I admit it I am a bit proud and so don't like asking for help but I have hit rock bottom and need all the help I can get so after all my bills were paid I forgot about rent and school fees landlord is a friend and I have a bit more time please my friends I need to raise over 600 for both combined im lucky for my cheep rent but my school fees are the killer if I ddont pay those I can't work and im a school employee so I need to pay please anyone help any little bit helps pm me and I will send you my email for PayPal

Xoxoxo
My friends
QB

im gunna go die now i feel old ick dont really want anything .. other then a dog but i wont get one

check out this raffle
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4643990/

check it out its a egg adopt raffle https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10590722/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4565659/ <--go here they are realy good and are doing a free raffle ^_^

omg check thiso ut its sooo cool and they are soo fliping cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4611911/

aged by ash-pup ash-pup

If you want for me to do the following seven things to you... comment below! :3

Comment here and I will...

1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 10 seconds.
2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you my first memory of you.
4) Ask you a question.
5) Tell you something I like about you.
6) Tell you the object that is in front of me.
7) Dare you to do this yourself in your own journal!

Check it out ^_^
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4585534/

check this out sounds fun
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4520734/

1. What is your natural hair color?
looks brown or black but if you bleach it im a copper penny redhead

2. Where was your ID pic taken?
lol i dont think i have one

3. What's your middle name?
middle name in real is Rene'e

4. Your current relationship status?
.. i dont feel like figuring out how to explain this one

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
No one of those i think of you like family things W/E

6. What is your current mood?
meh..indifferent

7. What's the color of your underwear?
i am currently wearing white panties with blue bubbles on them

8. What is one thing that makes you happy?
Talking to my big brother

9. Who was the last person you cuddled with?
noone

10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
i would mostly smack myself in the past and change my own past

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day?
any form or canine thats of avarge size or large

12. Ever had a near death experience?
Yes multiple cars and drownings and such drowning was when i was little my father saved me cars might as well almost be daily i guess im invisible to them

13. Something you do a lot?
draw ,paly xbox and computer

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
"My World SR-71"

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
from my friend  aerospacerocks840

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
the crazy person i live with -.-

17. When was the last time you cried?
maybe about a moth or so ago. i dont remember

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
yes in high school and now in collage

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
flight via wings on my back or psychokinetic powers maybe like Zettai Karen Children The Unlimited's Hyoubu Kyousuke

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
body language

21. What's your biggest secret?
.... i dont think i have one.....hmmm

22. What's your favorite color?
fave color is purple fave combo is purple with green or yellow or orange

23. When was the last time you lied?
umm today i geuss

24. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
yes i do

25. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
water and not eating

26. What's your favorite smell?
...apple cider anything with apples and cinnimon

27. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
cruel

28. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
ummm... monday i think..

29. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
no .. i wish

30. What are you thinking about right now?
family and my sketchbook

31. What should you be doing?
sleeping

32. What was the last thing that made you upset?
thats hard happened at same time my grandpa died and someone extremely close to me vanished for a while from my life when i needed him

33. Do you like working in the yard?
if i had one i might

34. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
if i had to take a new name i would want something cool or sexy to name a few i think are nice Lebeau, Thibodeaux, Cole, Pond (ok yes i liked those guys in doctor who they had a nice name)

35. Name 5 things in your closet:
ummmmmm..bags of launddry, art supplys, Roy and Bondage Bunny(oh hush i can name my plushies what i wanna) and some books

36. Do you act different around your crush?
hmmmm i dont think so in fact i may be more me with my crush then i am wish anyone else in my life

37. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?
last night with bamboo my blue panda plush made from bamboo fibers

38. How many times do you take a shower a week?
hmmm i am told i shower to much by the people i live with but its the only way i can brush my hair -.- african locks hmmmso i geuss like 5 or 6 times a week

39. Do you brush your teeth everyday?
yes i do morning and a night and i use mouthwash morning and night too

40. Have you ever said something stupid in front of your crush?
oh god i hope not but since its me i more then like ly have multiple times

41. Have you ever watched a hockey game?
not really

42. Do you lie about your age?
of course every time i take city transit its cheeper sides everyone thinks i look like a teen so why not ;P

43. Ever been jealous about something stupid?
oh yeah but i think we all do at some point

44. Do you pick your nose?
when i was little my nostrils to small now heck it hurts for the stupid doctor to put his weird checky thingy up there

45. What's the one food you hate?
Leeks and avacodos! gross

46. What's the one junk food you cant live without?
pizza and peanutbutter

47. How old were you when you found out Santa was fake?
SHUT UP SANTAS REAL!

48. Have you ever blown your nose and looked inside the napkin?
yeah i think we all do

49. Describe your favorite underwear you have?
i dont think i have favorite underwear

50. Did you lie in any of these questions?
nope

ok so i am thinking of starting some adoptables to sell both here and on FA what im asking is two questions
first what do you guys like as adoptables
second ideas on priceing both points and money because they will be sold for both
kk love you all coment or note me what you think
xoxoxoxo
love always
QBTeazerkitt

my little bro and his wife just had a baby named James OOOOOOOO ! im so exited im going to spoil that kid rotten james meet your nutty artist Aunty lol omg im so happy and proud of him i litteraly dont know what to do i feel happy and old and just ever so slightly sad for my own reasons but i could never be prouder of my little bro happy Birthday James we love you!

thinking alot on how many people i know are getting wed and having baby's.....makes me think alot...passage of time and all...watching people i know pass through life have the guy ask them on bended knee... then start a family.. watching friends and family get older or pass on.. sometimes its like sitting in a park while everything is going on around you .. only its people you know not strangers.. just thinking

its  cloudmonkey 's birthday today everyone with him a good birthday for me!

i dont know in all honesty how much more i can take i want this year to stop i want my Big Brother to talk to me i want my grandparents not to be dead and i want to not be living in a house with a mad woman....if i could talk to my big brother again it might help...thoughts going threw my head of just leting myself waist away because im so tired of it all... *sigh* i know emo QB but i dunno anymore....im just going threw the motions of life i think ... -.-...oh and yeah everyones pics are done if anyone cares...ill upload them when i can...
xoxoxo
Love Always
QB

artraffle by  Lilly_Corthaine people should enter it i looks very interesting

in 1 year i have now had to bury my 2 favorite grandparents sorry i will get back to the requests as soon as possible i have 2 of the first ones almost done thanks for your patance

ok i need some help getting my mind off of sad very awful depressing things ,so i am making myself take 6 art requests! yea! and ill do my best on them for my FA Family 6 slots are open just post here or pm me with the details ok?
thank you

1 TheMalodorousMephit a ferret playing with a ball.
2 wolfywetfurrTrinity and Wolfy being romantic
3  artguy a werebat having a fight with a vamp over who gets the last blood pack from the fridge
4 shuni baby/young panda doing a back roll Like mid roll, with her legs over her head
5
6

putting down my last pet rat we tried everything and i thank everyone that gave advice because it may have been what kept her alive longer... well i may not be on for a while so im sorry things are pileing up mentally and emotionally and physically...(looks at room and the homework piles) and with putting my pet Cora down... im going to be a wreak with noone to turn too ...thanks for your help
xoxoxo
Love Always
QB

sometimes that bridge and that ledge just look really enviteing....i just lost the clostest person to me in my life he cut all ties he was my closest friend in the world and my brother i knew him for 9 maybe 10 years now i dont know how to convay how much this person ment to me and he has left me all because a stupid idiot wont leve him alone... i dont know why he wouldent just block the guy but now that guy has ruined my life and my happyness and quite honestly i dont think i can ever ever recover i hope that guy who long ago was a friend then i blocked him for his crazyness understands how he has pretty much just killed me he drove my brother so far over the edge he wont come back....i hate him...and i wish i could tell my brother that he should just come back and block him but i cant my own brother wont talk to me anymore!... this is why the golden gate can look very very inviteing sometimes.... i will wait but i dont think my brother cares about me anymore ...maybe he hates me.. i dont know.. al i know is i love him and miss him and really wish he would come back....in the meentime.. ill keep looking at that bridge and vizualize..because i have neither the guts nor the cowerdice to end my own life ...

i had the greatest day ever!!! haha i woke up had a job interview for a pizza place then i whent to get pumpkins for pie and carveing and the seeds hahah i got lost in a corn maze and spooked like crazy in a haunted house to the point of somehow comeing out the entrance running away hahah it was great ^_^ i had the greatest time
Love Always
QB

friend is doing an art raffle come check it out ^_^ http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3889573/

haha im so happy this class that has been giving me nothing but stress is over on monday!! Yea!!!!! its only a half semester class but that teacher was driveing me up a wall so cool tho because my final will be pretty easy ^_^ yea i just need to know alot of stupid french terms ^_^ and my french sucketh hardith so time for me to stop dilly dallying and get studying love ya all
xoxoxoxo
Love Always
QB

check out this fur's Raffle ^_^
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3860317/

i had a dream that i was sitting in a parking lot on a little island thing covered in my own piss and being slowly electrocuted to death by some strange lady... but i wasnt fighting back i just was letting her kill me because i dodint care anymore...weird huh?