Not gonna put too many names out there but one of my family named Jeff died the other day... jumped into a shallow bit of water....headfirst cause he didnt know it was shallow... broke his nose and the bone went into his brain... pretty torn up atm....

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4735173/

 buizelfan613 .... im so sorry. not that you believe me... but i am.

Please do it soon, as i am going to be moving soon, The 3rd or the 4th, and dont wanna be left without emergency funds.

https://youtu.be/O3Nc4iR7rGA


Been listening to this for 3 days

I managed to catch it while it was open for reg, anyone else got one? Its awkward to run around my myself... >.<

People make me laugh sometimes

UNFORTUNATELY most of what i got of her is mature... i decided to make femzeus a real character... but im having trouble deciding upon a name.... any suggestions would be appreciated...


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10534921/ mature
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10158844/ mature
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9751611/ clean.




NEVERMIND, ITS BEEN DECIDED, SCARLET IT IS

I hurt... bad...

I know this might upset some people, as their views exist as you should pay expensively for such a thing, as well as other reasons, but in either way. I am quite.... naturally moneyless, i recently even took a 2nd shift within the company i work for.

Soooooo anyone know anyone who can?

Ive 3 (maybe 4 if i make femzeus a real character) characters in which my max payment is 50 dollars, unfortunately thats all i have this month...

Is it too long? I mean, the person i commished is one hell of an artist, and someone i respect, but still... Not wanting to bash either, and anyone who does as a result from my journal i will not take kindly to it, but has anyone else had time constraint issues from  naoma-hiru ?

stream Naruto: Ultimate Ninja 3?

Yes, As it is said in the title, i want to go to a furmeet, but money is really tight. So I'll take coloring commissions.

$5 gets the best that i can do, i can try to shade, but cant promise how well it will turn out.
Even if you cant commission me, please help by spreading the word
Heres an example of one of my better pieces http://ilumeojiradan.deviantart.com.....sion-317031280

http://www.livestream.com/zeusgamo


Spread the word if you wish :P

I have a habit of eating ramen as is, like... the packaged ramen which has the seasoning in a separate packet? ill just eat the dried noodled as is lol. Tastes good :D

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4479589/

https://www.livestream.com/zeusgamo

http://www.livestream.com/zeusgamo

And its gonna suck.

Its so hard to have moments like these and be so far away. And im only further from getting closer than ever before I just want to cry every time i think of it. My chest physically hurts now when i think of how far he is away, his parents told him he cant come to texas, and i cant due to money problems (i'd have to rent a hotel or something whilst my mom said he could stay in our house while he was here) I cant even give him a hug, a kiss, a gift, ANYTHING AT FUCKING ALL...........


Shit now i AM crying.

Well... its seems the 10th month is here
Your voice I've yet to hear
Sick of the distance between us, the miles hurt
Every time i mention or think of it, it feels like i just ate dirt
My chest, its killing me literally, the stress kills
I wish you were just over these few hills
I write this as I cry
I've done everything i can try
all i can ask myself is...
why...why....why

Im sure you've been asked this before... but if you could become your fursona and it was socially acceptable to be as such... would you give up your humanity to be such a person?

If you do you are still fertile, still as intelligent as you were before, the only thing that changes are your looks, organs and the such.

Call me emotional but i started crying when i was writing this... i want this so bad... to be with him.


Sometimes i dont ever wanna wake up
I dream of you, forget the distance, yup
You are in my arms, looking up at me with love in your eyes
With that shine that is akin to fireflies

I'd like to make myself believe that you are just right outside my door
Yet, when i open it up, there is nothing there but air
And when i lay my head down to sleep, i yearn to dream of you more
And I yearn to be right next to you, just right there.

If you showed up on my door, my family would think me rude,
but i'd just stand there and stare
My heart would swell with love and i'd cry
And give you a hug and kiss with a sigh

It was in the beginning a sign



That you'd forever be mine