last night in the dimness of ol'hallows eve the shroud of deepest night came and snuffed the light i held most dear, my grandmother the greatest figure in my life now walks in the halls of heaven as she more then deserves
but now i am left alone shivering in the darkness and the lonely wind, i clutch to my heart a tiny flame she once gave to me and see it for the blinding light that chases away the dark...but even as i walk thru the shadows without fear thanks to her...ever will i feel that lonelyness without her
my dearest grandmother, my friend, my teacher, my guideing light
rest in peace now, your work is done,
for though one light has faltered another born of it now shines.
farewell.

in the past ive been anything rangeing from kind and understanding to patient to stern with emotional artists, im done

from here on any artsit who threatens to leave, throws out an emo journal [note theres a diffrence between a 'vent' journal and an emo one] or otherwise stirs drama will be removed from my watch list, permanently... i doubt any of you care but i figure i should at least warn you.

seventh inning stretch people there sou close if you havnt donated yet do so they just need about 25 hundred more its so close
https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....sts-fury-going

TES online isnt exactly half assed, it sucks yes but there are some great ideas in it too....and that only makes it hurt more as a fan to see just how badly they bombed it...right from the foundation its built on its full of bad choices...the havok engine was a poor choice for a game of this nature, TES has always pushed the graphical boundaries of modern equipment and havok is a step back from that, hell 3 steps back from that....[the kahjit looked like barbydolls...unacceptable] the next stupid choice was having a secondary studio in zenimax do the game, leaving bethesda softworks almost totally out of the creative loop ['big' mistake] and the final nail in the coffin, while i understand the reasoning behind it they tried too hard not to alienate there long running single player fan-base by making the game 'too' solo friendly...its been rightly called a single player game you pay 15 bucks a month to play
and lastly and this was the death nail for me the customer service ont eh game 'sucked' i reported a problem and got a 'were working on it'...as of the end of my free trial [i didnt pay for any more] they had not solved my issue nor updated me as to the progress on it

good points there are too
emersion: something so few mmorpgs have, the world of TES online can change clientside giving you a real sense that you have acomplished something when you finish quests
Voiceovers: tes online is the first 100percent fully end to end every charicter voiced mmo ive ever played, and i loved it
acount specific storage: ive played very few mmo's ill admit and this is the only one ive played that let you store and trade your equipment between any and all of your charicters

rented it, played the first few maps in campaign mode and i gotta say its a well made little game, not really my thing though its fun to call down a titan and rain down devistaiton on the little people

rateing
story: 2 [afterthought at best clearly]
graphics: 8
creativity: 6 [just another shooter really but the titans add a whole nother level to it]
Gameplay: fast, fun, fierce, if you like shooters a definite go to, especially if you like mechs.
Approachability: not a category i usually broach in assessing a game but the game 'is' multiplayer only and requires a gold account for the xbox 360 versions...this will make it unapproachable for those who cant get a good connection or who have other thigns to burn money on besides an xbox live subscription. score 3
re-playability: 11 [near infinite] there are several maps available challenge modes i haven't touched yet and many different pilots and mechs to unlock all with different specialties and ways to play.
[could get even better if they add more to it in the future]

overall: 9 definitely worth playing, if you have gamefly recommend giving it a spot in your game que, if your really into shooters and mechs, definitely buy it.

The series is done and over but still some people drag out one detail about a particular anime that irritates me some what

I refer to the anime 'bleach' the issue that they continue to rail on isnt even the legitimate flaws, ive seen jab, after jab, after jab, at the series 'name' its fucking 'name' i mean for Fs sake there are far more fatally wrong things with the series to gripe about, and the name actually 'does' make sense if you stop to 'think' about it for a minute

When a person becomes a hollow, there body turns totally white 'bleaching' out, all hollow masks are white, ichigo's hollow self is a white 'bleached out' version of him


Make sense 'now' *sheesh* i know griping about this here is stupid and honestly since i think i have like a total of 'one' watcher that actually reads what i post it doesn't mater anyway but i just had to vent on that after the seventeenth MeMe i found poking fun at the name.

great artist needs commissions

 lizab is a really great artist who should have more commissions, you all should go take a look at there page and maybe make a point of buying a work or 2 off of them!

just finished my first playthru of ME3

stats only to avoid spoilers
Combat: 8/10
exploration: 5/10
Leveling: 8/10
storyline: 7/10
re-playability taking multi-player co-op into account 10/10
without co-op 8/10
graphics: 6/10 [some of the characters expressions are odd sometimes, and there are some sever issues with the games light and shadow distribution during some of the cut scenes]

Overall score: 7/10 worth playing at least once, if your not a fan of the series though...might wana rent it instead of buying

also to address one of the hot button issues alot of folks harped about, the character you get from the day one dlc is 'not' storyline critical as many have suggested [hes not even that good, i never used him]

Go here for it http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2654603/