I did this last year and just want to combine them both this time

2024 ended up being pretty mid but I did end it with some positivity. I decided to start collecting mtg art by Tapioca when Bloomburrow was shown off. Unfortunately 2 cards are SUPER expensive but luckily during my birthday I managed to open the 2nd most expensive one and then traded/used xmas money for the most expensive one because I love the art and the card is really good too. Then I get the newest Genshin archon and her weapon in 40 total pulls and just made the end of the year really good :3

As far as resolutions go let's see...

1. Get a job - Check, though I need a better one that's less hard on my body

2. MOVE - Technically did from the original resolution but not in a favorable place

3. Learn to drive - Nope lol

4. Story stuff - Never got to it :c

5. Have "fun" - Technically haven't got to it either. Least not irl or with anything to elevate the "fun"

6. Be social and stream more - Feel like I've failed both. Only streamed 24 times last year (assuming my live bot is right) and that used to be the amount I'd do per month roughly since I did so twice a day every day. Haven't really been social much either.

7. More art - I did get a new piece

8. Do a charity stream at 1k twitch/stream followers - need to stream more to do that x.x

9. Weight management - need to move into a less stressful place to be able to focus on this better

10. Fix/Solve my health issues - This has been a bit harder to do. As of right now the joint doctor is out. We've run through all the possible fixes for my joint issues and now gotta figure out what to do about it now. Currently trying to figure our the stomach/intestine issue but we'll see where that goes.


Now as far as 2025 goes my resolutions are pretty much the same as 2024 since I want to keep focusing on them. Think the only other things I want to do are more mtg focused like

11. collect all Tapioca mtg cards already out or coming out - already touched on this at the start. 2 of the most expensive cards are done which leaves one more $30ish card and an unknown price new card that is releasing today as a promotional card in Japan. Have to wait on the price for that but luckily it's a participation card so should be bountiful.

12. manage to get all the planeswalkers in mtg that I don't have...again - I used to have all of them before war of the spark came out giving us like 30 in one set and of course I wasn't able to buy cards or packs that much at the time the return to return to return to ravnica came around so I'm SUPER behind in all of them and just getting further behind even with just one releasing every set now instead of 2-5 (not including modern horizon 3 who I need to get all those walkers too x.x)

13. get all my commander decks completed or fixed to run better, proxies or real - I've got 22 decks currently made and 5 or 6 more in progress. A lot of the decks now have wrote on lands as fill ins and I need a lot of cards for the other decks to be finished. Sadly my printer that I have barely has any ink and I can't exactly use the other printer as it'd use to much ink from that. would use a public one but I can't drive and don't feel like spending $20 or something on a crap ton of fake cards even though it'd probably be better to do so. might end up doing so just to make all the decks look good but I really just want to finish it all. plus some decks need tuned to run better since a lot of cards have come out between the time i made the decks and now. just have a lot to go through and figure out.

So yeah. Not much has changed the last year outside of a job. Hoping this year goes better and that I can finally check a lot off or at least ones I'd like to anyway.

Hoping everyone else's year went well or that this year goes well for them and that you all have a happy new year :3

Hello and welcome to my second New Years Resolution journal. This is technically part 2 as the featured journal (atm otherwise the recap one) is part 1.

The recap one was a bit long already and wanted to just make a resolution journal be just that so let's get to it :3

What are my 2024 resolutions? Well, mostly the same from last years but sorta different and some new ones.

1. Get a job - Now with things semi settled I've been trying to get a remote job as physical ones are kinda hard for me to do but haven't had much luck finding any. Hoping for that to change fast.

2. MOVE!!!! - And this time I don't mean from being kicked out or because the house owner died. I mean move willingly, into a new place and hopefully with my current bf assuming he wants to really make the relationship work. Living with my mother and step father is just causing so much unnecessary stress and adding to my health issues. Not to mention I have even less privacy or time to myself here and because of the new PC and my mother wanting it to be 75F+ in the house it's always 90F+ in my room that's packed wall to wall with everything I was able to bring from my old rooms x.x

3. Learn to drive - Still need to do this assuming I can so that I can start going places myself especially to move out.


4. Story stuff - Still want to edit and post my story and maybe I'll have the time now but not something high in priority tbh

5. Have "fun" - Hard to do at my current place of living but still something I want to do in person

6. Be social and stream more - Like I mentioned in the recap, I'm not able to stream as much and have been in a bit of a dark place but I really really want to change that. I want more friends and a more active discord server and to stream to many many many more people both new and returning. I just need to get a schedule together that works around everyone else of whom I still have no idea on how to do that.

7. More art! - Same as last/this year but hopefully I can pay for it. I don't mind being gifted art both sfw and nsfw (within reason and my kink limits in mind) especially for special occasions like my bday. I just also really want to be able to buy art and not rely on all my art being from raffles and gifts from friends/people that are kind enough to do so. And if you're one of those people I appreciate you/still appreciate you for doing so <3

8. Do a charity stream at 1k twitch/stream followers - Still on my list to do. It'll be harder now both in getting those people and to plan a stream for it but I still really want to do it and just see how things go and how much I might be able to raise.

9. Weight management - Still desire to lose as much weight as I possibly can. I feel like not only will it help me with my health problems but maybe fix or at least make it easier on some of them.

10. Fix/Solve my health issues - This is a new one and I've mentioned I've got them a few times now in both this journal and the recap one and should probably shed some light on it.

10s explanation - For a while now I've been accumulating a variety of health issues. The main issue I started with was a stomach/intestinal issue that to this day still isn't technically solved even after seeing the doctor multiple times over the last few years now. I've semi given up on getting it solved and come to just guess because I've become lactose intolerant it's causing a few of the issues and the other issue being what I'm guessing is IBS. Neither are fun to deal with especially at the same time but that's health issue number 1 that's on my list to solve especially since I'm not sure either answer the left side pain I have almost all the time. As for health issue number 2 that's become a main issue and what I think losing some weight will help with is I've (over the last 5 years) had my legs start to give out on me be it walking around or even just standing still. I've been dealing with pain in my knees that've only grown worse along with the leg collapsing yet the doctors don't see anything wrong with them and I'm currently in PT to start seeing if that might help. Add on shoulder issues from dealing with my father and sore/stiffening/freezing fingers/joins in them, the wrist, and the shoulders and you've got one heck of a broken fox. I've been told I'm to young (29 now) to be having these issues and it's not like I'm even 300 pounds for my weight to be the biggest cause of these issues so I and the doctors are all confused as to the issues for problem number 2.

But now you can see why I've been looking for remote jobs. It's to hard for me to get a physical one when you combine all the issues both medical and non to get AND keep one. Medically I'm to unsure of myself and would be to much of a problem for a company to rely on even if I was just sitting in one place. I might be lucky to sit for longer than an hour or 2 if I'm lucky assuming I'm even able to make it into work. I might either be in to much pain to walk or have a flare up keeping me needing a bathroom or just not even have a reliable way back and forth from home to work. There's just a lot of issues and while the flare ups are still a problem and the pain can try to keep me from doing things, I'll still be close enough to everything that I'll be able to more for a remote job then I would with a physical one.

So yeah, haven't been having the best time health wise and I'm still not even touching everything about it. Just the 2 major things that've kept me from finding work and that might get better with some weight management.



But that's my New Years Resolution list for 2024. Went off on a bit of a thing for my health but I wanted to share a bit of it here especially since it affects 2 or more things on the list. I'm just hoping that next year is better for me.

As far as my usual end of the year stream(s) idk if or when I'll do them. Since my mother is a party person it may be hard for me to stream into the new year. On the other hand it may give me the perfect reason to stream depending on who shows up and how many. Any streams before the last day of the year/the first of next will be bonuses as I really don't have an idea on what to do.

We'll have to see but thank you for reading everything and I hope your year has gone better than mine.

Also

Have a Happy New Years everyone. Let's make 2024 a good one :3

Welp

I shouldn't have made my last one, and really shouldn't make my next journal for one but I want to at least recap and maybe repeat some things this year in my next journal for my NY resolutions.


If you don't want to read about my father/small family recap just skip to the ANYWAY part as between has mention of suicide

Said last year that things with family were concerning however literally no one saw my father deciding to take THE worst and longest/painful ways of committing suicide as it hurt everyone involved. I was more referencing other, older/supposed to be sicker family members and they all made it into this year and hopefully through next year. Wasn't meant to be for him and it'll now be 2 months off from his passing a year ago.

For reference about the suicide comment and to catch anyone up: Shortly after my posting my New Years resolution for 2023 my fathers health went from bad (he was having covidish/flu issues since late October) to worse where over the 2 months that followed ended up having to get something in his calf muscle removed leaving a 5ish inch hole in his leg that needed constant care. He also had to have a line put in for his heart before and about half way through the leg healing (I think). He couldn't really move, was stuck in a recliner for 2 months with his movement being reliant on me and his witch of a "gf" at the time who thankfully had some idea of how to nurse ish his wound when an actual nurse couldn't be around to clean/dress the wound. Cutting most of the gross, painful, and family/"gf" drama parts out of this, he eventually went to the hospital and eventually passed after dealing with multiple sepsis episodes, liver failure, and I believe heart complications.

So after being sick the 5ish to 6 months of being ill and being mostly immobile he passed. Not to long after and with the cleanup of the house we come to find that my father hid the fact he was diagnosed with a form of a bone marrow issue that he told no one about. Once you looked at the symptoms and causes of what he was diagnosed with it was clear that it was what started all this and he chose to 1. not tell anyone and 2. not get tested to see what treatment he'd need to fix it as it was treatable. Hence why I've come to terms of his death being a suicide by natural causes even though he did try to do it faster with his gun while dealing with the last 2 months of being sick.

ANYWAY

Sorry for that whole ramble but I'll get to the recap listing/new list now.

As far as resolutions go how'd I do from last year? Welllll

1. Getting an actual job - Hasn't worked out yet :/ Between my father and the issues of health and now my mother to deal with I haven't had the ability to get a physical job. I've been applying to remote/virtual jobs but with no luck :c

2. Get a new PC - I have managed to do this :D buuuuut it was at the cost of half the up front coverage of my father's 401k when it got split between my sister and I. There wasn't much and there was no life insurance so I used half for bills and the other half for my PC since my one at the time was dying. I just thought I'd have a job by now to not have money issues x.x

3. MOVE - This was something I was forced to do. I disliked living with my father and sister but she eventually was hardly home especially when my father was sick so it was really down to just my issues between my father and I even though I was there to basically help him and the house. The idea was once the "gf" moved in I could eventually get a job and move out to have my own freedom but obviously that didn't happen. Now I live with my mother and step father which I'll get into later.

4. Learn to drive - Yeah that hasn't happened yet lol

5. Edit and post my story - Also hasn't happened yet XP

6. Have some "fun" - Technically hasn't happened yet either at least in person >~>

7. Be more social online and stream more - Since moving I haven't really been able to stream as much even with the new PC. I just don't have the privacy, schedule of my mother and step father down to make a stream schedule around, or the energy I used to have because of everything going on/that happened. I'd say I'm being more social online as I'm trying to talk to new people and make new friends but at the same time I lost/had to leave a group that revolved around a now ex friend because of their choice in who to love and their age. So while I was having a lot of fun and trying to be more social, I ended up nuking all of that progress and happiness I had because I couldn't condone their actions/choices. It sent me into a dark place and tbh it STILL hurts because at one time I had feelings for that friend and I'm still semi in the dark place, just slowly working my way out. I just also suck at keeping in touch with people and holding conversations so when I meet new people it's hard to make small talk without also playing games or something x.x

8. Get more art especially for stream - This technically was done though really just by 1 piece as I figured I'd have a job to buy more art, emotes, stickers, and such for myself and stream. Only reason I got the 1 art piece this year was because of me trying to pull myself out of the dark as mentioned above and made a new friend who did an art piece for my bday. Still really appreciate it too <3

9. Get to 1,000 followers and do a charity stream - Honestly think this one wouldn't have happened either way but at the time I had a decent thing going for me and had people that could've helped me get more reach to maybe get there. Now I feel like I'm back to square one with the only difference being able to have subscribers and having the few regulars check in here and there every few streams when I do one.

and finally, 10. Lost some/manage my weight - Tbh I don't know if I've really lost any weight but not sure the weight I've gained will stay since it was/is mostly stress weight. Once I start doing some things about my health I'll start to lose it and hopefully what I wanted to lose last year.


Overall this year was literally one of my worst. Lost my father, lost a home, lost a friend and more friends because of that, had my own health decline, and can't even stream like I used to while struggling to find a job I can do. So I'm really hoping 2024 does better for me and following this journal will be my resolution for it since I'm making this just a recap and venting journal.

Thank you for reading this one and hope you'll read my 2024 resolutions :3

This isn't exactly the journal I wanted to make after my new years resolution one. Was hoping it'd maybe be a stream goal journal or maybe one with me saying I finally started to publish my story again or maybe finally being able to say I moved out of where I was living but without it being so sudden or forced upon me.

Instead I'm making this journal.

I wasn't expecting him to die so sudden, fully expecting him to recover from his illness that was plaguing him and get right back on the bandwagon of telling me what to do with his at the time gf/fiance moving in to replace me needing to be here for him to make sure he didn't need anything or do anything stupid when things got rough. I was fully expecting to move out this year partially because I wanted and needed to but because he's been threatening me with being kicked out for years at this point. Only reason he never went through with it was because without me around there would be no one to help take care of the dog or help around the house or, some days, eat for that matter.

Now I'm at the crossroad I've been wanting to face but 4 months to early from when I expected to be with no idea where I'm going or if I'm even going to be able to go where I want now. The whole plan was to move in with my current bf with everything gathered together and have us figure out where things went from there. Now it's just me, the bf is still helping as best he can but unable to really move or do anything from where he is, and I don't know where I'll be going.

Everything I've been trying to do, trying to work up to, has now fallen apart. Sure the year is still early and this all just happened but I'm not sure I'll be able to go on as things were. I'm really hoping I'm wrong and that things end up getting better as a result of this but I'm really not sure.

So to those that know me or wonder where I am and if this is the last journal you see on my page, thank you for being around. Either silently watching, friends I've lost contact with, or friends I still talk to today I just want to thank you.

I'll try and post the art that I've gathered from friends gifting it to me between all the things going on so that it's out there and if anyone is or wants to help that sees this journal I do still have my donations for stream available. At this point anything helps with trying to cover moving costs, food, bills, and anything else that pops up until I settle where ever I end up settling.

Normally I wouldn't make a thing for new years but I feel like maybe I should just to see if I can somehow get them done by the end of the next year. If I could that would be nice but with how things are looking to end up this year concerning family, it's very likely 2023 is going to be pretty bad. I'm hoping that things don't go as bad as we're all thinking it will be so that 2023 can be just like any other year or at least a little better if I can get what I want in my resolution done.

But what are my resolutions? Well,

1. Getting an actual job that doesn't shaft me both in pay and work to do. Last one I had screwed me over on so many projects and the one I should've had screwed me over in a lot more ways that has caused me so many money problems it's not funny.

2. Get a new PC. This one should be one that's doable in a bit but it's definitely needed asap. I know my gpu is failing and I've already lost one case fan for cooling. If I can get the PC I'm trying to build then I should never have to actually upgrade for a good long while to allow me to stream and do whatever I want on it for years and years to come. I can still update the PC as time goes to make it faster or increase storage but with what I have set, it should do me fine for a while.

3. MOVE! I seriously want to move out. I want to be able to live with someone or someones that I don't have to worry about hiding from especially in the way of hiding who I actually am. Ideally I'd live with my "partner" but idk if that'll happen without us both giving it everything we have. The only problem with this is I can't drive or really cook so I'd definitely need help moving but also help with making things until I'm more confident doing it myself. Plus having someone able to teach me to drive (if I can with my vision x.x) would make things A LOT more easier on everyone.

4. Learn to drive if I can which was mentioned above.

5. Edit and post my story. I've been sitting on it and have talked about it in the past but I really need to actually get this all typed out, edited, and posted on the story account I made so long ago lol. At this point idc if it gets any attention or turns out to be good in anyone else's eyes. I just want to finally get it typed up and finish it as I've yet to even write the ending or anything close to it since I've been delaying it for years now.

6. Have some "fun". Not going to go into detail about it. Lets just say I want to have a lot of "fun" since I haven't actually had any x.x

7. Be more social online and stream more. I haven't really posted much on social media unless it involves something I'm into like mtg or genshin or streaming and I feel like I should post more but idk. I'm just going to try just like I'm going to try to stream more and if I have the new PC then I should be able to stream bigger, better, and more entertaining things or at the very least be able to provide a better stream experience.

8. Get more art especially for stream. I desperately want to get more art for my sona as well as work with someone or multiple someones to get my stream to look a lot less scuffed plus get emotes and badges finally going to give my viewers more for following and subbing to my reeing foxness.

9. Get to 1,000 followers and do a charity stream. I'm already at 650+ followers so hopefully getting to 1k won't be to hard and as a result along with having a job and a new PC, I can do a charity stream like I've been wanting to since I started streaming.

10. Lose some/manage my weight. While I haven't really been gaining weight, the weight I've been losing never seems to stay off. I partially believe it's all do to all the different stresses I've been under and am still under. Course the lack of me doing any exercise doesn't help either but both the stress and lack of exercise should be helped if I can move out or at the very least got a stable income to make a majority of my stress disappear.


And ya. That's about all I can think of as far as what I want to do for the next year. While I don't expect them all to happen, I do hope that they do cause it would make me feel a lot better both physically and mentally. Not only would I be able to have more fun and be more open with a few of these being accomplished but I'd have a lot less to worry about or get frustrated by as well.


As far as the last streams of the year go I'm going to try to schedule it out as such

Today: 9/10pm EST playing Fortnite
Tomorrow: 4pm EST I'm going to try to play F.I.S.T and 9/10PM play League of Legends unless it's the last stream I'm able to do

Now if I'm able to stream on the 31st it'll 100% be the last stream of the year for me. If that's the case I'll have to try playing what I will be for tomorrow nights stream if that had to be the last stream of the year. As for the time of that stream, I'm going to aim for a 4pm EST stream time as I think by 8pm I'd be getting picked up to go to a family new years party/gathering like I've done for a while now.

Hopefully I can do all the streams I want to do here and hopefully they all go pretty well. Honestly really looking forward to doing them and possibly having a lot of my resolutions come true/get done.

And

Hopefully you all have a great rest of your year and a great new years eve/new years :3

Can't say this years been the best and after the last few weeks it's definitely made the end of it a bit worse. Last few years I haven't had the best birthdays, a few being just normal days with a few birthday wishes being thrown my way, and others just making me want the day to be over. Depending on how the rest of the day today goes if things proceed like they have been so far then today might be a semi normal day but I'm fully expecting it to get worse before the end of the night.

I will be streaming today to semi celebrate my birthday the only way I can starting here in a few moments after posting this journal. If anyone sees this today and wants to drop by my link is twitch.tv/neokitsune

Not sure if I'll do an end of year journal or not but hopefully it gets better before then and I can at least have some positivity going into the new year.

Have a lot of things going on and it's been hard to look at a screen the last few days but I just wanted to say Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to everyone here :3

Another year has gone by for me and I can't say much has changed for the better. I thought by now I'd have something going for me like a job or love or at least being able to stream on a consistent basis but so far all of that has failed to come around. I've lost contact or just haven't talked to people I care about or are friends with in ages (Hi btw if you read this and I do miss ya qwq). Not to mention my health isn't the best x.x

Well hopefully this will change soon. I possibly have some sort of job coming up by the start of the year which will also give me a new PC to be able to stream on a better level since I can't stream like 80% of the games I want to. Plus I might be able to start streaming console games as an additional bonus :D As for love, I can't really say. Though maybe when my health is better I can finally start something serious but that's not saying sooner isn't off the table.

Anyway, I'm 27 now and I'm looking forward to seeing how things work out for the future. Maybe things will work out faster than I think :3

I saw someone else do this and wanted to do it. Feel maybe it'll be insightful.

saw someone else post this, wanted to give this a try, all this information is more about my sona than me.

- Name: Neo
- Gender: Male
- Birthday: December 16
- Sign: Sagittarius
- Hair color: Brown/Dark Brown
- Eye color: Blue/Green depending on what's worn
- Height: 6'2" - 6'3"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Gay...for the most part anyway. Can lean Bi depending on the right circumstances

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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head and Shoulders usually
- What are you listening to right now?: Nothing....unless you want to count the music of Genshin Impact since I'm playing the game so much
- Who is the last person that called you?: I don't really remember
- How many buddies are online right now?: I don't really want to count
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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: Red Fox of course unless it's an animal I'm not then it'd be a tie between horse, g-shep, and a dragon (they can exist in my mind >:c)
- Colour: Cyan
- Drink: Tea or Water usually
- Element: Cum
- Food: Chimken
- Game: Atm it's Genshin Impact but changes frequently
- Movie: Fox and the Hound is a childhood favorite, Superhero stuff is current favorite but don't have any one in particular
- Song: To hard to really pick one
- Subjects in school: IT & Computing
- T.V.: CW's Arrowverse shows as well as Doctor Who
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: Nope. I'm not a cat :V
- Smoked?: Never
- Bungee jumped?: Rather not
- Made yourself throw up?: Probably?
- Skinny dipped?: Nope. Maybe in the future.
- Ever been in love?: Multiple times
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yup lol
- Pictured your crush naked?: Never really had a "crush"
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Never really had a "crush"
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied: Of course
- Fallen for your best friend?: Possibly
- Used someone?: Probably. Not really sure though as I try not to.
- Done something you regret?: All the time. Usually about 90% of the things I do.
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Just a comfy shirt, sweat pants, and undies
- Desktop picture: Galaxy fox
- Mood: Horny :P
- Pets: Technically none but there is a dog in the house that I take care of :3

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: Myself uwu
- Hugged: uh.....no one :c
- You kissed: nope. still no one uwu
- You DMed: >~> that's a bit private

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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: I try to be
- Open-minded?: Of course.
- Arrogant?: Probably
- Insecure?: 100%
- Random?: Yup
- Hungry?: Usually
- Smart?: Maybe on average but it depends on the subject
- Moody?: I definitely can be
- Organized?: Try to be as best I can, even if it's the messy kind of organized
- Shy?: Yup. Irl especially and online a bit less
- Difficult?: I can be a variety of difficulties. Just depends on what's going on and who it's with.
- Bored easily?: A bit. Just depends on if it grabs my attention.
- Entertained easily?: Not really but I can be entertained for a while if somethings good enough
- Obsessed?: Depends on the subject...or person.
- Lazy?: Aren't we all in some way?
- Angry?: If you've seen my streams at times then you know I can be pretty ragey.
- Happy?: Atm...no. Haven't been truly happy since 2014-2015 and has only gotten worse as time goes by. Trying to get better though and maybe I'll find someone that can help me achieve that happiness.
- Hyper?: Not often
- Trusting?: I'm about as trusting and loyal as a good dog can be, especially for the right people when they earn it. Honestly it's probably one of my biggest downfalls as it can be a hard thing to get but those that get or had it can immediately make me regret it and never want to open up again.

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R A N D O M
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- In the morning: I want more sleep
- Love is: love, so long as it's not illegal love...you know what I mean
- I dream about: lewd things
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: depends on how we're meeting
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: No one really
- Makes you smile: Not really sure
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Nothing/No one atm but I'm still waiting for it to happen with someone special

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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to DM you?: Yes. All the time. Even those that aren't someone special because I hate and suck at messaging first D:
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: The idea pops up but not really
- Wish you were younger?: Yes. At least back to 2014-2015 me.
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Depending on the subject and my mood, maybe. It's been hard for me to actually cry for a long time now. Think only certain things I've watched have made me tear up and cry a few tears at most.

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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 3..4...maybe 5.
- Of Cd's: I don't even know anymore and don't want to count lol
- Of houses lived in: 2 I remember, 3 maybe 4 if I count as a baby.
- Of scars on my body: Nothing really to note
- Of bones I've broken: Both thumbs and probably wrists as well. It's why my hands hurt so much QwQ
- Of car accident you've had: 0 big accidents, 1 small one


Hopefully that brings some insight into me a bit but I'll be happy to answer any other questions in the comments if any of you want to ask.

Hello everyone :3

I'm looking for Valorant players to help fill out for ranked queues. I play primarily on stream so I am looking for people that are chill/fun and can control themselves to not say anything stupid unlike most randoms in the game like this and especially like counter strike. Primarily play NA East around 9:30 pm EST till about 12am unless it's a weekend which means it could be sooner and go longer.

As for ranks, I was Diamond 1/Plat 3 in beta and am currently Gold 3 with me having entries into Plat rank before getting deranked.

For agents, I main Reyna atm for comp while I play the other agents as experiments in spike rush and sometimes casual games to get a feel for them again since the beta. I've also got others that randomly come in but I'd like to have a constant team to play with when possible.

If you're interested just join my discord here - https://discord.gg/vEw9B5h - and let me know who you main/who you can play, your rank, and your ID for the game. The server is just an LFG server that I temp set up for destiny and valorant so I'm using that so there's no need to DM/PM on here. It also helps keep certain types of others out of the main servers that may be used at another time while also allowing other people/furs to have access to each other to play more games at different times then just when I play.

If you don't have discord you can still DM me on here with the info but most communication done by me and anyone else that joins for games will typically be done through voice chat in discord.

Thanks.

I've been wanting to put stuff up for stream to possibly make it more me like as well as a banner but I have a problem trying to do that.....


I severely lack any sfw art that I can use XD Not that having all my nsfw stuff is a bad thing...just not good for public use. The only problem I have is I have no idea what clothes I'd wear being that I prefer my sona being naked. I feel like it's to hard to talk about putting clothes on when I'm not much of a clothing person being that I don't really care on what I wear that much.

So needing to fix this problem and my birthday coming next month, I think depending on if I get some decent money I might start looking around to commission some people for the first time. Guess I need to talk to some people to get help with clothes ideas so I guess I really have two problems .-.

After grinding and gaming for so long over at twitch.tv/neokitsune I've finally hit affiliate. It took a long while and some help from friends as well as some dedicated followers but we managed to get to the goal. So if anyone wants to come watch this fox play games, hang out, chat, follow, donate to help out the stream, or now sub it'd be greatly appreciated :D

Also with this news means I now have a need for emotes, badges, and been wanting a new overlay/panels for my stream. Only down side is aside from Fiverr and maybe looking around at other fur streamers I have no idea who to go to for things. I'd really like to revamp my look within the next 2 months or so, hopefully sooner, so any help with that would be greatly appreciated. However my main focus, aside from my current donation goal, is getting a slightly newer PC to be able to provide better quality content for people to enjoy. That includes more game diversity, better in game quality via graphics and no lag, as well as a fox cam from facerig. So if anyone knows who to go to for twitch stuff I'd love to know in the comments and if you might want to help out the stream then check the link above and maybe share it around.

I'm just glad that the grind for affiliate is over and can now focus on content for everyone else to enjoy while enjoying doing what I love to do as one of my hobbies :D

Playing some CSGO over at https://www.twitch.tv/neokitsune if you wanna come watch, support, or join in. Playing for the next 2ish hours before coming back around 9/10pm est for more. Would love any support as I'm only one step from getting affiliate and need to get 3 average viewers over a period of 30 days.

As a side note I'm looking to try and get a better, more me, stream set up with scenes, notifications, and information panels. Of course once I get affiliate I'm going to be looking to get some emotes and badges done but that's at the very least a month away ^^;;

The friend I mentioned a few times now,  LazySnout is holding up his first art raffle. If you're interested in trying your luck here's the link http://www.furaffinity.net/view/30101125/

He's also holding it up on twitter as well and his twitter link is in his post if you wish to enter there as well. Good luck to those that enter :3

Ended up getting the game 2 days ago and haven't ventured to far into it yet. Was hoping to have someone to play with and the one I did isn't going to be very active on the game even though they wanted a group to play with. Was hoping to find some people also new to the game or wouldn't mind making/using a new character to join in on to play. I have my own discord server for us to use as well so don't have to worry about using the in game voice chat. If you're interested just send me a note :3

Just giving a friend a boost as I said I would in past art posts/journal posts whenever he opened some commissions. If I didn't then I am now :P So if you're interested in some icons like mine or those shown on his submission then follow the link here -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/296.....#cid:134541252

They're only $10 so why not :3

Looking for anyone that'd be interested in playing games online like Destiny 2, Fortnite, Rainbow six siege, and a few others like LoL, Smite, and Overwatch though those first 3 are the main games I'm playing atm. If anyone is interested please by all means leave a comment or pm me and I'll shoot you an invite to the server. The server is 18+ as well so keep that in mind.


Currently playing R6 siege and really want others to play with but also looking for people to play Destiny 2 with for Raids, PvP, and (if there are any decent sized and active clans out there for me to join) clan stuff that is needed as I'm currently looking for a better clan that's more furry friendly.

I said in some of the art pieces I've recently that I'd make a journal about the artist when he got his profile started up and that's what I'm doing here. While he is still technically setting it up it is made and is ready to be watched and possibly in the future when he's ready, to take commissions and such.

So if you liked any of the submissions I've put up from my new ref sheet to my new icon and to the naughty bedroom play images then you should go give  lazysnout a watch. I've also thought about maybe doing a watcher giveaway if he got to X amount of watchers but I'll have to talk to him (or he'll talk to me if he reads this before I talk to him :P) about it, so maybe keep an eye out. Though if it doesn't happen his art is still great and I'm sure you'll all enjoy it. I'm not sure when exactly he'll take commissions but I know he wants too so if you're interested in commissioning him I'll make sure he posts a journal letting everyone know :P Heck I'll post another journal to let everyone know he's open for them when he does.

As for more art of my sona I'm not sure when I'll get another piece. I would like to start getting stuff for my story that I'll eventually be updating more, especially after I get some art for it of which  lazysnout will be doing some pieces for. So if you're interested in reading anything I post all my stories, not just the main one the accounts named after, will be posted on my other account  storyofragnak as well as any art I have done for my stories. This way I can keep my sona separated as well as keep any nsfw stuff on this account as I'd like to keep the story account sfw, though I do have nsfw for Ragnak and will do nsfw stories that just won't be posted on the story account. That does mean I've been thinking of taking story commissions as I can't really draw nor have a real way of uploading anything I draw since it'd be done via the old fashioned way over digitally. I'm just not sure when I'll take them. Probably work that all out the same time I finish getting my story account set up. So if you're interested in story commissions then perhaps keep an eye out for those. Otherwise I think that about covers everything I wanted to say and hope that everyone's day/night is going well :3

Hey everyone. Know it's been a while since I've made a journal or posted anything. Been kinda stuck in a limbo of such where I've been sucked into games while fighting off some irl problems. Anyway I'm back, of sorts, and hope I can get more active with my other account. What is the other account? Well if you look at my profile you'll see I added a new account that will slowly be built up for my stories, art for those stories, and anything else that has to do with them. However everything that gets posted there will be sfw and anything nsfw will either be posted here on my main account or on another account if I decide to make a third. So if you're interested in reading my stories and seeing art from them then by all means go drop a watch here  storyofragnak and watch for updates that will come in over time.

This brings me to the second part of the title which is looking for anyone that might be interested in doing art for the main story being put up, Story of Ragnak. I know at the moment there's nothing on the account to help with ideas or incentive to help but I have a good bit of editing to do to put it back out for people to read. I'll help any artist that might want to volunteer their talents for this story so that they know what they're drawing if I don't have anything out for them to have a general idea for stuff to draw. Why am I asking for volunteers for this? Mainly because this is for anyone that wants or needs something to draw or practice with. Especially since there's no ref sheets to go off of. This is more for anyone that might like what they read and want to provide their own input and art for it. I had plans for this story 4-6 years ago and I'd like to revive those plans but unfortunately with how things are these days I don't think I can do this without help.

What do I need to help in and can be volunteered to do if you're interested in?

-An icon for the account, though it might be a cropped version of another art piece
-Character images/refs for the main characters
-Character images/refs for other creatures apart of the story
-Action scenes
-Chapter icons that show off a part of the story
-City/Town type pieces to help visually show off places in the story

Again, I know that this type of stuff is something that's hard to do without references and stuff like this would normally have to be commissioned, and eventually they will if my life ever got together to be able to pay for them. Hence why I'm looking for volunteers. I don't want to go around asking for free art and force people to do something I would like to help visualize my work. Would much rather have someone that want to volunteer their talent and don't mind doing it while in return having their art featured for the story, watched, and given a shout out via journal as well as any other way I might have in the future in return for volunteering.

So if you are an artist that wants or needs something to draw to practice with, kill time, or even do between commissions then feel free to send me a note saying you're interested and, to help with what you're interested in, what you'd like to draw for the story.

If you're someone that knows an artist that might fit what I'm looking for and is looking for something to draw then feel free to let them know and send them my way.

Like the title states this journal is a list of artists that I have found around FA so far and would like to commission at some point during my life when I actually have cash to spend. Don't judge me for who I wanna commission either or I'll nom you to oblivion :V X3 and if your an artist and you see this but your names not in it, don't worry about it, I just haven't put you down yet.

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11. dregna

12. dreiker

13. eda

14. essien

15. fastspeedy

16. flynx-flink

17. fuvi

18. h0rs3

19. hinata-rabbit

20. hiorou

21.  hufnaar

22.  ifus

23.  immelmann

24.  j-a-l-m-u

25.  jonas-puppeh

26.  kammymau

27.  lexifoxxx

28.  llucario

29.  locosaltinc

30.  lunalei

31.  machinari

32.  meesh

33.  megasong

34.  mickeytheretriever

35.  mrchocolate

36.  narse

37:  neaa

38.  neko-maya

39.  notorious84

40.  nubs

41. okamiterasu

42. okka

43. onyxavia

44. padunk

45. projectzer0

46. psitt

47. purplepardus

48. quartzz

49. razz

50. redfeatherstorm

51. rrowdybeast

52. seskata

53. sirod

54. subdivisions

55. talleybear

56. tanks

57. taurinfox

58. thanshuhai

59. theowlette

60. tsaiwolf

61. valerok

62. vallhund

63. vash-leon

64. lunariadragomere

65. atroquine

This list is obviously a work in progress atm, starting from the top of my watched list and going down till I add a new artist I find. Whenever I get a commission from them I'll scratch or remove the name.

Just posted a downloadable version of Chapters 1 through 10 part 1. will be posting 4 through 10 part 1 individually like I was before and then doing the same with 10 part 2 to 17 (download and individually). How long they all will take idk but at least it's up now so I'm caught up on here and my other site. Hopefully I can start a comic, animation/show, and a game off it but those require the story to be -

A. done
B. money
C. time
D. software
and
E. support/actors/drawers/animators

So ya...wont be for a while unless a bunch of people support it and help out with it.

Now also due to not having time due to school, work sometimes, and the story itself I don't have a chance to do any drawings especially for my story. If your an artist you have my permission to do artwork for the story but you must point out that the characters aren't yours and link the downloadable story to your submission. The artwork must also only be posted on FA (here) so that I can see it and repost it, in turn giving you a little bump, thanks, and maybe a watch from me as well as those that see the art. Also don't forget to note me or give me a shout with a link to the submission.

(edit): If you want to know about the characters looks or body builds for the art just note me so I can give you some information. I plan on doing refs for all of them so depending on what others do color wise it might end up on the ref and I'll give the artist who gave me the color idea more credit and maybe a little appearance in the story, depending on how far in I'm at, or the next one ;3 for helping out.

Thanks for reading
~Neo

I've been thinking about posting a story I have up on another site here to try and get more people involved and see if I can get comments and such on how to make it better as well as ideas that I could possibly use for future chapters. At the moment I just finished writting chapter 14 but only have chapters 1 through 9 posted on the other site. I do have them saved on a thumbdrive so it won't be hard to post it here but I still have to type up the other 5 chapters. For those that would like to read it you can send me a personal note or comment on my page and I'll send you a note with the link to the site and where the story first starts. If you do read it id appriciate comments on my page or something that tell me either how good or bad it was. All comments are welcomed because they'll only help me get better. Id also like to see in the comments if I should post it on here or not. I thank those that read this and thank those that read my story and do as Id like even more. Hoping to get enough comments by the time I type up chapter 14 so there's plenty of time as far as I know to read this, read the story, and comment.