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1. Are you single or taken?
Taken

2. Chocolate or flowers?
I love chocolate, but flowers would be nice this year <3

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Nope, boyfriend will be out of state. Probably will do something the next weekend instead

4. Do you like anyone?
I love Dylan (Crunch)

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Same guy <3

6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?
Dylan

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
Nope, we don't need a "special day" to make a special day

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Yes, although they never told me

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
I did, and he made fun of it and called me a stalker (he didn't know it was me)

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
He might have possibly been a real person at one time, I don't know.

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
They used to when I was little

12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
I would, but not this year; just sending candy and little handmade cards for my close friends

13. Do you like candy hearts?
Yes

14. What is something you got last Valentines?
One of those Memory Charm Bracelets with 3 Valentine charms (that I lost T.T)

15. Is Valentines depressing?
Not for me, it never was, even when I was single

16. How is your love life?
Getting better xD Nuf said.

17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope

18. How many roses would you want to receive?
It doesn't matter, but I would be happy with 1 :3

19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
Yes

20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?
It's just another day.

21. Who was your last Valentine from?
Dylan

22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
Dylan xD He said he has to buy me something, I really don't want him to, but he likes buying me things :P

23. Who would you most like to receive a Valentine from?
Dylan and my friends.

24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
1

25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
I don't remember xD because I don't care

26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single day?
I guess like 32? From the "mandatory" valentines in elementary school

27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?
Actually yes I have. I don't think I ever found out who it was from.

28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
Yup, I wrote a poem.

29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?
Nope

30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
That charm bracelet.

31. What was the worst?
Just a card and no candy >:(

32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day?
Nope

So I just got done looking at ticket prices for a round way ticket to SC and the lowest was $417. I have no idea what the prices will be like closer to the date. If I were to go it would have to be March 9th or 10th and leave on March 12th, the next weekend I have to study for finals. It really sucks that if his training only lasted 2 more weeks my school would be over and I could have gone for his whole week of break :( Oh well. I still have no idea how to bring this up to my parents....I have to do it soon because they need a lot of prep time, this is not something I can spring on them. :I.....meh. I mean we have been together for almost 2 years now, we love each other more than we did and it's always growing, he has no plans of ever leaving me, I mean he's doing this for us. And they still don't like him. They just tolerate him because of me. They are such fake posers, putting on a face whenever they see him, we can see right through them and it makes me upset. His family loves us, all his family. But my family..idk..I thought everyone was really open, but now I can see that they aren't. On sunday my Aunt and her husband came over to visit and I brought Dylan over and when they were getting re-acquainted they were shaking hands and Dylan offered a hug instead because we're family now, My aunt was surprised and ask jokingly that we didn't ran off and got married did we, I didn't really know how to take that, just how she worded it, but it's not like she knows Dylan so I guess it's to be expected. But Dylan's mom is another story xD She absolutely loves us, she keeps talking about our future kids :P and our future house. That's probably why I like being over with his family more than mine. Also my parents are so disinterested in us. They never talk about us, in fact when I don't talk about him for a while my parents ask if we are still together D< what?! I really hope that my parents can get over themselves and accept him because we're going to be together forever so they better get used to the idea :Y meh

Anyway, so I hope to be doing commissions and selling things over this next month to help raise sufficient funds for the plain ticket. Sorry for the rant, it just kinda came out...I don't even know how they are going to react when I tell them I want to move out with him, possibly to another state even xD I know I will be a happier person when I do. I know that they don't think I am ready, but we'll find a way to make everything work out~ <3

I think this song describes us right now - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34k46jtzmtM

About once a week I have to re-install the newest driver to use my stylus :/ because it starts jerking around, but the touch works fine. Does anyone else have or had this issue? How can I avoid it?

We're not having any issues between us or anything....

So Dylan joined the army reserves and got accepted yesterday. He's going to Fort Jackson in South Carolina for 10 weeks for training and then another 23 weeks for job training. He leaves March 1st and his job training starts in May. He gets "family time" between trainings, but only for people there, he doesn't get to come home to visit. I can't see him for 7 months, the longest we've ever spent apart was 2 weeks :'P So after he goes the next time I'll see him is in November. I was really looking forward to him coming camping this year and spending time with him. Blah. A 2-way plain ticket is about $500 and I can't drive out there because it takes 40 hours and $500 just for 1-way and I would miss school around finals prep time.

I don't know if he can use internet or cell phone while training, but he's going to give me the address we can write and mail things.

Yesterday I couldn't stop crying no matter how much I tried, but I know there are many more tears to come. And I just felt like that time when you are almost asleep but you still know what's going on around you, just all day. I know I worried him by acting that way....but I'll be ok...I have to be.

And it's not like I have a month to spend with him before he leaves, school starts on Jan 28th so now I only have 4 weekends to be with him. Maybe he'll let me drive him to the airport if I can.

This is going to be very difficult for me, I get depressed just after 1 week and can barely bring myself to do my schoolwork; but I'm gonna have to pull through it, I don't want him to come back to me and I'm a total wreck xD;; But I know it's going to be hard on him too, he misses me just as much as I miss him when we are apart.

He did this so he wouldn't have to move to Hawaii with his dad, but now I'm thinking it's the same thing. No one knows if his dad is even going to get the job in Hawaii so he might not even move, but then again he would keep applying for places probably out of state, maybe even out of the country.

I would very much like to go visit him after the 10 weeks, I don't know if that would make it easier or harder for the next 23 weeks.....I'll ask my parents if they can help pay for my ticket.

I need a job... I'll find something in summer so I don't have to worry about work AND school, then I can schedule next semester around work.

Maybe by the time he comes back we can rent an apartment since we'll both have jobs......that would be really nice......

Anyone have any ideas for a streaming sign for me?

Does anyone want a digital chibi or a tinibi icon?

Chibi - $5
Tinibi - $6

Same Day Commission only 1 slot open.

Does anyone know how to send money from your bank into your paypal?

My top picks are Wayne Anderson and J Anthony Kosar.
I love Alam Park, Eric Zapata and Kristian Kobzina.
And I like Eric Fox, Troy Rivers and Jenna Green.

**Based off of their work AND audition video personalities.

I think it's funny how I've never picked a woman as my top picks for all 4 seasons so far, weird. Maybe season 5 will be the female power season >W< lol. I mean I've always had a fave female contestant, like Alam Park is mine for this year, but I don't think in the beginning that they are possible winners. Unlike last season (3) I liked Laura Tyler, and she went far in the season which I was expecting because she is amazing, but Nichole Chilelli, I didn't like her until she came back, then she just exploded and was amazing, I'm glad she won~~

I hope this season is the best one yet!! and that they don't do the LIVE finally...they had to wait 4+ months to find the winner? I don't think so!

I will be cleaning my gallery of all commission pieces and moving them to battyarts, my new business account. This account is now my personal/trade account, so if you would like to follow my commissions, pre-made crafts and adoptables please watch  battyarts

I have 2 binders full of cards that I just don't have the desire to keep anymore. Almost all are in "mint" condition, I just took them out of the package and straight into card binder sheets xD for like 12 years. I have a butt-load of Poke'mon, also have Neopets, InuYasha and some Maple Story. I don't know the prices of them, I don't think I have any super rare or anything worth over $1, but if you want, please be reasonable... I would prefer if you are interested that you buy more than 1 card. I just finished taking pictures of all of them and put a white star in the corner of Holographic cards. I'll be editing together the different sets. You can pay through paypal. I would like at least 25 cents per card, if you buy a bunch at once you can take a few bucks off the total.

$0.25 - per card
$2.50 - 10 cards
$10 - 50 cards
$15 - 75 cards
$20 - 100 cards
$40 - 200 cards
and so on...I have almost 1000 cards

I'll be posting up maybe tonight or tomorrow, keep an eye out if you are interested.

So after a while of not doing this~ TMI TUESDAY!! Anything is acceptable (if you are a watcher)

I've done a lot of things last year, sooo many new and wonderful things. I feel I have grown so much in such a short time, even though it didn't feel short at all xD I worked my ass off last year and it really did pay off, I feel so good. Now this year I will work harder and get closer and closer to my life goals every day!!

My resolution for last year: To be honest and voice my feelings and thoughts.
I did not do such a great job at it, but I did do better than I had in my life, so in a way I was successful last year ^^ I do feel very proud of myself that I was able to tell people my true feelings. It's very hard for me to do that, and most people don't understand that, but I usually keep my thoughts to myself and never tell people anything fearing bad things will happen if I do, but with that mindset nothing really good will happen either =/ So last year I tried my best to take one brick out of my wall at a time; in the scheme of things I haven't removed very many bricks and sometimes I even put some back, but I did do some damage to that wall inside my head, hopefully this year I can take a sledgehammer to it instead of a chisel. (lol 30 mins later, heavy hammers are my fave weapons xDD)

My resolution for 2013: To be the best me that I can possibly be.
In this year I will be the true me that has hide inside for so long, sometimes parts of her would come out, but not all. I've been so afraid my whole life, living in fear that the me inside will not be accepted; I know I am not the only one who feels this way, but mine is probably the oddest; I have no secret fetish or deep dark secret, the me inside is just like everyone else, it's just my true feelings and thoughts about the world. I hope I can share them with everyone and my friends. I am not such a thoughtful person inside and I am also very anal and harsh, but also inside I have been holding back my love for people as well, some people do not know how much I truly love them and I am sad that they do not. This year I want everyone to see the real me for all who I am. I am going to do what's best for me and not live in fear of mistakes or negative consequences anymore.

I really need to save to get some copic markers. Yup. Hopefully I can get a set by summer ^^

I have too many large projects I need to do and only days to complete them. It makes me want to do nothing.

Hi everyone!! I hope you are having a very merry christmas / whatever holiday you celebrate =3 Mine has been great so far~

I'm slowly working on some cute/unique adoptables while I am away from the house, drawing in my sketchbook and such, I hope you guys (and others) will like them~ I will begin digitally working on them sometime in January and hopefully posting a few by the end of then and February~

On Saturday I finally got to watch Wreck-It Ralph =D! It was so cute, I loved it~ Mark and I giggled the whole time at all of the jokes, Mark explained to me what 'turbo' was before they did xD but he said it was a sort of cheat, which still was correct in a way xD Loved the baddie as well, it was awesome at the end x3 After the movie I introduced him to Arby's xD he thought it was a restaurant, like a real one, and I said no xD it's fast food! and we talked for a long time about his life and also recent events like the Newtown shooting and such. Then we hung out at my house until dinner. He tried to let me download Amnesia but the file was too large and it was taking too long to download, I'll try some other time xD but he did let me download this awesome game called Braid, it's a 2D time puzzle game, really cool. I'm trying to figure out all of the puzzles without cheating xD family is ok, just no looking up answers on google or watching play-throughs on youtube >w> I got some of the difficult ones by myself, just the timing was a bitch xDDD it's a lot of trial and error and re-doing and re-doing and re-doing and...well you get my point xD it's super fun though!

Today I spent the last half of Christmas Eve with Dylan's family, we went to his Grandmother's and opened presents and also back at the house. Grandma bought me these beautiful heart shaped earrings, 18k gold and diamond accents (I really hope they are not real diamonds and I really hope she didn't spend too much on me ><) but the funny thing was that the earrings matched the bracelet Dylan bought for me xD He gave me a beautiful gold heart bracelet with little silver ~ things between them <3 And His step-mom gave me a cookie monster robe xDD it's for little kids but I like it xD I'm going to wear it to the con because I know the raver people will love that thing xD Dylan ended up liking the shirts I got him xD because they weren't what he was expecting xD One had 'You mad bro?' and the other had 'That's what she said' which is something he says ALL of the time even when it makes NO sense xDD I wasn't able to finish his clay figurine so he asked me what I was making that I couldn't finish from October till now (xD) and I almost told him but we got sidetracked so I didn't >w> so it's still a surprise xD!!

Tomorrow we are going to my Grandma's house to visit family and have a HAM!!! I LOVE HAM!!! xDD

We've been looking around at new cars, mainly explorers (yes!) We found a nice red one a green one and a grey one. We took the red one for a test drive today and liked it, but we are hoping the grey one is going to be the best because it only has 77,000 miles on it for $4,500, more than what we wanted to pay but for really great miles and will be an upgrade from the '94 explorer we had, CD player yeah lol. Test driving that one on Wednesday, hope it goes awesome -crosses fingers-

So hope everyone is doing well this holiday season~ and I will see you guys after Christmas xD I will be resuming commissions on Wednesday after the test drive. I will try to work on both since I have such little left of Tobiah's and I need to finish AngelColette's by the 3rd. Ok I need to go to bed xD my eyelids are heavy and watering xDD so good night everyone! and have a safe holiday season~ -bear huggles everyone even though I am a bat-

P.S. I am willing to trade some things for a DVD of White Christmas, B&W preferably. We somehow lost out copy T.T Note me if you are willing to see what we can do~ If you want art, I must finish my commissions before I can do the art for you (so february most likely).

Well the last few days I've been working on a sketch for 's commission, it's turning into more like a graphite drawing xD I'm doing shading and all that jazz (cause it was going to be a few days to work on it so why not). I am almost done with it and will be posting tomorrow -crosses fingers and knocks on wood-.

Dylan is really excited about christmas because he thinks I'm really gonna love what he got me, I probably will because I think it's really something every time I get a present xD even on my birthday and christmas lol, I am a weirdo, I mean I like getting presents don't get me wrong, there's just always been something where I just don't think I'd be getting any xD idk what's wrong with me lol. Anyway, his step mom Tiffany got me something too T.T which is so sweet of her and all of them are just really excited. So I am spending Christmas Eve with them and their family going over to he's grandma's for early christmas xD His family is funny :3 I just hope that I can finish his gift in time T.T I haven't even started it....I want to make a clay figurine of his Guild Wars 2 Asura and a golem and possibly his pet panther if I have enough clay. I've never used this clay before so I'm not really sure how it's going to turn out xP but I have to mold it and paint it before Monday. But there is always something happening in my life xD tomorrow I am visiting my High School to see my friends that haven't graduated yet and then on Saturday I am going to see wreck it ralph with my old, very close friend Mark (his real name is yongjie, but back in 7th grade our PE teacher could never say his name so he just called him mark and it stuck xD I'm the only one who still calls him mark xD he always changes how he pronounces his name when I try to say it, he's such a tease xD), but yeah he's visiting from LA for a few weeks and I don't think I got to see him last year, so it's been 2 years since I saw him. Also I just want to be there for him right now, I wish I could have 2 weeks ago when he really needed it, his older sister just passed away and it's been hard on his family, but I'm glad that I can be with him now.

Also my sister got an audio book from the local library, Still Life with Crows; she played it on speakers so I had to listen, I'm glad I did because that was an awesome book, it got me back into reading again! Well sort of xDD I got an audio book as well, Pendragon 10: Soldiers of Halla :'D I tried to read when it came out in my senior year in high school, but there was too much going on and I couldn't, but now it's going to be read to me xDD yeay~ I also need to read Perchance to Dream so I can read the new 3rd book So Silver Bright~~ and I got Death Troopers, which is a star Wars book with zombies xDDD isn't that just the best thing you've ever heard?! xDD after that one I'm going to read Red Harvest which is the same but there is Sith zombies, omg, goosebumps just thinking about it...am I a nerd? xDD of course I am xDD

Today I did a photoshoot with my friend who is a crossdresser~ we went to a park and got a bunch of photos, lol we did get some looks, but only because they saw the dress and wig, we were too far away for anyone to tell he was a guy.

I still have to sew some christmas presents for my sisters and kyo and make my cosplay for the SacAnime con on Jan 4-6 >< still so much to do and hardly enough time to do it, why must I do these things to myself? Do I just like being busy?? xDD is that it?

Anyway Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and I will see you all the day after tomorrow, because the world is NOT going to end.

Love Quips -bear hugs and big wet kisses for everyone!!-

P.S. Also, the insurance has pretty much blamed me for the accident if any of you read about it and my car is totaled so we will be getting no help what-so-ever. We started looking at new cars and we might get a GMC Jimmy, found one for $2400, it's pretty nice, but it's old and has 200k miles on it already, not sure how much longer it will last or if it's worth getting because it's old and might start getting problems soon. So next year as soon as I finish these commissions I will be re-opening commissions, same day commissions, to help raise funds to get a new car before school starts again (Jan 28th).

I don't understand why FA decided to post that video as an administrator notice....I don't find it funny, some people are going to be stupid and think that is real :/ if they haven't seen 2012 movie anyway. That is where that scene is from tonight right? I never saw it, but I think that's where that is from.

EDIT: The notice has been removed, maybe too many complaints? Here is the link if you missed it and want to see >>http://www.frostdragon.net/

Lololol Chisea reminded me when she did her's, I really want to do this guys ;__;

TMI TUESDAY!! Ask me anything!

Ok I can't offer the christmas ornaments this year, but next year I have something special in store lol~ So I will be offering non-laminated commissions (digital other traditional) at the end of this week. Sorry about that, I'm not sure how many or if any even were looking forward to that. Maybe I should do holiday/winter themed digital chibis instead. ^^ I like the sound of that. I'll have a few examples up by the end of the week (I don't even know why I keep giving times...hopefully I will follow this one)