Hello everyone, Q here

I want to make this journal to talk about some things

I like to apologize of me keep saying 'i need to post on FA more' but dont commit to it

And i'll be honest, its been a thing going on that i have been struggling for awhile now. Due to twitter (and bluesky) taking up my time that where i post my art the most i seem to be struggling on giving my FA The attention it needs, even when i post on here it tends to just be 'post then vanish for monthes'

So i have been thinking about potentially creating a new Account for this Year of 2025 for where my 2025 art will be put in. I have...way to many backlog art that i want to post haha

So i want to kinda 'rebrand' by making a new account for me to dedicate my updated art style into. Which may be why i havent posted much cause my current art style is rather, out of place compare to my current gallery on here. So i want to start fresh.

As well this means the account will be under a different name for the sake of keeping my online identity hidden from my folks after a certan incident happened back on Twitter that forced me to perform a exodus to make a NSFW account.

So yea, just letting you all know of plans.

I am not shutting down this account of course, this account is my time capsule of progress over the years.

Not dead lol

Just being a dum dum for forgetting to post my art on here >v>'

Im still active on my twitter tho! Just so you know, i'll try post things later

https://twitter.com/qzarloid

I dont think I mentioned on this website that I have a twitter if you wanna see sketches I post

so it looks like I can get tipped on FA now...that's Cool :o

I setted up mine if yall wanna tip me for more art!

theres acouple of things i feel i wanna try doing for this year...aside get my lazy ass to post more art here :v

last year i did a little project with a friend on a Animation, which seems to came out pretty ok for acouple of sketches and frame by frame animatic, im thinking about doing more of those in the future so i can start trying to learn more onto animation

Comics- semi related to animatic, as another thing i wanna try learning throughout this year, mostly how to do panelling n such , i think making pages of comics of a short story could be a good start, likely something related to my Tales of Ishua stuff i have been working on with some friends of mine

Commissions- need to get back to those asap...however it may get abit difficult to do them sometime later since my step-dad will be returning in another month or two

Getting my drivers license , find a new job and try find my own place- i been wanting to do these things for a awhile now but due to my scheduling with my current work its been rather difficult to get into practice on driving, i have been working at my local's Little caseser for three years now, i may have to try step up to find a new job for more funds to have ya know? and also my sister has been awhile for college, and my younger sister is now old enough to move out with her friend as well...I'MJealousAsHellFuck

and next thing i wanna ask to whoever has the attention span to check my art, follow, friends with me,etc

Whats your opinion what i should try do?

lewds? yeah thats pretty obvious :v

but anything else besides those

Its just been on my mind lately that i question myself if im some sort of "underrated artist" that doesnt get much attention , as why the time i have been here i havent even spiked in the whole popularity thing, i dont really care much for all that really, its more or so curiousity how i put out with occasionally original ideas but not once i been hit by popularity

i dunno its probably cause everyone on this website are 24/7 horny that they overlook it :v

i even joined the whole twitter birb trend yet i manage to recieve a few faves here n there

its just funny really...lol

But yeah please express your opinion what i should try doing!

yaaaaaaaaay

Yup leaving today to go see family for christmas, wont be back till the 30th or earlier

As for commissions i apologize for the delays, things been going on over here for the last couple of monthes, including work, Imma try continue back on them after New Years

Happy holidays everyone!

that time again where i could use some cash,but im leaving this journal open for today and tomorrow

idk how many slots i want to do so start asking before tomorrow!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28552063/ for details on commission prices before you say something

Slots-

1-  Fuzzeh_Butt (DONE)

2-  123kondibar (on hold till later date)

3-  RedStarArmory (DONE!)

4-  Palkitos (DONE)

5-  Necrozma27 (DONE)

6-  CuriousGarchomp

7-  FirionTheDragon

Update: closed now, i will get to work on them as soon as possible!

https://picarto.tv/QzarloidArts Birbbo needs a chill and art night so come on in!

Cause at this point just....fuck everything

Dad left for rehab again for 3 monthes for 90 days again now our family is gonna be tight on money once again while hes away...ahah...i think im going crazy

Should i feel depression or just not care at this point? cause im just tired of living in this life where i get nothning in return after i helped my family with bills for so long, i dont get nice things or something to make me feel great about myself...i am a living fucking Bank to my family

-Edit-

Oh yeah one more thing, if you wish to support this slightly depressed bird heres my Ko-fi page i made monthes ago

https://ko-fi.com/qzarloid

Im officially done, yesterday was terrible , after i get home and eating dinner with family My parents brought up about me talking to people on Discord once again and now im being punished for being "Addicted to Porn"

As for art Commissions? Nah i cant do that anymore since they found out what i do and now they think what im doing is a FUCKING SCAM AND ME BUYING COMMISSIONS FROM OTHER ARTISTS IS A RIPOFF

I CANT DEAL LIVING WITH MY FAMILY LIKE THIS ANYMORE

I CANT DO SHIT

MY OTHER PHONE IS NOW RESTRICTED FROM USING THE INTERNET BROWSER

I CANT DOWNLOAD DISCORD ON MY MAIN PHONE TO TALK TO PEOPLE SINCE PARENTAL IS ON THE PLAYSTORE

I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHAT I CAN DO NOW SINCE NOTHNING I SAY DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING TO THEM AND THEY GOT EVERYTHING WRONG HOW THINGS WORK ON THE GOD DAMN INTERNET

AND NOW THEIR PULLING THIS SHIT ABOUT "are you concerned about your soul? Are you saved"

LIKE WOULD I CARE I DONT KNOW

I
AM
JUST
DONE

I CANT DEAL WITH THIS NO MORE

NOW IM GOING BACK TO LIVE AS A BORING PERSON WHO SITS IN THE LIVINGROOM HAVING NOT MUCH TO SAY ABOUT MY LIFW SINCE MY LIFE IS A ROUTINE

as for my art in general? I have no idea if i'll beable to continue in my current situation

I just....cant...this isnt fair....

http://ko-fi.com/qzarloid

Just to let yall know i have Ko-fi now if ya up to help donate this poor ass fuck boi xd

https://picarto.tv/Qzarloidgamer Join in and watch me draw if ya like too :O

I really love to do commissions (even if i havent been asked about it lately) even if i want to im just very bothered by it when it comes to my paypal problems

I finish a commission and i get paid by the commissioner YAY!

But instead i have to wait 3 or 4 Weeks to actually get the money in it as it constantly gets putted "On Hold" way to damn much that it makes me wait so much that i feel doing commissions is a waste of my time cause the constant waiting for money

I have no clue how to fix this on hold crap, i asked others and they get there money right away no problem...i simply dont understand why....i even tried to do the invoice thing and it still does it...maybe im not doing something right?...i dont know...i just want to feel satisfied and get it right away...for those who do commissions would ya mind help me out as possible?...if not then whatever i understand...

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23953718/ go here and give my o.c's a question and they'll answer!

what do you think i should try doing? a comic? Q&A with some O.c's of mine? more porn for you horny fucks? lol

for those who are complaining over ultra sun and ultra moon cause being salty for no gen 4 remake

https://media.giphy.com/media/JwNPA.....iPsI/giphy.gif

i'll keep them open for anyone who wants to commission me


Sketchs - $5

Line - $10

Color - $15

Shading - $20

Background- $23

W/ Nudity would be $3 more for each ever you choose

Additional character in same pic- $5 more
Icon's- $5

New addition-

Create-a-Character! -- same prices as above depend what you want, if given this choice we will talk through notes

Rating will be General through Mature only

As for fetishes im rather picky what i like and dont like so i'll see if im up to it

Commission list-

( to be added)

just a few hours ago  xardadragon came to me again about the insult i said through a note i sent to some troll...that i fell for and i shouldnt of done it...

so what is going on and what happen...of course of that is obvious apparently that troll somehow hacked to get my IP address and location..ish...i pretty much freaked the fuck out and legit scared while talking to  xardadragon

now people please understand he isnt threatening me...the troll is...i felt fear when i heard about it...

as then...i want to say...im sorry...to xarda...

i admit i have sent that note to the troll cause of my personal feelings i had torwards Xarda...and i was wrong to do that...

i thought i can ignore the troll but i cant now after today...

but...Xarda...all he wants is honestly from me...he was never mad at me nor insulted me...im the one to blame for that note

im just a dumbass on the internet just love to draw and create ideas...but i fell for a troll now im targetted and kinda threaten....

Xarda...im sorry for what i have caused...it was wrong for me to write that due to my own personal opinions how i saw people....long ago you wanted to speak with me cause you saw i was a good person...however due to things i heard about you..made me feel that way torwards you....even tho yes i wish you be sorta nicer to people when it comes to your characters but...oh well...its your characters...your rules...you can do whatever you want with them...even if it means being protective...which i can see why tho for me im kinda carefree what other people draw for me ( even tho i dont get much fanart but still)

right now...i want to put all of this to the side...and try to see something good about xarda...

as for those who either like xarda or dont like xarda or even HATE him...please understand im venting all of this...im not taking sides...i want to make things right

as a artist myself even if theres someone you dont like cause how they act torwards others or protective cause reasons...i should respect the artists ( or commissioner/writer) wishes

Even tho Imagination is infinite...we do have our limits what we wanna do with it...even put restrictions...

again please dont hate me...i just dont want to be the bad guy here and neither does  xardadragon himself after he has helped other people and made his own mistakes how he acted...

 xehta13 is still open for commissions! just to help signal boost a friend to give him something to do

i am 23 now...thanks for all the birthday wishes OwO^

How you guys are doing? good? Well thats good same here

Just need to talk about few things i need to let my watchers (whoever out of 220 of my watchers actualy WATCH me) and friends know that this upcoming friday im about to start my Temp job work service at a car factory working on Brake Pistons...just so you know No i did not get fired im still working at my Present work with little caesers , its just cause parents want me to find another job to work at....i know one thing this job at Erdrich is gonna be 6am to 6pm on friday saturday and Sunday only.....god im gonna Die ;w;

So thats one thing and moving onto commissions

As kinda pretty success on my last two commissions i done i was quite happy with the results...so i may do this more often aside using it to buy commissions from  xehta13 and  Heartman98 which i am quite proud at the results of the two i bought....tho i need to at least try to save some myself instead of that lol but maybe if i have enough i can try commissioning bigger attists...liiike  WhiteMantis for example cause i admire her work -w- but i doubt ill get a chance to do it

Last thing i should mention about
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Upcoming Birthday on march 11th! of course no matter how many times i say this im not gonna get to much...heh....but regardless Birthday FanArt/Gift Art Will be Nice to Have while im working

So...yeah thats kinda it for now at least...thanks for reading!

-- Q

As like last time

Slot 1-  Ouros Done!

Slot 2-  thelightfury290 Done!

Slot 3-

Slot 4-

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Sketchs - $5

Line - $10

Color - $15

Shading + Backgrond - $20

W/ Nudity would be $3 more for each ever you choose

Additional character in same pic- $5 more
Icon's- $5

New addition-

Create-a-Character! -- same prices as above depend what you want, if given this choice we will talk through notes

Rating will be General through Mature only

As for fetishes im rather picky what i like and dont like so i'll see if im up to it

Update- add another slot cause i felt like it

Wow been awhile since i updated...i need to update often lol

But yeah heads up im gonna try do commissions again real soon so expect a Journal when im ready!

Good to be back on my comfortable bed plus a sore ass from the ride

Happy early new year!