I wish I was someone else.
I wish I wasn't black.
I wish I had different hair.
I wish I could do cooler hairstyles.
I wish I had a different eye color.
I wish I wasn't ugly.
I wish I had real friends.
I wish I wasn't stupid.
I wish I had a boyfriend or girlfriend.
I wish my family was more supportive about my sexual orientation.
I wish I could finish my fursona and not take half a year to have no ideas.

I wish someone would kill me because I don't have enough willpower to do it myself.

I am prepared to still be lonely for 7-8 years in a row, until I'm like 22 or 23.

I will be at Job Corps five days a week for at least the next two years, and I know for a fact that I'm most definitely NOT going to find anyone I like up there.

I don't know what else to do to possibly find someone besides using a shitty dating app and looking super disappointing. I don't have any friends on here or on Twitter. So that isn't gonna help. If I even magically find someone , I'm not gonna feel good enough for them at all.

Dang man...

At the point I'm at right now, I won't have dated another person until I'm like 22 or 23. I have to be at Job Corps 5 days a week, and I am most definitely not going to find anyone I like up there. If that happens, it will be the biggest surprise of my life.

Unless I magically find someone online, I will have been single for like 7+ years. But I don't know how to start, since the only place I meet and interact with people online is Roblox. And that's clearly not a good place since most players are children. I have no friends here on FA and Twitter so I can't do anything there either.

So really, I guess I should just prepare for the next 2-3 years of loneliness.