THEY ARE BACK!! DISTURBED IS BACK AFTER WHAT SEEMED LIKE CENTURIES!! AND THEY CAME BACK HARD! FUCKING HARD!

Don't believe me? Check you The Vengeful One right now. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8nW-IPrzM1g) The first song released from the upcoming album "Immortalized", which I've already pre-ordered :3

I'm in metal heaven right now. If you dare to DISTURB me, you'll die. This goes for everyone. Friends, pets, RP partners etc alike. Bye~

I had no idea more Metalfests than FortaRock were held in The Netherlands. But there are. And on 18th of July, the revival of Dyanmo Open Air is happening! What used to be the biggest open air metal festival of The Netherlands (till it closed down in 2005 because of company issues) is coming back! Of course, smaller but it's a start. One stage, 8 bands and 2, maybe three bars. And I'm planning to go there! Ticket price you ask? €15! That's cheap as fuck!

Okay, the thingy now. My plan was to do a little bit of pet appriciation. I will pick out the sexiest pic of all the pets I have and post them here on FA. So everyone can see why I like him/her and so they can appreciate them all. Cause they deserve it~<3

This is just a journal to inform my watchers and pets of Roxy's status as my RP character. None of this has to do with me, the person behind the character Roxy. Everything said by Roxy that has the word "I" in it doesn't reflect on the real me. Just to clarify as this will contain NSFW material such as gore and milking.

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I've been a mistress for quite some time now and I love it! I gained six very loyal pets; 4 men and 2 women. All different species, all with different character traits. They filled me with such happiness, joy and much more. They supported me through so much. And I helped them too.

Because of that, my pets get privileges. This means seperate privileges for each pet. Those privileges have effect on my body so I'll inform you what pet has what privilege and what effect it has on my body.

{This journal will handle The Gentlemen only}

1.  JanosMan - My number 1 pet which means he always gets the most attention - Nothing special when it comes to effects on my body.
2.  RC-001 - Being a mecha dragon means he can use his full arsenal of gadgets on me - He was the first to taste my milk.
3.  Laski - As my sexy number 3, I just let him have me - He impregnated me 3 days ago
4.  Zintarloc - My latest pet, which means he just has the honor of being my little b*tch each day - Nothing much really. Maybe a strained muscle on my arm from too much whipping.

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Picture this for yourself: What if I were to remove you from my life? As either a pet, an RP partner or friend in general. No reason given, just removed from my life. How would you react?

And make it realistic, not anything you saw in a movie or whatever but what you would really do. In real life

 RC-001 who has become the second to succesfully complete my training program to make my pets completely submissive. And RC has proven himself to be a fantastic pet! And to top it off; he wants to stay under my ownership.

Applause! :3

SUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

At work. Bored. Ask me anything you want~

You guys... my dear friends... you are my everything. I only just now realized how blessed I am with such wonderful people around me that really care for me...

My puppy:  JanosMan
My best friend:  EGKangaroo
My partner in insanity:  ShadowKusa
My dear dragon:  RC-001
My gentle panther:  Laski
My sweet sergal:  Zintarloc
My adorable Kitty:  Reane
My gorgeous twin-tail:  Alyah
My strong Master:  Dov3
My British RAMMSTEIN SISTAH!!:  pyxiis
My fluffy  FluffyUrsidae
The very complentious  LoneKing
The sexy  Kazu
The greatest Star Fox RP'er out there:  Minty-Fivestar
A giant loveable prick:  Tyrantlord26
Ah oui oui! Monsieur  Yuuzea
And last but not least, even my New Zealand sheep-herding, single-just-like-me buddy  Nuzzo

Thank you all so much for all your support ;v;
I owe you all so much!

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If I missed you out, I'm terribly sorry but I'm just in sheer bliss right now and thinking very straight.

That be all! <3

Could someone give me one? Please?
Things aren't going very well... it's my grandma...
She had a bleeding in her brain. She couldn't recognize my mom, my aunt or my grandpa.
CT-scan showed that treatment in the hospital has done its job: the bleeding is over but they can't be sure of how my grandma will be tomorrow.
Maybe she won't be normal.
Maybe she'll be dead...

I just need a hug. I wanna forget... even just for a while...

I'm relieved from my "only one watcher necessary for 200" madness so it's time to focus on the biggest event of my life: FORTAROCK 2015!! The biggest Metal Festival in Holland is starting tomorrow and I'm so fucking hyped for it!!

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There was a last-minute change in the schedule as Papa Roach (faggots) were switched with Parkway Drive (awesome) in the timetables. This sucks because now Parkway Drive preforms at the same time as Venom (GODFATHERS OF BLACK FUCKING METAL!!!) and I really wanted to see both of them ;_; Cause if it comes down to it, I'll choose Venom over anyone, any day!

As for the rest, nothing is changed and nothing is gonna ruin my day there! I will have to work from 6:30AM to 11:00AM but I can manage that. Cause the only good show starts at 13:20 with SYLOSIS!! Woot woot!!

I really need an updated reference. One that displays everything I have, including a herm-form for Roxy. Can anyone recommend an artist? Thanks will be given depending on who gives me the golden artist :3

So close to 200!!!

I really wanna make Roxy have a herm form. Pegging with a strap-on is nice and all but with a real cock, it would be much better, much more organic and much better for pleasure. Plus, I'll make sure she'll be as big if not bigger than the strap-ons

So your opinions! Should I?

After getting a huge compliment from my super sweet panther pet  Laski, I decided it was time to do something back for both my watchers and pets alike. I'm offering everyone some my music; for free. Taken straight from the albums in MP3 format and with 320 Kbits p/s (highest quality). These are strictly metal/hard rock albums so if you are not into that, you are at the wrong address. :3

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If this is something that people like, then I will do some more later. On offer today are six albums:

Carcass:
Heartwork (2013 Re-Issue with 2 bonus tracks)
Descanting the Insalubrious (2013 Re-Issue with 3 bonus tracks)

Eisbrecher:
Schock (full album, new release 2015)

Machine Head:
Bloodstones & Diamonds (full album, 2014)
The Blackening (full album, 2007)

Sylosis:
Monolith (full album, 2012)

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Interested? Comment below with what album(s) you would like and I'll note you~

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6771566/
Free quality art!!!!

hOLY sHiT KnOCKeRs! 0_0

I received the motherload today. For about €120 I bought so much Metal stuff I nearly drown in it! And every little thing is quality material! I would love to thank Nuclear Blast and Allin Merch for getting me these lovely goodies!!

For those curious what I got, here's a list:

- Dying Fetus "From Womb To Waste" T-shirt
- Dying Fetus "Blood" Back-patch
- Eisbrecher "Schock" Album
- Sylosis "Monolith" Album
- Machine Head "Bloodstone & Diamonds" CD-Digital Book
- Machine Head "The Blackening" Album
- Carcass "Descanting The Insalubrious" Album 2013 Re-Issue
- Venom "In League With Satan" Patch
- Venom "Black Metal" Flag
- Dimmu Borgir "Abrahadabra" Patch
- Death "Logo" Patch

If people respond well to this, I might just group it all together and post my collection on FA :3

I need to find a good animator. Does anybody know anyone good?

Got my best friend coming over so I won't be online for some time. Thanks for understanding~

I feel horrible! My head aches like a motherfucker and the world is spinning around me. Never party too hard is my recommendation... I can't RP today anymore... I'm sorry...

In the meantime... do you guys think that I should give Roxy a herm form? You know? With a real cock? I had several people recommend it to me since she's quite the pegging Mistress. So... your opinions!

Also, my bonus has arrived. €500!!! The moment I saw it I went to www.nuclearblast.de/en/ and bought everything I liked! Life is good sometimes!

Oh yeah! I finished my Final Exams! The results will be in around 11 June and until then I have no worries! I CAN DO WHAT I WANT!!! And I just know I'm going to pass this time. There is just no way I won't. *is secretly nervous though*

Anyway, that is not the only reason why I'm dancing. Yesterday night (GMT +1) I stayed up late as me and  Alyah caught ourselves in an intimate conversation. I'll leave it up to the general sick FA fantasy to figure out what we were talking about X3
I found out that she is an amazing person who just wants to be liked, appreciated and told she's gorgeous from time to time. She's quite the delicate one I must say. Very submissive, shy and open but I love girls like that! Makes them easy to dominate and comfort with a nice and comfy hug!!

Furthermore, I'll be getting a bonus from my job tomorrow. Yeah! Pay up motherfuckers!!

Just thought I'd share this :3 To show that I'm not all sadness and misery~

I added a little something to my FA page, namely the pleasant people, who I'm honored to call my friends, that RP with me. And I'm not talking about the sexy session I have with my pets, but story-driven RP's with a few lucky characters of mine. YOU ARE APPRECIATED!!! <3

On to the other part of this journal; a thank you. A thank you to who? Well, for no reason other than luck I suppose, I gained four new watchers in the space of only a day or two. Which is a lot considering that I haven't posted for two weeks now.

The number of watchers that I have at this moment is 189 and that's f-ing amazing! So many people likey my Roxy? You guys make me bloody blush ya darn bastards!

So thank you to the new watchers for bringing me closer to 200! Something that will happen around the time Gabe Newell stops fapping to the profits he gained from the Steam Summer Sales and release Half-Life 3

I updated my FA page to feature my entire flock. Just figured I would share that.

Also, today is my final exam in Economics. Oh LOOOOOORRRRDDDDD ;_;

I call him an outrageous nightmare. The only person, who had no relationship (as in being in love with) with me, that made me cry and almost afraid enough to never touch my keyboard ever again to go to FA. Those who have been around with me for longer than at least four months I believe might know who I'm talking about.

And he's back...

I don't like this. I don't like this at all. You may think that it's impossible for some random dude to make you feel horrible but he managed to do that. I believe you might actually call it harassment! That's why he was banned from FA for a long time. And I figured forever when it took more than a month.

But then I saw his shout on the page of my newest pet  Alyah So many bad memories returned to me and a chill ran over my back. With a quivering body I'm writing this...

I won't spell his name, nor will I copy/paste it. I gave you the location of his shout and that should do if you wanna see his account. I don't want anything to do with him. Nor will my pets if that's up to me...

That be all

I haven't received any sketch yet but I'm very confident that it will look amazing even for an approval sketch. And it seems that some of my pets agreed with that! They contributed a nice share already so I'll be able to pay for the commission.

However, I could use some more. Again, I'm not asking much from anyone. I don't want you spending more than $20 on me and even $1 would make me so happy! And those who cannot pay (I know who can't) still won't have to pay anything.

That be all!