said something to you?: ive had hurtful things said towards me but I brush em off cause I try to be a better person than that, but being told saddening news yeah ill break the fuck down right there
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: a couple

- Of Cd's: I have a LOT cant count em all

- Of scars on my body: I have many scars because I do a lot of manual work

- Of bones I've broken: broke my collar bone when I was little, also chipped my tooth trying to open a coke bottle

The only single thing I want for my birthday this year is a butt on my face....that is the only thing I want this year

From a 67 year old man who's also a fellow employee.

"Those damn mother fucking deer..they ain't nothing but a goddamned glorified goat"




I love the people I work with

I'll try and post some stuff im working on or commissions I've gotten or things of that nature.


I've just got a lot of things on my mind as of lately..

There is an awesome Goat in need of your help please be kind and lend a hand anything helps.

unfortunately is loosing their home very soonly and any kind of donation would help so they can get a few expenses to help themselves along the way, they're also selling some of their anime things on their ebay so that could help a lot to.

pls go help the cute green goat out theyd really appreciate it ^.^

Legal Name: 
Austin

Zodiac sign: 
The Lion

Persionality Type: 
Pretty mellow chill

Sexual Orientation: 
Well irl I'm pretty straight my preference is women, I like butts and legs and boobs and stuff so I'm a pretty basic guy.......however there are probably like 3 or 4 fictional furry/monster characters whom are male and whom I won't name that I'd be ok with having the sex with~

Favorite Color/s?: 
Green, electric blue, dark cobalt blue, greys, and I'm gonna say Opal is a color and I really like opalescent things

Three Fears:
#1: irrational phobia of wasps, #2: drowning, #3: there's this paranoia I have because I enjoy walking through the woods that I fear I might encounter a large angry wild animal and I might not be able to escape

Three living things you love: 
#1: I really enjoy playing my guitars, #2: being outside and enjoying nature like thunderstorms and stuff like that, #3: I enjoy making people happy like I'm a naturally really nice guy like if I'm having a pretty awful day I'll still go out of my way to make someone else smile because seeing them smile makes me happy

The last song you listened to: 
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=yLfsLx04GjE

How many times have you been 'in love'?: 
Like twice.....the second one being the relationship I'm in now and I do the best I can to show my love

How many tattoos/piercings do you have?: 
None....like I pierced my ear myself one time back in school to try and be a badass.

The reason you joined FA: 
I really enjoy the art and making friends with artists that I really admire and also the cute characters and sorts that are on here to.

How you feel right now: 
Pretty sleepy and full...I just ate a lot of things

Current relationship status: 
Happily taken with

Something you really, really want: 
I'd like to one day like at a con or something meet one of my favorite artists like that'd mean the world to me ;w;

Meaning behind your username: 
I got bit by a possum once *long story* and I officially joined the fandom in 2007

Two Favorite Movies: 
Twister and the third Back to the Future movie

Favorite TV Show: 
I don't really watch much tv but I like Tosh.0 it makes me laugh

Favorite Song: 
Spellbound by AC/DC

Favorite Band/Singer: 
AC/DC will always be my favorite band, as far as singers go though Freddie Mercury is the king

Most relate-able fictional character: 
Dusty from the movie Twister

Three things that upset you: 
#1: I'll admit I have pretty substantial road rage, #2: putting complete trust in something or someone and they/it turns around and fucks you over, #3: senseless violence

Three things that make you happy: 
#1: making others happy, #2: that awesome feel when your gf soothing scratches your back, #3: dragon porn

What do you find attractive in others?: 
Confidence, taller than me, can have the ability to make me feel weightless with a kiss, can take a crude joke and laugh at it, make me feel safe no matter what with a hug ;u;

Someone I miss: 
I miss seeing my family and my gf since I work out of town a lot and I still miss Shug the skunk my aunt used to have

Someone I love: 
My family and my gf

Favorite Holiday: 
Halloween is pretty up there but I enjoy Christmas a lot to

Closest Friend: 
I don't really have a closest friend....I keep in touch with each of my friends on a equal contact basis so I don't feel like I'm ignoring anyone

Your pets: 
I have no pets

One thing you've lied about: 
I lied about smoking weed for years but finally came clean this year.....it was awkward. Like I don't smoke a lot or whatever but I won't pass it up if it's offered either~

An Embarrassing Moment: 
This is gonna be really NSFW so yeah...you were warned. So this one time I was like getting off like really good *in a sitting position* and we'll let's just say when I climaxed I kinda shot myself in the face....it was gross

Where you work: 
I work on a farm in Alabama and also in a laboratory in Georgia

Future Goals: 
Idk have a nice house somewhere up in the mountains

Something you fantasize about:
I play guitar so I sometimes fantasize about playing a set somewhere.....i also fantasize about fulfilling one or two fetishes of mine but a guy can dream I guess~

Favorite Food: 
PIZZA plain pepperoni pizza

Favorite Super Hero: 
Link from legend of Zelda

Favorite Super Villain: 
Smaug the dragon

Places you want to visit before you die: 
I've never been out west so anywhere out there, maybe certain parts of the UK

What you wanted to be as a child: 
A storm chaser, I've had an admiration for bad weather ever since I was a wee little thing


thought it'd be neat to do this journal so I kinda borrowed it from

I wanna picture of Kerr like lying down dead asleep with his hand on his junk like he tried to have happy Kerr time but was just too tired and gave out. I think it'd be pretty funny and cute to see.......also that's about how I feel lol

If anyone here is like REALLY good with their anime/animated films please feel free to help me out. Ive been trying to hunt down this movie for literally half my life and have gotten nothing, now keep in mind when I saw this movie I rented it from the movie store way back when and it was on DVD but VHS was still really popular.

Ok the only thing I can remember is the movie was anime *Japanese English Dubbed*, it was an outer space theme and what stuck out most was one character in particular which whom was featured in the movies front cover. The character was an anthropomorphic reptilian alien creature that had tan colored skin and gills on its neck, it was wearing armor of sorts and was holding a weapon * a gun, sword or staff* cant remember which. The character was a good non evil individual and from what little I can remember their personality was very sarcastic and one could say smartass.

that's all I got...I swear if anyone can tell me what movie this was you will be highly praised ;O;

If I make an Irish coffee with Canadian whiskey.......is it still considered an Irish coffee?

I did, I hung out with friends and drank rum and ate lots of blue corn chips with chili powder....yeah it was delish~ So I hope everyone else had a great Halloween as well ^.^


In other news I really really want a preserved deer hoof..yeah weird I know but I just want one

So bad storm rolled in the other night and I woke up to the power being off and lying in sweat cause the fan wasn't on due to loss if power well...ya know how when lightning hits real close by or whatever and kills your power? Well the exact opposite happened, see when I woke up the fan wasn't running or anything *no power* well nor even five seconds to me being awake the room lights up with an immediate crash of thunder, lightning just hit the building I'm staying in and what do ya know the power comes back on immediately. So I'm guessing the lightning hit just right or something and turned the power back on??? WEIRD

Ok so does anyone know any artists that are like *really* good at drawing inards as in guts and gross stuff like that? I wanna commission an artist that can do that and is open for commissions right now and has decent turnaround time.....as in before Halloween, I wanna gross bloody guts n stuff picture for Halloween this year.

So anyone know who I can ask?

I really miss messing around with my old electric arc station setup, I should get back into that I think

Well unfortunately I've struck a bit of bad luck here recently. I blew the head gasket in my truck and it's gonna be an expensive fix, so I am gonna get it fixed but then as much as I absolutely hate to I'm gonna have to sell it *super sad*...I love that old truck and I have so so many fond memories in it it's gonna be hard to let it go when that time comes very soon..I really don't have any other choice but to sell it because it is a older model vehicle from like 1999 and lately it's been having all sorts of trouble and issues with it running so I'm decided to make the hard choice and let it go and move on to a newer more dependable vehicle. So with that I'm having to spend money to get it fixed and also payment for the new one so I won't have any money to spare for any commissions for a while which I'm pretty bummed out about seriously.

So if I post a picture anytime in the near future of my old white truck just know that I've let it go and I'll probably be in a very very sad mood so yeah

Wanted to get that other journal outta the way.

Anyways does anyone out there have any good advice or remedies for conquering a phobia? Like if you ever hang out with me personally or whatever youd know im like EXTREMELY terrified of wasps! Theres just something about them that just creeps me out and sends chills down my spine. Im not allergic to them or anything like that its just an unusual unrational fear I have. I just would like to know if theres any way I can get over this fear I have of wasps because with my job I have to deal with them everyday and it really just hinders me from working normally. So anyone got any advice???

id really really REALLY appreciate anything ^.^;

Needed to get that other journal outta the way. So ive been pondering around with taking pictures of lightning and so far ive gotten quite a few nice ones. I just wanna know if anyone would be interested in seeing any of them?

Yeah I'm gonna try and stay off of here for a day or two or more.....just feeling emotionally distraught at the moment


and please don't ask please

A fat deer, like not fat with child but just fat. Deer are sleek streamlined animals to me and I just really would like to see a fat one. Here's the closest/cutest thing to me right now... http://squidbiscuit.deviantart.com/.....Deer-424988644

I already posted this journal a while back and just wanna repost to see if anyone will have a go at it.

Wanna do more devious info on Kable so leave.a comment describing what kind of thing you could see Kable doing, can be mean, evil, gross, rude, mischevious, and downright naughty.

Ill start it off with an example...Kable would lure you into a false kiss just so she could burp in your mouth..........gross *shudders*




Looking foward to see if anyone else can come up.with anything >;3

Had a fantastic day yesterday, probably one of the best birthdays yet, we'll now I'm 24 here's to another year~

I had some today for the first time....it was really good and especially good with the oreos~

Yeah so I'm gonna be 24 in like 2 and a half weeks, can't wait to get to go home and do birthday activities with everyone. I was given two choices for a party, either we could go up to north Ga to the mountains *and I love going there* or we could throw a rad 80's themed party at the house and everyone can dress up all 80's style and we could throw down like it's 1984 lol. Yeah haven't made a decision yet but I'm leaning more towards the 80's party I think that'd be pretty cool~ I also have no idea what to ask for like I'm pretty much the easiest guy to please when it comes to gifts, so I might ask for some taco bell or a box of donuts or something...I also don't turn down the idea of gift art like I'll literally love you forever if you drew gift art for me ;u;

but yeah just throwing that out there :P

"How could something so fair
Be so cruel
When this black sun
Revolved around you"


My favorite verse from a really cool song I found called Black Sun, definitely inspired to draw me something to this song~ http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nruUewOQZiQ