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Posted 10 years agofor new watchers, i had a really horrible disaster happen on January 1st. It kinda dealt with my house one fire and then losing my three cat babies.. since then i've been living at my grandparents aND ITS A FUCKING HELL HOLE.
Anyway i just wanted to say that my house was torn down today.. and im not sure how i feel about it..
we're still trying to find a house and every fucking time we try its either "not good enough" or rented out before we have a chance.
i've been losing my fucking mind about this too because as nice as they are for housing us, but they're horrible people.
ANYWAY
so my house was torn down, i might go over to see it a last time. i've seen it enough after the fire to remember it forever probably. I mean burned in my brain that i used to live there.. which in like 2 hours it looked like it was abandoned for 10+ years
ok im rambling but yeaaahhh.. < _>
please read ; A; its important to me
Posted 10 years agookay to keep this semi short i've known these two
since i was 13-14 and i love them both very dearly..
i can't really help much myself and i wish i fucking could so im sharing the link for them
http://www.gofundme.com/ymrzvg
if you can't donate please share it along. they've been together for over 3 years and they deserve it more than anyone i think
please please share and/or donate pLEASE
EDIT:
his original journal:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6866054/
日本語？？
Posted 10 years agoI wanna learn more Japanese but I wanna also make friends with other people who know or are learning Japanese. c: I tried some websites for this but I dunno I don't really like it.
I really need to learn vocabulary I know that much and ya know everything else
I really need to learn vocabulary I know that much and ya know everything else
whoops
Posted 10 years agoi completely forgot to mention I was going on vacation to Virginia beach I even bought spf 100 and my parasol is spf 50 omg.
so right now I'm in Virginia and we're all tired as fuck because we drove through the night. it's highly uncomfortable sleeping in this truck.. like I hurt my neck ; n;
anyway so yeah I won't be back until like Thursday-Friday ばかげている。
Posted 10 years agoこれはがばかげています。(¬､¬)
i need to learn the word for stressed in japanese bECAUSE THATS HOW I FEEL.Kage on Toyhou.se!
Posted 10 years agoshe finally has a backstory
i've had a toyhou.se for awhile but i never added anything so im gonna try to use it more (。-ω-)ﾉ
http://toyhou.se/108952.kage
the rest of my characters are going to be up soon. ~So i dont know what fucking happened
Posted 10 years agoOkay so I watched SE7EN last night, didn't think it was at all scary went to bed a little more paranoid than normal.
I just tried to go to sleep as usual and ignore it.
I listen to ASMR when I sleep i usually can't sleep without it.. right as I was about to fall asleep or i was asleep i dunno I heard a loud bang in my room and it sounded like a trash bag.. didn't know if it was the video or something in my room.
so I open my eyes and I can't fucking see or move and I didn't know if it was sleep paralysis or a panic attack
I mean i was sweating, shaking, heart racing, hallucinating.. I thought I was gonna fucking die.
i mean i thought something was pushing me down and when i felt like I could move i turned around in my bed and felt for my phone and then i just called my mom to help me and to hurry because i heard fucking footsteps in my room and I was done with that shit.
i was pretty much convinced there was someone in my room.. and that it followed me to the basement because I felt like shit was touching my legs and i was not okay with that.
and then at like 3 and the morning i thought i heard my mom and my grandma talking.. my mom was right next to me and that didnt happen so yeah im pretty scared shitless and im not even that tired possibly an unpopular opinion
Posted 10 years agoI personally think that if you're gonna sell art at a high price.
Have high quality art.
Or just quality.
Honestly. How. Are. You. Getting. Commissions.
Or why are you getting them... or why are your prices so high for pieces of artwork that I could do myself if I tried.
I'm not even a good anthro artist but I could do that.
also
if the shoe fits then just suck it up and wear itArt others owe me
Posted 10 years agoMaking this to keep track of my commissioned art
Art i ordered:
:~To Do List~:
Posted 10 years agoTo do list:
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if I take longer its usually because I do have a job and sometimes my mom makes plans for me to leave the house.
Please be patient.
✧*｡٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و✧*｡AIGHT so Ohayocon.. (probably long lololol)
Posted 10 years agoAight so this one compared to Matsuricon was really ....not that great
Friday I was there from like 2 to 10 and it was pretty boring...I spent like 170$ in one day in like the first 3 hours. Go me. I had like $20 left and that was to eat.
Um the only thing that stuck out to me Friday was I have a friend who've i've been friends with since i was 15 and i've never offically "met" him.
So i'm in the bottom of the convention center and there's easily hundreds of people maybe even a thousand, and this fucker stops me and talks to me like woah, I didn't even have time to get nervous or even stutter. He basically told me he'd see me around like as a question and I'm sure he's been reading my depressing and embarrassing tumblr posts and he made sure I was okay. And I previously talked to him about being so nervous about going alone that I could cry (which ended up happening i'll explain in a little bit.) but he said that if anything happened just find him and blah blah blah.
He's like the only person I know going to this with me so I felt like he was the safest person to be around (especially for kind of growing up with im in a way???) Oh yeah did I mention I had a crush on him and he turned me down in May? < u> I think I scared him when I confessed.. BUT LIKE HE KEPT SAYING AND I QUOTE "IF YOU SAY U LIEK ME I'LL TAKE U ON A DATE" LOL he was joking BUT YEAH i still like him as a friend because he's a good one weirdly enough.
So Saturday I'm sick as shit, my grandparents didn't listen to the Garmin and there was an accident on the way to the convention center so we ran around trying to find another way to the convention center. My anxiety is so fucked up at that point because I was so nervous from being alone at a convention center. But we drove around for TWO HOURS. I'm fucking sick, not throwing up but we ended up going back to the hOTEL. I took off my wig, my whole cosplay basically, took a nap for like 30 minutes got my shit back on and tried to go to the convention again. so I get there at like 1 and this pokemon panel line WAS SO LONG i just didn't think it was worth it. So I sat on the stairs basically not going to ANY of the panels I wanted to go to since I still felt a little sick. And I was REALLY upset like I wanted to cry and go home. I was really embarrassed so I message Ryan like "I don't know what to do" and the SECOND I SEND THAT these two random guys look at me, and ask me
"ARE YOU ON YOUR PHONE?!?!" "...yeah" "WHY ARE YOU ON YOUR PHONE???? THIS IS A CONVENTION THERE'S TONS TO DO" "because i'm not interested in any of the panels and I don't have any friends" Basically they feel bad for me and then take a picture with me and I start crying a little bit because of how alone I felt but they didn't notice. But this dude got really close to me and took a picture with me, totally cool with that but with how scared I was, and they noticed that I was absolutely terrified of them. RYAN WALKS PAST AND i just like look at ryan who saw me and then i look at the guys and look back at him and he kinda knew that I wanted them to help me (He had his friends along too) so after those two random guys (they were really nice and all but I really was scared of them especially with the sexual harassment reports friday and saturday I wanted to be around my only friend lol) and Ryan and his friends sat with me for a little while and then they left to go back to their room, invited me but I didn't want to impose.. one friend stayed with me and then her group of friends came over and I met them. Then they left and I was alone the rest of the night and I sat on the big stairs, in the corner and I had a panic attack and cried. Saw Ryan, didn't want to bother him or bother anyone else I met that night.. I didn't want them to take care of me basically. Anyway stayed there for one panel which was like an urban japanese legends which was pretty cool and then I left.
SUNDAY. Today was so much fucking better. I wasn't as sick, the pokemon panel I wanted to go to wasn't that long of a line. immediately after getting there these two dudes (a lot more chill and better to be around, didn't seem like a threat. Talked to me one took my picture, then a Shiemi from Blue Exorcist came up behind me AND SHE WAS SO FRIKIN CUTE she made her own Nii and it was like her first con and it was her first day.. but her and the two guys were in the pokemon panel and then we stayed after for the Kill la Kill panel which was in the same room but like these guys were so cool. WHICH BY THE WAY THEY DIDN'T END THE PANEL WITH THE DON'T LOSE YOUR WAY SONG SO WE ALL SANG IT INSTEAD FUQ U PANELERS ; A; then Rebecca (Shiemi) and I went to the dealers room where i was stopped by a Rin cosplayer and he basically told me that we were gonna do a "make shift photo shoot" then I told him that there was an official one. ~ so we waited until then. I GOT SO MUCH STUFF O MA GAD. i'm surprised of how much stuff was left but the pusheen table was gone in a few hours. Anyway so I sit down for a little while on the stairs and get ready for the photo shoot... YES THERE WAS A REAL PHOTO SHOOT FOR BLUE EXORCIST YES THERE FUCKING WAS. There's already some pictures put up ; u; i was a good little Izumo and THERE WAS A SHIMA. and you know what I did??? FUCK YOU SHIMA and I had my little kuro and someone cosplayed as him too she was adorable. but I also talked to someone and was in another group and made more friends before the photo shoot I forgot to mention, and this time I didn't need Ryan's help ; u; so proud of myself. So I leave the shoot, I go back up and eat a cookie because I refuse to spend money or open my little thing of cereal which I still have from my hotel. and my friends I had made before showed up and sat with me until we had to go ; u; it was really fun.
So to end this Friday and Saturday sorta sucked but I made some friends and met one officially ~ Sunday was a lot better and I'm really happy.
I hope I can go to the next convention in June but WE WILL SEE ; A; (probably not because I need to focus on my responsibilities lol)
OH AND I STAYED AT A HYATT THIS TIME AND IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME THAT IS ALL
I was in the house (be prepared its really bad)
Posted 11 years agowe're going to get a lot out I think I don't know if my mom wants to keep the plates, dining room set. I know she would rather replace my bedding but we managed to get pictures and a reaction of when we first walked in the house which was on my facebook
http://thehash-slingingslasher.tumb.....t-in-today-and
just click on the pictures to make them bigger.
video
https://www.facebook.com/video.php?.....mp;pnref=storyHouse update (fire)
Posted 11 years agoSo i got a TON of new watchers after this happened to my family and I.
I'll explain just to re-cap what happened.
On New Years Day around 8:30 pm (I called 911 at 8:28) a fire started in my basement and it spread to the basement stairs and hallway. Almost reaching my kitchen. I immediately ran out of the house without a jacket or shoes, any form of warmth.
I was on the phone with 911 hysterical that my cats were in there and to hurry. My dog made it out and so did the rest of my family but my cats didn't. Two were found dead and the third was missing and we think she was in one of the rooms of the basement and they couldn't see her (she was grey)
So for the first time in my life I had literally nothing except my friends and family.
The day after the fire a GoFundMe page is started and right now its at 4,500
My friends started donating to my moms paypal account and worked really hard to help me.
A week or so goes by and we find out it was a candle. And you will not believe how fucking angry I was when I found out because that means it could be my aunt who pisses me off already by herself because she's an idiot.
Anyway so its been three weeks now and my mom tells me she has the code to my house so we can finally get in but we're only allowed to get cable equipment first and things out of the garage and my car (whICH HAS BEEN SITTING THERE THIS WHOLE TIME BECAUSE NO ONE TAKES ME TO GET GAS IN CANS UGH)
My mom told me they're gonna tear the house down. I kinda shook for a minute because it scared the shit out of me.
I watched this house burn.
I saw it explode into the living room and break the glass to the basement. I saw it after too and it didn't look that bad but I was outside but still.
I didn't think they were gonna try to salvage the house, there's no point to. It didn't keep us warm in the winter, it didn't keep us cool in the summer. It had a lot of problems but I dunno just hearing that they were going to destroy where I was for the last 3 years just kinda set in and its so upsetting. They're destroying where my cats died, they're destroying where *throws up* fell in love *throws up* (it sounds way too cheesy i can't stand it) they're destroying where I graduated, my memories. I hated that house but the memories man. Thats not cool.
And this weekend we're looking at a house. I'm so excited to get the rest of my stuff and see what I should replace and get my life back on track because living with my grandparents is giving me an ulcer. read plase
Posted 11 years agoNothing's wrong!
I just wanted to take this time before I go to bed to seriously thank everyone!
I know you're all working your asses off for me and all of you don't realize how much this really means to me and my family. I told them that people from all over the country are sending clothes and donations from people they don't even know are helping and they're so surprised from all the love you guys have personally given me and my family.
For all the watchers that I recently got, thank you all for even thinking of me
for all the people that can't donate anything, just keep us in your thoughts and thats plenty for me
pass the link.
I'd like to personally thank my friends who started helping me and donating I am so fucking grateful for you all and getting ahold of me so fast
who are worked so hard for me i am eternally grateful and I am so glad that you're in my life I'd be empty without you guys
Of course they're not the only ones I know A LOT of people donated but I can't name everyone unless you want me to, then just send it in a note and I'll make a list (I've been making A LOT OF THOSE LATELY)
If anyone's curious we got 5,000 in total (cash, checks, paypal, gift cards, all that before spending some on shoes and clothing for my brother and I)
Links:
GOFUNDME-
http://www.gofundme.com/serra-swihart-fire
PAYPAL-
moniquemarie14[at]yahoo.com
if there are any questions just note me.
THANK YOU GUYS SO FUCKING MUCH I LOVE YOU ALL I REALLY DO
GoFundMe update 2 (I fucking suck edition)
Posted 11 years agoI posted the wrong Paypal because I fucking suck
my moms emails change like the weather I fucking swear
ANYWAY
the go fund me is currently at $2,610 we're going to be donated furniture when we have a place to put it..
then there's 90 in the paypal right now
I have a lot (I was expecting nothing)
Here's the rIGHT PAYPAL
moniquemarie14[at]yahoo.com
and the GoFundMe
http://www.gofundme.com/serra-swihart-fireMorning update
Posted 11 years agoso we all assumed that everything made it out but most of it is just covered in soot.
I have my work clothes.. covered in soot.
I have my bed, covered in soot AND MY FRIKIN BEDROOM DOOR.
We're all calling friends, family, and random people
I feel bad for my friends because their christmas presents were under the tree and they most likely burned.
My shoes where most likely caught on fire. the living room basically exploded.. I watched it those shoes and everything are gone. I just thought about that because I don't have proper shoes to work in tomorrow if I end up going.
I talked to my manager and she offered for me to get situated but i'm not sure as of right now because shoes and I might smells like hella smoke.
so work wise I don't know I told them I'd call them two hours ahead to tell them if I'm okay or not.. I might not be because of my cat but thats sorta irresponsible you know..
Thank you all so much. You really don't know how much this means to me.
We're allowed back in the house in a few days where I think a lot of it made it.
my laptop as of right now isn't working. it died at home but it was left open. Um, it seems to be okay nothing melted. I'm going to take it to a computer shop and see what they can do.
I was assuming the worst and a lot of it made it. However we don't have any furniture (I have my bed for sure) my family doesn't.
I want to say my room and my aunt got the least of it and our rooms where over the living room which basically exploded quickly. the fire went to the bathroom roof however it didnt go to our rooms luckily.
I don't really know what else to say right now other than stuff I've already said
My cats death really hit hard, I cried all night.update
Posted 11 years agoI'm currently on my grandparents laptop
my laptop, my kigurumis, make up, contacts, my work shirt, some pants, my cosplay, heels (lol) phone charger laptop charger.. a lot made it out i'm surprised.
a lot has smoke damage.
I am so extremely lucky.
I have the best friends and family I could ever fucking ask for.
the house is destroyed, there's no floors in some place, there's no roof. All that jazz.
I have three cats, two were found dead, my cat and my aunts. they never found the third so I'm assuming she got out when she could.
there was so much fucking smoke and the only pictures i sent were on snapchat to my friends on there and it was all a video, I have one video on my phone.
The house is all boarded up and I'll go back in a few days and get the rest of my things if I can.
Everything is covered in dust and soot.
if you want to donate I checked my moms paypal because hers is connected to her bank account since I don't have my card.
All my family is okay, I'm staying at my grandparents
my house is unlivable
I'm so happy for all of you in my life.
I am so fucking happy.
Connor (my cat) didn't suffer, they told me he just fell asleep
I didn't even know it was this late.
the paypal is:
moniquemarie14[at]yahoo.com A series of unfortunate events (please read)
Posted 11 years agoHi I'm on my phone.
My house caught on fire possibly by a candle in the basement. All my stuff is most likely ruined including my laptop. My cosplay. All that.
The fire ended up going to the third flow where all our rooms are. I'm assuming all of it is ruined. I'm in shock and I CANNOT FIND MY CATS
not sure what else to say. Don't expect art from me anytime soon
My house caught on fire possibly by a candle in the basement. All my stuff is most likely ruined including my laptop. My cosplay. All that.
The fire ended up going to the third flow where all our rooms are. I'm assuming all of it is ruined. I'm in shock and I CANNOT FIND MY CATS
not sure what else to say. Don't expect art from me anytime soon
Kage's Split Personality
Posted 11 years agomaybe I have a vivid imagination but I can describe it the way like a mega evolution like pokemon has.
Also her design is done I just need to draw and color it digitally.
Kage is a demonic fox, I don't want to say Kitsune because she doesn't fit the literal definition of one but she has a lot of characteristics as one.
She has a split personality disorder and her usual self just likes to trick people or scare the living shit out of others. Her split personality is called Kukan which means void
Kage=Shadow
Kudo=Void
Its kinda like if something traumatic happens she sorta goes into a frenzy. But her appearance is different.
Her colors are inverted, her horns grow longer to look more demonic (so like shorter ram horns) and her hair basically falls off a lot shorter than normal. Her eyes are more catlike. and she has two tails instead of the one
I have it drawn out but it won't be as good as I'm describing it or the image in my head
just imagine her usual color washing away and this color is underneath, half of her hair is falling off (one side is longer)
horns grow and curl behind her ears. A second tail, just as long grows out of where her first tail and spikes grow on top of the tail, mimicking what the first one looks like
doesn't that not just sound crazy?
day after con
Posted 11 years agothe post con depression set in last night and I just feel like crying because iT WAS JUST THAT FUN. I have never had that much fun. It would have been better if I was in cosplay, but there's always next year and i'm so eager for the next one.
I now feel and really am broke.. I have 2 dollars to my name but that's not really going to get me much. I'm trying to find myself in the matsuricon group because I did take a few pictures with people.. LOL i feel bad for my friend because she was sort of dressed up like me but didn't get nearly as much attention as I did. but it was probably because I had my collar and my cat ears.
I'm probably going to make a video/slideshow of all my pictures. It's matsuricon with the exception of a puppy picture at PetLand where I was. IT'S THE BEST PET STORE EVER
but yeah I just feel like that whole experience was a dream and I hate having to go back to a normal life again. I feel like I forget how to do everything, I haven't drawn in a few days, talked to my friends, hardly sang anything, the only thing I know how to do right now is breathe and cry
; A;
my next sort of "big" purchase IS GONNA BE
clothes
and the remade pokemon Ruby.
or maybe a wig
or an alpaca
whichever.
*breathes*
Posted 11 years agoprepare for a LOONG journal. lolol
I was away at my first anime convention and holy hell.. It didn't even feel real to me.
first of all being home is weird in itself, I haven't talked to hardly any of my friends, here or anything because I would just wake up and get ready and be late for the first panel AND GO.
First thing, I did not go in cosplay, I didn't have money to finish my kigurumi (i'll still finish it tho it's still hella cute)
OKAY LETS DO THIS
So Thursday we picked up my friend, Kalie and immediately when she got to my house "ALRIGHT ANIME TIME" and we watched the rest of SAO, Corpse Party, and part of Kill la Kill, we didn't finish it because I had to dye my hair and pack and ya know get ready because whatever episode we were on we left off at like friday and my mom got home early so we just left. and we had no internet and time to finish it. She has no wifi at her house or Netflix..... so she can't watch new anime unless it's on TV.
FRIDAY: like I said my mom got home early and we packed the car and left in like ten minutes, just way too excited. the two hours it took to get there was probably the longest drive but she drove us to the convention since we left at 4, we got there at 6. there was still 2 hours in the vendors hall, and there wasn't really any events going on that we were sUPER INTERESTED in so we just walked around and got the feel for the place.
this is going to take a LONG time to write and I'm like "I NEED TO CHECK ON MY WEBSITES SO I CAN FOCUS ON THIS" I'm probably going to keep this journal (which if you don't know what I'm talking about, I deleted A LOT of my journals because .. ehh I mean it's good to look back and reflect but I just think in my case I try to hold on to things and I become attached to my past and want to recreate it)
ANYWAY we left at like ....I want to say 10 or around that on Friday, we were bored, vendors closed, people were leaving.
I tried to go to sleep hella early, I'm talking like 11:30-12:30 but my aunt WAS SNORING SO FUCKING LOUD. ALL NIGHT. I couldn't sleep or get comfortable because the bed was too comfortable, I have back issues and when I found my current bed, I learned that I have to have a harder bed, not no soft shit.
I probably passed out around 3:30am and woke up at 7:30am. I had to be awake at 8 but I just sat through a half an hour straight of just snoring. My aunt is a big lady, she doesn't take care of herself, and I told her "aunt shell, I could not sleep at all last night because of your crazy loud snoring" and my mom thought I was just being a bitch to her because you can't help that sort of thing but that's something to seriously consider when sharing a room with 3 other people.
OH I completely forgot to mention that I actually bought a few things friday... I couldn't help myself. I got a collar (FINALLY RIGHT?), and a pair of ears that are so fantastically made, a phone charm (friday)
OKAY ANYWAY SATURDAY. We didn't get ready in time to see Japanese pop culture and Hatsune Miku, which we were okay with because we just didn't know where shit was and we were still really tired, we got there at 9:30am OKAY?
We did a Japanese DIY candy demo, like the hamburger, french fry, soda all that stuff kit made from powder and water? I tried that stuff. And it was actually pretty fantastic.
Then after that we met Ian Sinclair, voice of Space Dandy, director of the english Black Butler. When I say we met, we all just sat in a room with this guy and just talked to him about stuff and his voice acting, life, stuff like that. I did not watch Space Dandy, I haven't seen it yet so I knew absolutely nothing in that panel but he was still so nice and weird in all the good ways? Kalie wanted to see him and stuff.
um, after that we basically followed him to the autographs room and there was this HUGE LINE, like we waited an hour to NOT get his autograph. like there was just too many people. It ended up being okay because the person I wanted to see was next so we just waited in the same line, BY THE WAY SHE'S THE VOICE OF NONON JAKUZURE IN THE ENGLISH DUB AND SAYAKA MIKI IN MADOKA MAGICA. SO I WAS EXCITED.
I sat through THE MOST BORING PANEL IN THE ENTIRE WORLD FOR TWO HOURS.
I LOVE lolita, I wanted to learn about it, so I did, I went to a panel and I learned about it for an hour. But the person who was talking was SO UNGODLY BORING BUT I SAT THROUGH BECAUSE I WANTED TO LEARN GODDAMMIT. Plus after that there was a fashion show of some dresses that this local designer has made so WHY NOT STAY?
but she just went on and on and on. "If you like being spooky and black and white, or just black, or navy blue, gothic lolita is for you, if you like living the dark "Oh I gotta go home and feed my bats" gothic lolita is for you" and she did that for the main styles of lolita. which I knew I liked sweet but I guess I JUST LIKE THEM ALL 8D. The "fashion show" meaning basically this girl showed a few dresses off that lasted literally 10 minutes after the panel started was so awkward. I mean it wasn't a waste of my time, it was just.. long.
OKAY. We had time until the next panel and we just walked around, charged our phones, ate. I knew one of my friends was at the convention, so I was freaking out (it's a person I've talked to on and off and recently I sort of I THINK freaked him out (I told him i liked him a few months ago LOL) and he doesn't really talk to me much anymore) BUT I KNEW HE WAS THERE and I didn't exactly know what would happen, i'm actually reliving the emotion and like it's hard to breathe. I sort of have an I don't want to say hyper imagination but it's definitely active and I day dream a lot and they're always so vivid and give mE FEEEEELS.
ANYWAY so I was like thinking oh god is he going to talk to me or am i going to see him.
Sidenote: I think I got home like an hour or two ago SO I WASN'T KIDDING I AM TRYING TO RELIVE MY ENTIRE EXPERIENCE WITH THE HELP OF MY HANDY DANDY SCHEDULE, because I barely remember. I was so tired this weekend, I feel like the whole thing was a dream
I went to an Everything Ghibli panel which was two hours AND MY BUTT AND LEGS HURT SO BAD. This was at 7 BY THE WAY SO UH 9:30 AM TO 7PM IN CREEPERS (platforms) IS HARDCORE, my feet don't hurt either. it was a really quick, funny panel. They talked a little about Hayao Miyazaki's personal life and the other directors, who names I cannot either pronounce or remember. I learned quite a bit actually.
After that we didn't really do a whole lot but hung out. AND I FRIKIN SAW MY FRIEND.. GUY .. PERSON. and I went into full panic mode, I do this if I see someone I know in public and I haven't seen him seen him in two years at warped tour and it was only like "woah I think I saw you" AND I DID IT AGAIN but I don't have his number now compared to back then. (I actually kick myself because I chose my last ex over this guy AND I'M STILL KICKING MYSELF. UGH MY HEART HURTS)
but he was sitting with this mikasa chick the entire time and he was Eren from AoT so I mean it made sense but damn they must have had a lot to talk about. UM i got handed an empty butter dish, randomly. I HAD A FUCKING PHOTOSHOOT WITH SOME GUY BECAUSE I LOOKED LIKE LUCY FROM ELFIN LIED (I did tho). My cat ears are straight white, and I have pink hair like her but the rest of it was just.. really random BUT I FELT SO BAD BECAUSE A LOT OF PEOPLE THOUGHT I WAS HER AND WANTED A PICTURE, I mean I was honest but still got a picture and a hug HELL YEAH.
I just realized I think I photobombed SO MANY PEOPLE LOL. I'm going through pictures JUST WAITING TO SEE MYSELF. I hope I do.
But umm... I WENT TO MY FIRST RAVE. YES. we got free glow sticks and we put them on our lanyards and swung them around because we couldn't afford the neat stuff. I spent all my money in like 30 hours but I wasn't going to be there much on Sunday so I was cool with it. We walked around until 1:30 in the morning SO LETS DO SOME MATH HERE OKAY? 9:30am to 1:30am THAT IS 16 HOURS OF CON MY FRIENDS, 16 HOURS OF PLATFORM SHOES. it sounds atrocious but my feet really did not hurt, I actually liked walking around. As the night went on I realized that I had laughed and screamed so much that my voice became raspy and very easy to control, so I sounded really young and little to like an angry old man in one minute without hurting myself and I LOVED EVERY THING ABOUT IT. I was like " I WANT TO BE A VOICE ACTOR I COULD SO DO IT" I sound like a preteen boy too when I go deep BUT ONLY WHEN MY VOICE IS LIKE "yeah ok u can do the thing right now" and I walked in circles around that dude and I saw him at the rave and I THINK I HEARD HIM SAY MY NAME AND SAY HI BUT he might have seen me, and waved at someone else. I still waved anyway. OH WELL. When we got to the hotel I passed out almost immediately.
Sunday got up at 9, got ready MISSED ANOTHER FRIKIN PANEL Living in Japan AND THAT ONE SOUNDED NEATO. walked around a little bit, went to the madoka magica panel which was two hours of fun and ALL THE MAGICAL GIRLS EXCEPT ONE SIGNED MY BADGE SO. YEAH. OH and I got a kyubey plush, and two key chains, saturday.
Blue exorcist was playing so we watched that until we left and that was it... that was my experience at my first convention.
I got a lot of compliments, I got scared by some dude saturday night so I'll be on some video I guess.... if you see that then you see my reaction and.. just OH MAN.
I'm really sad it ended, I was feeling "post con depression" saturday night because I knew we would be going in for a few things and leaving. I'm not sure how to really feel about being home, I have some regrets, mostly not taking as many pictures or talking to THAT FUKIN DUDE. I always do that but whatever. I sorta.. feel like crying actually, I'm going through people's pictures and I mISS IT WHY CAN'T I HAVE UNLIMITED MONEY AND FOREVER CONS.
OKAY now the most cosplays I saw:
Homestuck
Marceline
AoT
MLP
some Disney
female Ciel
Kiki from Kiki's delivery service
OH there were furries there, I was extremely surprised. it weirded me out a lot actually
Sailor moon and the sailor scouts
lotta deadpool
CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN WHAT DASHCON IS ALSO? LIKE.. PEOPLE WERE COSPLAYED AS THAT...
there was Kill la Kill cosplayers OBVIOUSLY only 1 person I saw had the boobs and the balls to cosplay Ryuuko and her transformed Senketsu
SO MANY KIRITOS SO LESS ASUNA'S
LOT OF FUCKING DOCTOR WHO STUFF
um i think that's it.
OH WAIT I WENT TO THE PET STORE IN COLUMBUS WHERE YOU GET TO PLAY WITH BB PUPPIES AND I FOUND MY SOUL PUPPY.
that is all now gudnite
Meteor shower
Posted 11 years agoSo last night there was a meteor shower and it peaked around 2-4am
My mom wanted to see them really bad so we all stayed up and drove to a place called Molly Stark.. which was a tuberculosis hospital and I think it was an asylum but more hospital.. (it has asbestos so they don't knock it down) well it closed at 9pm so we didn't go near it we just parked outside of it.
but it was SOO DARK it was so neat seeing all those stars. I feel like I imagined the whole thing it was just too amazing and quiet.
We thought we saw a bunch of smaller meteors farther away and we could have but being up that late, we thought we were seeing things.
There were huge ones with long tails and I screamed when I saw the first one.. which scared everyone because YA KNO...TERRIFYING HOSPITAL LESS THAN 100FT AWAY
we almost got out of the car and laid on the grass but
YA KNO...TERRIFYING HOSPITAL LESS THAN 100FT AWAY
It's not so scary in the day time but it's pretty creepy at night time.
We left at about 3:30 and I WAS SO FRIGIN TIRED BUT IT WAS SO WORTH IT.25 journals skipped
