Now that it has worn off, the illusion chain
Once again I feel like myself again
In the air, you had me bound
Once again my feet hit the ground

I turn up my face to meet the rain
Each drop, spikes of pain
That remind me of what you did,
but i cant find a place to hide
From your voice which is so snide

And yet still, i cant allow myself to stand by while you die
As i bandage your wounds you look me in the eye
I gotta bury the feelings, bury them deep
As you close your eyes and go to sleep.

I need to purchase a dual core processor for my laptop, this one here

http://www.ebay.com/itm/Intel-Pentium-Dual-Core-T3400-SLB3P-2-16GHz-667MHz-1MB-Socket-P-CPU-Laptop-/121041269041?pt=CPUs&hash=item1c2e9f3131


im STILL using a singlecore so... i need this upgrade bad

I was just informed im not allowed to eat the food i just bought for everyone. Fuck my family.

As far as im concerned i have no family. I need out of here. But its impossible. I dont have a ride for a job. Yet she wants me out of the house.


Fuck my life.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4148667/ Go....nouw...

I used an old comps parts to fix mine

YAY

My computers charger port just burned out. I dont have the cash to replace the thing either...

If you want to donate, its up there, but im sure that it isnt gonna happen....

*laughs* nothings gonna happen
The Mayan calender didnt count leap years. Technically we are in 2020 or something if we didnt have them.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4134174/

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4130585/ :3

but on other notes... ive been so depressed.... its even affecting my relationship with  buizelfan613

And it hurts. so bad

I'm gonna wish I had a storm warning
I'm gonna wish I had a sign
I'm gonna wish I had a little heads up
Little lee-way, little more time
Some kind of radar system
Locked in on love
I got a feeling by the time the night finds the morning
I'm gonna wish I had a storm warning


Points if you know where this is from

I am an admin on one... im curious if anyone would like to join... Its a closed slot kind of thing so it might help if i know you. :3

So yeah...

When i woke up about 20 minutes ago i had a random itch to write. I grabbed a pen and a spiral, closed my eyes and my fingers just started moving... this is what came up... it sounds more like a song that just a freewrite...

In my soul what used to satisfy
Mearly now can pacify
If you dare to wade through the madness
You will only find confusion and sadness

Make your move
Make your stand
Feel that blood on your hand?

That is yours
As you die
I know i cannot cry.

My heart is filled with sorrow
Lets just dredge through tomorrow

As I am falling
Your life is calling.

As i life my life, It makes me stronger
But it also adds to the hunger.

Ive tried to save the lifes
In hopes that the end will judge me nice.
But now?

Make your move
Make your stand
Feel the blood on your hand?

That is yours
As you die
I know I can never cry

You've written the script for your own demise
Its time to act out those very lines.

I once had friends with lots of pride
Then suddenly life was denied.





WTF WAS I DREAMING OF?!

The graphics were epic but the story mode sucked. The controls sucked and the stamina system was worse.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4030911/


Ferals only

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4071999

Yerp

https://youtu.be/3wTWWjYTe1I Start at 1 minute 4 seconds :)

Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
What creates my own madness

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4048789/


go... now

Don't wanna be an American idiot.
Don't want a nation under the new media
And can you hear the sound of hysteria?
The subliminal mind fuck America.

Don't want to be an American idiot.
One nation controlled by the media.
Information age of hysteria.
It's calling out to idiot America.


Mind you i live here and i think this song has America quite pinned.

Ask anything you want, pervy or otherwise ^_^

Im planning on creating a shark sona... but i need a free base of some sort to help me visualize him... can anyone help me?

Im planning to move to New York within a few months and would need a place to stay until i can get a job. I'd be able to pay a bit of rent as well as do things around the house/apartment if needed. Can anyone help me out?