Just thinking about that feeling I get sometimes, a feeling of being completely disconnected with the world and my current surroundings. I'll be wherever and it's as if i'm experiencing it from a third perspective. Any emotions I express are completely under my control, when I lough I can feel my control over the length the intensity the manner in which I do. If I'm sad I can control the pain like a knob, I can stop it altogether or intensify it. My skin loses it's sensibility, or maybe it just filters the sensations leaving only the most important. My sense of time becomes distorted and a sense of apathy takes over. It's like a depression only I'm not depressed, I could be very exited or surprised and it's still happens. I don't know. Maybe it's normal and I'm just exaggerating. It just feels like for span of about 20-60 mins I'm not directly in control of my movements, instead I'm in control of my emotions and I'm just giving my body suggestions with a cold clinical overview of the situation. Things become instantly clear and at the same time I don't feel as if I experience them directly.

I dunno. Could be sleep deprivation, something in my diet, or something else.
Just thought I'd share that :3