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This account will now, and finally, be relieved of duty.


Have a nice day!

New years res now come to fruition:

Psychowyrm/FA is now void.


await post for a link to my new account.

yup.


over Five thousand and seven hundred.

thats over five thousand and seven hundred pairs of eyes apon my page.

int he past two years ive improved, struggled, improved more and kept working.

Ive pushed, pulled hammered and slashed my way through ideas, both old and new. made sacrifices and held promises.

ranted, raved, watched, spat, insulted, inspired and sickened many.

As an artist, im unsatisfied. naturally.
As a dragon im disappointed. In many. some i can happily point at and show you all just how fucked up they are inside.

It wont matter what i say, or how i say it. the fights over. they have lost.

ive seen alot. lost alot. gained many friends, fought off many idiot fanboy/girls clawing their way at me like zombies, wanting drawings or whatnot...

ive seen people ive thought good in one place show their ugliest side here. so ugly it still makes my head spin a little.

for them i offer no forgiveness.

A new years resolution, and listen well.

This FA account will be abandoned. wether or not i make a new one is yet to be seen. but i feel a new change is in order.

i will enforce a little harder ruling on myself and others. Im growing tired of the meager attention. i crave a higher place. unfortunately, i know what means i must take in order to achieve that. and unfortunately i have too much pride to do it =P

Ive also realized that hero worship can be very unhealthy and in the end... quite disappointing...

have a nice day...

My Bonsai is crap. What the F?

Fur Affinity will be called Meme affinity.


ewhot

DO NOT USE STATE FARM. THEY WILL RAPE YOU ANALLY WITH LEGAL SMOKE GRENADES AND PAPERWORK CLAYMORES THAT BLOW OFF YOUR SHINS, THEN IMPALE YOUR NADS WITH SHARP STICKS ATTACHED TO SMALL ANGRY ASIAN PEOPLE>


really.


It sucks being unable to drive. I was just reminded how damned lonely it gets out here O.o DAMN.

POST ACCIDENT UPDATE:

Im perfectly fine aside from (i think) a virus. >=[ will i ever get a break?!?

THEEND

To those who showed me caring and concern after the wreck.

It truly means a lot to me, especially now that i don't feel like Ive been thrown into the worlds biggest dryer and set on "Tumble dry, no mercy."

Thanks again, you all shall be rewarded in some way or another =3

sorry louisville crew for not being able to come up. i spent all my time in bed anyways with a limp neck and huge bruises (whiplash sucks)

i hope everyone had a good thanksgiving. have a nice day!

My tank... Izuzu Trooper, at thr ripe age of 20 was taken from me today as i was headed into work. Plowed into another driver making a left turn that diddnt yield to me.

She still runs, but has taken a hard right hook to the face. smashed in light and fender, and the bumpers just dangling.

She made it home allright, but as fate would have it, even though she drives and starts fine, insurance agency is going to total her for sure.

This is vehicle #3 for me but...

She will be missed...

ive never felt so cheated. Its funny. i care more for the tanks well being than me own. probably because its done so much for me and seen so much action.

RIP: Decepticon; "Awfulbot" AKA "The Tank"

may the machine spirit find peace in the abyss

"hokay. lets do this..."

*clickclickclick* "scraps..."

*click click...* ...

...

"Im thirsty..." *leaves*

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Ive decided to just leave the page as it is. too many pics to chop through. so i deleated alot of crap and went through the rest of my page.

im so glad ive improved. i could be doing better... i need a booster and someone to teach me proper anatomy...

Who wanna a willing to learn grasshoppah? D=

im also bored. Gimme stoof to do.

Been contemplating a change of skin if you will...

this account holds alot of "Junk" in it... currently contemplating moving to a page with more completed and better looking works...

Still thinking about it...

My general disappointment grows.

cleaning up shop again.

commissions still open. rates still low but experimenting with something new.

but THAT will not be cheap =P

youll see.

ladies and gentleman. my name is **WITHHELD** and im utterly addicted to fallout three.


bloody mess.

f*ck yes.

so many violence orgasms... ... better than sex.

END.

hanging out in the parking lot listening to smashing pumpkins and talking to  royotova in the telly, something hit me.

while royo found out one of my kinks and started teasing me about it, i realized a creative idea from it, inspired i rattled it off and now im angry because im missing one major factor.

All i require is a good camera a load of sharpies a flat 8 by 8 ft chunk of drywall and a shaved girl.

im MISSING THE GIRL.

ive always been fascinated with using letters as texture, added to that i very much see the world in black and white...

the idea was to get the girl to lay nude and painted white, her lips the only color as i write all along the board and across her body accordingly.

I WANT TO DO THIS. SOOOO BADLY.

then i have an idea to do the same, but paint two girls to look like a Queen of Hearts card.

now im uber inspired but ive hit my wall.

fuck.

Royotova volunteered but she lives too far away. so there XP i guess it will have to wait until i have the materiel...

a good model is so hard to find...

final note:

commission ratings are going down.

sketch: 5$
ink:10$
ink and tone:15$

have a spadoinkle day!

I dont trust it... but its working for now. currently working the bugs out of hamachi for OC. been ignoring FA and DA for a bit. been working more with Conceptart.org more than anything else now.

im growing increasingly worried about a friend of mine...

on another note:

uh...

still working? XD not much to say. sickness was due in par to sleeping in a very uncomfortable mattress pillow thing. the fix:

sleep in mers bed =3 tee hee

i have enough material from royotova and is misadventures in RP land to make one four panel comic every week for several months. now i just need motivation.

once im back in the swing i hope to make larger works possible.

hit me up while you can before this system dies off.

have a nice day!

-BTB

PS if your looking for me online i might be set as away or invis. send a message to check. i will reply to some not all people.

see ya

"leave welts on the body no person can replicate as a hicky."
-CO Black-

"Permission to disagree commander? id like to try at it."
-Royotovas reply-

"not likely. id rather test the tire pressure on the Striker with my head" -My final reply-


A hundred apologies for being offline so much. my main computer still sucks and ive still been uber ill. very disturbing dreams coupled with that i still cant stand to sleep less than 10+ hours.

id make some changes to my account as promised to someone but i have limited time even on this machine.

Royotova and i are working on a short four panel comic strip bit called "Rubber Bullet Kisses" adventures based off of our spontaneous and far from serious adventures through an "Advanced wars" like world. needless to say, i find alot of it funny.

from Diesels flirty "Morale boosts" to Royotovas literally explosive "Wargasms" i hope to entertain as well as get valuable practice in. they will be short and sweet. starting slow with four panels and working up as i get comfortable with it again.

i hope you all are doing well and again i apologize for being AWOL.

for three of you in particular; call me ASAP. i have big plans brewing.

most i can say is this; if you need me, call me. im actually enjoying being away from the computer a bit, gives my eyes time to rest and valuable exercise =3

if you cant call me, your kinda screwed. new upcomng sked will have me busy from ten thirty pm to roughly six in the morning all week.

and for Royo-kun before you ask: No. No matter how much you beg or tease me with gasoline >;3

have a nice day! <3

i feel horrid.

Bob + No sleep + lonely =

jerk time.

AND NOT IN THE PERVERTED WAY... newfags. >=o

but in a... Constructive CRITICISM WAY... yeah...

...

i need a vacation e.e

again my main computer is ridden with internet bi polar ism

posting through HAL is interesting because i have to finish the work, scan it to my computer, work on it digitally, save it to a flash drive, bring it to the other computer, then upload it there.

im also suffering from a case of the idontgiveadamns.

even guys have that part of the month where they go into a rut? my natural response to this is to go into an apathetic state of mind. its like...

getting a cat in heat and putting it with a fixed male.

alot of "hey... cut that out... hey... cut that out... hey ... cut that out..."

...

thinking of having another contest... i dunno. last winner hasn't claimed his prize yet. he needs to before ADD kicks in and i forget it even happened.

... i wish i knew why i went into this state of mind >.< granted i get alot of artwork done but... no passion behind it...

will someone light a fire under my ass? commission me or lets have a trade or something...

i think im having violence withdrawals or... something like that...

pheh...

oh, by the by... im thinking of getting a new icon cause... im a little tired of the one i have... ive also earned some peoples watches simply because of it. i felt that was kind of an insult but whatevs. something more epic. something more me...

oh, one last thing...

something f*cking retarded is about to happen. once it does you all will know because my page will literally be invaded by it. blame hormones and a VERY VERY possessive russian red dragon with a mission to... well... its hard to explain... she might do it she might not... either way its going to be weird and will confuse alot of my dedicated watchers... just know its harmless fun... i think... she may be banned within the week XD i dunno...

why do i attract the crazy ones? not that im complaining but...

its going to be a wild ride...

last bit before i go. cause im tired and drained and im running out of smartass comments to say.

Jim.

F*ck you and all you stand for. ill be waiting on your front porch with a hand grenade and a birthday cake.

to rape you dead.

//END LINE//

Listinin to iron maiden, mabey
Im just a teenage dirtbag baby
She dont even know who i am
Why does she give a damn

blah blah... too much weezer...

yup.


Interbutts still out so... ill try to make posts through this computer.

mabbie.

a huge sorry to  artic that i couldn't go with you all to the ren fest thing.

mabbe in a few weeks ill be out there with you all wearing that kilt all manly like... ;P

have a nice day. oh, and for some of you MSN users that ive been trying to keep in touch with (YOU KNOW WHO you ARE) add my Yahoo so i can hit you all up.

THAT MEANS YOU DOUBLE X >=[ THIS ISN'T HOW YOU TREAT YOUR FIANCE. feel the love, man XDD

wish  ilawlz a big get well soon. shes been in the downs lately. love ya miss ^^ get well soon.


MOVING ON >=o

seriously.

broken Internets i can live without. but some of you i cant.

you know damn well who you are. <3

on a lighter note: KILTS. BUY ONE talk about freedom!!

http://www.utilikilts.com/

DO IT

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suddenly i feel something is very very amiss... ...


//END LINE

Due to some odd reason where my computer will not connect to the internet (Its an internal program issue i think. it keeps plugging ports)

I AM UNABLE TO POST ANY ART WORK AT THIS TIME...

my apologies. Im going to try to get this fixed. in the meantime i gotta rely on ... well... nothing.

Using a different computer to post this message to you all.

Most people i owe works to are close prox =P as in, I CAN ACTUALLY BRING IT TO YALL.

the rest of you are screwed. =D

if i owe you, post below. so i can get it posted later.

DANKE and have a great week! =D


p.s


FUCK YOU JIM >=o

Again, my internet is retarded. so.. dont expect alot of activity from me here aside from my messengers. IF they decide to work...

Im open for OC if anyone... oh yeah... my interbutts is shit...


wel...

IF im around... pester me or something. =o hopefully the merciful president of the internet Ron Paul will have pity on me and let me do some OC or post some stuff.

this will probably be my last post for awhile so...

see yall around =3 at least intil this internet thing is fixed

Now i can do some real work.

massive list of things to do... commissions due and what not...

now to get my stupid internet working. spent a good twenty minutes trying to post this. only my messengers seem to be able to stick so if im limited here, its not my fault =o

not like i enjoy hanging around FA much anyways...

Im open for commissions due to having to pay off a certain debt. ive been living off of pocket change and hand outs for the past week.

Please commission me something T.T even a small one. starving at work sucks.

Have a nice day! =D