I originally created this account for stuff I was experimenting with, and I shortly considered making this my main account. But, it's becoming a handful because I already have two other accounts to contend with and I've already moved accounts once in the past year. Besides, it ain't like my new art is much different than the old stuff. X_X

So, I think I'm just gonna stay with my main account.

So, if you're still interested in mah art, you can find me here.



That be me, for serious. :B

Reposted from icen, which was reposted from chival :

"Allright I need people's help.

Does anybody know well?
Does anybody know who she's commissioning for her fursuit?

Her grandma just called my friend an told her jacolf is in the ICU in a coma from complications from stomach surgery. Her grandma was checking her email today and saw a note asking Celest to get in touch with them to make payment. They haven't answered the email back and her grandma needs to call this person and explain the situation.

She's in critical condition and need our help you guys. ;n;

Please if you know who she's commissioning the suit from please contact dreamaria or myself so we can get in touch with them for her grandma.

I don't know much more past that.
dreamaria asked me to make this journal entry since she's at work right now.

Please help this journal entry get around and re-post."

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I do not know Celest personally, but she is a good friend of Icen's. And beyond that, this whole mess? She needs good thoughts anyway.

So if'n you don't know, at least keep Celest in your thoughts. ;n;

Stolen from, like, three people I watch. Hahaha. |3

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1 – Do you and your "fursona" look alike?
Um... hm. Kind of? We're the same body size, i.e. buckets of pudge. Same height and everything. Thing is, it's kind of hard to make a puli look like you, but still look like a puli. Y'know?

2 – Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
Yes, actually. I think I've only ever drawn her in one thing I haven't owned, and it was a yellow-orange jacket. And I kind of own that, only it's not mine. It was left at my house and I wore it a couple of times. Save the headphones. I only own one pair of monster headphones, but I usually slap some on her so you can tell where her ears are, lol.

3 – Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
- Yup. We's both a couple of pessimistic straight biatches.

4 – If you hadn’t already made your fursona look like you, if you would to change how he/she looked like to make him/her look more like you, how would you think he/she would look like?
- She couldn't look like a puli, that's for damn sure, hahaha. Instead of dreads, she'd just have a mess of curly brown hair. She'd also be remarkably white, and not wear headphones all the time.

5 – Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
Long story. I had been watching a show about pulis on Animal Planet before my family went out to eat. Then I get rushed out the door by everyone else. When we finally hit the restaurant, my aunt was sitting across from me and she just says, "You know, the way your curls hang? You look like one of those mop dogs." And from that, I just kinda started doodling puli characters. Until I came up with Pushi. She's hardly changed since then.

6 – Do you and your fursona share relationship status?
Yeah. She's single, I'm single. We're all single for... ice cream? Murr.

7 – Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
Eh...? I don't know who I don't like, lol, I try to get along with everyone. Hell, if Pushi got paired with anyone, I don't think I'd be jealous or upset more than utterly confused.

8 – How would you like your character not to be used?
Porn. Any kind of porn. Pushi in a mature situation is, uh, a foreign and somewhat disturbing concept to me. :C

9 – What’s your fursona’s specialty?
I'm pretty sure that if you rubbed her face against the floor, she'd make one hell of a dust mop. Aside from that, her only specialty is a very high Geekery stat.

10 – At a score of 1-10 how much are you and your fursona alike?
An eight, I guess? She's basically built from me to a to a T, aside from her appearance. Because I actually wanted her to look like a puli.

I have not uploaded any art in a while. I feel negligent, but the art bug has flipped over on its back, did a little twitchy thing, and expired. Maybe soon, he'll come back as a kick-ass zombie, complete with over-the-top gore effects and his own Halloween sound effect CD.

SO, what do you guys do when the art bug dies? :B

In an effort to curb my tendency to eat out (hey, I've actually been losing weight and I wanna keep it that way), I'm going to start seriously cooking. Thing is, my knowledge of cooking is limited to tacos, Parmesan chicken, and Spanish rice.

So, I thought maybe I'd ask you all if you guys knew of any recipes I might be able to gank. :B

I would appreciate it~

Koffing
(12:08:29 AM): HOW WAS DAY

Pushi
(12:09:04 AM): DAY WAS DAY.

I've figured out I have some sort of subconscious fascination with Quick Man and I'm not sure how I feel about that.

Koffing
(12:09:35 AM): TELL ME ABOUT YOU AND QUICK MAN

Pushi
(12:09:44 AM): OKAY, DR. FREUD.

Koffing
(12:09:54 AM): *COUCH*
(12:10:06 AM): IT IS BECAUSE THE THING ON HIS HEAD IS LIKE A DOUBLE PENIS

Pushi
(12:10:11 AM): asdfshdkgjhadjklfgkl;sdgvkln/,SHNADKFJBHAKSDGB

Just curious if anyone has one, and if they'd wanna add me.

If you do, well, I'm right here. :B

Hey guys, seeing as I am a Pokemon fan and I figure a couple of the people who watch me are, what's your opinions on Black and White?

Personally, I'm a huge Pokemon dork, and despite claims that they've "jumped the gun," I'm geeking out. Like, I remember when I was a kid, and Gold and Silver were announced. I basically was a seething ball of fangirl. Black and White... well, I'd be lying if I said I'm not repeating my childhood at twenty.

I don't care if they'll be too many Pokemon, 'cause I never tried to get them all anyway (save once, in Red; I was disappointed). I don't care if the starters are "ugly," 'cause they're all starting to grow on me. I'm all a-squee with drooling nerd rabies over this.

Et tu, folks? What're your thoughts?

And, you know, feel free to disagree with me, 'cause shit. It's just a game. XD

I think I found my superhero power.

Well, aside from art and video games, most of my time is spent wandering around in the woods. I live right on a National Park and I have a pretty keen interest in plants, bugs, and rocks. Seemed like a good idea.

I tend to take family with me, 'cause I got a couple of people who are into the whole ~LOSE WEIGHT~ thing. Me? Eh, I've been doing this a while and I'm still a lard ass, but at least I get out of the house. (My house is rather... suffocating, ahahaha.)

Well, today I found a trail I hadn't walked before, and apparently nobody else walks either. The path was overgrown and narrow, and the only way you knew it was there was because of a trail of grass and mud. It was really rocky and a lot of steep parts, and knowing that one of the people I was with has a bad ankle, I turned at one point to warn of a really rocky, straight-down hill.

And no sooner had I got out the words, "steep hill" did I pull an AWKWARD FATASS and hit the ground. Right into the mud. I caught myself with my hands (ow, my wrist ;n;), and pushed myself up. Lo and behold, no mud on me. A few specks of dirt on my hand and a leaf stuck to my shoe, but that's it.

DID manage to scrape up my knee, though. Not sure how that works.

ASIDE FROM THE FACT I AM A DIRT SORCERER AND IT FEARED ME TO MUCH TO STICK! >|3

So, how 'bout you guys? Anything weird happen to you lately? C'mon, c'mon let's talky. :D

There's bad-good, bad-bad, and bad-nightmare fuel.

Then there's bad-hilarious. You know the stuff. Things that are so bad that, when you're exposed to them, your body just starts convulsing in fits of laughter because it knows no other way to respond. In fact, I think that sort of thing is what I find the most hilarious, be it godawful fanfiction, or terribad videos on Youtube, or horrible movies that loop around from monstrous to enjoyable.

I mean, I've not watched Beyond the Wall of Sleep twelve times for nothing.

I think Beyond the Wall of Sleep is a good example. It's full of people who can't act, one of which who never changes expressions. It's very forced and unnatural, right down to the crazy wigs, and half of the special effects were made with a mixture of Photoshop and Window's Movie Maker. It's also filled with top-notch lines such as, "I bet your loins ache for my synaptic impulses."

It's even obvious if you read the back of the DVD case that the people who wrote the summary couldn't even force themselves to watch it. Their summary has NOTHING to do with the movie itself.

There's other movies, too. Like Prime Evil, which taught me that the devil is capable of summoning knights in the bedrooms of middle-aged women, and that Satan is a guy in a really bad bat costume. Or The Killing of Satan, which I can't really describe without choking myself laughing. You can snag it on Amazon for, like, four dollars.

So what about you? Got stuff so bad that it's funny you'd like to share or talk about? Let's all just gigglefit tonight. :B

My mom's getting ready for a yard sale, and has this ungodly pile of stuff she is planning on selling (along with a bunch of my stuff; they won't buy my text books back, so it seems like a way to get rid of them). In the middle of helping her clean, she started up some music because she can't work in silence.

...

There's something weird about having a sing-off in your living room of this song. Weird, but admittedly pretty awesome.

'Specially when you get to the yelling.




iamtwentyiswearahahaha

OMG, my classes all finished up a week and a half before the actual end of the semester. I just got back from an Algebra final.

I just have to take a handful of classes this fall, and I got my AA.

And then I can go after my bachelor's degree come Spring. :D

I AM EXCITED~

Mostly to get out of there for the summer, 'cause now I can take that vacation to see MAH HOS pretty soon. But the fact I've actually survived another semester and am ~on my way~ is pretty rad, too. :3

I dig foreign movies. Foreign horror is often pretty rad (REC is one of my favorite movies), and I've always been a sucker for Japanese monster movies. Kaiju eiga in the house, what what holla.

Well, today I found The Orphanage with an outrageous discount and decided to buy it. While I was checking out, the cashier kinda... stopped me and said, "You do know this is in Spanish, right?"

I told him it was no big deal, a good movie is a good movie and subtitles aren't that big of a deal. He shrugged and said, "Well, I don't see how you can stand not knowing what they're saying, but it's your money."

Which, you know, people have their own tastes. If you don't like it, you don't like it. If you do, you do. Some people have pet peeves, and I guess reading subtitles or dealing with horrendous dubs might push some people's rage button.

I'm just curious. How many of you dislike foreign films? Or like them for that matter? Do subtitles bother you? What about horrible English dub-overs (which, in my opinion, make Godzilla movies BETTER)?

Also, I know I ask a lot of questions, ahahaha, but I like to talk and get people actually talking back. X3

I kinda swiped this. I don't know, it seemed kind of funny to do, so I thought I'd shoot for it. Basically, just me going on and on about animated characters I have (or... still do, in one case) had a FANGIRLY OBSESSION with. I'm including video games, because I play more of those than I watch cartoons. So. :B

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1. Jan Valentine from Hellsing. I actually still have a thing for him. Take out the homicidal tendencies, and you basically got the archetype of the exact kind of guy I'm into. I guess that means loud, confident men... with enough metal sticking out of their face to classify them as a robot. Doesn't hurt that he's damn pretty. He's the not-dead one, by the way.

2. Torque from The Suffering. I cannot even explain where this little obsession came from. First of all, this is Torque. Second of all, the premise of the whole game is that he... probably brutally killed his wife and children. Granted, I'm too much of a pussy to play evil so he inevitably came out as good. Perhaps it's because he's strong? Maybe I was anticipating a monster-filled Armageddon, and would have liked some back up.

3. Matt Ishida from Digimon. When I was... like... twelve, I thought he was the most awesome thing in the world. It usually ended up with me and my friends (who were equally geeky) declaring their admiration for one of the Digidestined, and I would fight tooth and nail for Matt. For one, he played guitar. For two, he had a giant wolf. That was the deciding factor. Didn't matter he looked like a girl. In middle school, what made or broke a guy was his possession of a giant, ice-breathing dog monster.

4. Vincent Valentine from FFVII. Yes, THAT Vincent. I don't even want to talk about it. It is a dark, depressing stage in my life where I had clippings from game magazines that featured him stuck in my binder, and a friend who half expected me to die from cardiac arrest when DoC was released. Which sucked, by the by.

5. Corn/Tab from Jet Set/Grind Radio [Future]. God, that was more complicated than it had to be. Either incarnation, though I prefer his choice of clothes in JSRF. I can't even really put my finger on what I found so great about him, but... but I've noticed I dig scruffy, long-haired guys in hats nowadays. GOTDAMMIT, TAB. LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE.

6. James from Pokemon. I think it's obligatory that every straight, female Pokemon fan (or gay male fan) has to have a crush on this guy at some point in their childhood. It's something I still laugh about, because now it's like, "UH I CAN EXPLAIN."

7. Talbain from Dark Stalkers. I blame the comics. I blame the comics. I blame the comics. He is my reason for werewolves, I swear.

8. Albedo from Xenosaga. I dunno. He's not particularly attractive, is he? Well, okay. He kind of is, but I'm beginning to see a pattern between my animated crushes and mental instability. Says a lot about... well, me I guess. When I was, like, in high school, I found him incredibly attractive. Now, it's more like I'm weirdly fascinated by who could have come up with such a character. He's probably the most legitimately demented fictional character I've ever seen.

9. Balthier from Final Fantasy XII. I think it's impossible to dislike Balthier, his charming demeanor, go-get-'em attitude, and... really colorful, effeminate jewelry.

10. Larva from Vampire Princess Miyu. Fuck. Yes. Larva. I mean, I grew out of my girly crush on him when I was... like... eleven. But I still dig his mask and shit. Larva is fuckin' awesome.

You know the phrase, "I can't trust you as far as I can throw you"?


If Hercules said that, could it be taken as a compliment instead?

I love horror movies. :D

I've grown up with them since I was three, actually. My cousin tricked me into watching the movie IT, which gave me nightmares for about a month. My mom took things into her own hands when a couple of television specials came on, talking about the actors who played the monsters and how they did all the special effects. She sat with me and we watched it, just to drill into my head that it was all fake and that the "monsters" were actual people. She'd even point out the actors in other movies, something I still do to this day because it's like a weird game of "Where's Waldo?"

I was probably the only pre-schooler in town who could pick Robert Englund out on television, and who wanted to BE Tom Savini because "he gets to color on people."

I'll admit that, as I've grown older, I've started actually going BACK IN TIME in terms of my taste in movies. As a kid, the corny '80s flicks were my cup of tea (PUPPETMASTER. CRITTERS. YOU KNOW THE ONES), but now it seems I keep reaching back for old black-and-white films. Ever watch the Spanish version of the 1931 Dracula? It's worth the watch. :B

So what about you guys? Like horror movies? Or hell, what kind of movies do you like? And do any of you know a horror flick made AFTER 2000 that doesn't suck?

Well, 'cept REC. REC was pretty good.

I was walkin' with a friend of mine today and, because we never outgrew the raging geek thing, the conversation quickly turned to video games. I recently installed Guild Wars on my new computer after a two year hiatus, so we started talking about GOOD OL' ONLINE RPGS.

Somewhere in our reminiscing about the stupid/silly stuff that we used to do and the ~crazy hijinks~ my old computer used to pull, the conversation took a sour turn. A turn towards, "I seriously hate playing with strangers because they take the game too seriously."

Which, it's true. My ex was a prime example; he's the one who initially got me playing the game, but the amount of fun he had with it was probably in the negative numbers. He did nothing but scream at me for being incompetent, scream at others for being incompetent, scream at the game for "fucking me over," and he seemed to believe that his in-game money was coming out of his wallet.

I honestly didn't start HAVING fun with the games until I started playing on my own.

And my friend is a healer on WoW, a priest. Lots of people tanking for her casually "forget" that she's not geared and has a lower armor rating, run right up to her while they're being attacked, and then scream at her when she gets killed because "you should have moved" and "I do NOT mess up." Despite the fact I've seen her try her hardest to run away, only to have these morons tail her until she gets targeted and mauled. Or they die, and it's her fault for running.

I gotta ask, does anyone play these games just for the fun of it? Or is this really some obsession worth getting so bent out of shape over? I mean, I get pretty fanatical and defensive about some of my fandoms, yeah, but I have yet to beat somebody with a controller for making me lose at Death Ball on JSRF. I mean, it's a video game, implying something to not be taken seriously. Implying something fun, you know?

I don't think they were made with the intention of turning players into vicious, perfectionist assholes who hate one another.


Ahaha, forgive me I'm RAMBLING LIKE WHOA. But what do you guys think?

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Also, as a side note: Any of you play Guild Wars and don't mind a necromancer who spends waaaay too much time trying to fill their map? :B

You know what the worst feeling in the world is? Waking up and realizing that you forgot something very important.


You wanna know what makes it really bad? When that important thing is the whereabouts of your glasses. D:


THE WORLD IS LIKE A BLUR. AN ANGRY BLUR. And SAI is trying to assassinate my eyes.

First point and, yes, it is relevant despite the fact that it seems completely unrelated: It's been HOT here lately. Really frickin' hot. So the other day I put an air conditioner in the back bedroom, since this is a small house and that kinda blew the cold down the hall to everywhere else.

Anyway. Today, I woke up feeling kind of icky, so I did what any normal person would do. After making sure both of my cats didn't fly the coop when the other occupant of the house went to work this morning (habit, to make sure I don't need to go hunt down the oldest) I devoted my entire happy sunshine morning to the Internet. Derp. :B

Thing is, while perusing forums, I found a link to an ongoing ARG concerning the Slender Man, Marble Hornets. Color me late to the game, but at least I caught up! I sat down and watched every video because honestly? I eat this sort of junk up.

I am a dread-y whore for horror/paranormal stuff. ;~;

So, I watch all the videos and I find myself looking over my shoulder after a few videos. It did taper off into something ridiculous, but right as I started giggling about some guy who looked like Gene Simmons busting into the guy's house to, well, sit on his furniture, I hear a SCREECH sound at the glass doors behind me.

And I fuckin' screamed, and went to look. Early in the morning I made sure the cats were inside, and nobody had entered or exited the house or even opened the front door. Yet scratching at the door was my cat. All I could think was, "How did he get outside?"

Then, "OH GOD SLENDER MAN LET MY CAT OUT."

Then, "Pushi, you are an idiot, but... you should go check to see if anything weird got in the house anyway."

So I grab a broom (no, seriously, that is the best weapon I could get? In the event of an attack, I am boned), and do this FBI kick-open-the-door-and-storm-the-room procedure down the hall. Then I get to the back bedroom.

... The cat has pushed over the plastic we used to seal the gap in the window next to the air conditioner and got outside that way.

Best part? It's broad daylight outside. Not even dark. I am THAT easy to creep out at times.

*thumbs up*

tl;dr: I am the biggest moron on earth, please shoot me.

I feel warm. ;~;

I mean, I'm always warm 'cause I'm a mop with legs, but it's a FRIENDLY and NICE warm. (RANDOM capitalization GO.)

I guess what I'm saying is thank-you. Very muchly.

Now group hug. Just don't get tangled. Oh god ow, ow, ow. You're stepping on a dread, YOU'RE STEPPING ON A DREAD. Okay nevermind, now we're good.

Gonna prolly get a slow start on here, because...

Well, you know how most people have art at the ready when they join an art site? Well, I don't. 'Specially considering I made this account to kind of, uh, "do something new" with myself and jump start this whole artistic change thing I've been raving about to friends for what seems like years. Kind of like I'm raving right now, complete with run-on sentences!


So, uh, hi all one person who will see this, ahaha. How be you?