hello everyone im still here and will be breathing in some new life into this account again looks at the journals ...... oh my its been a year..

Finally got myself my very first gaming pc ! I look forward to having a full desktop setup vs a old trusty laptop.

Happy national donut day! ^,=,^ cause donuts are the best. <3 Tell me what’s your favorite flavor of donut, mine are cream filled long johns, or raspberry Bismarck’s.

Moved to Colorado to be with my mate while he finishes his schooling. It took many years to get to this point. But now after 3 years plus of waiting I can finally have more free time now that I’m now helping my mate through his schooling. So look forward to more art and projects coming to this page.

woooo summer !

Finally getting into some new crafting hobbies looking forward to doing a lot of miniature painting and some hydrodiping keep a eye out soon for new projects

I stand for second amendment rights.

just picked up a cool car and im settled into living in colorado now ^,=,^

well its been a month now that i have been moved to colorado so far so good im loving it and my boyfriend miss all of my friends in alaska but im very happy being here

Hope I finaly get my engine bolted back in my 93 bronco

yesterday was my birthday haha seemed just like any other day pretty much oh well

i want to take a road trip from alaska to washington to colorado to illanois hoping i can get a travling buddy but i most likely will end up driving it alone but anyways my plan is to go out and around late may early june

i finally got over 100 watchers ! i think i should do some sort of raffle ?

honesty had a very bad day i got everything fixed and in order now but man do i hate having bad luck with jobs i had union dues build up from all the way when i was hired and was not told or informed they would build up and or i had to paythem today in the mail i got a noterized letter saying i owed $485 to them and i was in debt and i could risk loosing my job if i dont pay it is what the letter said so i ended up paying my debt off with the union but is sure feels bad when you you were not given the right information at the right time and it dose not help that that was 3/4 my savings either this sure puts a slow down on my life plans

well to be honest everyfur needs to take a chill pill about it ya there is a lot we dont know but fa has needed some support and now it dose that sounds like a good think its not like the sight is going to go poof and all your art is gone ! and your art will always be your own art so furs take a chill pill lets just see where it goes first

ahhhs so relaxed and happy now i got my mate back for 2 weeks its so hard keeping a long distance relationship going strong in the 2 weeks he is up here i have so many wonderful things planed for him but most of all i just want time with him quiet nights with my mate he was very excited to come back to see my from colorado and today is newyears eve we did not get to spend christmas together so we are having that after newyears has went by im so excited to give him his gift hehe im excited as well he got me a gift to :)

i am not looking forward to christmas this year but the few days after i am looking forward to when im reunited with my boyfriend again we have had a long distance relationship for over 2 years now and this will be out first new years together and i am looking forward to that more than anything in the world

always staying up to late then i start thinking of things about my boyfriend regular friends and life how will i get a job then how will i move good ways to save money getting rid / figuring out what i should keep seems like when im tiered my mind starts going all around i think im just making this to put most of the things in my mind to rest haha i dont know mostly just missing my mate in a very very bad way feels like yesteday he was here but its been to long and i want his warmth and his charm its hard dealing with a computer then on top of that i have a lot of things i want to talk to him about but he is pretty busy lately with collage and work and friend then that comes to well i need to move want to move closer to him or move into a place with him but i somtimes wonder if that will really happen he seems pretty rooted where he is at but so do i as well i think its only fair if we both move to a new state seems fair right ? any ways doubt anyone will care to read this but i should sleep will try not sure i can bye everybody for now

lots and lots of art mostly commissions but a few are mine to

i really need to get out and do some things out of my norm i have not been myself lately just with recent events its hard to stay positive and happy about what i do and who i care for so if i am a little odd lately its cause i am feeling odd

to many things on my mind to sleep i hate when that happens

hey my mother is still in the icu she gave us quite a few scares last night and even a few time thought she may not make it but she seems to be making a very slow comeback

well its been a really hard time with my family my mother is in the hospital and not doing well wish her the best for a quick recovery

when do you draw the line between care and hate for someone when you care and care and care for them and its not worth anything it seems i feel like im in it for the long haul this is a vent post and im not tiered of my friends its my family im having problems with

i am enjoying life quite a bit right now with my mate in alaska to bad he will be leaving in 2 days but it was one of the best 2 weeks in my life and looking forward to out future together