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Posted 3 years agoBirthday!
Posted 10 years agoHuzzah! I've made it to 31!
It's been a fun filled week already of karaoke, kink club, and even dinner tonight with the mom! Tomorrow a BBQ and Saturday is laser tag.
Weeee! Birthday! *dances about*
It's been a fun filled week already of karaoke, kink club, and even dinner tonight with the mom! Tomorrow a BBQ and Saturday is laser tag.
Weeee! Birthday! *dances about*
Meh..
Posted 10 years agoI'm here. I'm alive. Lots of stuff has happened since the start of 2015. Lots of stuff has happened since I last posted. x.x I can do a real update later. Right now? I'm kind of off kilter. Moved from my old house into a new place with a 14 month lease. New places always make me feel weird. Those periods between unpacked and settled don't do me well at all.
All in all I just feel a little displaced. Social stuff doesn't help, either. I want to talk to certain folks more. I want certain folks to talk to me more. It just feels like there's no time. They're busy? I'm busy? They don't have time for me? I don't know. Maybe it's just a bit of that seasonal crap. I just feel a little out of it. This is usually the time I try to flee like a kitten and go hide under a box. I'm trying not to. Being busy and gone is part of what's caused the issue, so doing more of it sure won't help.
So many random thoughts floating about in my head. Stupid, silly, envious things too. Not all of them. But some. I see friends getting commissions with friends and it gives me sad faces. I'm happy for them. I just wish I was a part of that. It's selfish, it's dumb. It's not even about the commissions. It's the kinship. The closeness. I just miss that. I will never question that I'm loved. I just don't feel it like I should. That's my fault, or my heads fault? It's certainly not other peoples fault.Meh.
This isn't a cry for attention. This is just me, putting my feelings somewhere.
I'm going to go curl into a ball now, but not go hide in a box.
All in all I just feel a little displaced. Social stuff doesn't help, either. I want to talk to certain folks more. I want certain folks to talk to me more. It just feels like there's no time. They're busy? I'm busy? They don't have time for me? I don't know. Maybe it's just a bit of that seasonal crap. I just feel a little out of it. This is usually the time I try to flee like a kitten and go hide under a box. I'm trying not to. Being busy and gone is part of what's caused the issue, so doing more of it sure won't help.
So many random thoughts floating about in my head. Stupid, silly, envious things too. Not all of them. But some. I see friends getting commissions with friends and it gives me sad faces. I'm happy for them. I just wish I was a part of that. It's selfish, it's dumb. It's not even about the commissions. It's the kinship. The closeness. I just miss that. I will never question that I'm loved. I just don't feel it like I should. That's my fault, or my heads fault? It's certainly not other peoples fault.Meh.
This isn't a cry for attention. This is just me, putting my feelings somewhere.
I'm going to go curl into a ball now, but not go hide in a box.
Birthday!
Posted 11 years agoWell, it's official on the East Coast. It's my birthday. I've turned 30 in several time zones globally now. Few more hours before it hits my time zone!
Weee!
Weee!
Further Confusion 2014
Posted 12 years agoI'm goooooing!
In 12 hours I will be in San Jose in the main hotel, working Registration!
So excited! My cats...are not.
Hope to see some folks there! Rawr!!
In 12 hours I will be in San Jose in the main hotel, working Registration!
So excited! My cats...are not.
Hope to see some folks there! Rawr!!
Cats; they wander.
Posted 12 years agoApparently it's been a while since I posted. Clearly I must remedy this.
So yeah. Koko's back. :D Again?
So yeah. Koko's back. :D Again?
Birthday
Posted 13 years agoWell, today I turn 28.
My plans? Stay in, battle allergies, and relax with kitties.
Really, I'm okay with this.
<2
My plans? Stay in, battle allergies, and relax with kitties.
Really, I'm okay with this.
<2
Journal; The First
Posted 13 years agoI've had this FA account for a lot longer than I've actually had any activity on it.
I suppose part of that was because I didn't have anything to put on it. Or maybe I just liked lurking as the unseen, who knows.
But now I have my very first piece of artwork of Tinycat to post. And from there, it all exploded. (Pun totally intended.)
No I have a submission, and watches, and favorites and shouts. Hell, I didn't even know what a shout was until today!
It feels kinda nice. It feels kinda cozy. I think I'll stay for a while.
So..Hi FurAffinity! Nice to meet'cha!
How do you like your coffee? ;)
I suppose part of that was because I didn't have anything to put on it. Or maybe I just liked lurking as the unseen, who knows.
But now I have my very first piece of artwork of Tinycat to post. And from there, it all exploded. (Pun totally intended.)
No I have a submission, and watches, and favorites and shouts. Hell, I didn't even know what a shout was until today!
It feels kinda nice. It feels kinda cozy. I think I'll stay for a while.
So..Hi FurAffinity! Nice to meet'cha!
How do you like your coffee? ;)
