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in honor to my grandmother
Posted 15 years agohappy new year everyone, i wish i could say the same.
the new year couldnt start worse for me.
on 2 januari 2011, 9:01 PM my grandmother died at the age of 79
after a day of slowly loosing grip on life, she left this world for good.
i here just dont know how i feel, not depressed or so, but awkward....
i just dont know how to act on this.
the comming thursday we are going to burry my grandmother.
i hate funerals (who like em anyways) and dont want to show up.
i dont want to see any damned cake with whipped cream on it.
everything is going derp on me, and i get uggghh over the planet earth myself.
also i need to visit a docter, which i dont epreciate as well, got ill during surgery and during lunch at the vetrinary practice, so they sended me home
i totaly hate this year already, fuck 2011, its just started and im already fed up with it.
just carry myself through these days like a zombie carries his leg behind him.
but to y'all still happy new year, hope you have a better start.
Greetz, Quiran
the new year couldnt start worse for me.
on 2 januari 2011, 9:01 PM my grandmother died at the age of 79
after a day of slowly loosing grip on life, she left this world for good.
i here just dont know how i feel, not depressed or so, but awkward....
i just dont know how to act on this.
the comming thursday we are going to burry my grandmother.
i hate funerals (who like em anyways) and dont want to show up.
i dont want to see any damned cake with whipped cream on it.
everything is going derp on me, and i get uggghh over the planet earth myself.
also i need to visit a docter, which i dont epreciate as well, got ill during surgery and during lunch at the vetrinary practice, so they sended me home
i totaly hate this year already, fuck 2011, its just started and im already fed up with it.
just carry myself through these days like a zombie carries his leg behind him.
but to y'all still happy new year, hope you have a better start.
Greetz, Quiran
AC 2011 part 2
Posted 15 years agoi needed to ask permission to enter the states O.o
and i need to pay a bribe fee to enter the states O.o $ 14
well and they still can say at the border, no entry for you.
that 14 dollar felt like a small bribe there.
atleast the american govnement can pay a feet of highway (on my costs)
well enjoy my 14 dollar piece of road
atleast im one step further towards AC 2011
hopefully see you there.
now awaiting the frenzy for the hotel, 2 february we can order a place in the westin....
i heard its the same frenzy as when you put lego fans in a lego employeeshop with 60% off (yep, seen and acted in that frenzy, its nuts, lego fans and lego employeehop)
and i need to pay a bribe fee to enter the states O.o $ 14
well and they still can say at the border, no entry for you.
that 14 dollar felt like a small bribe there.
atleast the american govnement can pay a feet of highway (on my costs)
well enjoy my 14 dollar piece of road
atleast im one step further towards AC 2011
hopefully see you there.
now awaiting the frenzy for the hotel, 2 february we can order a place in the westin....
i heard its the same frenzy as when you put lego fans in a lego employeeshop with 60% off (yep, seen and acted in that frenzy, its nuts, lego fans and lego employeehop)
AC 2011
Posted 15 years agoi just got registered at anthrocon 2011
my badgenumber is 497 =^.^=
i am so exited
only now i need to get the hotel. and go to anthrocon.
i hope to meet you there.
my badgenumber is 497 =^.^=
i am so exited
only now i need to get the hotel. and go to anthrocon.
i hope to meet you there.
free art
Posted 15 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1944047/ here you can get your free arts, go nuts and get your own free arts XD
a telltaile to grow
Posted 15 years agoi just finished my suit's tail, it hugeass...
just went on the street with my new tail (and paws)
from a lot of friends i get positive responses, it look great and some strange looks from folks not from round here =^.^=
it seems my town likes the idea that they have this mascot around.....
and yes when wearing a tail, a friend asked me if he can pull it, because it needs to be sturdy.
well, if we dont try, we dont know, and at a certain moment he pulled himself up on my tail (i sat on a playground, up in the air.
so this 70 kg guy hangs on my tail.... and my tail....lives on to find more tailes to tell.
and then my outdoor paws, went outdoor, with the out - indoor combi paws.
exept some strange hugeass pawprints everything seems fine.
my suit stood the first(of many tests)
way to go
just went on the street with my new tail (and paws)
from a lot of friends i get positive responses, it look great and some strange looks from folks not from round here =^.^=
it seems my town likes the idea that they have this mascot around.....
and yes when wearing a tail, a friend asked me if he can pull it, because it needs to be sturdy.
well, if we dont try, we dont know, and at a certain moment he pulled himself up on my tail (i sat on a playground, up in the air.
so this 70 kg guy hangs on my tail.... and my tail....lives on to find more tailes to tell.
and then my outdoor paws, went outdoor, with the out - indoor combi paws.
exept some strange hugeass pawprints everything seems fine.
my suit stood the first(of many tests)
way to go
Practical training continued
Posted 15 years agoyaay, they gave me a place to work, cats and exotics are mainly the ainmals they will let me handle.
cats because i am not experienced on, so they will learn me how to.
exotics, because i am the expert on that, so that I (as an assistant) can advise the VET what to do.
as they showed me around, it suddenly got like rush hour.
so without experience with the FAP (yes its called FAP) system, i was doing all the work on it because the others didn't have a possibility to do it.
perhaps thats one of the reasons they took me in.
but next monday i need to start, 9 AM.
YAAY, this is a blessing for me =^.^=
cats because i am not experienced on, so they will learn me how to.
exotics, because i am the expert on that, so that I (as an assistant) can advise the VET what to do.
as they showed me around, it suddenly got like rush hour.
so without experience with the FAP (yes its called FAP) system, i was doing all the work on it because the others didn't have a possibility to do it.
perhaps thats one of the reasons they took me in.
but next monday i need to start, 9 AM.
YAAY, this is a blessing for me =^.^=
Practical training
Posted 15 years agoat the moment im kinda nervous about it, monday 10 AM; i need to go to the VET for my job application.
they all tell me to be myself, but i still leave that collar and that furry t-shirt at home :s, you never know
since i am hard looking for a spot (they are rare to find) to get gratuated.
well they wanna meet me, its kinda hopefull.
perhaps my job experience made my aplication look good, which VET doesnt want a guy that knows (and took care) about exotic wildlife.
But its not the CV that makes you qualified, or good, its your actions and your personality.
really worried about it, just hope i'll pass (and that the VET likes me)
its all a bit rambling here, but well, im not that great storyteller, just wanted to write my feelings away (yesh it does help a bit)
its 11.39 pm and im writing... after this i am going to my den..... tommorrow i go to church, and continue my fursuit electronics.
still i just hope i get my practical training spot.
they all tell me to be myself, but i still leave that collar and that furry t-shirt at home :s, you never know
since i am hard looking for a spot (they are rare to find) to get gratuated.
well they wanna meet me, its kinda hopefull.
perhaps my job experience made my aplication look good, which VET doesnt want a guy that knows (and took care) about exotic wildlife.
But its not the CV that makes you qualified, or good, its your actions and your personality.
really worried about it, just hope i'll pass (and that the VET likes me)
its all a bit rambling here, but well, im not that great storyteller, just wanted to write my feelings away (yesh it does help a bit)
its 11.39 pm and im writing... after this i am going to my den..... tommorrow i go to church, and continue my fursuit electronics.
still i just hope i get my practical training spot.
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