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General | Posted 9 years agoAs some of you may be aware, I've recently stated that the information I've spread about my mental stability is false; the little factoid on my profile that (used to) say "Schizophrenic" is bullshit. I think it's time I came clean and made things clear.
No, I am not, in a variably distinct sense, 'normal': if I was to say I suffer from a syndrome, condition or illness, I'd suffer from Munchausen's Syndrome (thanks Volo). For the past year, since the dawn of my teenage years in fact, I've shamefully chased this idealistic, unrealistic and illogical vision of myself, that has torn me asunder in just about every way I can imagine. Now, I shamelessly break this cycle.
Almost losing my train of thought here, I have suffered and still do from various symptoms that fall under Psychosis, which if you want elaborated I will do so for you personally.
This, for as long as I've believed it, still concerns me, as Psychosis is a condition that slowly develops in people typically at my age; dependent, of course, on various factors; but the evidence and symptoms are there.
So, in as roundabout terms as I can put it, it's possible that I'm developing Psychosis. Nevertheless the issue is extensively complicated and still requires further looking into.
No, I am not, in a variably distinct sense, 'normal': if I was to say I suffer from a syndrome, condition or illness, I'd suffer from Munchausen's Syndrome (thanks Volo). For the past year, since the dawn of my teenage years in fact, I've shamefully chased this idealistic, unrealistic and illogical vision of myself, that has torn me asunder in just about every way I can imagine. Now, I shamelessly break this cycle.
Almost losing my train of thought here, I have suffered and still do from various symptoms that fall under Psychosis, which if you want elaborated I will do so for you personally.
This, for as long as I've believed it, still concerns me, as Psychosis is a condition that slowly develops in people typically at my age; dependent, of course, on various factors; but the evidence and symptoms are there.
So, in as roundabout terms as I can put it, it's possible that I'm developing Psychosis. Nevertheless the issue is extensively complicated and still requires further looking into.
My species
General | Posted 9 years agoFor those of you who happen to be unfamiliar pageviewers passing by, hello. Your opinion/help with my current dilemma would be appreciated.
Otherwise, hello again, I know it's been a while since I've said anything, or not. It's come to my realization that outgoing kindness can only get one so far. This is my only explanation for not talking to you in a while if I haven't.
You may be aware that I've been reconsidering my 'sona for a couple of weeks now, looking into being a Sergal. Some of you suggest maybe creating a species of my own. I personally support this idea, but I imagine there is a lot to consider/go wrong in the creation process. Being only an inexperienced aspiring artist, I feel that input from an experienced individual is required.
Background info and personality of my 'sona is very much parallel to the personality of myself. Being that I am entering adulthood and therefore undergoing changes/shifts in such, it is also not final.
Underlying features:
-Born in Hell
-Was experimented on and permanently equipped with a one-of-a-kind weapon on his right forearm (it's a bit like Optimus Prime's main weapon from Transformers, if you know what I mean :P)
-Escaped from Hell at the end of his youth, a bounty hunter to trade in the mortal realm
-Also extremely fucking edgy
If you happen to be an experienced artist, I would appreciate if you could provide some insight/help on creating a species of one's own; if you had the time of course. If you know any artists, I'd also be grateful if you forwarded this to any of them! :)
Otherwise, hello again, I know it's been a while since I've said anything, or not. It's come to my realization that outgoing kindness can only get one so far. This is my only explanation for not talking to you in a while if I haven't.
You may be aware that I've been reconsidering my 'sona for a couple of weeks now, looking into being a Sergal. Some of you suggest maybe creating a species of my own. I personally support this idea, but I imagine there is a lot to consider/go wrong in the creation process. Being only an inexperienced aspiring artist, I feel that input from an experienced individual is required.
Background info and personality of my 'sona is very much parallel to the personality of myself. Being that I am entering adulthood and therefore undergoing changes/shifts in such, it is also not final.
Underlying features:
-Born in Hell
-Was experimented on and permanently equipped with a one-of-a-kind weapon on his right forearm (it's a bit like Optimus Prime's main weapon from Transformers, if you know what I mean :P)
-Escaped from Hell at the end of his youth, a bounty hunter to trade in the mortal realm
-Also extremely fucking edgy
If you happen to be an experienced artist, I would appreciate if you could provide some insight/help on creating a species of one's own; if you had the time of course. If you know any artists, I'd also be grateful if you forwarded this to any of them! :)
