needed to get rid of that other depressing journal.....so anyone wanna ask me anything

Kinda at a near breaking point right now and could really just use some kind words ;^;

Basically I'm physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted. I've been working my ass off since we got put on a basically 24-7 non stop work schedule so I've been working from morning into the late night almost nearly every day with very little sleep in between, which in result I have cuts and stuff on my knuckles and fingers from lack of concentration while working on machinery due to said lack of sleep. It seems like everything I've touched lately had broken and had to be repaired. I got a call from my good friend informing me that we'll be having one last throw down party as a good few of them will be moving away so even tho we'll still keep in touch it's likely I'll never get to see them again...*super upset about that*. I miss everyone back at home, my family and friends and all the places I normally go and hang out at. I miss my girlfriend a lot like a LOT. And the icing on the cake for this run of bad luck/down tim is my radiator blew up in my truck just the other day and I had to get it replaced along with several different other things so that cost me nearly $900 in total for everything. So yeah that's what's been going on with my time. I'm just ready for things to pick up and get better.

Come get your free art feel free to request anything my good buddy his wife is drawing stuff go show some love I know how yall like free arts and stuff

Here's the journal and stuff http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6733114/

It was amazing! I really enjoyed myself this time around, got to meet friends old and new and actually got some decent pictures and a video of the fursuit parade. Pictures will come and I'll post the video as soon as I can.

Cheers~ ^.^

Where are you staying?
Main Hotel: Marriot Marquis

What day are you getting there?
On thursday sometime round lunch hopefully

How are you traveling?
Catching a free ride, no parking fee for me WOOOOoooOOOoo!!!

Who will you be rooming with?
By myself but im open i have a free bed if anyone's looking for a place to stay

What is the best way to find you?
I like to ride the elevators a lot or you can find me at the bar i like to drink ;3

Are there any panels events you might be attending?
Ill see whats available and see if im interested..

What do you look like?
I wear really weird shirts, always have on sunglasses, big beard, might be playing guitar

Will you be suiting?
Nah but im thinking about wearing some deer antlers strapped to my head

Do you do badges?
Nah

What is your gender?
Male...i have that thing between my legs

How tall are you?
average 5' something

Can I talk to you?
Please do i enjoy conversation!

Can I visit your room?
Yes you may i really enjoy company

Can I give you stuff?
Absolutely i mean if ya want to, i wont turn a gift down

What/where will you be eating?
Not sure yet ill see whats around, maybe the food court, Hard Rock or Meehans

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Of course you can like i said i do enjoy company ^.^

Cause I just purchased myself a pair of crazy pattern vintage parachute pants right out of the 80's, I can't wait till they get here I'm so excited!

Well ive officially decided that Bunn is my little 80's badger, 80's music, clothes, interests ect.

so yeah theres that o3o

For  zeldafreak15294

Your my special valentine. I know i havent been as talkative as i usually am for the past week or so but even though i dont say much your still on my mind every single day. The thought of you coming over and staying a while is all i need to get through even the toughest days, you make me so happy. Thank you for being there for me and lightning up my world, ive been happier for the past 5 and a half months than i have been in a while. Your kisses give me peace and your hugs take me to a safe place. I keep your smiling picture at my bedside so i see it every morning i wake up and it really helps me get through the day. Your the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and im lucky to have such an awesome girl like you. Thank you for giving me so much love and happiness and remember your bear loves you~ ^3^

Stolen from  MarblesBravetail

I dare you to comment on this journal with something that you've always wanted to say to me and then do the same on your own page!

one rule: I/you can't reply!

You know the one of Krystal fox trying to eat the sandwich, I was thinking about doing a doodle or something of myself or whatever like that. Thoughts???

How much like your character are you?

Body: Well i modeled my badger characters off my irl self so yeah we pretty much have the same body type with the exception of boobs cause ya know i am a guy so no boobs or other fem parts.

Likes: As mentioned i modeled them after me so they like everything i like pizza, outdoors, guitar going to see bands play, 80's stuff, going shopping, jokes, the beach, mountains, all that cool jazz~

Dislikes: I have a LOT of dislikes so i wont list em all sorry :P

Style: Both Bunn and Kable dress similar since they are pretty much the same, crazy pattern colthes, tank tops, shorts or pants, cutt-off overalls, or simply no clothing

Personality: Bunn represents my most common cheery bubbly happy side that i am most of the time, and Kable represents my ever so often mean prude distasteful side i can have from time to time.



so how much like your character are you???

Right here go show some love ^.^ http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6427786/

Yep its pretty good stuff

So im working with some sculpey for the first time ever and i found im actually pretty damn good *at least i think i am for first time*. Im making a Bunn of course and id like some feedback on a couple questions i have...first off i made my sculpture using sculpey formed around one of those poseable wooden mannequins, i managed to make just the torso and head so far and plan on leaving it that way for one reason, i left both arms and legs completely exposed. I left the limbs exposed because after the sculpey hardens id like for my sculpture to still be poseable...so is this all good so far? Id also like to hand-make some clothes for my Bunn sculpture so whats the best way to determine measurement and such for my sculpture for making the custom clothing? *I do know how to sew* Also if my sculpture is baked to harden it could i still possibly add on new sculpey to the dried hardened stuff or will that just not work? Lastly the hair as in head hair, being a beginner i just cant seem to grasp how to make hair with sculpey so does anyone have any tips on how to make decent good looking hair or should i just go with colored faux fur for simple ease???

any tips would be GREATLY appreciated ^.^;

cause ive got someone special :3

Ask me anything can be personal, non personal, about myself or Bunn or Kable.
Dont be afraid to ask i promise i dont bite ;)

Wow i just realized for myself not really being an avid smoker i sure do have a lot of pipes O.o I think ive got like six or so thats quite a bit i think

Ive got a dragon character i commissioned a while back that i havent drawn yet and ive really been wanting to draw him thing is i just cant really figure out how to draw a dragon ya know with the long neck and long body and such. Any hints tips or whatever would be greatly appreciated, maybe point me towards an artist that specializes in drawing dragons.

Wanna do more devious info on Kable so leave.a comment describing what kind of thing you could see Kable doing, can be mean, evil, gross, rude, mischevious, and downright naughty.

Ill start it off with an example...Kable would lure you into a false kiss just so she could burp in your mouth.




Looking foward to see if anyone else can come up.with anything >;3

next commission i get i plan on having a city skyline as the background, im planning on making it older new york with included world trade center towers. As far as that goes im planning on having the lighting as sunset so should i have some of the city lights on since night is nearing or have the skyscrapers glowing with the setting suns light?

Its tuesday so folks be posting journal wanting you to ask em stuff.

Ask me anything for myself, Bunn, or Kable

I wanna see/draw more pics of my two badgers Bunn an Kable being fat, after seeing that paperchild commission that  pig did for me of kable being a super fatass stuffing herself to the point of almost popping i just love that! i dont know what it is about stuffed *full of food* things but theyre just so damn CUTE! o.o

I want some of them triangular pointy anime shades but i want them to be flat on the top not with the upward angle like the gurren lagann style ones like these http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/img-thing?.out=jpg&size=l&tid=72572994 they angle upwards on the top and i dont want that, i want some that are flat on top like these from that cool episode of adventure time https://warosu.org/data/ic/img/0018.....9270533702.gif

You feel your lower intestine trimble and lock up and you know today is about to suck BIGTIME -.-

I really wish i wouldve had the chance to meet Lemonade Coyote, i was at the FWA when they had the memorial for him, been watching tribute vids for him, and just damn he seemed like such an inspirational guy. I know i never got the chance to meet him but after everything ive seen i really genuinely miss the guy...it a weird feeling ya know but yeah i just dont know. I remember wandering around late on the second night of FWA '13 hardly anyone was still active and had gone to sleep and i eventually found myself at the memorial set up on the second floor, it was so quiet but i still swear i felt a presence there like someone was standing behind me, and the more sorrowful feeling i was feeling at the time very quickly became calm and on a more happier note, i know it sounds a bit ridiculous but i believe that presence i felt was Lemonade.

Rest in Peace Lemonade, you are still missed...

i know this is a really random journal on a more sensitive subject but just wanted to get that out there.