so yesterday I was feeling sick like I had the flu so I called to get a covid Test and I just got it back and I was Positive so that means I will be home for a while to take care of myself. but I am not in any pain or have a major illness it more feels like it's passing by so I might be over with it already. I did take the vaccine too so that is a plus.

but yeh fun how 2021 want to give me on last Fuck you before it ends.

with the Holiday coming up and work being crazy I'm going to take time off for while till then settle down. I have not been much in an art mood anyways but have been doing some paints on my Warhammer figures and been gaming for a while.
I do like the new Halo and have been avoiding any spoilers of the ending and few people were inviting me to join their party but had to avoid joining till I at least get the story mode done.

I did get Space marines for Steam too BTW and I have been enjoying it. I like to play some of the multiplayer stuff too but notice no really on so I'll have to find a group that wants to jump in and just kill Orks or whatnot but yeah it's a really fun game.

but other than that I don't think I'll be posting anything for while not till after the new year. till then have a fun and safe Holiday.

And I really just don’t give a fuck about it.

I used to be big halo fan but had nothing but the worst time with it for matter how hard I try I could never find anyone I could play with or socialize. It was nothing but assholes little kids and people that just wanted to get free art off me. It got so bad that some guy was trying to make me gay. It was after that I just said no. Usually when a new game comes out I get excited but now it like “ soo what.” That and the Xbox one is a real crappy system. Update take longer and the set up is shit. So with this new Halo game that out I’m just going to play the campaign and call it. I’m done with halo I don’t care for it and anyone I play is just an Ass all but one group while back but they too moved on from halo so it best I do the same.

I am still working in the female Skaven lore but things in Real life have been rough due to work. so still slow. I was thinking to have them in some way work for the imperium but in one world and of course under a hive city but still have strict rules that both sides will have to follow.

but first I still have to be careful about this. I don't want to be some Neckbeard thing where now all they think about is having sex with rat women all the time for we all know how honey people the furry fandom are. for there be strict rules on that part and already I can hear some lonely boys yelling at me about this.
it not about sex you know. this is why I'd rather be friends with non-furries. you really do need to look up what made the fandom what it is.

the other part is to make this so even Non-furry people understand and in a way let it pass as just fanfic ((which is all it is)) right now we are still not welcome as much as one would thing hope in the Warhammer Community.

in other words, make work for both sides

So right away I going to say I'm going to put a pause on the Widow Shark Comic story for that was a test to see if I can even do a comic and I guess I can,

but I actually didn't like how things turned out. the character looked fine and I did like how I got Cobra commander visor right with the metallic look to it but the lack of detailed backgrounds I hated and I was rushing on it so I could add much more to the panels.

but like said that was a test. I have an idea of what I want to do to tell a story. this process will take longer but will look fare better and but more in the story than just some rush job.

I'm still in the big WH40k mood and would like to work on my Fire Dogs characters. I finally have an idea of how I want to play their pare in the 40k universe give you an idea. the Fire Dogs are a unit of Four pokemon fire types and are more of a hit and run unit, This was inspired by the Gears of war games of Marcus Phinox and Delta Squad. I really like the GOW games and the characters. so I wanted to do the same but with 40k and pokemon characters to tell their story of what life is like working for the Impreum and yes I will, no have to keep it GrimDark.

I will have Karen and a few of my female pokemon characters be in it as well. for now, there are just Side Characters but if this goes well with fire dogs I might make a spin-off story about them. Karen's team is also Hit and run unit just as the battle sisters who are called the "Dragons Sisters" since most of her team are mostly Dragon type but one. (Tina)

so yeah that mostly all I wanted to share I want to start this soon but I know it's going to be a long time due to work and this fucking over time that NEED TO STOP.

small rant here Most of the people in the U.S. need to get off fucking social Midea and get their asses back to work. stop Bitching or coming up with dumb topics and go make some real money. If I get a PS5 none of those lazy fuck have the right to bitch at me for Earned it. Right now I'm working 46-50 hours a week there is a reason why I get grumpy at times.
so shut up I don't give a fuck about your gender or what for all you are in this world is a Number. now get your ass to work Employee No.17648-B you tic tok can wait after work.

anyways I'm still a bit moody.

but anyways thanks for reading

I’m going to do one last Skaven pic then move on to other projects. Even though some of you like seeing the evil female rats I have other stuff I need to get back too. I have been wanting to get back to my FireDogs chapter and I an idea for short comic on my one shark OC Widow shark and had this interesting origin story about her life. The Skaven clan thing I’ll get back to when ever I’m in the mood again.

That is all
Thanks for reading.

so I just to start this off by saying that if you are all wondering if I play the tabletop Minature game I do not. I really do not have the time or the people to play with and the only reason I got into Warhammer was the Mcfalands figures and some 3d printers on eBay make all the weapons I need to help with some of the artwork. just something I wanted to add.

as for my Skaven clan, I wanted to give a small talk on what's going on. Right working on the lore for this is taken a lot of time due to the fact I'm still on overtime right now. I'm working 46-50 hours a week so my free time is short and on weekends I'm kind of really too tired to do much it's why I rather do artwork than type stuff out. the other thing is that when working on this lore I have to work with 40k universe, not the fantasy one. things for the Skaven would be different for them in the fare grim future of 40k. having large numbers for them is dangerous with the firepower of the imperium and other threats across the galaxy so this mostly Female clan is Small and had to evolve to survive so I needed to think of ways to make things work. so yeah this is not easy.

the other big thing is that "WE WANT TO AVOID THE LONELY HORNY BOY NECKBEARDS" this is one big issue I know I will have for sure. these rat girls do not have any sexual relationship with humans for it can put them in danger of being discovered.
Also with that, there are still furry haters that will see this and think I'm a "that guy" so no thinking with your dicks thinks only with your head. the last thing I need is some troll going after on this. right now I'm already in danger for someone "POSTED MY WORK ON 4CHAN!" furry hatters still go to that site and right if any of those trolls what my last name is they will think I'm their new replacement for you know who that CWC who is jail right now.
if any I just say wait till I get this Lore done then will see if Improvements can be made. I'm not going to make this Skaven clan like some Disney movie it still needs to be grimdark. so not think with dick only reason. The black Templar is always hunting Xenos.

other than that, that about it.

thanks for reading

Just wanted to give a heads up that I’m in the middle of working on that Skaven clan. I have started doing some writing tell what they are like and how these skaven live in the 40k universe and will be working on more illustrations on them as well. It will be while before it all done and knowing how my spelling and grammar is like I need make sure everything turns out right even thou I’m not fan of the writing an rather draw but I do need to make sound right so yeah I really need make sure everything make sense and not be a “ that guy”.

well, it has finally come and the last fighter I was for sure thinking it was Crash but became Sora.

he was a character that was heavily wanted in the game and I am not upset about it since I have my FF7 crew in the game the only thing that I concern about is Disney. I feel that they should replace the Micky mouse Icone with a smash Icon. Disney has been a real ass over the past few years and I'm hoping this does not go over their head and give them any ideas to add their own shit into Smash. Sora is fine for it's a videogame character and not one of their movies. the last thing we need is all that Woke shit in our game. it bad enough people try to do that and were banned right away.

if any I hope it was Square Enix that made the call and told Disney off. at this time Disney is still not been forgive for this shit they did and has a lot of ground to cover before the forgiven. to me, Sora is a Square Enix's character, not a Disney one.

so I notice I have not been streaming as of Late due to my work hours and how Tired I have been but starting this weekend I'm going to do Warhemmer40k a few Guardsmen vs hoard of Skaven. perfect for the spooky holiday.

now I want to go on a bit of a rant but something we all can relate to.

I was going to have all the Skaven Females. this was an idea I had at work but when I was thinking about these amazing witch rat clans (( I had loar idea and everything about them but sadly got whipped out by Orks)) I felt that making them all-female I fear that some anit-furs or Warhammer fans correcting me about this idea. which would make me feel like a Weibo or neckbeard. like all think about is furry girls.
after kind of feeling like that something hit me. with all these hater talking about how the fandom is Cringe they never go after any female artist. these soo called Edge YouTubers say furry stuff in Warhammer /Wh40k is bad, have never done any research on the fandom, and if there was some goth check that drew nothing but Sexy Skaven females or big buff werewolf dudes nude or not sexual or gory, even both. these so call badass Edge lords would change their minds so fast that they act like "they were never agents Furries." like said if they did their damn research most talented female artiest do a lot of smut work. oh boy, we all know how these people think with their dirty minds. they think where bad Ha! do they ever watch their own stuff. I'm guessing no and just waiting for views and subs. (( which I feel is sad )) So F how these type of people and I'll so what I want. If I want to make a Skaven clan that is mostly female then I will that hell what they say if it not hurting anyone. (( watch I do this get made fun of than a bunch of attractive goth gals want to hang out with me and talk about Skaven stuff the so-called Edgie boys want to be my Friend XD ))

but anyways I'm done ranting but yes I'll be working on WH40k Halloween pic also for know the Skaven are really not in 40k it's just short fanfic.

that is all
thanks for reading.

I just wanted to give a short session of how the pokemon role is in the WH40K universe and make this clear note that this is only fanfic not cannon to the original lore to the Univers of 40k (( knowing how some can be.))

to start off Pokemon beliefs and religion are different from the humans. they don't believe that the emperor of man is god but a human with great gifts and was sent by their god Arceus.
in their text, they believed that Arceus sent a human in gold would come to them and lead back to the friendship of humanity that was once lost ages of going to the power of the smart machines know as A.i. with technology so advance over the years pokemon where more cast out as machine could do more better than them and soon after they where pushed back to being a wild beast and forgotten. overtime some species of pokemon died out as some survived. As time went on Pokemon started making their own subsidy as they to live without humans. Religion. governments and culture were being made.

fast word after the age of strife and during the great crusade the pokemon were visited by large human dress in gold armor known as the emperor of man he knows how powerful the pokemon are and how useful they could be to his cause so he asks for an audience with their leaders.
it really didn't take long for the pokemon to join in the great crusade. why they join so easily. there prediction that I said earlier. a human in god would show up and led them back into a relationship with the humans once again. this is where the term " The Emperor leads as Arceus protects" remember they don't see the emperor as a god just a messenger sent by Arceus.
after a great alliance was made the Emperor's beast of burden was made.

"If humanity ever falls to the void of Chaos my Beast of Burden will pull them out and bring them back to the light once again. for these creatures can never be corrupted by chaos and always fight for man's survival."

the Emperor of man


and if you wondering no Pokemon can not be corrupted by Chaos. For the Pokom gods and the Chaos, gods Hate each other. Like really hate HATE each other.
and if you ask the other question why does the Emperor let the pokemon keep their religion since he wants to abolish it? pokemon are not human so they can keep it.

once again this lore is WIP I will have more later to work once I have more time and not be working 46-50 hours a week.

Well I should known that the last image I posted would attract the neck beard. You would of figured that these guys would leave the MLP fandom after season nine but nope their still around. Had one on DA being kind of snooty on one my images asking why the Ultra marines had green eye and not red and when I told him I seen few with green eyes he got kind of piss and telling me that only blood angels and raves had green eyes. Okay who cares I just draw this stuff for fun I’m still new to 40k. I have not really reply for I had no time for this kind of stuff and just moved on. Please don’t be an ass when comes to fandom if any send a note or talk to person in an adult matter. Don’t get snooty or be an ass that a good why to get your ass blocked and give the fandom a bad name.

Man you ever have those days you feel your lost in a lot of things and are out of place. Even at times out of order. I how I’m feeling. I have no idea what the heck I even want in life anymore and where my place or interest are. My mind feel like it trap in a endless maze of confusion.

so after I was working on the last pic I posted it has now come to my discussion that I will no longer be doing requests. there comes a time when an artist notice that there work has come to point where if your good at something why do it for free. this last pic took me a very long time to do and a lot of work went into it. so for now on when I'm open, from here on out it's now on it will be commission only.

I know some will be upset about this and leave but it's something that happens but for those who stay, they understand.

but anyways that all I have to say

thanks for reading.

raindragon1 is posting nude images of childer on this site repot this mother fuckers ass now and get the authorities on them as well. this I well NOT FUCKING STAND FOR.

this all needs to stop. NOW!

over the years I have been looking for my place in my art and ideas and after years of searching and trying new things, I think I found my place.
WH40k is the one place I feel is more conformable for me. with its loar world building and all its cool weapons and power armor stuff that I go for it feel like home. adding the pokemon has been more of a bounce that I also enjoy and want to take few older pokemon charters I have not drawn and put them in this world.
I am working on the loar how pokemon became part of the Imperium I have many ideas about how it came to be but it also has to make sense how too. I can't just say " they were always there". whenever one does cross over on something like this it's best to plan it out then just have it happen. it helps give your audience an idea of what you're doing.

also, the WH40K community has been neutral over what I'm doing. no one has really given me any issues and some kinda like that what I have been showing off and also none of this cannon to the original loar. I'm still surprised about it but at the same time, I'm not.

I do have many projects I want to work on like I want to do a Dub comic on youtube with my own chapter the Firedogs which told about what it's really like in endless war and another one which I call " the church of Arceus". it more of a detailed story of how pokemon became part of the WH40K universe. (( Concannon ))

with so much going on please do not expect Request or commission to be open. these are big projects and will need heavy focus. with breaks of course. I might have where I'll have others pokemon OC's in the background but that about it. but don't hold your breath on that. I know how people want stuff from but like said I do this for my own escape from the real world.

but anywho that about it. thanks for reading.

so we all know about the people who hate the furry fandom and how at times they can be more annoying than hurtful and I keep asking myself why are they like this. I know it is not for everyone but when comes to furries I wonder why they are trolled more. well after watching Jikerdor videos on youtube, I can see why.
Jikerdor actually talks about how the people that attack or troll furries are mostly kinds at the age of 12-18. these kids have personal issues of their own and are not mature or brave enough to confront them with anyone. so they lash out at something they see as easy to make fun of to cover their own issues they are having in real life. if you go watch Jikerdor videos as he is actually trying to confront these kids and boy he's not joking. even though it seems he not getting to them you can tell on how they talk and act something is up. most of them are boys and yes boys do have the most issues when coming to age for they feel they have to be the most responsible in life. most of the girl hatter kind of do for they think they're cute and can control any guys. (( pfffft yeah unless their A pedo all your going to get is nothing but a good laugh)) I notice to whenever Jikerdor talks to an adult they have more mature questions and are curious about what the fandom is and whats it's all about. these days I see more and more people trying to understand what this furry thing is all about than just straight up attacking it.

also, that is one other thing I want to talk about too. I have noticed some changes in this fandom too. there has been a decrease in fandom. not by much but it has gone down. alongside Fetish art too. On youtube, there have been channels that have been pointing out Pedos and Zoophiles that have sneaked into this fandom which is good. we do not want those fucking assholes in here. they are not welcome and can go kill themselves.
the also big plus is kick minors out in the adult area. Twitter users that have adult stuff on their pages have banned kids from their page. this helps the fandom a lot in ways to keep undercontrol. I actually took off all my adult work for I do not want kids seeing that stuff not till there 18. that and I never do much adult work anyways.

but anyways that is all

thanks for reading.

so ever since I started this Warhammer/pokemon crossover I'm actually surprised no one has been really upset about it. I was expecting some Edge lored, neckbeard, or Hater to come at me and tell me off about this but so far nothing. heck on my Instagram I have some Warhammer fans following me. so I must be doing something right.

it could be that I keeping it grimdark too. so there is really nothing pokemon related to the games or cartoons.

also just head up I do have the Fanfic loar coming soon on how the pokemon became part of this universe but not NONE OF IT IS CANNON.

okay that is all

thanks for reading.

just to start on this I want to say that I never stood my BLM or the LGBT at all. it not that I hate blacks or gays it just that I can not stand for a group the supports hate and violence. it these were more peaceful acts I would but since so many of my friends were affected by this I just wanted nothing to do with them and just moved on with my life. like said I don't hate blacks for one my best friend is black and I don't hate gay for my friends is gay just I will not support the hate ones who say they do Support these groups I do not believe them and are just going it for clute.

with that here is the real topic.

I had to do some real soul seeking and had to really get rid of some youtube channels that been really killing my art drive. for the past year, I have felt a massive decline in my interest in drawing and been just negative about everything. my heart was filled with nothing but hate for all the human race and as I was at work I was in some way having an inner talk to myself for I have noticed my art drive was dieing. to me, this was not good and I have been drawing for years and this was my passion. so after few days of figuring out what the hell was going on with me, I knew what the problem was.
over the years I have been watching nothing but negative channels about my interest and hobbies that Inspired me to draw. I know Disney is a shit show pandering to twttier woke losers over nothing and killing what we love for their amusement but still this some that should not stop me from drawing. really the woke goes after what is popular. (( also, did you know the woke hate furries? geez I wonder why XD))
so to make this short I took off many channels from my remediation list and only have positive stuff to watch. this really helped as I felt a massive weight off my shoulders and I feel my art drive coming back. really in all truth all this hate is just what trending now and it needs to stop. so I say this if you want to show people you don't care about the direction they're going with all this Idianey politics crap don't buy their shit and Ignore them and find something new. many are going to anime. show support for those who care about the fans and just ignore the ass kissers to twitter and if people like comic pros get upset that "you're not buying my book" just them to shut up and then ignore them. it might take a while but once they see their bank account too low and their flowers leave them they might take the hint that they're not important. as for your tubers, I'm going to open there not helping as they should do the same. Ignore the woke and move on to more positive things

one will never get up if one never falls. so let Starwars, Marvel, Dc, and Disney fall.
one day they will get the hint.

let just take the positive road.

good!

I have nothing agents Kazuya at all. we have a bad guy in the fighting game roster and Tekken was a popular game like Streeter fighter and king of Fighters so I'm looking forward to trying him out. I wish the doom guy was in it but I know now he's out for Crash is next and I have said they saved him for last.

also, the new Metroid Dead looks epic. I love that it's a horror game with that Aliens feels to it. AND BOTW2 2022 WOOOOOOOOOOOO.

So far Nintendo did well this E3 not the best but better than the others.

Yep, today is my birthday and I turned 40. But that not going to stop me I just have to watch my health more stay positive and keep being creative. I do feel like 40 going to be the better years anyways for my 30’s have been not the best but 40 should be better for thing been looking up a lot more. But anyways that it and more art is to come:

you know how I said I was not going to do Kaiju art well I'm going back but with a reason.

when I made Judi she was meant to be a villain in the MCU as it was fun for her to take on heroes but over time she took on other Kaiju as well.
but right now Marvel has been pissing me off with there fucking Virtual signaling. and get me upset there hurting Stans Lee's legacy. as an artist who loves to make characters and build the world around them, it pisses me off when some take that world and shit all over it for someone dumb agenda like what been going on with Starwars. So Judi going to come back and it about time she beat the fuck out these so-called heroes and show them how a real hero should be. not going after White men or Supporting Pedos (( yes they are doing that wtf )).

so I feel I want to fight this bull shit back have Judi beat the shit out of them. Hopfuly this shows people what real heroes should be like.

Godzilla Vs Kong was big hit maybe this will Inspire people to make better comics

well, it safe to say that this Paranoa I been have is now gone for good.

to give short history I was bulled by a group of low-life people that like to RP military stuff harass me a few years back over my bad grammar and spelling (( before Spell chack)) and had an odd grudge that I was a Gundam fan. even since those days every time I would do anything military-related and felt this dark shadow loom over me seeing what I was doing and wait for them to show up and start harassing me and take over any of my projects.
it sucks when you do something you like some assholes show up and try to take it over and make you feel bad about what your interest is at the same time to the point you just want to leave it as they laugh at you.
Military Rpers are like the woke for roleplayers they only think of themselves and believe they are the smartest people in the world because they know everything about war and have perfect spelling and grammar but little do they know there just dorks that have zero social skills. All their RPers are about is battle tactics and what weapon and Vehicles they use in seen. Zero character development and world-building. okay, some world but it more on governments and some environments but that about it. like Said, it's like reading and college textbook. Boring!

I still remember how all this shit started and it was on an old furry RP forum called Born Wild but has since shut now for about 20 years. the time the Military Rpers stopped harassing me si when a popular person called them out of it. and others join in to tell them to knock it off. that was a good feeling that some see what was going to and put an end to the dork's assault on me. after that they try to message me on yahoo messenger (( yeah that old thing)) and try to be buddy with me. I was nice back but still hated them. after I left the RP forum they lurked around here and there try to sneak into my stuff. at times I felt they had new buddies that keep watch on me and give them info on what I was doing but now I feel it over for good and they're not ever coming back.

now to close on this on good vibes.
like said when about these Military weirdos don't like making real stories I feel that what scared them off. I mention the project I was working on my Warhammer 40k / pokemon crossover that I was taken idea off Delta Squad from Gears of war. I felt that what drove them away. which to me is good. I'm sure the person wanted to work with me but it was only on the ranking system and other military stuff no one cares about. it was when I got no reply back when I told the person on my real idea was for the Fire Dogs unit. this to me was a big relief as it shows the nightmare is over and I can finally move on and be free to do my own thing without some war junkie trying to take my stuff and meld it to their own at the same time make me feel like shit. only good thing ahead.

anyways that is all thanks for reading

so as some, you have noticed I have taken a big interest In WH40k and been doing a lot of fan work along with pokemon, and now that I have the tools and a good idea of how this dark universe works I do want to continue this. right now I'm working on some new story idea of Squad of Fire-type pokemon and their lives serving the imperium. this won't be some happy fun time adventure if you anything about WH40K is a dark gritty world of war and death.
right now I have 4 four characters I want to use in this story idea. I don't have names for them but I have an idea of what I want to call them and what their personalities are like. (( the character here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41098508/ )) most of my inspiration for this came from the Gears of War games 1,2,3, and Judgment. these games have great world-building and character deployment and this something I want to do with my so-called FireDogs unit.
it going to take a while to work on this but I do keep notes on some ideas. I'm also bringing some pokemon characters back like Kimmy the Goodra and Susian the Dragonite but they will not be the same for war changes some people.

NOW! while I'm doing this I do not need help from wimpy ass mama boys that what some stupid human fall in love with one of female pokemon one that is illegal in the imperium and like said this not going to be some happy Disney shit or MLP crap. it dark, gritty and there is no happy ending. if you some softy then this not for you. fine some else's character to fall in love with for all my Females in this are fucking bitches and to them, you are nothing but meat for the meat grinder.

as for you, "Military RPers" stay out of this. you don't know anything about storytelling or character development. Just Because you have perfect grammar and spelling does not make you the smartest person in the world. all you know is stuff from Strategie games and the code number for all military weapons and vehicles. and I have read your RP's and there are boring. They read like college textbooks and I find myself dozing off to them. if you want to make things interesting stop looking up war shit and got take creative writers class. After how you and your kind treated me and bulled me I want you away from this project.
don't reply to this get out. the front door is over there.

the only people I will take advice for this are my real friends and people who are real WH40K fans. mean they focus on the loar. I don't mean to get harsh in the end here butter is somewhat just ruined the fun for me and I end up quitting the project that what happen to Judi and the dinosaur project. If any I say but be the audience and watch if I want anyone's help I'll ask for it.

but anyways that is all thanks for reading.

just wanted to take my time to talk about this.

so have most of you notice that I have been doing a big of WH40K stuff and I can say it been a big help in many ways with my work. if you look at many artworks done by an artist that does WH40K, it has soo much detail to it. it like every image has a story to tell that what I want my stuff to be like. I have been doing a lot of work that to me seems blah. but every time I do something 40k, it just pops and I feel there is a lot to this image. the other thing I like about 40k it has helped me with new skills and techniques to a lot of things I can do. it push me to do better and I even notice I improved soo much from this. I remember backgrounds where fewer things I wanted to do. but now I actually like doing them. even though they are simple I still made them where they at least look like something and the character pop out more.
I know some of you want to go back to big boob gals but I will still do that just 40k is helping me improve more and more with my skills that and I always had an interest in that universe just never knew how to get into it.

so yeah just head I'll be doing more 40k stuff here. but will take a break and get back to my best Zard gal Karen

okay that is all

thanks for reading.