Its 3:15 am and i am fucking hungry >.<

I have photographic memory (most of the time)

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3755592/


mind you this one is adult.

Just something random ^_^ On the 23rd will be my 3rd month of my relationship with  buizelfan613


And in one month 3 days i will be 19! Sept 17th for those who care :P


aaaaaaaaaaaaand thats all!

You are the one


When i felt like my body and soul have been marked
You pulled me from the dark
You are the one

No matter if i be healthy or ill
You are there for me still
You are the one

You saw the real me, you helped my soul mend
We will be together until the very end
You are the one

I know what I believe inside
I know who is on my mind
You are the one

No matter what, we will be together no matter what we go through
You love me, I love you
You are the one.


 buizelfan613

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3741681/

need i say more?

Ugh... curse my friend for this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVo1pyJ_BQ0

Kaito from Vocaloid >.<

Ive been up for 39 hours now... i need sleep... in the meantime i might as well repost this journal....


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3729406/

Wow... thanks all of you....


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8582818/

post here ^_^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3727970/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3724050/

There is no one else...




You make my world light up with your smile

You words make the wait worth the while

There is no one else...


You say you dont know why i love you

Is it really that hard to see why, since you love me too?

There is no one else...


I cannot wait until i can hold you in my arms

Do i really have these charms?

There is no one else...



I cannot wait to look into your eyes and say

This moment will last far longer than today

There is no one else...


One day we will be together forever

And we will succeed as most of what we endeavour

There is no one else...





There is no one else... but you.


Love you  buizelfan613

Who here has skype? ^_^

Enter here if you want to try to win it http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3703244/

First of all.... 2 month anniversary last week with  buizelfan613 ^_^

Two... ive been looking through my gallery... im shocked with my progress... its just awesome how i went from crappy eyes... to what i make/colour now!

9/17... a very special day to me... my Birthday :D i will be 19 and am excited to see what happens for me ^_^

I am taking commissions for 7 bucks to colour line arts :D so yeah.....

 NaomasDarkSide is in urgent need... there is a medical bill that needs to be taken care of...

Please pass on a commission if you can. Naoma is a good person and needs some help.

If you can help her... here is a better description to her situation and commission journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3662724/

Thank you for taking the time to read this!

Sorry if this strikes anyone's nerves... but i would like to hear how people rationalize the world ending this year... i dont see how just because the Mayan Calender ends this year that people say the world will end... no one can see the future for sure.

I heard a country song that made me flash back hard... long ago when i was in middleschool i was told that i would amount to nothing... i wrote a bit of a rhyme... and a song is so damn close to it...

How do you like me now,
Now that I'm on my way?
Do you still think I'm crazy
Standing here today?
I couldnt make you like me
But i always dreamed about saying this to your face yeah
How do you like me now?

The song i heard had this for the lyrics...


How do you like me now,
Now that I'm on my way?
Do you still think I'm crazy
Standin here today?
I couldnt make you love me
But I always dreamed about living in your radio
How do you like me now?


Small world huh?

Last night at midnight exactly one of my best friends of 8 years... committed suicide... ive already unloaded my own weapons incase i try to do something stupid myself... what sucks is that my family isnt as supportive as i thought they would be... and instead are well... not refusing to talk to me... but they certainly arnt helping... and instead i have turned my path towards the wonderful world of....skype.... What really tears me up is that he tried to call me... yet my phone was dead... he fucking...

Thats perhaps the one that is killing me the most... if only i had charged my phone...

"(name here )Gives you a huge hug and offers you a shoulder to cry on

[3:51:27 AM] (name here): I know you wish you could go back in time and charge your phone so you didnt miss that call. I understand how much its tearing you up. I personally have lost a friend to suicide but i didnt really know them that well.

[3:51:58 AM] (name here): Things happen, and you cant change whats in the past. Remember him for who he was. How awesome he was. How bad ass he was.

[3:52:38 AM] (name here): I love you bro. If you ever need someone to talk to, please dont hesitate to call or send me a msg. Please.

[3:52:47 AM] (name here) gives you another hug


This is the conversation that my friend sent me.... I do have people that care about me... so i must persevere... but...

is it bad that i cant seem to cry over death anymore? All my tears dried up long ago...

 buizelfan613 ohhhh bui... where do i begin...

First off... i cant wait to end up holding him in my arms eventually... CURSE THE DISTANCE OF TEXAS AND WHERE
HE LIVES....

*sigh* anyways

hes such a sweet guy... hes like the perfect compliment to me... and the best part is... he enjoys my retarded voices i do randomly....

i love him so much its insane... i dont mean to get all mushy and shit... i really dont... but ... FHSDUFHSDUIHFU I CANT STOP MYSELF!

LOVE YOU BUI!

YEP!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3628403/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3629333/


This person needs extra characters in their comic...
see if you get accepted!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8343952

Need i say more? :D

VIRGINITY... no just kidding...

 MyLoveless is giving away a free adult art...

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3546665/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3604628/ basically as it says above.... how can you resist?

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3603321

come enter... males only though