Because your moaning and moping about where my whereabouts remain. Here is my new account;
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/s1gh/

Not linking anyone. Sorry!

Not for free of course. But for a chibi? I have a example in my gallery somewhere. Please? ; 3 ;
Like an art trade or something?

I went doctors to have my daily check up on my heath problem and the doctors said with fear my life is at risk. Counting from when it happened when I was young, it's made me weak and hard for me to fight it off and cope. But he couldn't even pin-point what is wrong with me. I'm scared now, I'm shaking so bad now. I've also found out about a problem, I never knew about; it's Craniosynostosis. My body is breaking up and I can't keep fighting anymore, according to the doctor. This isn't been dramatic, it's all 100% true. I don't know what to do, I cry all the time knowing what's going to happen. But I'm not gone, yet. I'll keep fighting strong and enjoy my life for now.

^ Nuff said.

Because I feel that way ALL the time when talking to someone who discussion with someone through notes. I feel like, when I speak to them over and over again when they don't reply I think it's my fault/I'm being annoying. ; o ; I can't help but think it's me. PARANOID. But, really, comment and tell me what you think of me.

I'm not being over dramatic, but I am really feeling like my body is going to give up on me soon. Ever since I was a baby, my body collapses on me every once in a while, it has happened to me when I was just a few months old, the doctor was worried and confirmed, when it happened when I was little he thought I wouldn't of made it because I was so young at the time. But, as I said, it's always happened since then. He's gotten worse over the years, and it scares me but my mother the most. It's not a sickness, but, it feels like one;

My whole body goes numb.
My temperature drops down to icy cold. (Not even wearing a random amount of jumpers and blankets help.)
My nose runs really bad.
My cough gets so bad that I struggle to breath.
I have a stabbing pain in my chest around my heart area.
My hands shake really rapidly like I'm having a fit.
My eyes sting so bad that I am crying every few minutes.
I can't eat or drink anything. And I know I have too, my doctor wants me to eat to produce energy for myself.
My head throbs so bad, it causes me to pass out from the pain.
And I can't stop sleeping from wearing out so quick.
I can't breath.
And I vomit.

I know, this may sound really dramatic, but it's not funny. This has been going on since I was a child and I want to it to stop. The doctor himself doesn't know what causes this, it's not stress because I've hadn't had any stress recently. I'm actually scared including my own mother. But I also want to get some art I owe including the art trade I want to do with xxg.u.nxx so bad, I'm kicking myself so bad to get this done even though this is going on at the same time. Please don't be mad, I'll get it done as soon as your part is done! (I hate doing my part first in case I don't get their part done, sorry. ; 3 ;) Am I over working myself?

Follow me here! http://beebeebumblebee.tumblr.com/

Since FA is strict about only allowing each user to post 3 pictures of themselves. I set up a Tumblr to use for personal use; posting pictures of myself and other various objects I have to show. So don't be afraid to follow me and be sure to ask some questions!

Just has I was starting to have a lovely day, being happy. It back fires and returns with such bad news that has put me him complete tears.

So, I received a message from a friend member from DA informing me that my DA account Tweegee was hacked and now that person is posting porn art trying to get me banned soon. But the only thing that shocked me, that that person was my ex. Getting his own back on me from dumping him!

I've lost all my good friends on there. I don't know how to provide enough proof to the DA STAFF that I'm not the hacker and my account has been hacked! Because I know I can't; my password as been changed as well as the e-mail address it self!

I'm full of such anger and sadness. Oh god. I don't know what to do at this stage.
Some advice please?

I'm feeling, love sick. For a while now, I've been feeling the painful strike that love gives you when you see couples and you don't have that special someone. I want to find my one and true love, a man I can trust, who will hold me and be there for me no matter what.

I want to feel that I can trust that man, and assure myself that I can trust him in return. I have so much difficulty finding "him" because I've suffered so many heart breaks in the past from the same typical reasons;
1. Either I never allow them to take my virginity away and they leave.
2. I don't want to get too close to them in-case they're not what they seem.
3. Too pervy talk. (I hate those types.)
4. Abusive. (I've been hit a couple of times)
5. I have male best friends and they in return, get jealous.

I just feel my soul mate is out there still and I am continuing to search for him and won't stop.
And I hope he'll find me too.

I feel so left out and sick for love.

I know I am spamming my watchers with outfits for Misha. But, those are for keep safe reasons for her up coming new reference on the way. But before I start to make that, I still need to maker her; Summer, Winter, Autumn, Spring, outfits. So suggestions will be helpful! Because I'm running out of ideas now. Don't be afraid to comment with an idea!
There are a few rules:
1). No scene outfits.
2.). Nothing boyish/tomboy related.
3.) She only wears cute/pink stuff. Such as lolita (angelic pretty, ect)

So please help me out here!

Because I'm getting tired and sick of posting the same pictures of myself on line, there's no need too. So to make it easier for myself and so you can catch up daily, I'll link you to my MYB(My Year Book) account.

I'm going to limit it, and pick a few people to access it. If you would like the link, comment here, and I'll note you.

I never really intended to abandon this place, I've been so busy with college and personal problems that FA was kicked out of my memory storage. But, I'll change that, I'll start posting things I promised in the past but the photos have to wait, I currently got a new laptop, but I need to switch the hard-drives to prevent loosing my loved pictures/photos. Ehhhhh... I don't know what else to say really, besides I have new hair and hope to have to a posting frenzy soon! Be alert, it could happen any time soon! XD

A simple headers up for this 'photography' account I have here on FA. A lot of my photos I will be posting in the near future are going to be old ones, I have stored away in my files on my laptop. Since I dyed my hair, I won't be posting any pictures for a while until I have enough money to repair my phone and camera. Which is a drag, part time job here I come and hunt you down! XD So don't get puzzled if my hair style looks different compared to other's because some are old back to when my hair was long and some are new here my hair is cut. But since my hair started growing quickly again, I think I'm going to consider those pictures oldies for now.

I'm listing here some websites I'm available on, and somewhat more active on. Don't feel threatened to add me! You'r more than welcome to, I love to make new friends!<3

Facebook ~ Tweegee ShartFart Snooks
Skype ~ captaincandypanties
Yahoo ~ captaincandypanties
Msn ~ snottymoostachemonster[at]hotmail.com
FurAffinity ~ QnQ

Just let me know who you are before adding please!

Sorry I've been inactive recently, I've had no motivation or inspiration to draw anymore. I can't produce anything decent enough to post online, until then, this account will remain inactive and my submissions will remain deleted until something comes up I am proud of for my watchers to enjoy! Not a lot to say, but I'm going to kick back into gear and get something done.

I wanted to get the other off my page because it annoys me. And omg sorry I've been an dick to people on here. ;n; I promise to make it up to you.

I have a deep secret to tell you all. And I'm not very comfortable about showing it you. As these days go by, I've been strangely getting depressed in ways I can't explain. My family/friends have been noticing rather behaviour from me lately, but then I just hide it behind a fake smiles and laughs. I've seeked help from doctors, friends, family but neither of them can't seem to pin point what the problem is or a cure for it.
I've been causing self harm to myself and my body. All these journals about my 'stabbing chest pain' and my 'broken knee' and these 'illnesses' is only me not coping with these depression and rage over taking my system.

I'm starting to turn Anorexia nervosa and getting rather frightened, comfortable about eating certain foods or even touching them.
Insomnia is another one, I'm lacking sleep which could turn fatal at any second due to my unhealthy body weight I have and struggling to gain back now.
My broken knee wasn't at all an accident, it was done on purpose, I forced myself to fall down the stairs loosing control over my depression.
I'm really easy to catch a flu well because I am unhealthy for now, and maybe forever.
And my chest pain hasn't been sorted.
I wanted to share this with you all, I do expect to loose watchers after this journal, because it's not at all nice. I've searched for help online and offline and there seems to be no symptoms or cure. I've given up hope for now, but soon I will back on my feet to my normal self.

On Msn, Facebook, Skype, and Yahoo. Half of my friends don't speak to me anymore which makes me think, "If you don't speak, you don't belong on the list and belong elsewhere." So, if you can't message me from either of those websites, then that's not my problem. It's yours from lacking being a good friend and me making the effort all the time to start a conversation. So please do not moan, whine or whatever at me that your being booted off. Because from now on, if your deleted and you can't contact me then ask to add me again, don't bother I'm limiting my my e-mail address, ect. Um, um. Not much else to say.

On Msn, Facebook, Skype, and Yahoo. Half of my friends don't speak to me anymore which makes me think, "If you don't speak, you don't belong on the list and belong elsewhere." So, if you can't message me from either of those websites, then that's not my problem. It's yours from lacking being a good friend and me making the effort all the time to start a conversation. So please do not moan, whine or whatever at me that your being booted off. Because from now on, if your deleted and you can't contact me then ask to add me again, don't bother I'm limiting my my e-mail address, ect. Um, um. Not much else to say.

Read the title it says it all. I've been tagged by No-Face-girl

Rules:
1.You must post these rules.
2.Each person must post 10 things about themselves in their journal.
3.Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create ten new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4.You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5.Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6.No tag backs.
7.No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 10 people.

^ Not doing this

Questions:

1.Whats your least favourite color?
Pink

2. Any Hobbies?
Drawing, Music, Gaming

3. If you had the money and time where would you go?

Idek, um. Visit friends from different countries

4. What type of songs do you like?

Check my YouBoob link on my front page

5. If you could meet and have dinner with anyone who would it be? (dead and fantasy included)

Grim Reaper!<3

6. What's the most interesting feature about you?

I have no interesting features. (I doubt it anyway)

7. Favourite food?

Chocolate

8. If you could change the world what would you change?

Allow kids to punch the Government in the face!

9. Do believe in the supernatural?

Yes

10. Quick! the bomb is going to explode! what do you do? (what? I could'nt think of anything!)
A) punch someone in the face and make a run for it <

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This one lol
B) Get a bomb squad
C) pray and cry
D) try to deactivate it



My Questions:

1. What year were you born? (CHINESE ZODIAC YUM!)
94 >:U

2. Do you like anime? which ones?
Kuroshitsuji, Denpa Onna to Seishun Otoko, K-ON!, Oreimo, Jewel Pet Sunshine

3. Whats your favorite color
Pink

4. Who are you obscessed with?
Grim Reaper<3

4 When was your first kiss?
10 o^o

5. What do you want to be when you grow up?
An Cartoonist, but I'm now working for to look after the elderly and the poor.

6. did you notice that ther was 2 #4's
Yes

7. don't lie you glance back to check didn't you?
Maybe >>

8. Im running out of question....TELL ME EVERYTHING ABOUTT YOURSELF NOW!!!EVERYTHING!!!!
LOLZ IM JUST KIDDING THATs RUDE....BUT FOR REAL.... At least 10 <3

- Death
- Death
- Death
- Death
- Death
- Death
- Death
- Death
- Death
- Death

9. Quick! the bomb is going to explode! what do you do? (what? I could'nt think of anything!)
A) punch someone in the face and make a run for it (i would do this =3 -AnimeMapleFan)
B) Get a bomb squad
C) pray and cry
D) try to deactivate it

^ Ignore question. Because I can.

I banged (pretty much fucked) up my own knee cap. Each and every stride is complete utter pain. Whenever I walk I am either hopping around on one leg or getting a family member to told me into balance to a certain part to the house. It's bruised all over and quite covered in deep cuts, which isn't helping because it throbs!

I went Docters and he said, that it's inured bad. It's like was cracked all the way. So it's snapped in half. I might need a operation or I may play safe and use a pink cast to support it back into shape. I'm glad I didn't end up disabled. But yeah, I felt so tearful through this process that half of my actives are dangers to me now.

I broke it whilst falling down the stairs. Since I fell knee first, my knee was the area that kept banging and whacking against the stairs and the wall! I did hurt other parts, but their no harm to me. Now I have trouble walking up the stairs and my poor dad with his bad back has to carry me up because I can't bend my knee for a while any more.

I've been thinking about writing a fan-fiction mainly about Pokemon. Of how Tweegee started her life before and after becoming a pokemon Trainer/Nurse. I've only referenced up one chapter of the story, but if I am proud with the result. I may do another!

I was originally going to do a coming, but since I am more of a pixel/sprite artist now, I don't think sprites would actually fit into a comic lol.

Right, let me make it more clear:
The story is actually based on Pokemon Nurse/Trainer Tweegee. Of how her life began as a Pokemon Trainer! But also a twist of her life before she became one.

There will be various types. Such as: Of how Tweegee met new faces and friends. The pokemon she encountered, the studying she had to do to become one, what cities/towns she visited along her journey! And also, what battles she went through, with a mix of missions and bad guys she encountered.

There may be various Trainers/Gym Leaders/ect including from all regions of Pokemon!
From:
Kanto
Johto
Hoenn
Sevii Islands
Sinnoh
Unova
ect! (Including Pokemon from these regions!)

Not sure yet though!
But mostly I need to think of how many pages. Probably when I come up with an suitable ending. :,I

So what do you think?

Misha Trainer Profile:
Name: Misha 'Miwa'.
Age: 17
DOB: 27th July 91
Gender: Female
Occupation: Pokemon Nurse
Home Town: White Forest
Aspiration: Helping any and every sick Pokemon
Traits: Cheerful, calm, dedicated
Body Type: Hourglass
Hair color: Black hair
Eye color: Blue eyes
Region: Unova
Fashion: Naturally/mostly found wearing 'Lolita' fanshion, theme. Gothic/Angelic Lolita are common enough to find her wearing either of those. The same applies to; anything pink and girly!
1). Lolita fashion. (Mostly; Gothic/Angelic)
Height: 5'1
Weight: 8 stone

Family:
Father - Misha's father was a hot-headed, determined, man, but also was kind at heart. Growing up as a child, her dad went away on a mission and never returned home. He too, was a Pokemon trainer like her as a kid. He left White Forest, early in the morning before the whole town even woke up after the sun's arisen. The mystery of her father's disappearance will remain as a mystery. Misha and her mother fear he may be dead, none of Misha's dad's fellow mates/workers not even know what happened to her father and claimed he never turned up to work. Misha and her mother both live in misery and unhappiness about what happened to her father. After the years of unhappiness and not even the police could track him down, they both moved on and Misha moved out few month's later to become a Pokemon trainer and fulfil her dream of becoming a Pokemon Nurse and care for those in need. And now, her mother lives at home alone counting on her daughter for the money earning to be sent to her to keep her alive for the years to come.

Mother- Misha's mother is a kind, caring soul, she always puts other's in need instead of caring for her own. Growing sick and tired as each day goes by she fears we won't be able to keep the house going for long. Knowing some day soon she will end up living in a care home. Misha her beloved daughter, puts her complete trust into her, and will very soon, entrust her with the house they lived in for years with the most wonderful memories unspeakable. After her husband's disappearance she took ill and became over stressed without the extra help from her husband. Her daughter soon left feeling nothing but pure guilt and decided to earn the job she wanted. To become a Pokemon Nurse. That's when the table's turned on Misha's poor mother. She was soon taken to hospital because of a recently heart attack from stress over her husband and her daughter leaving home. Misha's mother only survival is because of her daughter sending money, food, and supplies back home to her mother to keep her alive and going for now. But what Misha fears, is when her mother will pass away. And have no one left, but remain lost, in the big open, mazing like world.

Current Residence: Icirrus City
Demeanor: Careful
Nature: Kind
Relationship status: Single

Item list:
Antidotes
Awakenings
Burn Heals
Fresh Waters
Ice Heals
Full Restores
Parlyz Heals

Key items:
Bicycle
Dowsing MCHN
Town Map
Prop Case
Xtransceiver
Vs. Recorder
Super Rod


Berries:
Cheri Berrys
Chesto Berrys
Pecha Berrys
Rawst Berrys
Aspear Berrys
Oran Berrys
Persim Berrys

<b>Pokemon team</b>:
1.)
Name: Cotton
Type: Normal
Level: 100
Gender: ♀
Age: 12
Species: Lopunny (shiny)
Ability: Cute Charm
Height: 3'8'
Weight: 70.4 lbs.
Items worn: Soothe Bell
OT: Misha
Family:
Father - Unknown
Mother - Unknown
TM/Breed/Tutor Moves: Attract, Rain Dance, Protect, Healing Wish
BIO: Cotton is the shiny pretty girl of the group, Cotton is a sweet, fun-loving girl who gets along with most Pokemon. But she can show her nasty side if she gets angry. This rarely happens though because Cotton is often is known to ignore those nasty situations. Cotton knows a special move called Rain Dance which lets her control the rain. This move has a side effect, however. When she is sad or cries, she starts a rain involuntarily. Cotton always wears a soothe bell around her neck.

2.)
Name: Candy
Type: Grass
Level: 100
Gender: ♀
Age: 10
Species: Cherrim (Normal)
Ability: Flower Gift
Height: 1'06
Weight: 20.2lbs
Items worn: Pink Scarf
OT: Misha
Family:
Father - Roserade
Mother - Cherrim
TM/Breed/Tutor Moves: Sunny Day, Safe Guard, Rest, Energy Ball
BIO: Candy is the youngest member of the team. He spends most of her time with her best friend Sugar. Sugar looks after Candy and Candy looks up to her as a big sister. Despite her small size, Candy is a big ego and this usually leads her into trouble. Candy dreams of being like a dancer when she's older.

3.)
Name: Sugar
Type: Normal
Level: 100
Gender: ♀
Age: 13
Species: Blissey (Normal)
Ability: Natural Cure
Height: 4'9
Weight: 101.2lbs
Items worn: Lucky Egg
OT: Misha
Family:
Father - Pikachu
Mother - Blissey
TM/Breed/Tutor Moves: Echoed Voice, Swagger, Clam mind, Double Team
BIO: Sugar is a female Blissy and is one of Tweegee's most trusted Pokemon. Sugar respects her trainer a lot and is ready to help any one in need. She is mostly is serious but know how to have fun too. And cares a lot about Tweegee and the rest of the team members. Sugar' can't chose who to have a best friend as so she loves everyone all the same.

4.)
Name: Icing
Type: Ice/Ghost
Level: 100
Gender: ♀ (Normal)
Age: 17
Species: Froslass
Ability: Cursed Body
Height: 4'00"
Weight: 20.0lbs
Items worn: Reaper Cloth
OT: Misha
Family:
Father - Vanilluxe
Mother - Cofagrigus.
TM/Breed/Tutor Moves: Shadow Ball, Facade, Taunt, Giga Impact
BIO: Icing is the mischievous peppy girl of the group who loves to gossip. Being a ghost type, she can hide easily and eaves drop anyone. Icing accepts anything from cookies to new gossip for payment as song as she has some use for it. She also has the craving for jewellery. Icing is more than happy help as long as the payment is right.

5.)
Name: Honey
Type: Water
Level: 100
Gender: ♀ (Normal)
Age: 15
Species: Milotic
Ability: Marvel Scale
Height: 20'01
Weight: 355.1lbs
Items worn: Shell bell
OT: Misha
Family:
Father - Huntail
Mother - Milotic
TM/Breed/Tutor Moves: Aqua Ring, Recover, Refresh, Ice Beam
BIO: Honey is the always positive and happy girl of the group. She gets along with everyone and everything (even with Icing despite Honey's deep fear of Icing's creepy ways). Honey especially likes Cotton and has treated Cotton as if she was one of her own children and showered in affection. Honey looks up to Marshmallow as a sister.

6.)
Name: Marshmallow
Type: Dragon
Level: 100
Gender: ♀ (Shiny)
Age: 16
Species: Dragonair
Ability: Shed Skin
Height: 13'00
Weight: 36.2lbs
Items worn: Silk Scarf
OT: Misha
Family:
Father - Gyarados
Mother - Dragonair
TM/Breed/Tutor Moves: Dragon Dance, Hyper Beam, Leer, Thunder
BIO: Marshmallow is shy and timid, but also a fun loving Dragonair who loyally follows his master out of the Pokeball. Marshmallow cares deeply about Honey who is like a little sister to her. Marshmallow is usually found baby sitting Honey and Candy.