hahaha its my partty and ill do school all day if i have too hahaha -.- yeah i know lame but i wake up shortly to doing school all day on my birthday >.< LAME SAUCE!!!! hahaha well maybe someone will be nice to me ^_^ wish me luck i wonder if anyone will give me a gift
^_^

My birthday is coming up shortly and i thought i should tell everyone to see if anyone ill wanna do anything for the Qb ^_^ birthday wishes and everything is welcome when it rolls around since i wont really be having a family birthday my FA family can know about it ^_^ hehe eager to see what happens and who actually pays attention to my journals ^_^

xoxoxoxoxoxo my FA Family

ok so i have been stressin about alot of things and sad and depressed yeah blah blah so the current stress of the night is the comp freeking out so running around and throwing things to find my flashdrive i toss away a blanket and some papers and under them is a bottle lol yeah i own three 1 green one purple and one clear something odd happend and i picked it up and right away had the thought have a bottle it will chill you out a friend was in the room too and told me to take a chill pill so not really thinking i made myself a bottle... i have allways loved baby things the toys the clothes and everything are allways something im drawn too so now i am sitting typeing this and haveing a warm bottle it feels a little weird but lol i have defenitly started calming down how funny haha i mean i have had a binky before we made raver necklaces with them on it so yeah but i am likeing this bottle idea... hehe Qb is haveing a bottle thought my friends would find that fun and amuseing now im like my sis she does the same thing sometimes ^_^

1.) If your fursona had to be a primate it'd be: Squirrel Monkey
2.) If your fursona had to be a feline, it'd be: Jaguarundi
3.) If your fursona had to be a canine, it'd be: if a spacific type or breed a African wild dog or Jack Russel.. if not lol what she already is a mutt (husky, wolf, jack Russel mix with some african wild dog descent way back)
4.) If your fursona had to be a hoofed animal, it'd be: Pygmy Mountain Goat
5.) If your fursona had to be a rodent, it'd be: Patagonian Mara
6.) If your fursona had to be reptile, it'd be: Bearded Dragon
7.) If your fursona had to be a marsupial, it'd be: Grey Kangaroo
8.) If your fursona had to be a fish, it'd be: if it has to be a fish a manta ray if just something water dwelling a Orca
9.) If your fursona had to be an amphibian, it'd be: Red-bellied Newt
10.) If your fursona had to be an avian/bird, it'd be a:Peregrine Falcon
11.) If your fursona had to be a creepy crawly, it'd be: Black Dragonfly
12.) If your fursona had to be a hybrid, it'd be: she kinda is one buuuut...picking from the animals that i like i think some sort of cat ,bear canine and monkey hybrid
13.) If your fursona had to be a mythical creature, it'd be: ...o.0..she kinda is one but umm ok... Akhlut
14.) If your fursona had to be a Pokemon, it'd be:Eevee
15.) If your fursona had to be a plant, it'd be: Japanese Iris

My Rat Cora seems to have tumors i am afraid i may have to end up putting her down . she has like 4 or five and so far what i have read has not been incorageing, she has two near her back legs and 2 near the throat under her front legs reason i say maybe 1 more is because one of the lower ones looks like it might be 2 that have fused together or something its weird looking.. first advice i was told, to wait and see because they might go away and they did for all of a week, now they are back and bigger and seem to be growing! and at a steady rate! i live in sonoma county CA and some friends told me its almost 200$ per tumor to get them removed.
i love my little Ratface greatly but honestly being a collage art student i dont think i cant do it if its that much!...
one of my first rats had a tumor and it got huge we had to put her down and the vet said if we had waited much longer it could have potentially exploded now Cora's are no where near that big but can yall see why i am freeking out now!?
please i need advice also does anyone know if that price estimate was near truth?
also what do you my friends reccomend i am open to any and all advice.
this is Cora if you dont remember
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4813810/

Please help us...

my grandma died one year ago today....didn't not know its been that long... been trying to ignore it or pretend it didn't happen or it was a bad dream... really did not want her to die we were pretty close ...miss you grandma.. wish i could talk to you again..*sigh* i hate death...its stupid...ahh i need to think...i wish i could talk to my Big Brother but he is busy and its late... *sigh*

ok who on earth steals a Sketchbook that is very clearly not theirs -.- how lame.. well i will be getting a new one and hopefully none takes it while my back is turned while making a coffee! fail! whoever did that super Fail! i hope you live with a guilty spirit now lol ok no serious that was mean and wrong and just weird i had things i was working on as well as new Char refs so that was a mean thing to do well w/e i hope you can bring yourself to turn it back in to the SRJC lost and found so i can get it back thats...
very frustrateing

omg everyone that can watch natgeo wild needs to see that show its so weird... and i love the Dj badgers.. cant get enough dj badgers!!!! animals say the wildest things badgers!! i love them ^_^

today,

has bin bad from start to finish, woke to a bf freeking cuz he couldnt find library books ,then i screw up breakfast ,then on the way to mall i saw an Oreo(my old bunny)clone, then i find that the store with all the sales just stopped carrying my fave shoe, then i must pay for water( i am parched and roasting in the heat), then i find shoes in another store but to high of price, then i check my account and apparently orders just went in and i am broke..ask the bf he says he doesn't want to pay for them shoes because they are to much, so we turn around and walk home, on the way helping a drunk crazy person that cant figure out how to make his cart move..who then makes us take a new route so we dont have to deal with him again..i get home very much upset and call my mom to see if we can hang out tomorrow, good news we can, bad news my grandpa has cancer, ok so to blow off some upset i try to cook and feed the cats,... cats wont shut up! and the cat food gets all over me, then i set stuff aside because my bean soup is burning something plastic! then it overflows!!.. and we switch it to 2 smaller pots while we clean the stove.. i decide soup wont be ready in time for late lunch so i make Qinua noodles with butter and cheese, the sauce comes out grainy and awful so i dont get good food, next i make 2 types of brownies 1 gluten free one gluten, gluten free batter messes up my electric beater, getting the weird putty substance in the workings , then the gluten brownies explode all over my chest and pants twice! once wet once dry in the bag,

but we get both made and i remember cat food, its now dark so i go grab my flashlight and no kidding it explodes in my hands. so now peaces on the floor covered in brownie and now smelly cat food i am searching in the dark for the bf's flashlight (thats black), find it after getting even more cat food everywhere and go outside to try to feed the stupid new black cat that then acts like i am evil or something and wont come eat. i walk to her and she meows and purrs and rubs like a cat, then goes to eat and i notice now that not only is she covered in scabs, she seemed to have vomited as well recently. i feed her and just want to go to the bathroom and then relax with a brownie and milk.. and low and behold sharons stupid greybrown tabby is in the tub with his large paw on the tail of a baby rat!.. that has decided moving is bad but trembling is not avoidable. so we kick strider out and save the baby rat i then get my new brownie mix brownie and a milk, and the brownie tastes awful! and the milk is sour! so instead ok computer no it crashes thrice before i can post this today is just crap!

also just took a look at my stivia plant.. its dieing! can nothing be good today! oh and i still have my truckload of homework!!!!!!!!!

been feeling sad and depressed lately but i am trying hard to stop..lots of bad things happening lately...and..i have had these songs playing in my head for almost 2 and a half weeks now so i was figuring maybe if i posted them they would go away..

Need You Now-Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

Etta James - All I Could Do Was Cry

I heard church bells ring
I heard a choir singing
I saw my love walk down the aisle
on her finger he placed a ring

Ohhhh oh

I saw them holding hands
She was standing there with my man
I heard them promise
Til death do us part
Each word
Was a pain
In my heart

Chorus :
All i could do was cry
All i could do was cry
I was losing the man that i love
and all i could do was cry

And now the wedding is over
Rice, rice has been thrown over their heads
For them life has just begun
but mine is ending

Ohh

All i could do was cry
All i could do was cry
I was losing the man that i love
and all i could do was cry


so there they are... maybe now they will stop playing on loop in my head

if anyone cares......or reads this....ill be ok...eventualy

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:17368177
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:17368177
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:17368177

take a look here see if there is any way you can help please this puppy needs a home fast

[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and brings it back
[x] you yipe/yowl when hurt
Total: 7

[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 12

[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[x] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[x] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 18

[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[x] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[x] you meow/bark/wine when you see something you want
Total: 22

[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[x] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 28

[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[x] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 34

[x] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to your self as an animal
[x] your username has something to do with animals
[x] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 40

[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[x] you used to or currently like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Final Total: 47
47/51=92.15%

woot i am very furry lol

Ok i am SOOO sick of walking into the bathroom and smelling crap only to open a stall and find out someones butt exploded onto the toilet and walls and floor or to walk into a bathroom and find crap smeared on the seat or urine everywhere!! as well as freaking nasty butt grease so this goes for everyone at home and in the stalls since you seem to not have been potty trained i am hoping you can read cuz here is your lesson

Potty Training 101

1: when you walk into the bathroom or stall always CLOSE AND LOCK THE DOOR!! noone wants to walk in and see ya playin with yourself or see your smelly un wiped butt because you were so incompetent you cant CLOSE AND LOCK a door

2: After you have been so kind as to close and lock the door for people please grab a seat guard and put it ON THE TOILET if you are in a public place or place toilet paper around the rim, if not in a public bathroom the above still can imply if you dont like someones dirty toilet and bathroom that should be washed and cleaned completely at LEAST two times a week.

3: Next you sit down ON THE TOILET not on the edge or the tip on th middle . your buttocks must be completely surrounded by toilet seat . if anything sitting just A LITTLE bit back would be better

4: after you have done your business you wipe with wads of toilet paper UNTIL THEY COME BACK CLEAN!! yes you got to look at the crap in the toilet paper and yes it is nasty and yes its alot of toilet paper just be glad you dont have to eat it. Its good hygiene people GET IT!?

5: after you have remembered to place your paper in the toilet NOT on the ceiling or wall and girls your monthlies things go IN THE TRASH CAN!. next you turn round yest you must look at your to do's AGAIN examine your seat put what you must in the toilet AND FLUSH! then check you didnt leave any drops of pee or but grease or blood or poo on your seat

6: wipe your seat with a small wad of toilet paper very well and COMPLETELY!! even the little part of the bowl that sticks out in front.

7: last open your door walk out and wash your hands VERY WELL WITH SOAP!

8: now you can leave and feel happy you left a clean bathroom toilet for all of us ^_^

next rant will be on bathroom cleaning!!

hey everyone sorry nothing new up lol nothing is new on my DA account eather and that is because i am lazy and oh there is the school and looking for a job thing lol so yeah i have some linearts mostly of Quickbite my fursona and of a few other Oc's but i just havent scaned them ..because.. anyone?... lol im lazy and am doing alot of school i hade to write a essay and put it off till just like a hour ago so i wrote a essay in a hour now i have to proofread it and omg do i suck horrid at writeing -.- sadly this is why i am in english tho cuz i wanna get into creative writeing class but no worries i promise i will at least scan one thing tomorrow for you i havent stoped drawing and doodleing i just stoped scanning lol