must stop procrastinating! lmao maybe later. XD

but seriously though, I'm pretty much the queen of procrastination. tHERE IS NO ESCAPE. //evil laugh//

I feel like my best friends iRL are all becoming more distant - I see myself looking in on the past and longing for those days when I felt that I could tell them anything in the world, now I just can't. They're so devoted to other people and I feel like I'm a joke because I'm ignored seventy percent of the time. I feel like crap. Look at me, the feelingless thing to laugh at, knowing she'll always hide her true feelings behind a stupid grin.

All I need is one true friend outside of the Internet - anyone - who will accept me for who I am and not completely shut me out.

School's tomorrow.

Preparing for imminent death. X'D

Have I ever mentioned how much I fucking hate mood swings??

Fuck off, hormones. I don't need to be rolling around in a ball of my own tears.

Looking for a Stompy Feetpaw tutorial, or just tips in general. I have no idea where to start, but I do have some toes from earlier drafting, before I decided I wanted stompy feetpaws.

Finally going to try to post some Anthrocon pictures! (And some owed art over on dA) If I don't post any of what I promised within a week, you have every right to yell at me until I do it. (Because how else am I going to get motivated? XD) So yeah. . .BE PREPARED. Cough cough not a TLK reference cough cough!!

(Yes, I'm signing off with my dA username. Got a problem with that??)
~beestinqs

I'm afraid that my fursuit will not be ready for Anthrocon 2014, due to a lack of fur. If anyone has any shade or brown (and lime green) fur, please have it available at the dealer's den!! I really want to suit, and by bringing the materials, you will make me overjoyed!! Please comment if you're selling fur/feetpaws/handpaws in pink (feet and handpaws) and brown(fur)!

I hope to see y'all at Anthrocon!!
Don't forget to bring your fur, I'll be buying!! ~K

Name:
Just call me Kiwi <3

Dates:
Last two days, whatever dates those are
Damn parents, always trying to minimise my fun. :/

Hotel:
Double Tree (ALL THE WAYY)

Primary Purpose:
Heh. Heh. Heh. (Attend my first con, in my first suit, do my first ever dance, and meet my first ever furry friends from around the world!)

Fursuiting:
Yup. Probably in a partial

Which Costume(s):
Kiwi the derpy fox

Do you speak while costuming:
If I get frustrated or I'm with friends/family, I may talk

Are you ok with physical contact while in costume:
No sexual touching or pouncing!! (You can actually"pounce" or jump on me, just not from my back or blindspots, just make sure I see you first!)

Do you have a craft in this community:
I make fursuits

Can I talk business with you while at the con:
I do not take fursuit commissions, but I will do cheap little doodles for you at the con! Ask first, please! <33

Can I buy you dinner, gifts, drinks, art or anything to show gratitude:
Please do! Just ask about food/drinks first, because if you buy me something that tastes bad to me, well. . .I'll be disappointed (plus I can't drink alcohol, I'm not 21 yet)

Are you Single or in a Relationship:
I have a mate-to-be! <33 if he's attending the con, he hasn't told me

Where can I find you if I need something:
Usually in the main lobby/lobbies

Do you attend parties:
I will try!!

Do you attend the dances:
I can't dance for the life of me, but I'll try to watch and if you can teach me, I'd love you forever! <3

Who will you be spending the con with?
My brother and new friends! DO NOT BE SHY!! LOVE MEEE!

Are you cliquey:
'Course not!!

Are you approachable:
too much so for my own good! :o

Murr/yiff:
EW NO, GO AWAY, I HAVE A MATE, YOU SLUT.

Can I room with you:
Probably not, but you can ask me for visits-just not at 2AM! And no yiff, please, I don't want to explain that to my mate or father.

Running or attending any panels:
I'll try!

Dealers Den/Artist Alley:
Gonna buy some loot! <33

Will you be in the "Fursuit Parade":
Probably!!

hello anybody who happens to read this journal! It is I, Kiwi! (or Tsukimi-Kiwi from DeviantART) I just wanted to quickly mention that I'm rebooting this account! Uhm, that's pretty much it. I doubt anybody's gonna read this, so oh well, bye.