How about... just no?

I mean it's okay to be gay/bi/trans/whatever the hell but there's no need to dedicate a whole month to it. Does our sexuality really matter that much that we wanna parade it around?

Just a little vent due to all the pride month posts I've seen. Just... just no

If you haven't heard of my favorite Frenchie in the whole wide world, you might have seen her art somewhere on FA. It's quality delivered at a very reasonable price, highest being only €35. And what do you get for that? Some impressive quality that not even the likes of some MAJOR (and overpriced) FA artists can touch. In other words,  Yuuzea

She has commissions open now at: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27189841/

And she also an X-Ray YCH going on in a collab: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27219424/

COMMISSION THE FUCK OUT OF HER TILL SHE SURRENDERS LIKE A GOOD FRENCHIE!

Roxy has dressed up a lot and posed quite a bit so forgive me if I'm somewhat out of ideas. At least those that stick.

Since around 360+ people (THANK YOU!!) watch me, surely there most be some appeal in Roxy or even other characters I have. If you have any suggestions about what you wish to see or even if you want to share a commission, leave a comment. :3

Did you miss me? I MISSED YOU.......... my wifi please for the love of fuck never leave me again you are so gorgeous *smutty sounds*

Yup. A whole three weeks of me, laptop, Nintendo DS and no internet. Except for data on my phonr but I won't use it that much. Just a heads up :3

Me vs  Alyah

Who will win~?

AND I'M GONNA JAM IT DOWN YOUR THROATS!!! Till she's sold of course :3

Did not expect that at all to be honest.

But it happened, I sold 3 out of the 4 adopts I wanted to sell to someone else. I would like to thank:

 MaruJawselyn for buying my hyena girl
 c0mmanderX for buying my c-boy
And  Chankast for buying my winged rainbow bunny

I hope you enjoy them :3

It's par for the course that with a new appearance, some things have to go. That being said, characters I bought must also go in that case. Of course not all of them; those dear to me will stay. I do have others that I care much less about and which I want to sell for cheap.

This isn't because I need money, but more of a way to make a quick buck by handing over characters I don't need to those who'll treat them better than I have. So expect some submissions from me advertising those characters I want to sell. And, if it isn't too much asked, I would like to be boosted. Since I'm not that popular and I'm not an account that creates and sells characters for a living >w>

This has been on my mind ever since I've been back from Lisbon: my appearance on FA and my future.

Now is my status on FA a lesser point but since this is written on FA, it comes forth. Now that I'm home from a year of hibernation in Portugal, it's time to work on my future. Which means with a home with  Alyah, making money and looking as society wants you to. You can be yourself at home. And that's all fine with me.

It does mean some changes have to be made. In terms of FA, this means it's over with the Mistress appearance Roxy has had for a long time. I've done away with the concept with pets leaving only 1, the rest can still remain friends if we keep in touch. And even that 1 will not be there for much longer. Ongoing RP's with NSFW content are no longer going to be answered. It's a sudden and radical chance, but one that feels necessary.

Does this mean I'll stop posting NSFW content? Fuck no! I got three pieces on the way that aren't suited for lil kids at all XD

But it does mean that I'll have to say goodbye to doing things with people that I've gotten so used to. Like NSFW RP'ing (BTW normal RP'ing, as in creating a story, I don't mind that at all) and having pets... it'll take some time.

Anyway, that's all I wanted to say. I'm still the same person, just a bit more grown up and more neat und tidy.

On the 30th of June, I'll be paid for the last time by my job. I worked there till the 19th (officially, had free days from the 13th onward) so I expect about half + some extra. Now that I'm home however, I don't have to care for myself that much. I don't have to get my own food, because my parents are cooking. It's nice to live for free XD

Anywho, that leaves me with the question of: What am I going to do with that money? Already got a new laptop, which is still like playing on something created by a GOD! So, to make a long story short:

WHAT WOULD YOU ALL LIKE TO SEE?

After all, I have about 350+ watchers and as far as I know, those are active watchers. So I would like to know, what you want to see coming from artists I commission. Can be anything, within certain borders of course. I am open for split commissions, NSFW stuff etc etc~

IDEAS BELOW!

I'm finally back home in Holland. Lisbon was fun but I'm so glad to be home again. My family and friends are here. Also, I can work on my future now. First a vacation till September tho XD

Furthermore, I'm writing this journal on my brand new laptop! Yes, the Medion Erazer that I creamed over 17 days or so days ago is finally in my possesion. It's a beauty. My dad installed all, got rid off all the junk that came with the standard package, installed all the essential programs. Now I'm just downloading my Steam games back on and I will finally be able to suck at War Thunder but with better graphics!

Well, now Skype has stopped working on my phone as well. Marvelous. Can't get any new messages out anymore and probably can't receive them either.

Fucking hell...
Anyone know a suitable replacement for it? As in, where you can videochat as well?

What is small, cute, shielded, not easy to spot and has a huge FUCKYOUANDEVERYTHINGYOULOVEANDCAREFOR gun? That's right, the Marder III. Ausf. H to be precise.

In War Thunder, this tank's rating is 3.0, with 1.0 (reserve) as the lowest and 8.3 as the highest. Most tanks of mine are of 3.7, in other words, I end up against 3.7-4.7 enemy tanks. 3.0 would he vastly outclassed... you'd think. NOBODY EXPECTS THE GERMAN INQUISITION!

With a modified 75mm PaK 40 gun, this baby can penetrate 146mm of armor at 10 meters and 133mm at 100 meters. And that is with the stock shell: with the APCR round, I can penetrate 195mm of armor at 10mm! In other words, no one expects the GERMAN INQUISITION until they combust into a fiery pile of scrap and lost hope, raging in the afterlife because a Marder III killed it while it was in a KV-1 being all protected -w-

Just wanted to share this, dunno why. Probably cause the Marder is such a cute tank with the best way of saying FUCK YOU to any enemy X3

And thank fuck for that! My old Lenovo is not suited at all for gaming and it has shown that by way of lag and frame rate hiccups. Even on the lowest setttings. Old games go flawlessly, but something like Payday 2 and War Thunder need to be played at a low graphic level.

That is until I get home! I ordered a Medion Erazer X6601 with a backpack and gaming mouse to be delivered in Holland. My dad as already installed and cleaned it with the necessary programmas. Like a firewall, fully updated Windows 10, CCleaner and got rid of all the "standard" applications (crap in other words) that comes with the system.

The Medion cost me €849 which is just the perfect middle ground. It sports an Intel I5 processor, 8 GB of RAM, 1500 GB of HDD storage, 128 GB of SSD storage and a 2 GB GTX-960M, 15.6 inch screen, full HD, CD/DVD drive and Onkyo speakers. This thing is BEAST!!!

It's been about 2 weeks since I returned to Lisbon after my vacation in Holland. Man I was happy to see everyone again. My family, my best friend, old friends etc etc. Plus, I got the best gift I could ever have wished for:  Alyah

Yup, she came. She's real and not some internet freak pretending to be someone they are not. After a turbulent arrival on Schiphol airport, we finally got together. It was magnificent seeing  Alyah, just the way she was pictured. We took the train back home and she was only amazed at the flat landscape filled with green and windmills. And the concept of two-lane bicycle roads.

We had an amazing time together. Just wished it would have been longer. That's the negative side of an only 9-day stay: if it's perfect, it lasts too short. On the other hand, if it was balls, 9 days might have been sufficient. Less in that case. But neither wanted to seperate. I converted an American to become a Dutchy. SUCK IT TENNESSEE! SHE MINE NOW!

I showed her around and thanks to my mom, we got some alone time in a hotel for ourselves. That was magical. And the Efteling as well. She was utterly mesmerized by it. If you like fairy tales, give it a look~

I felt something around her I never felt before. A sense of completion, wholesomeness. That something that was missing has finally been put where it belongs. In this case, in my arms as I spoon her. Me is big spoon. I've heard from stories and all that sort of stuff that you'll feel butterflies in your stomach and that you'll feel so in love and... uuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrgghh! Sorry, threw up in my mouth a little.

Maybe it's just my perspective, but I think that's completely utter horseshit. I didn't feel neither of those things. It felt... right. It felt trusted. The person I knew on Skype and FA, was now with me as that same person. There was love, but not that soopy, goopy kind of advertised love. It was real. No other way to describe it.

Now that I'm back in Lisbon... it seems like such a short while ago that she was still with me. The earliest I can see her is probably in November, but I'll try to get her ASAP. Cause I can't miss her for too long anymore.

So yeah, that's kind of what I wanted to tell. Sorry for the long post :3

Finally! Tomorrow I'll be leaving for Holland to at last enjoy 3 weeks of nothing but pleasure, laziness and snoring. The first week will be entirely devoted to  Alyah and a tube of lube >;3

Then the other 2 weeks? Probably the same with exception of the lube. xD

and then I'll be leaving Lisbon for 3 weeks to be with my family and meet  Alyah in real life! HNNNNNGH! I can't wait! On the 10th of March I'll be flying and on the 31st I'll be back. 21 days of nothing but bliss, sleep, laziness, fun, birthdays and sexy time with ma Lexi >;3

Also, I managed to snatch a new character from  Minty-Fivestar. Some closed species called a Guardian. I'll be posting all the art I have acquired very soon so you can see what an adorable morsel he is -w-

OMG I just found my old copy of Lego Racers that I brought along. I couldn't install it on Windows 10 but as you know, my computer crashed thanks to my actions and resetted itself to Windows 8. And somehow I thought "Hm, let's try it out since I found it again."

I popped it in and the installation screen. NOSTALGIA instantly showed on my screen. A lime blue, greenish screen asking me if I would like to download it despite it taking up 210 MB of space. My GOOD GOD! And then it asked me to install DirectX 6.1. Truly adorable.

And I haven't lost the touch! First race completed without fault. Still knew all the secret passages and item combinations. It does glitch from time to time, with certain backgrounds not loading in at all but I don't mind. IT WORKS!!!!!

Just thought I'd share that. Shame there's no online co-op, otherwise I would MELT all of you. Only split screen. Ah, the olden days.

Ello there everyone! I hope you have enjoyed the art I posted recently, tho judging from the watches and favs I got I think I did a good job in providing.

So now it's a new month with new payments. And I commissioned  Pangurban91 for a 2-person lined paint piece of art (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20045854/ for more info). Obviously it's NSFW but if you have a brilliant SFW idea, don't be afraid to comment either.

It has a 15% discount because I'm a returning customer and the second character is only 20% of the real base price. Meaning that you have to pay 20% less if you choose to share a spot.

In other words, that is $40 - 15% off = $34 - 20% = $28 you have to pay! Any additional costs, like wings, will be covered by me. Unless the winged character is your own, then it's $10 extra.

If you want to share this commission, you can choose one of my girls:

Roxy: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19362247/ + http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20258929/
Poisithen: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22321889/ + http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16768743/

Comment below!

I'm slowly but surely building up a small dump full of art. Just letting you all know. And yes, most is NSFW ;3

ONLINE! ON THE WII! IS GOOD!

Sorry, very excited. Already level 14 and owning all with 20+ kills each match. I'm afraid no one has a wii or MW3 for the Wii for that matter but I wanted to share it anyways :3

In the two months (or so) that I have been gone, some things happened. Very lovely things, but also very sad one's.

In november, nothing much happened aside from the caused by myself computer crash. Always lovely. But nothing really stuck to me. Oh wait, I bought two NERF guns. The Mastodon, which is an over-sized, overly heavy fully automatic blaster and a fully decked out Stryfe, semi-automatic. Complete with red dot, grip, barrel extension and stock.

Now, comes december. A month of great happiness and sadness. As some of you know, my grandma wasn't doing all that well. She been... going downhill to say the least. The last time I saw anything of her was in October. She looked ok, nothing spectacular.

But around the beginning of December, she started to crumble. On the 3rd of December, she got a heavy fever, blood pressure low and sugar levels low as well. On the night of the 4th, the doctors gave her a cocktail of painkillers so she could sleep through the night. She might wake up... but she didn't. My mom called me at 1AM on the 5th of December. It was done. My grandma was gone.

4 days later, I was on a plane back to Holland. I got about 4 days off from work, since the Portugese law states you may only have 2 but I managed to get something done. She was cremated and the ceremony was beautiful. I stood with my little brother, reading his poem when he collapsed on stage in grief.

And then it was back to Portugal. Barely 2 days after the ceremony. It was... rough to say the least.

Anyway, now for the fun stuff. Jarring segway but bare with me yeah? I bought several things that made my life easier. I bought a voice recorder, so I can actually get some stories going. I act the scenes out and with the recorder I won't miss any dialogue and emotion.

I also bought a Wii and Call of Duty MW3 for it. COD MW3 on the Wii? You heard me right. And it still has online play too. So I can play with my bro!

So yeah... that was what has happened in my abscene. I hope everyone had a great Christmas and have a happy 2017!