It should be painfully obvious by now, but I'm not here anymore. I've decided to move everything to scraps, so this abandoned account looks more as it should. I've been meaning to do this for quite some time, but never got around to it...

I haven't actually deleted anything (save for my profile text and page shouts), because I just don't like taking stuff like this down permanently. There are quite a few things I actually would like to delete, mostly text where I'm acting like an idiot (not that I've stopped being an idiot, I've just evolved into a different kind of idiot). But that goes against what I believe in, so up it will stay, just tucked out of site instead of laid out in the open.

Going through all of these submissions to scrap them, I'm feeling a little nostalgic. It was fun while it lasted, FA, and I appreciate all the favs and comments my old watchers took the time to give me. I'm still drawing, though not quite as much--but looking through my old art makes me wonder, did I ever really draw that much to begin with? Things really have changed a lot in the past few years.

Anyway, farewell, FA. I'll see you around...

<3,
Meg

First off, I want to apologize to anyone I offended, hurt, angered, or anything else in that line, with my journal yesterday. That was in no way what I was intending to do, and I never expected to get such a response from people.

But I would also like to thank everyone who posted a comment to bitch at me. All that stuff is really something I've been needing to hear. You guys helped me to reevaluate a whole bunch of stupid and immature beliefs I had been holding with me for a long time now (such as way overgeneralizing things).

You've also helped me see one of the big, albeit hidden, beliefs that's been affecting my thoughts and actions, probably since forever. It's one thing I really haven't wanted to face, but with that little (big) push, just identifying it has lifted a big weight off my shoulders.

To whoever said about me in Micah's journal something to the effect of, "You just can't change some people," I'm changing. Anything that causes so much pain to so many people is not something I want to hold with me.

I'm not sure I can put the rest of my thoughts together in a coherent manner, but I am working on this. So in conclusion, I'm sorry, thank you, I've done something stupid, I'm admitting I'm wrong, and I'm learning from it.

<3,
Meg

PS: I don't know if I can reply to all the comments I've gotten, but I am reading them and taking their contents to heart.

I've been thinking a lot about prescription drugs lately. Not obsessively or anything, but I guess it's because I've been visiting my mom a lot more and she's on all sorts of that crap. Now, I have nothing against my mom, I'm not one of those furs who hates their parents, but she does kind of push my buttons occasionally.

Maybe a month, month-and-a-half ago I was talking to her and she said she had gone back on Prozac. She told me it was because she had started sobbing for no reason while sitting at home one day.

From what I've heard about her life (and I've heard lots, she never shuts up |3 ) there is absolutely no reason for her to be back on that stuff. She now has the first job she's had since... fuck, I was probably in first grade, and she actually feels needed by someone. She's doing good work--not the pay, but it has to be emotionally and spiritually satisfying for her to talk so much about it.

The way I look at it, medication is just a way for her (or anyone else) to let go of their emotional responsibilities. It's an out that says, to me, "I'm too much of a wimp to actually face my own emotions."

Also, I should really get this out of the way before I go any farther. There's a myth in the medical community that says that low levels of serotonin cause depression (or low/high levels of hormone x cause mental illness y). This is just grade-A bullshit.

For example, if you step out in to the street in front of a speeding truck, is it not your fear of getting killed that releases the adrenaline into your system so you can escape? Thus, following this line of thought, would it not be your depression that causes your low levels of serotonin? I know it seems backwards, but that's only because the opposite has been drilled into our brains by every doctor and drug commercial we've ever seen.

If we're to believe that depression is an illness that cannot be fixed, only managed with life long drug treatment... then why am I so damn happy? Think about that one, Prozac-fags.

Now back to my original point.

As I said before, medication is just a way to pussyfoot around dealing with your own feelings. And, being diagnosed with a mental illness is just a way to skirt your responsibilities in the real world.

Taking my mom as an example: Three summers ago, she suddenly decided it would be a good idea to move to Kentucky (this was, of course, after she decided to drop all of her meds which allowed the full force of her "mental illness" to show itself). She sold the house (more so because she couldn't afford to live there), got rid of most of our cats (from eleven to two), and went down to Kentucky to stay with an old friend of hers for a couple weeks.

She came back, though, but was still certain of moving there. Eventually, she decided against moving, so she stayed in a hotel for the rest of the summer.

It was during this time that her doctor diagnosed her, not with depression, which had been what they were treating her for since before I was born, but bi-polar disorder, manic-depression, or whatever the politically correct term is now.

She then went on to use this as an excuse for her actions over that period of time.

Blew most of the cash you got from selling the house? Mania lol! Lost a bunch of money to a con-artist? Mania again lol! Decided it was a good idea to move states away from your family? Man, that mania shore does get around lol!!

Now, let me restate--I love my mom. But mental illness shouldn't be used as an excuse for dumbass actions. Anyone who blames anything on some sort of crazies is getting no sympathy from me.

The only exception is things that happened in the past. My mom feels HORRIBLE (to say the least) about what happened to me and my brother while we were growing up. But, you know what? I'm grateful for all that shit I had to put up with. It made me who I am today, and I'm one of the few people who can say with confidence, "I love myself."

Forgive but don't forget.

I few other mental illness excuses that kind of peeve me--

Asperger's used as an excuse for acting like an ass. Now, I don't usually attack autism because that's not something we can help; getting pumped full of mercury when you're growing up would tend to screw you up pretty bad. But for God's sake such a mild form like Asperger's shouldn't be used as an excuse to act like a fucktard.

Also, as a related note, I think probably half the cases of Asperger's aren't due to autism at all. It just seems like another form of emotional laziness, "Oh, I can't communicate correctly because I have Asperger's =/ " Yeah, fuck those people.

Depression used as an excuse for relationship problems. Actually, that's not really due to depression. Relationships ARE problems. At least, that's what every television show, book, and movie would like us to believe. I realised that when watching Scrubs, because every relationship on that show is so full of FAIL and DRAMA (I love Scrubs, btw). Really, if every single relationship ever in existence is so crappy like that... maybe we're doing something wrong? I say, fuck that. When I get into a relationship again, I'm being forward, upfront, and I'm not going to worry about what the other party thinks of me. You don't like that? Then I'm not fucking dating you, GTFO my house.

Depression used as an excuse for suicidal thoughts.

Suicide... God, how much I hate that. That is quite possibly the dumbest thing we humans have ever invented.

Suicide is for people who fail at life. There's just no other way to look at it. Girlfriend dumped you? Depressed beyond all physical reason? Why work through your problems and actually better yourself? Try SUICIDE today!

I don't feel much sympathy for suicidal people--they're fucking dumbass pussies who can't deal with their problems. Who I do feel sympathy for is the friends and family of the suicide "victim". They're the real victims. They have to deal with a bunch of shit because the person who killed himself was too much of a faggoty emo kid to face his problems in a mature way.

And I don't even understand the reasoning behind suicidal thoughts anymore. Seriously. You hate yourself... you hate life... It... just doesn't even make sense to me.

People need to realise how important and wonderful they are, how amazing it is just to be alive. Think of how many millions of years of evolution went into making your existence possible (or, if you're one of those ID people, how much love God must have put into making you). You perceive the world, the universe, in a way no one else can. You can bring into existence things no one else ever thought of. You are an amazing creature that deserves to live as much as anyone else because you're you.

Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and feel in every fibre of your being how much of a wonderful miracle it is to be alive.

<3,
Meg

Okay, I might as well get this out of the way right now since I'm on.

I'm gonna be taking a break from FA, and probably the rest of the internets, for a month or two. I might be on occasionally, but I really need to concentrate more on my real life responsibilities.

I'll be back over the summer some time, and when I return I hope to start offering some commissions.

And art trade peoples--I haven't forgotten about you. Those'll be the first things I tackle when I come back.

Until then...

<3,
Meg

HAY GUISE I NEED SOMETHING RAAAAANDOM FOR TO CANCEL OUT MY LAST JOURNAL OF FAIL AND DRAMA LOLOLOLLOLLOLLOLOL

Part I

Dear furries,

I like comments as much as the next art whore, but, srsly, enough with the "omg cute! ^w^ <3<3<3" ones.

Not only are they not helping me better myself as an artist (as, you know, critique would), but they're annoying the FUCK out of me when they get posted to something I've tried to draw badass.

I know you guise are all nice and friendly and stuff, but if you really want to make me feel better about myself and my artwork, TEAR IT THE FUCK APART!

I'm not gonna go all snapesnogger on your ass if you say something looks awry. I actually WANT to know what looks fucked up, and especially how to change it. I sometimes find it really hard to pick out flaws in my own drawings, but I want to improve.

I mean, really, what's the point of drawing if you aren't trying to get better?

Anyone who thinks their artwork is perfect is just lying to themselves.

<3,
Satan
I mean Meg

Part II

I finally ripped "Herzeleid". Apparently the limit to how many songs I can rip consecutively without it fucking up the mp3s is two? Hot damn. I found something that works!

Kouji: RIP THE VAC ONE! RIP THE VAC ONE!!!!!

Just the one?

Kouji: Who cares about the rest of the CD!

You don't get off on the rest of the CD.

Kouji: Exactly!!

Yes. I have the best imaginary friend ever. He bugs me for sex, faps to violence, and eats roadkill.

Kouji: Only if it's fresh!

BEST. IMAGINARY. FRIEND. EVER.

Part III

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Part IV

I HAS A NEW PET TASMANIAN DEVIL AND I NAMED HIM AL BUNDY

Pictures with be up as soon as I figure out how the fuck to draw him.

OH GOD, THEY WASH THEMSELVES LIKE RATS http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fa1Bd-1rJ0w

Part V

I owe you guys like eighty comics now ohshi

As I had figured would happen, there's a bit of confusion about that drawing. I was hoping more people would "get it", but I should know by now that not everyone thinks in paradoxes like I do.

May contain cognitive dissonance causing material, read at your own risk. Don't say I didn't warn you.

Richard Maybury is the author of the "Uncle Eric" set of books, which I highly recommend. They're about "the other side of the story", the non-statist viewpoint. Statists are anyone who supports more government, which includes democrats as well as republicans. If you have an open enough mind, you can really learn a lot from these books, but I do understand the cognitive dissonance thing, so they aren't for everyone.

At first, I was a bit turned off by some of the religious aspects he wrote about, because, as most of us know, I like to say I hate religion. What he says, though, seems to be very true. He champions natural law, which is the law we're all obligated to follow as living beings, and was set in place by some sort of "higher power". Law cannot be created, it can only be discovered, and our current, yet very much forgotten, understanding of natural law is called common law, or occasionally, scientific law. It may not seem like much, but there are only two fundamental laws. They are based on where all religions come together, things that all religions unanimously agree upon:

1. Do all you have agreed to do.
2. Do not encroach on other persons or their property.

Yeah, and I bet you were expecting some crazy ass hoopla. These seem like pretty down to earth requests, huh? If they don't, try thinking about what it would be like to live in a place where they're ignored.

Unfortunately, people in power don't really like to follow these laws very much. It's not that they're bad people, it's just that political power is a very corrupting force. It's like a drug. These people spend a great amount of time and money trying to gain political power, use of the "blackjack", and when they finally get it, they'll be damned if they're not going to use it on someone. When they gain this power, they also believe that they are "above" natural law, that they can change it, make it up to suit their needs*. But they cannot. They are still bound under it, just like everyone else.

This is where the metaphor of chess comes in. The power junkies, with their delusion of being above the law, think war is fun. It seems like a game to them. Even if they know they will lose, they will still play. They lead their pawns, their rooks, their knights, their bishops into battle, and if they are taken, so be it. It doesn't matter, they are only chess pieces.

But they are not. They are living, breathing, feeling, loving human beings that are getting killed in a pointless war that, when started, was known would never be won. Families are torn apart, sons and daughters, husbands and wives, fathers and mothers, are murdered all for a game of chess.

Now do you see why Omega cries?

If you don't see something very wrong with the world then you aren't paying attention.

<3,
Meg

PS: I probably butchered Mr. Maybury's books with my explanation. He did a much better job than me in outlining the Juris Naturalist point of view. Now go buy those goddamn books D=<


*See: fascism. Fascism is doing whatever appears necessary. "Necessary for what?" you ask. That's the point.

Okay.

I... just wanna know right quick what you guise think of this...

I'm toying with the idea of changing my main fursona to Raver Sticks, or at the very least another sugar glider, 'cause, I mean, really, dogs are just soooo over done.

And, yes, glider peoples, I know what you're going to say already.

So, liek, good idea/bad idea?

<3,
Meg

Well, I just thought I'd let you all know I'm gonna be taking a break from drawing for a few days or so. I dunno, I've just been feeling kinda stressed lately, so I don't really want to have to... do anything. I'm not sure yet if I'll break from internets, too, but there's a good possibility. I'm feelin' kinda funny, so I don't wanna have to deal with my obligations when I'm in a funk.

Actually, I might have to at least doodle something to get rid of the prawn that's plastered across my userpage. It angers me. So. Much. And I know I'm asking for it by posting PORN on a FURRY SITE, but, DEAR LORD do I hate getting watches because of that shit.

Oh well. I'ma go doodle up somethin' now. But after that, I'M ON VACA MOTHERFUCKER.

<3,
Meg

PS: WHEAT THINGS

I thank Cyanide & Happiness for this comic. Now I will be able to look at my Wheat Thins box and laugh instead of swear violently.

Also, don't buy mini Pringles, especially not the cheese flavour. They taste like AIDS and cancer. Which is bad.

<3,
Meg

Hay guys! Come take my craptacular FRIEND TEST!

Hah,  dalaragasareluss showed me his, so I HAD to make my own x3

If you get the mean message, don't fret, I actually made this pretty hard. Even I don't know half the answers!

<3,
Meg

Hay guise.

Hanabi got sick the other day, so I had to take her to the vet, and I've been keeping a close eye on her to make sure she's alright. She seems to be doing fine so far, back to being hyper and evil and whatnot, but I'm still kinda... freaked out by the whole thing, so excuse my lack of internets.

I'll try to post some doodles, or a comic, or some fursuit concept sketches for y'all, either later tonight or tomorrow, though. You know, opiate of the masses and such.

Hope everything's going smooth with my interwebnet buddies, I'll talk to you guys soon.

<3,
Meg

'Sup guys? I got my last wisdom tooth ripped violently from my skull yesterday, so now I'm on caffeine AND hydrocodone (Related?). I can't focus my energy at the moment. Be prepared for MS Paint doodles.

<3,
Meg

Meg: Blah, I have nothing to do. I want to do something, but I don't feel like moving. I'm cold. I hate winter.

Kouji: Turn on your heater.

Meg: But that involves WORK. I have to get up and walk five feet across the room, then clear stuff out of the way so nothing catches on fire, then turn the damn thing on an walk back. And then I'll be too hot two hours later and I don't have any way to cool down.

Kouji: Open a window?

Meg: But... STINKBUGS.

Kouji: Oh, we haven't seen one of those in months. They're all dead outside... or possibly in the walls.

Meg: ...geh *shudder*

Kouji: Okay, OUTSIDE. All gone.

Meg: ...

Meg: ...hm, some furry snuff? *click* Bah, just a hanging. Pussy stuff.

Kouji: At least there are no knives.

Both: *shudder*

Meg: Meh, FA's boring right now.

Meg: ...Hey, I drank caffeine today, shouldn't you be acting like an idiot?

Kouji: You're not really doing anything. I have no fodder.

Meg: Thas boring. I'm bored. ENTERTAIN ME!

Kouji: Uh... *thinks* *leaves* *comes back dragging Ori*

Ori: HEY, I WAS DOING SOMETHING CONSTRUCTIVE!

Meg: Whut?

Ori: I was reading that book that YOU'RE supposed to be reading *points angrily at Meg while dusting himself off with the other hand*

Meg: Isn't it freaking sweet?

Ori: ... Remind me again why you aren't reading it now? You're bored, aren't you?

Meg: Reading is even more boring than what I'm doing now.

Ori: What, talking to yourself and recording it in WordPad?

Meg: ;_;

Ori: You're turning into Delta.

Meg: At least I'm having fun?

Ori: ... WHY DO YOU PEOPLE FIND TORTURING ME AMUSING??

Kouji: *laughing at both of them*

Ori: ... I hate you...

Meg: *glomps Ori* GLIDER FEETS *nuzzles his feet*

Ori: You have the strangest obsessions.

Meg: *murr*

Kouji: What about my feet? You love ferret feet.

Meg: I can't draw your feet. I need to be able to draw it to like it.

Kouji: You're lucky I don't get jealous easily.

Meg: Icchan |3

Kouji: *grits teeth* ...

Meg: I luuuuurve Icchan |3~

Kouji: *eye twitch* ...

Kouji: KILL IT WITH FIRE *attacks manga shelf and starts tearing apart the volumes of Angelic Layer*

Ori: You forgot the DVDs *point* *snicker*

Kouji: *growl* *grabs them off the desk and bites them in half*

Meg: Now, THERE'S something Icchan doesn't have! *tackle glomp*

Kouji: *grin*

Meg: *purr~* <3 teef...

Ori: You guys are idiots.

Meg: Remember: You're part of my brain, too!

Ori: Yeah, I'm the one shred of sanity you have left in the--

Meg: HAY, IT'S THE BARBIE GIRL SONG *DANCE*

Ori: ...

Meg: Ooh, ooh, let's listen to that other one *fidgets with iPod* Cartoon Heros, that's it! *play*

Kouji: Hax, DDR moozak.

Meg: Wah, I miss my Aqua CD ;_;

Ori: Then buy a new one, it's on Amazon.

Meg: I know, but I'm laaaaazy *flops onto bed* *notices Axt drawing* Man, I need to draw her and Gunther more.

Kouji: Fucking.

Meg: Yesss... Kinky werewolf x vampire sex0rz |3~

Kouji: You should study anatomy this weekend. Or, like, now. I think you'd be able to draw Gunther better if you did.

Meg: Prob'ly. Too bad it's so time consuming and I'll forget it in a week anyway.

Kouji: Then... cartooning?

Meg: I hate being torn between realistic and cartoony. I'm so confoosed.

Ori: Well... I'd say you've done pretty well in both areas. You've improved a lot since you first started drawing, you know...

Meg: ...

Meg: *glomp* Luuuurve <3

Kouji: See, Ori? It's not that hard to say nice things once and a while!

Ori: I hate you both.

Kouji & Meg: AWWWW, WE LOVE YOU TOO, ORI *hug*

---

See? This is what goes on in my brain. Frightening, no?

<3,
Meg

I drank a Red Bull about an hour ago, and I just took a couple of Excedrin Migraines (65mg caffeine per pill). Good idea/bad idea?


FUN FACT: Caffeine has a half-life of six hours in the body.

Okay, I just need to do this before it drives me insane. And it will.

hermaphrodite: an individual in which reproductive organs of both sexes are present

transgender: appearing or attempting to be a member of the opposite sex, as a transsexual or habitual cross-dresser

NOT THE SAME THING.

<3,
Meg

Whee, 1000 pageviews!

Hooray, I was wondering when I'd hit the quadruple digits! And I even got a hundred watches recently, too! I didn't really realise how much you people pay attention to me. Well, until I just cleaned out my messages, zoooooomg. I really should thank all of you, though. I may not reply to all my comments or anything, but I do appreciate the feedback and support =3

Here, how about we try this: For my 1000 pageview thank you pic, you can vote for the genre/fetish of what you'd like me to draw. I seem to be having pretty good luck with drawing stuff I'm not used to, so, hey, why not? I'm pretty open about drawing weird stuff (I think the only thing I won't draw is scat, so sorry if you're into it x3; ).

So, just reply to this journal with what you think I should do, and in a couple days or so I'll tally them up and draw whatever gets the most votes! Do try to keep it vague, though, like, "vore", or "fatfurs" or whatever. I need a bit more leeway when I'm trying to draw something new x3

In addition to that, I still owe Dextromethorphan (man, that's a mouthful) an art trade, and DalaragaSareluss a request and some assorted sketches. I'll get to them... eventually... trust me x3

Am I forgetting someone? I feel like I'm forgetting someone... or something... YAY CAFFEINE.

Well, anyway, I think that's all I really wanted to say here (and, besides, I was sick of my OCD journal, blargh). So, uhm, maybe moar content later. Maybe.

<3,
Meg

PS: I think kilo is one of my favourite words now. At least my favourite prefix.

Hm. I'm still in a good mood today. And I don't have a headache. Odd. Mass quantities of caffeine always do that to me the next day. Oh well, I guess I should be grateful, shouldn't I?

Well, I was thinking about it again last night and I really need to write a journal about the idiocy in furry terms. And, no, I'm not talking about "yiff" and "murr" and stuff like that, those are all cool. What I'm referring to are the terms that, allegedly, mean "furry". In my opinion, we really need to change some of these.

I've heard many people call furries "anthros". This is so backwards that it isn't even funny. I realise that it comes from the term "anthropomorphic", which is definitely a mouth (or hand?) full, so it was just shortened. I even used to use this term before I became truly furry, which led me to call it the politically correct version of "furry". I've also heard just the word "anthropomorphic" used as a noun for furries, but either way you look at it, it's very misleading.

"Anthropomorphic" comes from a combination of the words "morphic", meaning "having the form", and "anthropo", meaning "human". So, essentially, when you call a furry an anthro, your calling it human, which is what we're all trying to get away from in the first place. "Anthropomorphic" as a noun isn't much better, but is is better, as the word is more than the sum of its parts and includes the fact that "anthropomorphic" refers to something that is not human having human characteristics. "Anthropomorphic animal" is better still, but who wants to type all that? I'm already getting tired!

Even still, the term "anthropomorphic animal" seems backwards. We're all human to begin with, so shouldn't it be the opposite? And when you say "zoomorphic human" it really does sound more correct, doesn't it? And it could be shortened still to "zoomorphic", "zoomorphid", or "zoomorph". (By the way, "zoomorphic" is pronounced "zoh-uh-moar-fick", though a logical step in having it refer to furries would be changing it to "zew-moar-fick".)

So, yes, I think I'm done with my mini rant. I'd like to hear what you all think. I'm not master of the English language, so if I'm flawed somewhere, please point it out.

<3,
Meg

PS: Oh, but one more thing: the lesser known zoomorphs. Is there a term for people who have bird-based characters? I know furries and scalies, so would it be... feath'ries? And insects seem kinda rare, but still? And what about amphibians? They're kinda like reptiles, but their skin is smooth... smoothies...? OH GOD NO.

What I'd like to see is an anthropomorphic protist.

*purr~* Sunrise in only an hour or so. Feel like writing until then. Back in a good mood and not feeling icky like I have been the past week, hooray. I guess maybe I'm looking forward to, oh, I dunno, seeing the sun for the first time in forever? Yeah, that's it. I tend to get on these really whacked out schedules, and it being so close to the winter solstice makes it all the more easy to sleep the daylight away.

So, right, I'ma talk about teh winters now.

For the past four or five years now I've really hated winter (ignoring '04-'05, when I was smitten with puppy luff). I've sorta been able to deal with it up until the new year, but at that point it starts getting REALLY cold, and it lasts for so long after that it just almost forces you to hate it. I'm hoping this year will be different, with my new outlook and all.

I'm really hoping to appreciate Christmas more this year, too. I really hated it last year. Hell, I still hate most of the Christmas music out there and it makes me seethe with rage. Well, except for Mannheim Steamroller, who, I'm sure, none of you have ever heard of. Go buy now. I'm actually listening to one of their albums now. I think the reason I like them so much is because I've been listening to them since I was little, on my dad's big ass stereo, no less, which makes it all the more better.

Heh, speaking of which, time for a tangent about tube amps and whatnot. Yes, you know, tubes. Those pretty light bulb things they had in old stereo equipment. I really can't tell the difference between all the high-end audio things, but I'm always dragged (I bring it on myself) into some sort of conversation about stereos or speakers or solid-state sucking major ass whenever I talk to my dad. I have to admit, I really don't understand most of what he says, but he uses all these big shiny words that amuse me enough to keep it interesting. I still don't really know how speakers work, though. Something about a magnet. Hell, I think I know more about football than audio thingers by now (the former being a subject that I blatantly refuse to have anything to do with).

I'm sorry if this isn't the most coherent journal I've written (or the most interesting, for that matter), but I'm just trying to do some sort of stream of consciousness writing to keep myself awake. Well, back to Jebus' birfday.

I really looking forward to Christmas this year. Not because I'm expecting a bunch of gifts or anything. I can barely come up with half the number of things as I got last year, to be quite honest. I mean, I have my Wii. I have... paper? I guess I'm pretty content with everything at the moment. I'm not all twitterpated like I was a couple years ago, but I'm definitely doing alright. Related: Why the FUCK isn't "twitterpated" defined on Wikifur?

Speaking of drama, do any of y'all have any furry movie recommendations? I've seen the obvious ones, like Robin Hood and Over the Hedge, but I'd like some more suggestions from you people. Heh, Robin Hood was actually always one of my favourite Disney movies when I was younger. I first watched Over the Hedge only a few days ago, though. I have to admit, I was really expecting to be disappointed by it. I don't really know why, but I just had a feeling about it. Boy was I wrong, though! Besides having great animation (I loooove computer animation) it was funny as hell and had a good plot. I really didn't expect to laugh /that/ much. I just had to watch it again. I don't think I've ever watched the same movie twice in one night (willingly) before.

Aaaaand, it looks like it's not going to be completely overcast today! YESSSSSS!

On that note, I think I'll end this rather ADD-esque journal entry. Maybe I'll elaborate later. Feel free to ask questions. I like talking to people =3

<3,
Meg


PS: OH, and I almost forgot. I'm probably going to be deleting all of the random photos I've posted (including most of the Hanabi ones) due to the Imageshack policy thing. But I /am/ working on posting all of that stuff to a PhotoBucket account in case anyone still wants to see them. I never realised what an issue it was, but I'm more than happy to remove them and refrain from posting more. Soooo... thoughts on that? Does anyone care? Does anyone /read/ these? No? Okay, I'll be going now. *FLEE*


PPS: Orite, and I forgot to piss off some furs with good ol' fashioned /b/tardedness:

'Except that USDA "D" grade meat is what they feed to dogs.
Related: Furries eat at Taco Bell.'
-Anonymous /b/tard

Heh. I love Taco Bell.

Hella long and probably riddled with typos, but HERE'S A MEME:

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Character Quiz

I stole this from AlroyRiordan.

List 12 of your original characters:

01. Kouji Kobayashi (3/4 ferret, 1/4 wolf; male)
02. Omega Kobayashi (genetically engineered canid hybrid; female)
03. Xavier Kobayashi (genetically engineered canid hybrid; "male" hermaphrodite)
04. Yoko Kobayashi (genetically engineered mouse/deer hybrid; female)
05. Kurumi Kobayashi (genetically engineered vixen/bat hybrid; female)
06. Fenrii (Nikjo, a cat-like alien; male)
07. Lycha (Kra, a dragon-like alien; female)
08. Gregory "Ori" Baker (sugar glider; male)
09. Xehrihk (Kra; male)
10. Mike (raccoon; male)
11. Rin Kobayashi (ferret, with a nearly negligible amount of wolf; female)
12. Cat (cat, duh; female)


01) Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11? What subjects would they teach?

Well, Rin (11) is definitely more scholarly, so probably her. Besides, Fen (6) would end up sleeping with everyone in the class--EVERYONE. Eh, Rin'd teach science. Probably astronomy or biology.

02) Do you think 2 is hot? How hot?

I'd hit it like a 747.

03) 12 sends 8 on a mission. What is it, and does he/she succeed?

Cat send Ori to get her some Twinkies. Or Doritos. Or both. He succeeds, but bitches about it, calling it "idiotic".

04) What is or would be 9's favorite book?

Hmmm... Good question. I dunno if he reads, but he might like 1984?

05) Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6, or the other way around?

Either one is plausible.

06) For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should they share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10?

Kurumi (5) hates Xehrihk (9), so she'd definitely pick Mike(10).

07) 2, 7 and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?

Cat (12) would force the other two to the Olive Garden, and they'd probably talk about really stupid things. Really. Stupid.

08) 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens?

X (3) probably wouldn't challenge Mike (10) to a duel, unless is was jokingly, and then only maybe. They would fight with sticks and Mike would "die" over dramatically.

09) If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would he/she get it back?

Oh God--
Kouji (1): I have your paaaaants~
Ori (8): *eye twitch*
Kouji: *dances around with them*
Ori: *finally snaps and chases Kouji around the house with a butcher's knife... even after he surrenders the pants*

10) Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire.

I'm bad with titles. "Why Can't You Love Me?"

11) What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 and 1 to work together?

Wouldn't need one.

12) If 7 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?

Seven? Why not one~ *whines* Well, I guess we'd get along pretty well. We'd probably have a lot of fun, actually.

13) If you could command 3 to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?

Every type of secksing known to man, and a few only animals know. And he'd submit! Even if he knew it was only supposed to be ONE thing! Bwahaha!

14) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11?

Nah, she's too new.

15) If 2 had to choose sides between 4 and 5, which would it be?

Oooh, toughie. Omega might choose Yoko 'cause they're similar, but if Yoko and Kurumi are having a fight, Kurumi's probably right and Yoko is just being a bitch. I guess Meg'd probably just sit on the fence, as always.

16) What might 10 shout while charging into battle?

"PENIS" or something equally crude/random.

17) If you chose a song to represent 8, which song would you choose?

Augh, why'd you have too choose eight? I have themes for EVERY OTHER one up there, but NOOOO, IT HAD TO BE EIGHT.
Here, I'll tell you the rest instead:
Kouji -- Ya Mama (Fatboy Slim); Rosenrot (Rammstein); Hate Me (Blue October)
Omega -- Raison d'etre (Chobits ending theme 1); Ame Agari (Angelic Layer ending theme 2); Running on Empty (Diana Fox); Space Travel (Yellowcard)
Xavier -- Crawling - Reanimation Remix (Linkin Park); Want You Bad (Offspring); Holiday (Green Day).
Yoko -- Letterbomb (Green Day); Castles in the Sky (Ian van Dahl)
Kurumi -- Sharp Dressed Man (ZZ Top); T.R.I.C. (Otep)
Fenrii -- Hypoxia (Velvet Acid Christ); Paha Ihminen (Turmion Katilot)
Lycha -- Probably half of the This Is Trance 3, "Candy Ravers" album.
Xehrihk -- My Confession (Otep)
Mike -- The Chicken Dance? NO WAIT. Ultimate Showdown (Lemon Demon)
Rin -- Shit, I forgot I had her on here. Uh. Moar Otep? Blood Pigs FTW.
Cat -- Supadupafly (666); Yatta (Happa-tai)
THERE, HAPPY NOW??
Oh, and now I think of a couple: Psychosomatic (Front Line Assembly); Belief (Dennis Lazlo); and Greensleeves, of course.

18) 1, 6, and 12 are having dim sum at a Chinese restaurant. There is only one scallion pancake left, and they all reach for it at the same time. Who gets to eat it?

Fen (6) jumps up and grabs it from Kouji (1) and gives it to Cat (12). He's just hoping to get some afterwards, and Cat's easier than Kouji x3

19) What might be a good pick-up line for 2 to use on 10?

...ROFFLE. Oh Gaaaawd, Omega doesn't need pick-up lines. She'd just plain nice, everyone wants to get with her.

20) What would 5 most likely be arrested for?

Assault and battery?

21) What is 6's secret?

He's actually pretty open. I don't think he -has- any secrets.

22) If 11 and 9 were racing to a destination, who would get there first?

It depends on Xehrihk's form. If he's normal, he'd win. If he's a mouse, Rin'd win.

23) If you had to walk home through a bad neighborhood late at night, would you feel safer in the company of 7 or 8?

Oooh, I'd wanna go with Lycha (7), 'cause of her size, but Ori would be more willing to protect me, and if he had his genetic modification dealies, he'd be able to kick even her ass.

24) 1 and 9 reluctantly team up to save the world from the threat posed by 4's sinister secret organization. 11 volunteers to help them, but it is later discovered that he/she is actually a spy for 4. Meanwhile, 4 has kidnapped 12 in an attempt to force their surrender. Following the wise advice of 5, they seek out 3, who gives them what they need to complete their quest.

........AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, THAT WOULD BE SO FUCKING FUNNY!

-Name three people on your friends list who might read it.

Rickard
DeltaZ
and Evie, though she isn't on there. But I don't care.

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Now my head hurts.

<3,
Meg

Eh...

New art/comic when I stop playing with my Wii.

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*giggle*

For as long as I can remember, there has been, during the winter months, one noise that annoys me beyond all reason. One type of bird frequents the woods right outside my window and chirps incessantly. It's not like one of the birds that are commonly called annoying, like a crow or a blue jay. No, it's much different than them. It's quiet, almost to the point where you don't notice it. But you do notice it. And it's maddening. Just the same chirp over and over and over again. It's driven me insane every winter, and thus I have dubbed it, "The Annoying Bird of Death".

Fueling my rage at this bird is not only it's call, but the fact that I have no idea what it is. If anyone has tried to figure out a bird by its song with any sort of book, you will understand my plight. Bird calls do not translate into text, and text does not translate into bird calls. It's as simple as that.

But today! At long last! It has finally revealed itself to me!

Not but an hour ago, it was beginning to get dark. I was busy watching a bat enjoy its meal of all the bugs that, like the idiots they were, thought it was spring. I sat on the couch and looked out to the near-empty bird feeder that I had put up in the spring. And then I heard it. I knew which direction it was coming from, but I could not see it. I stood up to get a better view, and then, on the ground below the feeder, there it was... a cardinal.

...fuck.

Cardinals are one of my favourite birds, perhaps only second to the norther flicker, or the red winged blackbird, or maybe even the tufted titmouse, but I still love them. This presented me with yet another set of conflicting thoughts: can I still love this bird that has now revealed itself as "The Annoying Bird of Death"?

Duh.


And now, for no reason other than my own amusement:

List of Birds That I Have Seen

American Crow
American Robin
Baltimore Oriole
Belted Kingfisher
Black-capped Chickadee
Blue Heron
Blue Jay
Brown-headed Cowbird
Canada Goose
Cardinal
Cedar Waxwing
Common Grackle
Dark-Eyed Junco
Downy Woodpecker
Eastern Bluebird
Eastern Phoebe
European Starling
Goldfinch
House Sparrow
Little Blue Heron
Mallard Duck
Mourning Dove
Nighthawk
Northern Flicker
Pigeon
Red-winged Blackbird
Ruby-throated Hummingbird
Song Sparrow
Tufted Titmouse
Turkey
Turkey Vulture
Wood Duck
And at least a few others, which I either don't remember or don't know what they were.

<3,
Meg

Whew, time for sum newz!

If I can get my act together and make a web page, my idiotic little comic is gonna be hosted on the one and only http://fireball20xl.com/! Give Psy sum lovin's for me =3

Since people actually like I Am Making a Comic (AND THEY'RE EASY TO MAKE!), I'm definitely gonna continue drawing 'em. The problems I encounter come mostly from figuring out what to make a comic about, but I've got some ideas stockpiled, and if I keep carrying my mini sketchbook around to write stuff down, I think I'll be fine. I find everything amusing, so I have almost endless fodder for these things. And that's not even including the little snippits of character interactions that are bouncing around in my head!

Also, if you think these things are going to improve drastically, don't get your hopes up. I draw what needs to be drawn in order to get my idea across, and I make no promises. Part of the reason I'm actually planning on making more is that I don't have too high of a standard to live up to. Sure, there's a bit more planning to IAMAC than the Toast Ninja comics I've made, but it's still crap and I'm keeping it that way.

I'm planning on making 2-3 comics a week, but aside from that, I've go no particular updating schedule in mind. I might even do more, but I highly doubt it. I'll have to have a pret-ty funny week in order to do that.

So, heh, anyone know HTML?

<3,
Meg

Eh, I feel like writing something that has some sort of value, so here goes.

I always find it amusing how I take comfort in the things that everyone else clings to in an attempt to rid themselves of their fears about the universe. For example, I am small. I know I am small. Many times, I don't realise how small I am, but everyone and a while, I do. And it feels nice. Not even in just this planet, either. That makes me feel even better.

And thus we get to one of the fundamentals of religion. The religions (at least the ones I'm most familiar with) always seem to tell us that we are "it", we are the centre of the universe. The exact opposite is what makes me feel the most safe. I look to the night sky and see the vastness of the universe, and I cry. (Crying, for me, signifies some deep emotion, whether it be sadness, or happiness, or anger, or some combination of the three.) For one small moment, I am at one with it all, I am at peace. My hope is that I can extend this feeling so it will last longer and longer. And I will. I know I will. I already am.

Another thing that I take an opposite stance on is science. Scientists are obsessed with finding out what makes the universe tick. I love thinking about this too, but I know I could be wrong. All we know could be wrong. Many scientists know this, too, but just as many are frightened of things that go against what they've been taught. I thrive on these hypotheses. I want science to be something beyond what we can grasp. I want uncertainty. Uncertainty is what makes us appreciate how big everything really is.

And now I lead myself into another one of my paradoxical thoughts.

If I want to be uncertain, then why do I thirst for knowledge? Could it be that I am looking for some truth that is above what we know, a certainty that can embody uncertainty? Or maybe I just want to show people that the only certainty is that we can know nothing for certain? I think about science, but I know that none of it is really important. I suppose it is just something I like to endulge in, and it may possibly lead to the betterment of humanity.

Heh, I hope this gives my watchers some idea of what is going on in my brain. It's quite confusing in there. Of course, probably no one will read this, but oh well.

Another confusing thing that continuously runs through my mind is my simultaneous hatred and love of various things, most commonly humanity. I hate people. But some are good, so I love them. But many aren't, so I hate them. I'm getting tugged in two directions at once by what I'm learning. I'm learning about the government corruption, but I'm also learning about the lack of difference between good and bad. I think all I can do is accept that things are as they should be. And they are.

This is one of the things that no one will seem to listen to me about. Even my father, who got me started on this path, won't take his own advice many times. Perhaps if I write here, though, someone who reads this will find some help in my words.

I used to be depressed. I was diagnosed and put on antidepressants, but those only made matters worse. I thought the problem was with public school, and I became homeschooled. Things looked fine, until I lost my love. I was in a dark place until I found another, but even then I was somewhat stuck back in the same place I was at when I went to public school. Eventually, I found out that my problems lay not in the stimuli that I was presented with, but in how I processed them. And no, I'm not talking about a chemical imbalance in my brain. What I'm talking about is attitude. A simple change in how you percive things can work wonders. I know this is true, because I'm living it.

Many people find this hard to believe because they were conditioned to think in a way opposite to it. I understand this, and it is by no means my intention to create any sort of cognitive dissonance (essentially, a discomfort one experiences that is caused by being subjected to something contrary to one's "model" of how things work). All I wish to do is help people by giving them a possible way to make them happier. You don't have to listen to me, but I wish that you would at least give my ideas a bit of consideration.

Now back to my paradigm shift.

This past spring was the first time I became "aware". I don't know exactly what was preventing me from seeing things other than how I was seeing them before. I changed how I viewed things during this time, and I don't claim to be an expert at all of this, but it certainly helps. I came up with little matras (or began to understand established ones) that I tell myself to help me get out of "bad" places I'm in. I guess I should go through them in case someone else can benefit from them, too.

The first one I didn't make up, but I finally understood. "Suffering is a state of mind." I never really knew what this meant before, but now I try to use it whenever I possibly can. I can change my whole mood just by thinking, "Why bother being sad/tired/in pain?" It just brightens me up, and if an idiot like me can do it, anyone can.

Another one similar to this isn't really a mantra (yet). I'm not sure if this would work with people who aren't empathetic. Then again, if you aren't empathetic... you should die, sorry D= But, in all seriousness, it's a trait you should develop.

Anyway, an example of the thought process I go through. I want to go to Florida again. Florida kicks ass. I miss it, and I'm really emo that I didn't get to go this past summer. But then, oh then. I think of this little kid. This sweet little girl who got to go on vacation to visit her grandparents, and go to Disneyland, and play at the beach, and have the time of her life. I think of how happy this little girl is, and I know she exists (simple probability). And this makes me happy. This is all that it takes. Heh, I'm such a pussy, I'm crying again (and again as I proof-read!).

I'm funny like that. Somehow, I don't get jealous. In fact, I think the original emotion attached to seeing someone happy IS empathy, but our society puts so much emphasis on the distinction between "self" and "others" that it gets lost. How sad. Of course, thinking that you are no different than anyone else is a discomforting thought for many. Thing is, though, you can be at one with everything, but different in your own right at the same time. I'm a person who lives to be different, but I can realise that I'm just a part of something vast. Ah, now I'm getting confusing again, I'll move along.

Another mantra (or set of them, I guess) that I use is those that relate to the state of the world/universe. Most people have at least some idea of what's going on, and it makes them very sad and frustrated (both of which I've succumbed to in the past). When I get stuck in this line of thinking, though, I try to remember that we aren't alone in the universe (going back to my original thought in this journal). For every "bad" thing that happens, there is a "good" one to cancel it out. Everything is in balance. The universe is perfect. All is peace.

This is kind of an answer to the question of why there is bad in the universe, if you believe me on it. The reason there is bad, is because there is good. When one sees some things as good, others become bad, when one sees some things as beautiful, others become ugly, et cetera, et cetera. Essentially, breaks down to this: Everything is equally valid. It is our own perceptions that create "good" and "bad".

This leads back to the universe being perfect. If it is always perfect, then you can do no wrong. Anything you do will lead to what it should. "What should be, shall be." I tend to agonize over decisions, so this one helps me a lot. It also gives me comfort if I think I've done something wrong, and it helps give me the balls to say and do things I used to not be able to.

And I think that's all I can type right now. I'm getting sleepy.

I hope that some of you will try to apply what I wrote about to your lives. There are a lot of sad people on the intranets, I know this because I was one, and I hope I can make a difference in at least a few lives during my own journey.

Of course, as I said before, you needn't listen to me. If you do, you do. If you don't, you don't. What should be, shall be, and you'll find what works for you, if you haven't already.

Well, that's all the seriousness for now. Time for idiocy.

Mmmmm, we got sum memez right here. (Stoled from Tigress.)

[A is for age]
FOURTY-TWO! No, not rly.

[B is for booze of choice]
Sake. Mmmm, sake. Goooood times.

[C is for career of choice]
Animator or scientist. Or both.

[D is for your drug of choice]
For other people, weed. For me, CAFFEINE!!

[E is for one essential item you use everyday]
My iPo' and Skweekums, my pencil.

[F is for favorite song at the moment]
Uh... God, this is a hard one... Morgenstern by Rammstein.

[G is for favorite game]
Mario Kart AND/OR Animal Crossing, both for the DS.

[H is for Hometown]
Fluffyville, USC.

[I is for instruments you play]
I'm musically disinclined.

[J is for favorite juice]
Orange, I guess. I don't drink enough to know.

[K is for kids]
I think I'll adopt.

[L is for last hug]
Just trying to help a friend in the retarded ways I do.

[M is for marriage]
It'll happen someday. To whom I can't be sure.

[N is for nickname]
Cat, Omega, and Meg are my current ones.

[O is for number of overnight hospital stays]
None, I think...

[P is for phobias]
Stinkbugs. I hate them so hard...

[Q is for quote]
Holy hell, I have way too many of these. The whole Tao Te Ching is my quote x3; But, if I must:
"Snakes on a plane."

[R is for biggest regret]
Never getting to say goodbye.

[S is for singing]
I can't.

[T is for time you woke up]
17:00. Fuck.

[U is for underwear]
Now? PRETTY PINK SILKY ONES =3!!! And, yes, I'm serious.

[V is for vegetable you love]
Carrots and celery are nice.

[W is for worst habit]
Being completely and utterly lazy.

[X is for number of x-rays you've got]
No idea.

[Y is for yummy food you make]
I can make... frosting?

[Z is for zodiac sign]
Libra.

In case you didn't know, I loooooove animutations. (See http://www.eviltrailmix.com/animutation/ if you don't yet know of them. Be prepared.) They're just a spoogy explosion of weird music and funny pictures, which are two things that I love all by themselves, so this is just crazy good.

Over the past few months, I've really wanted to make one myself. I have plenty of funny pictures to use (thank you, /b!) but I just didn't have the right music to go with them. I tried thinking of something to go with "Bidibadi Bidibu", but I just wasn't feeling it, as with "The Hampsterdance Song". When I got the song "Blue" (yes, THAT "Blue"!) I thought I had something, but other things started crowding it away, so I was left with nothing again.

But today! Oh, today!

I got a mix CD from Delta-chan (along with a twenty year old chem book, which also kicketh much ass!) and on it there is this one song...

(Oh, and I'm not even going to get started on the OTHER song on there that I had wanted for sooo long, but I couldn't for the life of me remember anything about it, from the lyrics to the title to the artist, except for this picture in my head of the music video that was on an infomercial ten years ago, and I glomped Delta in orgasmic glee when I heard that she put it on there. Runon lol.)

I've been listening to it on repeat. It's techno-y. It's peppy. It's kinda weird. And it makes me think of a Hello Kitty vibrator with bee wings doing the "HAY GUYZ, I FOUND SOME FLOWERS!" dance.

Yes. You heard right. I think I've finally found it.

"Sweet little bumblebee, I know what you want from me
Doodoodoodoodoodada
Doodoodoodoodoodada
Sweet little bumblebee more than just a fantasy
Doodoodoodoodoodada
Doodoodoodoodoodada"

Hopefully, something will actually come of this. I just got Flash a few weeks ago, and I hardly know how to use it. I think this could be a learning experience. A kinky, twisted, learning experience.

I think I'll try to sortof storyboard it first off, write down all my ideas and shit. And organize the pics I wanna use--oh THAT'S gonna be fun x3;;

First thing's first, though. I have to listen to this song until my ears bleed.

Toodles!

<3,
Meg

PS: Here's something new! I thought I'd share all the funny quotes I've amassed throughout my time on the intarweb (only a few at a time, though). Enjoy!

<Quotes Time!>

I wish my lawn was emo so it would cut itself.

My software never has bugs. It just develops random features.

A baby seal walks into a club.

I like to play poker with tarot cards... I get a full house and four people die.

"Condoms suck!"
"So do kids."

Your Character - Stoled from Anon_Ihmus

Okay, this is gonna be hella long because I just CANNOT do only one of my charries. I have too many of them that are some piece of me. I'll do them in order of relevance, so hopefully I'll get bored before I do EVERYONE.

Also, you'll be able to see the mass quantaties of contradictions/dualities in my personality as you read these. And people wonder why my brain hurts.

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One - Toast Ninja Universe Meg!

#1, What is your character's name?
Omega, or, more simply, Meg.

#2, What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?
Furry, and some sort of canid hybrid thing.

#3, What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?
"I must make toast! With the Ninja quickness!"

#4, Your character's favorite outfit would be?
A black ninja suit, or baggy jeans ("The-Economy-Is-Good Pants" ).

#5, When your character looks in a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?
Her vacant, idiotic stare.

#6, Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?
She likes toast more than me, but other than that, yes. Energy drinks and cheese FTW.

#7, How is your character similar to you?
She's dumb as hell, which is about half of my personality.

#8, How is he/she different?
She's dumb as hell, which is only half of my personality. And she's a furry.

#9, If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?
Pretty much, but my voice does change with my mood, so she'd have it stuck in a certain range.

#10, If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?
Run around like an idiot and frighten small children... with toast.

#11, Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?
Not that I can think of, but then again, most people haven't heard of her.

#12, What advantages does your character have over you?
She's skinny and at least semi-athletic D=

#13, What disadvantages?
Legally retarded.

#14, Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?
I don't think she's deep enough to have secrets about her.

#15, Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?
Not of her.

#16, Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her?
In the Toast Ninja universe, there ARE no plans!

#17, What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?
I dunno lol

#18, If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?
Her body. If that counts as one.

#19, Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same traits?
HEEEEERE'S EVIE!

#20, Have you written any stories about your character?
Li'l bit.

#21, How has your character changed since his/her first creation?
She used to be based on my character Cat, but now I just used my avatar as her design.

#22, Give us a one-liner from him/her?
"EAT TAPIOCA, FUZZY DEMON SQUIRRELS!!!"

#23, What's something people would be surprised to learn about your character?
Again, too shallow to have anything suprising about her.

#24, If you met your character in real life, what would you do with him or her?
Secksings, and then we both pray that Kouji comes next.

Two - Normal Universe Omega!

#1, What is your character's name?
Omega Kobayashi, or, more simply, Meg.

#2, What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?
Furry, and some sort of genetically engineered canid hybrid thing.

#3, What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?
It really isn't a thought as much as a feeling of peace.

#4, Your character's favorite outfit would be?
A wife beater and some sort of camo pant thing. No underwear =33

#5, When your character looks in a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?
As simple and vague as it sounds, her reflection.

#6, Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?
She eats way healthier than me.

#7, How is your character similar to you?
She's the "Zen Master" (as I like to put it) part of me that I've always had, but am just now bringing to the surface.

#8, How is he/she different?
She's way more Tao than me ;.; And the different body thing, too. With smex.

#9, If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?
I can sort of recreate what she sounds like, but only with some effort. She sounds much more gentle than me.

#10, If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?
Go outside and be one with the universe.

#11, Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?
No one knows enough of her to think about her...

#12, What advantages does your character have over you?
She's skinny, at least semi-athletic, and has that whole peaceful aura and personality to her. Lucky.

#13, What disadvantages?
She has a way harder time turning off her empathy switch.

#14, Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?
Not on purpose.

#15, Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?
Li'l bit.

#16, Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her?
I'm still working out the kinks in the entire story line, so yeah.

#17, What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?
I wouldn't know.

#18, If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?
Tao.

#19, Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same traits?
I've tried to stop doing that; It raped me in the butt last time.

#20, Have you written any stories about your character?
I don't think I've written much about her, yet.

#21, How has your character changed since his/her first creation?
You have no idea.

#22, Give us a one-liner from him/her?
She doesn't say too much. She speaks more profoundly with her actions than her words. Look into her eyes.

#23, What's something people would be surprised to learn about your character?
She's killed someone. Very willingly. And she'd do it again!

#24, If you met your character in real life, what would you do with him or her?
Secksings, and then we both pray that Kouji comes next. Again.

Three - Normal Universe Kouji!

#1, What is your character's name?
Kouji Kobayashi, sometimes called Kouj'.

#2, What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?
Furry, three-quarters ferret, one-quarter wolf.

#3, What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?
Some sort of half asleep rambling followed by how much he hates waking up from a good sleep.

#4, Your character's favorite outfit would be?
White dress shirt, black slacks, some sort of boring-ass footwear, and a labcoat. Or his Ninja-Pirate dealie.

#5, When your character looks in a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?
His jaded eyes, which would be followed by an intense bout of self loathing.

#6, Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?
He eats raw meat and whole lemons. So no.

#7, How is your character similar to you?
He's got some severe angst toward the world, enjoys science, and can be really funny, usually by being an ass.

#8, How is he/she different?
He's a guy. With the furriness. And he has a more difficult time turning off his hatred for... anything. And he's so much smarter. And smex.

#9, If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?
Bwahaha, no.

#10, If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?
Fap. Or some variant thereof.

#11, Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?
They... I dunno.

#12, What advantages does your character have over you?
Strong as fuck, smart as hell, smexiful, and the cawk. If that's an advantage.

#13, What disadvantages?
Disadvantages...? Wait! I know this one! His hatred can sometimes consume him, as can his depression.

#14, Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?
His violent tendancies towards the soulless. That's a fun one.

#15, Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?
Maybe.

#16, Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her?
Again, I'm still working out the kinks in the entire story line, so yeah.

#17, What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?
That he's perfect. If anyone besides me thinks that.

#18, If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?
His scientific knowledge.

#19, Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same traits?
Again, I'm trying not to, with the butt-rape.

#20, Have you written any stories about your character?
Some, but I don't get very far.

#21, How has your character changed since his/her first creation?
He's taller, more muscular, one-quarter wolf, and OMFG AWESOME.

#22, Give us a one-liner from him/her?
"Those who fear death the most will be the ones who do not exist after its arrival."

#23, What's something people would be surprised to learn about your character?
He listens to trance. Occasionally. Between the Otep.

#24, If you met your character in real life, what would you do with him or her?
Die, followed by him resurrecting me and fucking my brains out.

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Okaaaaay, I think I'm gonna stop now. I'll probably get to the trinity (X, Yoko, and Kurumi) tomorrow. Or maybe I wont. Depends on how bored I am and if anyone reads these.

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