My friend made it so I'm signal boosting for her, check out the info here!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4829978/

The windshield was fixed, and we are super happy about that, I didn't get much towards the repair from commissions, but I made up the difference by selling some old electronics I had, so we managed to get things dealt with.
thanks so much to those who offered support and purchased a commission, you have no idea how helpful it was =3

I also thought my laptops last working USB port was fried, fortunately it was just the USB cable that I use with my tablet, so I should be drawing again in no time =3

All in all things are looking up lol

People really suck, not only do they stand you up, and/or lead you on but then they drop you entirely without so much as a good bye.

Man fuck this game. I'm over it.

So yeah my laptop is fucked, its pretty much inoperable until the parts come in to fix it in the next week or so. Im so sad you guys.

At least I have my phone, it helps.

No really, my boss has effectively fired me, by not giving me any hours and hoping I just leave. I do have another job lined up (pretty sure my boss found out and that's why he fucked me over) but I have no idea when my paychecks will be coming in.

In light of this, I really need some paid commissions, anything helps. You want an Icon? Awesome. You need a bust? Can do! Line work? Easy Peasy!

I don't have any set prices, but because PayPal takes out fees, I'm not going any lower then $5. So please if you would like something let me know.

I'm in love with Neon Pegasus.

That is all.

Even when I know I'm not. It's totally frustrating to have people be so closed minded and judgmental even within the LGBTQ and kink communities.

What am I doing that's so terrible? I want an emotional and physical relationship in addition to the one I have with my husband. Did I mention he is totally OK with this and that it's not cheating? OK cool.

Because I really want to find an awesome woman to spend time with, share my hopes, dreams and successes with, just like I do with him, I want to invest my time and energy into making an awesome romance with everything relationships are supposed to be. I didn't think that was ever a bad thing, but I guess it is.

The rediculus amount of rejection I've been facing (even from other poly people) is really getting to me and I wanted to vent. This rant isn't aimed at anyone in particular, I'm just frustrated and a bit sad I have had more negative then positive feedback about this.

This is one of the babies I got last week, and I am super excited about them =3

http://i.imgur.com/UvJ50.jpg?1


Also thanks to all my watchers! I never thought I'd get 100 of you, this is pretty awesome to me, I'll have some cute art up soonish to mark the occasion =3
I think it will be mostly clean this time though lol

Make that 3 bundles actually!

My trio of baby crested geckos should arrive on Thursday.

I'm hoping for fires or harlequins with some pinstriping. I don't know exactly what I'm getting which makes the wait all the more exciting =3

Losing 7" off my waist is bad-ass, I measured this morning and I'm at 38", I was 45" earlier this year, so woo, go me! *does happy dance*

Now if I could just get the rest of my pudge down lol

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Not on FA, now my Facebook, that's a horse of a different color.

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Aww I only get to pick one? Why not all three?

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Usually the left side, but occasionally we swap.

4. Do you masturbate?
Hells yeah. You should see my toy box XD

5. How often? Lately?
Not as much now as I used to, I've been working to much, so I've been really tired =(

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Nope, and I don't really see it happening.

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Depends on what I'm doing, some things like shaving pretty much MUST be done in a bath.

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or bath?
yep, though I prefer to do foreplay in the shower, and sex elsewhere

9. Do you watch/read pornography?
Looks at personal gallery.... Do I even have to answer this one?

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Depends on my mood, but I'm generally very aggressive in bed.

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Only as family, nothing more =3

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
not really, though several of them are cool people I've met at cons =3

13. Would you choose love or money?
Love. always.

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Oh that's tough, hmm, femdom, Oral sex as a form of control, and orgasm denial

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yes unfortunately, but it wasn't as bad as it could have been.

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
I don't really do romantic lol

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Iin my living room while one of my GFs watched

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Only oral

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
No, I don't see why I should pay a girl to give me blue balls.

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
No, not my thing.

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Nope.

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Nope, I don't like bars much.

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
YES! =3

24. What's your sexuality?
Queer, and complicated lol

25. Have you ever had sex in a movie theater?
I used to work in one so no lol

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Not a public restroom, but my own yes.

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Nope, I like being employed.

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Oh yeah, I love them =3

29. Have you ever bought something from an adult store?
Hells yeah!

30. Do you own any sex toys?
Several, I have quite the collection.

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
Err, theres a jack rabbit, two g-spot vibes, a feeldo, a share, my regular strap on harness, about 6 dildos( silicone/glass), a silver bullet, a few prostate massagers, some bondage odds n' ends, and a riding crop. I still feel like I'm forgetting some things though.

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Not really.

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Nope.

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Yeah, but I prefer sexting.

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Does RP count? If so then yes, and it was HAWT.

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Not really.

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Cowgirl, or if I'm driving doggie style.

38. What's your favorite sex act?
Making my partner cream themselves into a coma.

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Almost, but she was kind of a tease, so it never happened, but FYI having a girl climb into bed with both of you and tell you shes horny as fuck DOESN"T mean she wants to fuck you XD

40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
No idea, I just did this cuz I'm bored lol

Something I have noticed recently, in the comments section of another site, is the great deal of men who are absolutely disgusted by male leads receiving any anal stimulation, be it a singe digit in the back door, or full on pegging. This confuses me greatly.

Now then perhaps I'm a little perplexed because I rather enjoy giving and receiving anal stimulation, in various forms, and pegging a guy is a huge turn on for me. So to see people so totally disgusted by something I love kinda gets me down.

So whats the deal, why is a (perceived heterosexual) guy having anal adventures such a terrible thing?
Can anyone answer this for me?

Looks like I struck gold tonight and found an Intuos4 (med) tablet brand new at a price I could afford, I am psyched and It should be here soon, I can't wait to try this new tablet out, I am really super excited =

Commissions are still open though, so if there was anything you were thinking about getting done, please don't hesitate to ask =3

So I'm looking to do more commissions, traditional art, digital art, sketches, badges, ref sheets, portraits, bust shots, landscapes, whatever.

I need money and I'm just not making enough with my day job, Prices start at $5 (because of PayPal fees) and go up depending on complexity.

For traditional art, I have paper in 9x12, 14x11, and 18x12 inch sizes. Medium would be either marker, colored pencil and/or inks. I can also laminate badges.

Digital art is more flexible. I use Sai and Open Canvas.

I can draw animals, furries, ferals, and humans. Multiple characters interacting are also possible =)

~~~~~~UPDATE~~~~~~~~~~
4/17

I currently have half of my goal for the tablet (total cost $200), if you would like a commission please let me know, It's always the last half of a goal, and the home stretch that seems the most frustrating lol

I figure no one really knows me here aside from Dahso so hell, I'ma fix that shit!

1. How tall are you?
5'10"

2. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Blonde, though I like to dye it a sexy shade of red from time to time.

3. What about eye color?
blue/green

4. What orientation are you?
I tend to just go with queer as I fall somewhere between pan and bi.

5. What do you do in your spare time?
Draw, play with my snakes, dick around on the internet and read non-fiction.

6. What's your job?
Professional meat handler and freelance artist

7. What's one thing you like about yourself?
My outgoing nature =3

8. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
I can procrastinate like a that shit was an Olympic sport.

9. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
My tits! Oh and that I'm really bubbly and friendly =3


10. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
I consider myself non-religious, but I do feel the core teachings of the majority of religions boil down to being a good person, and not causing trouble/suffering for others, so I try to base my life around those teachings, but I don't consider my self a follower of any particular deity.

11. Do you drink?
Rarely, but I am fond of very heavy beers, like true pale ales.

12. Do you smoke?
Only hookah, and not often.

13. What are your fears?
Heights, and the interstate.

14. What are your dreams/goals?
Not sure yet, but I'll know once I figure out their achievement brings me joy =3
Also paying off various debts, unemployment is a bitch.

15. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
A few crushes, and one possible ex, I'm still not sure where I stood with her lol

16. Who's your best bud?
My husband =3

17. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
sweets, starches and protein, preparation varies depending on my mood.

18. Favorite drink?
Chocolate milk, peach tea and mountain dew

19. Favorite color?
Fuchsia

20. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Is being Bene Gesserit a super power? If so, then I totally want that shit!

21. Favorite movie?
Jurassic Park

22. Least favorite food?
Larb, and anything with excessive mayonnaise content.

23. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Rare steak, with garlic steak butter, loaded backed potato, asparagus and fried ice cream.

24. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Tesla Roadster.

25. Most disliked bug?
Cockroaches.

26. Most hated pet peeves?
Closed minded assholes that want to tell me how to handle my uterus. Douche-bag customers/clients, ignorant fuckwits, sexist morons and bible thumpers who haven't even read the fucking book they are trying to advocate.

27. Dislike in life?
Sexists, racists, bigots, zealots and general asshats.

28. Most annoying?
Religious jackassery, and the idea that being an absolute moron makes you cool/sexy.
Men that don't take no for an answer, and doctors who think I'll change my mind about being sterilized, still waiting for insurance to cover it though.

29. Most disliked TV show?
I don't really watch TV, so I couldn't say, but probably anything in the realm of reality TV.



I think I should also mention I don't believe in rigid gender roles, or the idea that monogamy works for everyone. If it makes you happy and you aren't causing anyone any grief or suffering, then who cares?

It's been a lot of fun, I went to a few more panels then the first day so I only got a few hours in the artist alley, if you missed me before please come try and see me today, I'd love to hang out with more cool people =3

Had so much fun, I'll been in the Artist Alley tomorrow as well, please stop by and say hello =3

So yeah, tornadoes and shit, rain hail the works, and somehow the friggin' thing missed me by less then a mile. I even heard it passing over while I was hunkered down in my basement. Fun times.


Also the cats were smart enough to get to the basement with me, I'm glad it didn't hit my place though, I never would have had enough time to move my snakes, if it had.

When are you arriving?
Probably Friday afternoon, Mayne Thursday, but unlikely.

How are you traveling?
Possibly with a friend, otherwise alone via car

Who are you rooming with?
no one, I'm staying at home.

Where will you be?
Artist alley mostly

What days are you going to be there?
Friday-Sunday

Who will you be with?
Possibly a friend of mine, and  dahso

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
None, I'm not really much for fursuiting.

Do you do free art?
I might, if I like you enough, but I prefer cash, visa, mastercard, amex, discover and paypal =3

What is your gender?
Female

How old are you?
25

How tall are you?
5'10"

Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
I'm Married, but we're open to meeting cool ladies =3

Can I talk to you?
If talking is all you do >_>

How can I find you?
Look in the Artist Alley, I'll have a sign =3

Can I buy you drinks?
As long as you don't expect anything in return.

Do you attend parties?
not really, but I might.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Say hello! I'm pretty friendly.

Can I take your picture?
I'd prefer not, but what the hell.

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Whore out my drawing skills until my right arm is numb, and enjoy some good ol' con sillyness =3

I will be going to FWA again this year!

And ought to be in the artist Alley for a good portion of my time, please find me and say hello =)

I have been working full time when I was promised part time, this is bullshit.

Anyway I'll be at dragon con in Atlanta next weekend, if you want to come by and say hey let me know, I assure you I ought to be in a good mood and more then happy to draw a sketch or two if you desire =3

Not only has work kept me pretty far away from my tablet, I'm moving soon and have to deal with that fun times.
we were able to get the kitty neutered though at a low cost clinic so that was sweet. now we're waiting for round two of his shots, fun times!

So night before last I came home to find a 4 week old kitten n the breezeway, he's very skinny and mangy, but I cleaned him up and took him to the vet. So now he looks like a proper kitten, if still very skinny.

So in order to help pay for his vet bills (deworming, flea treatments, shots, general wellness and neutering) I want to draw.

If theres anything anyone would like please don't hesitate to ask, I'm going to take extra time out of my schedule to make this stuff a priority.
I'm also offering small $5 sketches as well =3


I don't have a picture of him atm but this is pretty close to what he looks like, and he's such a cutie =3

[img]http://i.imgur.com/NVRc7.jpg[/img]

So I have a legit job now, which means I may not have as much time to do artsy things, but I will continue to do them, I just may have a longer turnaround time and shorter queue for these things, not that I'm being bombarded by requests or anything but I just wanted to throw that out there.

Totally had a great time meeting folks at FWA though, I know it's like a week late saying this but it really was great fun, even more so then many of the other cons I have been to. That's saying something considering I spent all my time in the Artist Alley for the most part lol.

I also recently rediscovered my love of K-pop, seriously it's so damn infectious, anyone got some recommendations?

I do like SNSD and a few others I can't remember right now, I'll have to dig up my CD's from like 6 years ago, damn that was back in high school, I feel old XD

Like for real, doesn't this song just kick the balls off any of our American pop? (yes I know it's the Japanese version lol)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F0kD138mk2g