hi!! it's been a little while. how are you??? how are things? it's been a wild year so far. I hope you're doing alright. lord knows it's been a weird one.

i've been alright, all things considered. I've been doing a lot more art recently... it feels good to actually make stuff again. I have more to post in the near future. I've recently scored some actual professional commission work for the first time in my life!!! I got to see my art physically printed out and on display in a public setting like a week or two ago. I can't describe how cool that's been for me. really that in itself was kind of a dream come true. as soon as I can confirm it's okay to share it, I'll post it here and elsewhere. I'm really proud of some of the stuff I've been up to lately, it's been so validating.

I'm currently or imminently working on a lot of new stuff. some owed commission work, plus a few bigger projects i've been hired to help with. i'm illustrating a TTRPG project... a few book covers. an album cover.... i'm getting involved in a comic book project????? i'm so hyped for that, you have no idea. lots of cool shit to come, plus my own projects I've been cooking for quite a long time, finally taking some kind of shape after years of toil. I have been quiet but I've been BUSY.

its mayternity... I dont even remember the last time I would have participated in it. it must be years by now. I think about it every year, but I rarely have the time or energy to commit to it. I've missed doing it, its a fun silly lil thing that I enjoy looking at from a distance annually. I've actually really wanted to do another growth drive... I did the one, once, ages ago, and I don't think I ever totally finished it. I quickly realized I'm really not interested in drawing like... CRAZY hyper preg. big is fine+good but I definitely have my limits. I have wondered if it would even be something people would be interested in if I were to do one but like... maybe imposing some limits on size. maybe more donations = more cute scenarios??? like just do Andy again, but milestones are just her doing cute mom shit and getting a lil bigger each time. it's also already pretty far into May.....i work quickly, but i dunno!!!! tell me what you think. i want to engage more with this subject matter + this community, but I honestly don't know where to start a lot of the time. being an online artist can be hard!! socializing is hard! i dont know what i'm doing.

anyway. that's all i guess. be safe, friends. don't you dare go hollow.


small edit: hahaha holy shit i'm almost at 80k. thats so surreal. teenage bea would have been in awe

https://picarto.tv/quib

just for a while!!! working on some GRAPHIC DESIGN

it's just now occurring to me that I have time lapse videos of everything I draw now. procreate stores that stuff automatically and I can export them.... is that something y'all would be interested in?????? I don't really know how to host them but they exist and can be shared.

I was thinking maybe just throwing them on my Patreon for the purpose of file hosting.... I'd have to reopen it & I don't think it would be a great idea for me to start doing like, a whole ass reward system there rn.... I don't want to dig the hole deeper and set myself up for failure. but if the Patreon was just there to host time lapses, submissions and just to act as a tip jar.... that doesn't sound so bad. I have basically no other income rn so it would help a lot, as long as i don't shoot myself in the fuckin foot with backlog again. jfc

what do y'all think!! give me your opinions.

.... also hi, how are you??? surprisingly enough, i am still here. I uploaded like five things this month, can you fuckin believe it??? two animated things!!! this is progress for me. im taking every milestone i can get. it's been a rough year. baby steps.

okay byeeeeeeee

the past few days have been really encouraging and I really appreciate yall being so kind and supportive. ive had a pretty hard time recently, even aside from everything going on... it's really good for me to know that there are still bunches of folks out there who love our work. thank you for your support and affection, it means a lot to me, I will be around a lot more for as long as I can manage. I can't promise I won't disappear again (it -does- happen) but it's a lot less anxiety inducing when I know that y'all are still around when the storms settle.

art is still technically my full time job, i have been really busy making stuff that I plan on posting here when I'm able. I will probably be opening comms at some point, I want nothing more than to be back to where I was when I was drawing like crazy and making money while doing something I really deeply love. I believe I can get back to that point, it's gonna take work but I want it more than anything.


I'm rambling but thank you for being nice to a stranger on the internet, you people who are consistently the ones following me on different platforms and faving my stuff, regardless of subject matter... I see you out there, i appreciate you more than I can say. stay tuned, quib ain't gone yet

im gonna do art fight this year if it kills me

remember all that shit i said about not wanting to do much nsfw and kink art anymore


what a dumb thing to have said, in retrospect









my objective for this year is to get a lot fuckin weirder on this account. partially as a form of civil disobedience. partially bc i am way hornier about everything lately (medication can kill your libido and you might not even realize that's what's happening. 🌈The More You Know🌈)

i might just start posting the birth/labor stuff i plan on drawing here and just put previews on it. I have the alt for it but I feel less strongly about potentially alienating anyone these days. yall know what im into, right??? im pretty sure. im not subtle. besides who am I trying to convince otherwise???? who am i trying to impress on my account originally made for kink art????? who can truly say why i do things the way i do???????? why am I like this??????????? ??? it is a mystery.

anyway. i guess expect the worst (positive). okay i love you byeeeee

I should like

draw something

mostly exhaustive list of the places i occupy. just, yknow, for future reference

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we really, really don't wanna be known for -just- preg stuff anymore. like, it kinda got to the point where we were hating what we made, and that's not really a great place to be for making joyful, fun art. the magic kind of vanished for us. and since this account is like, 99% geared toward that fetish, it kinda felt like our work didn't have a home here anymore. which is a shame! bc FA is where we started and where we learned so much of what made us the artist we are today.

so i dunno. i dunno! i'd like to "come back" but i also don't think we could go back to drawing one specific fetish anymore. thats just not gonna happen. preg has taken on a totally different context for us now, post-transition, and it's a lot more personal... we're not really gonna be taking comms anymore (and we'll figure out how to deal with existing debts for those of u who have been waiting for... checks watch, WAY TOO LONG to hear something from us)... the past ~year or two has been one of the most chaotic, unpleasant periods of our life (i know, who wouldn't that apply to), and it's frankly left us in a pretty bad state for making new, fun things. but we still want to share stuff we make.

so i guess i'm saying that... we're back, sort of, MAYBE, tentatively, but.... not as a preg artist. those days are behind us. not saying we won't be drawing that stuff anymore, it'll be a very occasionally thing.... i'm just saying, maybe don't expect it, yknow. we still do nsfw stuff, but its... way different now. those of you who follow our twitter know what i'm talking about.




anyway. hi. we're alive, somehow. if y'all wanna see it, we've made a mountain of new art, most of it SFW and non-fetishy. (tho we have taken a great new interest in mekabare, which would be fun to post here) plus, we've been making a LOT of progress on our tabletop game, Lyx.... that'd be fun to show everyone, we're really proud of it and its coming along beautifully.

we love u, sorry for being quiet for two years. also our name is beatrice now (its been legally changed!!!)

sup

how tf am i at almost 60k & 2k watchers. how the hell. where are you people coming from.

hi i love you, thank you for the attention, hope yall doing ok & bein safe in this hellscape.

more art soon. bein on hormones has been extremely good for my mental health & art is fun again. amazing how when you dont hate yourself you're more productive. also growin tiddys is pretty nice too.

okay i love you be safe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wash your damn hands!!!
-ur pal brynne 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚

hi!!! its me!! that dipshit quib. how yall doin.

this is being posted in a lot of places, some of them new accounts I've recently made. this is mostly just a test to see how postybirb handles each individual profile but it is also a means of having something in those new profiles. gonna try to streamline how i post things so its uniform across all my social media and hopefully give me less of a headache when uploading stuff. for all you new people in new exciting places, hello! I love you already. my GOD you're beautiful.

i'm probably not gonna upload all my old work to the new places but I will post some recent stuff, and any new things I make going forward will be simultaneously posted across everything. for the sake of convenience and for the interested, here are some links to my profiles elsewhere:

Patreon
Ko-fi
art is my income, feed me pls

My Discord server
Telegram update group
My Picarto stream

I stream pretty regularly and I compulsively shitpost in the discord and telegram groups. Sorry in advance for that but i do not know how to shut up

Twitter (I'm easily most active here!)
FurAffinity
DeviantArt
Sofurry
Weasyl
Inkbunny
Pixiv
Newgrounds
Furry Network
Piczel.tv
Furiffic

stream announcements usually go into twitter and the telegram group. be advised!

ok see yall later, i hope i did this right!

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i actually did die

it was a ruse all along. sike








life has sucked lately guys, but art feels good to do again. youll see more of me soon.


EDIT: actualy If some of yall wouldnt mind takin this 1-question survey about this topic, i would appreciate it very much!!!! just curious to see where people stand on this subject matter before i go creeping out a ton of you. NERVOUS LAUGHTER

Heya folks. I'm not dead.

I got a promotion at my job and I've been busy as hell with everything that goes with that. Haven't had any time for anything lately. As soon as holidays are over yall gonna see a whole lot more of me around... I've got a ton of backlog I need to post. Like a dozen zootopia related things included.... Bc I'm still on that judy hopps train. You know me.



What's been UP my dudes what the heck yall been doin. Talk to your ol pal quibberoni.



EDIT: ALSO ADD ME ON SWITCH!!!!!!

SW - 0108 - 5678 - 2211

WHAT THE HELL YOU BEEN DOIN QUIB? glad you asked!

i streamed a few weeks ago and then basically immediately went dark for a little while. here's what ive been doin in sequential order.

1: hard drive on my laptop went out within like 5 hours of my last stream. turned the laptop off... it did NOT boot to desktop afterward. guess my OS sector was corrupted. All is well, I got a new drive, and all my old data is still there, so really it's the best case scenario for HORRIBLE EQUIPMENT FAILURE. Still had to burn money on a new drive... what you gonna do.

2: waited for a new drive. took some time. but its here! got that resolved not terribly long ago but if i haven't been in great communication with yall that is why.

3: got a new tablet!!!! ive been adjusting to it and figuring out how to stream from it but i think I have it all figured out. should have everything set to get back into streaming pretty much anytime. planning on monday for a workstream as i would normally have done. yea!!!

4: my partner finishing up their senior year of college. i am not taking classes this semester but they are finishing up their degree and i've been spending... DAYS, helping them out. but thats over! I think! i hope. being a workshop assistant is work work work.

--

thats... it, i think! ive got a small backlog of some art i've done in the past few weeks that needs to go up, and a schedule ahead of me of work work work work. i'll be posting stream announcements when they are relevant.

ALSO... I haven't done anything for MAY-TERNITY since I believe 2015. I feel like I should change that. I have some plans for a drive I'll be doing this month and I'll be making a post about it in the next couple days. Should be fun! Should also be a lot more constrained than the last time I participated and shoudlnt end up with like 20+ pieces that lets be real were too ambitious for me to ever wrap my head around finishing. stay tuned!!!


anyway hi. i'm alive. what yall doin what yall UP to.

HEY GUYYSSSSS I'm gonna be at TFF this year. come say hi! I will be the one looking angry and uncomfortable at everything including life



seriously tho I made a temporary server on discord so if you are so inclined hit me up in that and say hi over the weekend, id love to meet some new folks :D

CON OVER, GOOD TIME HAD

finals


are almost over.


screams

i turn 30 in like 3 months guys




help

Spending the next couple of days moving into the new place!!! Stream extravaganza on hold until I can get my desk and stuff set up there. I'll post a proper thing when I am able to use a keyboard and not my phone lol

I'm still on discord and will be checking my notes here sporadically!!! Brb moving everything i own ; ;

WHO IS GOING??? I'll be there with:  grimling ,  twine ,  rahheemme !!!! I look like this, i promise Im not always angry lol. come find me! We'll HANG

HI. i'm alive. I think. hoo boy.

"where the hell have you been quib!?" i have put off this journal for a while just kind of due to the scope of the question and im sorry ive been so quiet for so long. let me try to summarize without getting too TMI...


started college in Jan! haven't been there since 2013 so its taken a while to adjust. i have zero free time most of the time and when i do, i am usually putting off assignments for the sake of having time to rest and draw my own stuff. currently trying to find a good balance to fit streaming back into my schedule. its hard. but my art is improving as a result of taking graphic design courses...! so that's cool.

had kind of a breakup/relationship thing? without getting into too many details, things are OK but it was a really really (really really) rough period from like... august onwards. things have gotten better. i was in a very bad place there for some time tho. Also this might have been the main reason I put off making this journal, since it was -really- hard to talk about without making a scene or sharing too much or what the heck ever. yall know me. i dont do drama.

had a medication problem for a few months... was on citalopram (an ssri antidepressant) and it just. stopped working, entirely, and made symptoms a lot worse. i didnt know it could do that! but it did. made things that were already crappy about 100% harder to deal with. so it goes.


What does this mean for work owed/stuff lined up??? well... needless to say I am very behind. I'm sorry. I have refunded a few people already, and I have a good amount of folks here and elsewhere who I have not kept great contact with. I should have said something here months ago. Forgive me. I wasn't in the right mental state, and college happening again just compounded the bad timing aspect.

If I owe you work: please send me a note. Some of you I have spoken with recently; if I've talked to you about your commissions in the past, say, week, no note is necessary. Some of the notes I've received recently I will be going back over and responding to. Alternately Just contact me through a messaging platform if we have a point of contact there (telegram, skype, discord, whatever).

I have a few things I've drawn recently that I still haven't posted. Might post a few tonight just to get the ball rolling. Might post schoolwork if anyone is interested in that? it's all pretty boring conceptual stuff with some exception.

If there are any to be had, I'll answer any questions that I can to the best of my ability. Again, I am sorry you guys have waited so long to hear from me and i'm sorry to the people who have waited for commissions from me. I don't want to make excuses for my absence, but I have also had a pretty (subjectively) shitty half-year-or-so. I hope you all understand.

I dunno how people would feel about this but I have a ton of tiny doodles laying around like hundreds, man. just a lot. lots haven't been posted! but I have some things like...

this thing, which was the first pic i ever posted here, in physical form...

this thing, which is the first time i drew juliet...

ALL THIS STUFF, some of which ended up pics i cleaned up and turned into proper pics in my gallery...!

i just have a ton ton ton of physical pics i dont really post and i dont do anything with. ive considered just auctioning off a lot of it for a long time now. what do you guys think? is that something anyone would be interested in? i'd have to do some calculations on shipping and w/e but i thought it was an ok idea. let me KNOW ok cya

some posts will be made




in like a few hours



not a TON but like. maybe a dozen. maybe less. i dont know! who can keep track of these things.

>> edit: Hahahaha"a dozen" I said. I was so naive back then
More like 35-40 things from the past year that I noticed weren't in the gallery

Buckle up, beeblings


EDIT OK THATS IT FOR NOW, ENJOY, MORE TO COME IN THE NEXT WEEK, I LOVE YOU GOODBYEEE!!!

hi guys sorry for the absence its been a really rough month!!!!!!! seriously fuck august. sept will be better by merit.




expect less of me being not around! i think! unless something terrible happens. knock on all the wood for your old buddy quib!!!!!!!