so some on Twitter as me id I did any comic dub of my Charizard Karen and I told them I would love to do something like that with her. the only thing about that is it would be a lot of work and time. the work I can do. Make the comic and make the story would be okay just time is not on my side. with what is going on these days I'm working 48-60 hours a week and after a long week, I'm too tired to do anything so there that problem the other Problem is voice acting. I can do most of the voice acting myself but Karen, I will need to hire someone to play her. I can't do it for my voice would just ruin the character and would make me want to quit the project so there is that issue.

to me, this sounds like a fun project, and doing the work would not be an issue just time and other issues are holding me back. the other option would be not to do a comic dub on Karen but do my other idea. since I have been into WH40K I would like to do my Firedog Chapter. the would take longer but the voice acting would be easy for I can do all the voice just need a voice filter for some of the Marines and I can some my friends to side character to me. so I can do that for now till I figure some out for the Zard gal.

but like said this was an idea nothing is set in stone yet.

so I'm just going to be real with everyone here.

with what has been going on as of late to my long work hours and mental health I going to be leaving some fandoms.
the Godzilla/Kaiju fandom has not been the best for me these past few years and after the whole fan art thing, I feel it was time for me to call it. for me, work on anything Kaiju was more of a chore than anything fun and really the only one's that I know who really like was Macro/ fetish fans Only a few "real" Godzilla fans liked my stuff, and really after each picture I did it was not satisfying. to me, this was feeding more of the unwanted audience that didn't care about me and just wanted their kinges. I could make a half-ass pic of Judi smacking her ass and get to of faves and comments then a highly detailed image of Karen take on Ryu in an epic fight. that also another thing. I have more fun with my Charizard Karen than Judi and like to work more with her.
not to mention I have many other projects I want to work on as well. like the Warhammer40K stuff been really fun and I really get into it. every pic to me has a story to it and I feel more embraced in the Loar and story of all the epic battles.
at this time I know many will stop watching for me leaving the Godzilla fandom and that fine. Which to me is fine. I really don't do art to get notice or be popular I do it the escape. it's bad enough I work 48-50 hours a week I don't need another job to drain me.
asl for Judi She'll be working for Doom till I figure something out with just please don't expect her to show up anytime soon.

the one thing I do want to focus on is drawing more feral Dragons. I have a lot of watchers that have dragon sonas so working on some ferals would be fun you knowing me I plan on armoring them up and make them badass. heck might start a YCh one day in some epic-looking battle.

but anyways that is all thanks for reading.

after me getting a bit upset on the whole fanart issues I finally gave myself some time to think.

even though we love it if some people we look up to or inspired by noticing us I feel it best to more think of ourselves and make you happy.
do what makes you happy and as long it's not hurting others then it okay and enjoy it. trying to make some else happy and not getting the results you want can be very stressful and could hurt one's mental health so it best to worry about yours self and times and try to get away from all that. yes, there are some things we can run from like work and other matters in the world but if you have an escape then take it. ether it's art, music, movies, writing or even bird watching then do it.
for me, the fanart thing was not helping and I was being a fool to think I get some sort of happiness from it and got nothing, and like said Instead of getting upset about it and act like a child I just moved on. when I was live streaming working on another Warhammer 40k image it was right then that I feel better.
I was doing something I like and got out my dark hole and was in lighten and it was then I felt that this what make me happy.
with that, I say You take care of yourself.

I know getting fan art feel good but at the same time we are all still human and we have our own ideas and interest. we all don't think the same.

I do thank all of you for liking my work and understand my frustration I'm still work 48-50 hours a week so things are still not back to normal but you guys have been a real help to me with my work and I hope you get inspired to do good and keep improving your life. the internet can be stressful but sometimes we do need that escape to make ourselves feel better.

that is all thanks for reading.

welp, here we go.

so I'm not going to make this a big rant just a lesson I have learned about the furry fandom. Never do fanart for the artist or furry youtube you like or have interest in for when you do something for them you get nothing back. so far two people I have done work for I have not heard from or even gotten a simple like from them. like BetaEtaDelota, I did something for him posted here and on Twitter, Nothing no comment or like just ignored. I'm not expecting anything big really just a simple thank you or alike. so that hurt. did the same for some on DA with their Kaiju OC nothing. and I worked all day on her character fanart. nothing. really tell how I feel about the furry fandom now. I understand why some have left for other interests and feeling the same way. ((points to the Warhammer 40k door. leaving Karen and Judi behind when I head out.))

now when I do stuff for none furries. I get something from them and they show more appreciation for my work. one of them who is a big YouTuber followed me back on Twitter and she told me how she loved my work and had talent. that was very inspiring of her.

instead of getting upset, I'm going to do the right thing and move on. for now, when I do fan art it either for some franchise or someone who not in the furry fandom. the only furry fan art I'll do is for my closet friends.

but anyways that it. I just wanted to get that out on how I feel. I'm not stressed about this just annoyed but like I said it's best just to move on and work on more important things.

thanks for reading

this not any bad news to any who is watching because of my two female characters. I just want to let that I will not stop doing a pic of Judi or Karen.
I know have been taking a big interest in WH40K. but this does not mean I'm not going to draw my two popular gals again. just think of it as I'm giving them a break and working on other things till I get back in the mood again. which will happen.

so please don't get upset if I do other stuff. I know how much you guys like some of my character and I do appreciate it but at the time as an artist you want to do other things and I do like working WH40K

okay that about it

thanks for reading.

I know I have not been posting Stuff it was due to Monster Hunter. it has been a really fun game and been spending a lot of time on it so yeah I might be gone for a while due to the fact I want better gear and take on more Challenging beast.

so yeah I like this game.

just wanted to give everyone a head up that I'll be on Twitch for while so I'll be doing both Drawing and Gaming.

also been loving MonsterHunter Rise so on weekends I'll be playing that with Friends.

link here

https://www.twitch.tv/portalmasterdusty

just update on what going on.

for the winners of the YCH I'm still working on the picture just then has been a lot of thing going and mainly it do to work and all overtime that I have been doing so yeah it's going to be slow but I do plan on getting it done someday.

the next thing I want to talk about is that. Good gah after getting the Mcfarland toys Warhammer 40k figures I think I'm hooked. I always was interested in the 40k universe but had no idea how or what it was about but after getting my artist prof Space Marine I was just wowed by it and it got me to look into this universe more. it was not what I expected but I liked it. I'm guessing it do to the heavy metal vibe I get from it that and Power aramor.
so I think I going to for sure look into 40k more and still Keep going with pokemon cross-over with it as well. just as long as I stay within the loar. don't want stray to fare off the path.
but for some odd reason, I feel the 40k universe has become more of my place. Like this where I belong the whole time just late in the game.

announcing the winners for the Shark Ninja YCH are.

1. darknido

2. Angelthebun

3. metaldab21

congratulations to you all.

and thanks to everyone else that took part in this even if you didn't win there will always be next time.

so I just got back from watching the movie and I have to say. I came out of the theaters feeling good about everything. I have not seen a movie this good Since the Lion King. so I round to say that I have seen it at the theaters. great story good character development and back story. this world has deep loar to it.
hell I think this movie is so good I can see it getting tv sires in the future (( I hope it more on Sisu she was a fun character ))

I know that Disney Star Wars and Marvel are putting their Stupid Identity Politics in all their show and movies. Raya has none of that. In fact, if you are a fan of
Avatar the Last Air Bender then you're going to love this movie.

you want to get out of the house then go see Raya and the Last Dragon it worth watching,

now if you don't mind I'm in the mood to draw more Sisu.

I wanted to watch something more positive on youtube and just ignore all Drama going on with Gina Carano till I ran into this video and it made a lot since about people who hate furries. this not a rant Video but a more positive view of how some people think and why they act the way they are.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=btAhIYJOLFo

this will be my lost post about the issue with the woke and star wars

when I say "woke" I don't mean the left. I have friends who are left but there not going around and trying to Cancel people for dumb things that offend them. the left actually looked for Nazi and racist people that are a problem. the woke are Parasite that does nothing but tries to ruin lives because there miserable people that just want to make everyone else feel like shit and use Identity politics as a weapon. All the woke dose is sat on their ass be on their phones and try to find anything that upset them then Cancel that person. the woke goes after celebrities of popular YouTubers that don't have the same mindset as them.
it these asses that make the left look bad.
at this time I have seen the right and the left coming together and taking out these assholes. New your times why saying some about the Pixar movie "soul" was problematic. A movie with a lead black character and shows the woke don't give a fuck about BLM. they just want to see everyone tear each other apart. what happened? both the Left and the right bash "new york times" for that article. it was soo nice to read that. so when I say woke I don't mean the left. I'm talking about Toxic people that all have is hate and just want to see the world burn. If they're not happy you not happy.


as for Star Wars, I'll keep doing fan are of it. I'm only doing this for Jon Favreau. he doing this best to keep Star Wars going and it working so hard for the fans. he's a nerd like us. so if any Support Jon Favreau. and just ignore the parisite woke and their queen Kathleen Kennedy who hates Star Wars fans.

and ways that all now I get back to my own stuff and let think Positive now.

after what happened over the week with Star Wars and all the bull shit with social media I just had with the Retarted woke. these mother fuckers have done nothing but destroy everything we love with their pointless Identity politics. getting upset and offended by everything due to the fact their just a bunch of loser who refuses to get and job and expect everything for free and have to go by their ways. after a while with so much negative stuff on the internet I have decided that I'm going to Ignore these losers. All the woke want to do is tare down geek/nerd culture. they hate it and want it gone or pander their way. the only reason why they even claim they're one of us is that "it's popular" Bitch get the fuck out!" the only reason why whereinto Fantasy/ Science fiction is to get away from the real world but these un-imaginative fucks just want to take away and drag are asses in the mud that they refuse to get out of. well, fuck that I'll leave the bitches in their own filth and just ignore the whining and bitching and only give them the look of " why are you wasting my time. you're not important"

we all have been divided due to this drama and need to move on. I'm going to lose my friend or followers just because I don't agree with something they say or do. (( unless it Illigale like killing someone or dumb shit like that)) there more important things in life the just seeing someone on Social media and get upset over some photo or text they have on their page. People are different and we just have to accept that and if some don't fuck them.

if some woke asshole gets upset that over a busty Charizard girl I made and tell me that it offends them. I'm not ever going to reply to them. it shows I have no time for their shit and have other things I need to attend to.

as for big Corporations like Disney. If they go and pander to the woke and do what they want. I'll just leave. I won't support them more go see their movies or buy their stuff. cutting off money flow might just get them to realize that some not right and need to figure out. ether they will fix it or just let it die.
if Disney wants to go woke well let it. fans will leave and find something else. there more out there than just Star Wars. *cough* Anime *cough*

so that what I have to say. I'm going to Ignore all this bull shit and move on with my life and do what I love and if some jack-ass woke bitch hates it well they can get the fuck out. what are they going to do to cancel me? HA! my job does not go off Social media. they go by Attendance and Efficiency.

and I'm glad I got this off my chest. let make this a better year everyone and just show the world that we won't be pushed around by some lazy couch potato that does nothing but sits on their phone all day.

well now that Disney fucked up and pissed many fans off. I think I going to more involved in the Godzilla fandom more. so I plan on doing more Godzilla stuff also, I will be doing a Warhammer 40k /Pokemon so get ready for that. and as always pokemon Smash.

but any sorry I didn't comment on my last Journal I was just too pissed off at what happened to Gino Corano who btw Would been the Voice actor for Karen.

anyways thanks for reading,

after I heard about Gina Corano getting fired for a twit all of the people at Luces Filme and Disney can go kill themselves. I just got back into Starwars thanks to the Mandalorian well now I'm out.

Disney your not getting my money anymore.

so the Winner of the YCH is...  Roycefox wooots congratulations your oc faces with my Charizard.

as for the rest who enter. thank you very much for this. there was a lot of interesting character you put out there. it just too bad I could not enter all of them in
but maybe next time this won't be the last time I do this I have many more YCH coming soon.

this a heads up to everyone that ever wanted some artwork off me I just want to say that I will be closed till further notice.

work had been gah awful pain as of late that we are working nine hours every day but now Saturdays as well. after a long week I'm just too tired to do anything
but all my art project will be slow. I was lucky to get three of my own pics done but that because I was off for three days. So If you hoping to get something off me you're going to have to wait till all this overtime slows down and from what I heard it not going to till late summer. Till then I'm just going to work on my own stuff for while just so I don't go crazy.
also if I do go away for a while it just means I need time away from everyone. this to prevent me from getting angry and start shaping at People. some of us know how some people can get in this fandom and don't want another Juid Incident.

so that is all

thanks for reading.

after work on my so-called Charizard sona I have come to the conclusion that. He will not be my sona. Why you ask well he fare to Handsome for me. " oh no He's Hot.....!" but I still am going to use him as new Pokemon Oc.

so over the years I had real hard time finding a fursona these day and this time I might have one I will actually like. Right now I'm working on Charizard for myself. since I have been more into the zard ever since I made Karen (( who to me is still best girl )) I wanted to try out what Dusty would look like as one.
I going make few changed to and try make him stick out more from the other Male charizards and make him look unique. what I do not know yet. and trying something new with the look of his outfit and change it more from the human version. but yes I might perfect Fursona for my self. Unless you guys like the human version since he's like the one rare human that more of Friend to furry character and not one night stand like most human character I see on here.
(( which I notice many female character like him for that))

but anyways will see how I feel about this.

so I have been watching these Youtube Videos of furry meeting people on Omegle and good gah the haters are just cringed now. like every time I see one of them they look like some stoner that an underage Drinker and for some odd reason that all would like red-neck wannabe's.
it just funny for every time they talk about bullying us or kill us to me it sounds like " dude what is going on with your life and why so angry bro" I know it for attention but I get this odd vibe from them like they going to on the news for shooting they did. It's funny but sad. I mean I Know furry are wired but good gah these haters look like future killers. they fear for us I more like fear their future.
but anyway after seeing all that and having good laugh at the cringe it seems that all these kids are doing is look for attention and are really Exspoing themselves as assholes. let hope that grow up and realize how much of a fool they are.

and hope one does not come to a con with a gun.

hey. just a heads up there will be no LiveStream for the rest of the week. I'm just too tired to draw and I'm working this weekend. that and I have a bunch of personal stuff that needs to be done too. but I should be back up On Monday.

that is all thanks for Reading.

and I frecken love it.

oddly Sephiroth was on my wish list but figured would never happen but after today Wishes come true and good gah that who Entrance seen with was one of the most epic Smash entrance I have seen. He just cut Galeem in Half and was like "this guy is a threat to you? oh Please." The dude just shows up to the party like a boss and just showed how much of a badass he was. man, I just almost had a Freck out over this, Cloud is like my main in Smash and I'm a big fan of FF7 I play the old PS one version and played the Remaster. good gah, the good old da when my art inspiration was starting. this makes me SOO excited for him. I know there are people On Twitter that are salty about it but fuck them. people on Twiter are never happy anyway. Let them bitch not like any of them play the game and I know most want Crash in but I know he will be in Smash soon there just saving him for Last.

but all I have to say is woots! good gah, the 17th seems to fare away. right now.

well, once again we are getting a New DLC Character For SSBU I'm not as Excited about this for it going to be some we never see coming. Nintendo is really good at Tricking us with our predictions. Everyone is saying it a Fortnight Character but I know that not Ture for they did something with that and it was a joke and all we got was Mii Fighter that looked like one of the characters, so yeah Fortnight is out.
with I think it will be is Doom Guy. why Doom Eternal just came out for Nintendo Switch and the people who made doom said they ask him to be in Smash and they didn't give and one straight answer so here's Hoping for me he gets in.
Either way whoever gets in people will get salty. with Minecraft, Steve was not so bad for a lot of players wanted him in, and where shock he did.

but either way here to hoping for your favorite character to get in. ;)

well it look like work is back to Nine hours so fare but I'm till on OT so I'm going play it my ear for now but with not soo much Overtime stress so I will go back to request this weekend but what time? I do not know if any it be around 6pm so keep eye out on Notification.

So I just want to make this clear to everyone when I do Request. Since some didn't get the last time I talked about this.

I'm only doing them On my live stream IF I'm open.

the only time I open for then is if I'm on art block and need to brake it I will have thing on my Live stream that will let you know if I'm open so Keep and eye on it. now the only time I will be able to them is weekdays from 11:00 am-2:00pm Central U.S.A. time.
the other thing is that I will not be post when I'm streaming your going to have to come on your own or keep your notification up they best way you know I'm on.

the next thing is that I still have rules In which I will be work on for Live Stream page on what I will do and what I do not like doing. so understand I'm not open to everything. so keep that in mind. The last thing I want to add is I can't get to everyone. if you want one and I can get to you DON'T GET FUCKING PISSED OFF ABOUT IT. I'm not scared to ban people for getting snobby or upset with that i can't get to yours.I'm Being nice on this so Don't blow it. I not under any Contract that your stuff comes first got it wait your Turn.

I just doing request to improve my skills more and doing this will help but don't abuse this to your advantage.

that is all I have say for now

thanks for reading.