$10 1 hr doodle emergency comms open
General | Posted a year agoopen these slots, need funds asap. No limit.
will be opening a nsfw comm ych too in next few days.
Note if interested.
will be opening a nsfw comm ych too in next few days.
Note if interested.
To my Watchers
General | Posted a year agoFor any of you that watch me and keep faving my art; THANK YOU!
I don't like spamming the shout outs all the time for every fav you do cause you guys are so awesome and you guys do it so often and every time I upload(Or almost every time) that I don't want to pester you all .. but I want to make sure you guys know you are appreciated!
I want to give you all a big thank you here so I don't annoy you guys but I really adore your support. It helps motivate me more than you know! <3 <3
As a way of thanks tell me what you guys liked most in my art gallery and I will see about drawing more of that! Be it like a particular character I've drawn or a species you want to see more of I have created; please let me know!~
I don't like spamming the shout outs all the time for every fav you do cause you guys are so awesome and you guys do it so often and every time I upload(Or almost every time) that I don't want to pester you all .. but I want to make sure you guys know you are appreciated!
I want to give you all a big thank you here so I don't annoy you guys but I really adore your support. It helps motivate me more than you know! <3 <3
As a way of thanks tell me what you guys liked most in my art gallery and I will see about drawing more of that! Be it like a particular character I've drawn or a species you want to see more of I have created; please let me know!~
Goth
General | Posted a year agoGoth from the silverwing series and the voice actor from the animated was hawt... I wish there was more art of him (Esp SFW) of it.. ;~;
Caiman
General | Posted 2 years agoMy caiman died...
Raffle
General | Posted 2 years agoHave a humanoid character you want doodled for free?
My Free art raffle has 3 hours left on it so just
LIKE
RETWEET
and be following my account when you comment a description of your humanoid character's reference and I will put you in a drawing for it.
---> https://twitter.com/RaevenOddsnEnds.....74786159923200 <---
Go there go go go >:V
My Free art raffle has 3 hours left on it so just
LIKE
RETWEET
and be following my account when you comment a description of your humanoid character's reference and I will put you in a drawing for it.
---> https://twitter.com/RaevenOddsnEnds.....74786159923200 <---
Go there go go go >:V
Update.
General | Posted 2 years agoMy life seems to be getting worse my only solace is my art.... But I can't finish everything or anything I start unless its a commission.
Bleh....
I told them I didn't want to know where she was buried... but she's buried next to Dart and Oreo so ... I can feel happy for that. She's not alone.
Imma try to keep showing any art I've doodled but the quality is gonna be sub par because all .. anything is gone. I do it to distract now and I have headaches and migraines I can't even play games I love now cause of it.
Bleh....
I told them I didn't want to know where she was buried... but she's buried next to Dart and Oreo so ... I can feel happy for that. She's not alone.
Imma try to keep showing any art I've doodled but the quality is gonna be sub par because all .. anything is gone. I do it to distract now and I have headaches and migraines I can't even play games I love now cause of it.
I'VE MOVED TO KICK!
General | Posted 2 years agoI am no longer at Twitch (though I've kept the same name).
Now any subs I get are going to give me 90% income unlike twitch which gives 10% for beginners so as soon as I get to affiliate then I can get ACTUAL money from my subscribers because they actually WANT to support -me-. Not the website I am on and paying for adblockers.
https://kick.com/fluffysugarskull <-- you can find me here! Every 100 followers I give a random follower a free piece of art that is worth up to 60 bucks! (Ie a full body with a back ground and shading)
I am now officially on kick and I will stream games like Apex, Dead By Daylight (rarely); but I am mostly focused on horribly singing, art, and commentating on videos scary or otherwise! You want to watch my reaction to a video that is non political? Let me know in stream and I can put it up! (after some screening I know how you heathens are). :3
Also friendly reminder commissions are open! And emotes for twitch start at $5 USD which is the cheapest I've been told they are/have been! I will even do them live on stream!
Now any subs I get are going to give me 90% income unlike twitch which gives 10% for beginners so as soon as I get to affiliate then I can get ACTUAL money from my subscribers because they actually WANT to support -me-. Not the website I am on and paying for adblockers.
https://kick.com/fluffysugarskull <-- you can find me here! Every 100 followers I give a random follower a free piece of art that is worth up to 60 bucks! (Ie a full body with a back ground and shading)
I am now officially on kick and I will stream games like Apex, Dead By Daylight (rarely); but I am mostly focused on horribly singing, art, and commentating on videos scary or otherwise! You want to watch my reaction to a video that is non political? Let me know in stream and I can put it up! (after some screening I know how you heathens are). :3
Also friendly reminder commissions are open! And emotes for twitch start at $5 USD which is the cheapest I've been told they are/have been! I will even do them live on stream!
$5 USD Commissions Open
General | Posted 2 years ago$5 USD emote commissions and normal commissions open.
Paypal only;
comment or note me!
I do CBT, gore, vore, sfw, nsfw, and transformations as well as other things.
I give WIPs, and if its SFW then I will stream me working on it on twitch or KICK so you can watch as I work on them and ask for adjustments in real time or watch the vod and when you see the wip that I will send to your discord you can ask for changes for. :3
Paypal only;
comment or note me!
I do CBT, gore, vore, sfw, nsfw, and transformations as well as other things.
I give WIPs, and if its SFW then I will stream me working on it on twitch or KICK so you can watch as I work on them and ask for adjustments in real time or watch the vod and when you see the wip that I will send to your discord you can ask for changes for. :3
Free Art Rafle!
General | Posted 3 years agohttps://twitter.com/RaevenOddsnEnds.....20579360907264
https://twitter.com/RaevenOddsnEnds.....20579360907264
https://twitter.com/RaevenOddsnEnds.....20579360907264 <-- Join Here as my free art raffles are ONLY on Twitter.
https://twitter.com/RaevenOddsnEnds.....20579360907264
https://twitter.com/RaevenOddsnEnds.....20579360907264 <-- Join Here as my free art raffles are ONLY on Twitter.
Handles
General | Posted 3 years agoFREE ART for every 100 followers on any of these platforms so if you want free art or a chance at TWITTER ONLY free art raffles and to expand your chances of winning; be sure to follow me here!
https://www.instagram.com/raevensoddsnends/
https://twitter.com/RaevenOddsnEnds
https://www.twitch.tv/fluffysugarskull
https://www.deviantart.com/echobatgames
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCr.....Z1tD_OKSevw45w
Of you can Support me on:
https://www.patreon.com/RaevenSpook
https://www.teepublic.com/user/raevensoddsnends
https://www.instagram.com/raevensoddsnends/
https://twitter.com/RaevenOddsnEnds
https://www.twitch.tv/fluffysugarskull
https://www.deviantart.com/echobatgames
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCr.....Z1tD_OKSevw45w
Of you can Support me on:
https://www.patreon.com/RaevenSpook
https://www.teepublic.com/user/raevensoddsnends
I finally made a Twitter.
General | Posted 3 years agoH.I.S. Comic
General | Posted 3 years agoSo right now I want to get my comics off the ground. I might show up to the first chapter on this website but after that if anyone wants to see more of the comic and or find out what's next on the 345page drawn-digitized (and still going) comic then they will need to go https://www.patreon.com/RaevenSpook for my comic.
As for the other comics I will do the same. Place up to a chapter here on the website and if you like it enough then you can go to the patreon I really enjoy the support everyone does and gives and as an FYI now if you want to be patient and not pay then pages will come out between 3 days to a week after the picture is posted on patreon the picture will become public on that site for all to view!
DISCLAIMERS! There is triggering words, scenarios, talk of sexual assault, possible sexual assault, sexual situations, gas lighting, abuse, and other such themes as well as smoking and the use of alcohol and drugs.
As for the other comics I will do the same. Place up to a chapter here on the website and if you like it enough then you can go to the patreon I really enjoy the support everyone does and gives and as an FYI now if you want to be patient and not pay then pages will come out between 3 days to a week after the picture is posted on patreon the picture will become public on that site for all to view!
DISCLAIMERS! There is triggering words, scenarios, talk of sexual assault, possible sexual assault, sexual situations, gas lighting, abuse, and other such themes as well as smoking and the use of alcohol and drugs.
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.Laminated Badges
General | Posted 3 years ago15 Dollar (Plus shipping) Laminated badges available!
I have a laminator and can laminate your badge, give you a hole, and for 5 extra put a clippy on it that you can attach to your belt loop, a lanyard, or shirt.
It will come with your name, your character as a head shot (to the neck or shoulders) and whether it is Yes to hugs, ask for hugs, or no hugs!
Contact me via comment here or in notes to get a slot.
Unlimited slots!
Paypal only; Shipping fees will be included in final price. (So the 15 + shipping esp if its out of country. Will do it priority so I can give a tracking number as well.)
I have a laminator and can laminate your badge, give you a hole, and for 5 extra put a clippy on it that you can attach to your belt loop, a lanyard, or shirt.
It will come with your name, your character as a head shot (to the neck or shoulders) and whether it is Yes to hugs, ask for hugs, or no hugs!
Contact me via comment here or in notes to get a slot.
Unlimited slots!
Paypal only; Shipping fees will be included in final price. (So the 15 + shipping esp if its out of country. Will do it priority so I can give a tracking number as well.)
List of stories or whatever
General | Posted 3 years agoSome of these, well most of these actually were started back as early as 2008 before the moving and depression and just .. lack of motivation. But these were the names of the books, stories, etc and these ... or most of these will be getting uploaded to this site soon despite being 14 years old.
The Hybrid
The Hybrid 2
Snuffet Out and Cuff It
Need A Name Stranger
The Unn Knowing
Blood In The Wine
Draco
The Time Of Night
Gaara's Courtship pt 1
Gaara's Courtship pt 2
Aame Blood <First Years>
Aame Blood <Bloodi Helm>
Aame Blood <Satisfying Bloodthirst>
The Clock
Burntt
Haku Ame (Series 2 of the Aame Blood series)
Golgatha
Let's Sink The School!
Demon's Prophecies and A Lunar's Requiem
(Comics so they started out no scripts and were in sketch books.)
Quirkey Turkey
Blood For Blood <Loves True Path>
Purr~fect Days In High School High
The Contract!
(Short Stories aka done in high school and I just really loved them)
What Happened In The Woods?!
Hanzel and Grettle
The Sweetest Closet
Death's Messenger's
Death Comes Slowly, Right?
:Animes Only: Aka Art that I wanted to draw and put up on youtube but essentially other comics.
How to Court... 'A Dragon Overlord'
Tia Bay
Feeding Hobo(s)
The Adventures of Aame and Rajah
Voodo Mania!! (Not Voodoo)
The Hybrid
The Hybrid 2
Snuffet Out and Cuff It
Need A Name Stranger
The Unn Knowing
Blood In The Wine
Draco
The Time Of Night
Gaara's Courtship pt 1
Gaara's Courtship pt 2
Aame Blood <First Years>
Aame Blood <Bloodi Helm>
Aame Blood <Satisfying Bloodthirst>
The Clock
Burntt
Haku Ame (Series 2 of the Aame Blood series)
Golgatha
Let's Sink The School!
Demon's Prophecies and A Lunar's Requiem
(Comics so they started out no scripts and were in sketch books.)
Quirkey Turkey
Blood For Blood <Loves True Path>
Purr~fect Days In High School High
The Contract!
(Short Stories aka done in high school and I just really loved them)
What Happened In The Woods?!
Hanzel and Grettle
The Sweetest Closet
Death's Messenger's
Death Comes Slowly, Right?
:Animes Only: Aka Art that I wanted to draw and put up on youtube but essentially other comics.
How to Court... 'A Dragon Overlord'
Tia Bay
Feeding Hobo(s)
The Adventures of Aame and Rajah
Voodo Mania!! (Not Voodoo)
Commissions still open and uploading old art soon.
General | Posted 3 years agoCommissions are still open, I am almost at my goal for rent.
Also I was given medication that I now have to pay for but that can come later. Been dealing with the mental problems this long I can hold out a little longer ... I hope.
Anyways.
In the next month or so Imma binge upload a LOT and I do mean a LOT of art from way back as early as 2016 and maybe even older to dump into this account to just show they are my art pieces. They will all be paper art as it was back then and I also have stories I wanted to upload as well to show I owned the ideas and whatever else blah blah help copyright it blah blah want to see if anyone gives a fuck about the stories and see if they were worth continuing blah blah cause there's literally like 35 different books and some I was converting to comics to tell so like, yeah.
Anyways when you start seeing a flood of paper artwork its because its old as fuck and I will try to date them as best I can but no promises and there will be a lot more written art on here as well as poetry. So like... Yeah.
Until ten as I said emergency commissions still open. Feel free to stop by and ask questions about my rates if interested.
Also I was given medication that I now have to pay for but that can come later. Been dealing with the mental problems this long I can hold out a little longer ... I hope.
Anyways.
In the next month or so Imma binge upload a LOT and I do mean a LOT of art from way back as early as 2016 and maybe even older to dump into this account to just show they are my art pieces. They will all be paper art as it was back then and I also have stories I wanted to upload as well to show I owned the ideas and whatever else blah blah help copyright it blah blah want to see if anyone gives a fuck about the stories and see if they were worth continuing blah blah cause there's literally like 35 different books and some I was converting to comics to tell so like, yeah.
Anyways when you start seeing a flood of paper artwork its because its old as fuck and I will try to date them as best I can but no promises and there will be a lot more written art on here as well as poetry. So like... Yeah.
Until ten as I said emergency commissions still open. Feel free to stop by and ask questions about my rates if interested.
Emergency Commissions
General | Posted 3 years agoSo I am home from surgery at the hospital but have to go back (35 bucks one way each time) to get a stint removed in the next couple of days and that means bills... yay.. and time off work I can't afford... more yay.
So am doing emergency commissions.
They are open and I will start on them as soon as I get them.
Let me know what you would like and I can get started right away. I will do WIPs as well either in discord or post them on the account to let you see them but I do need some. I don't know how many I will take considering that if its cheaper commissions that are faster to pump out I will take more but if its like with complex back grounds I will need time to make them and will take less because of this.
If you'd like to commission me just let me know and if I am not asleep due to the meds I will answer back and we can switch to Discord if you would like.
Sometimes If its the first time making a character for you I can even stream what I am doing so you can give real time requests to the body before I start coloring it etc.
Thanks for reading even if you can't afford to help. Appreciate you all. Birdy out. :v
So am doing emergency commissions.
They are open and I will start on them as soon as I get them.
Let me know what you would like and I can get started right away. I will do WIPs as well either in discord or post them on the account to let you see them but I do need some. I don't know how many I will take considering that if its cheaper commissions that are faster to pump out I will take more but if its like with complex back grounds I will need time to make them and will take less because of this.
If you'd like to commission me just let me know and if I am not asleep due to the meds I will answer back and we can switch to Discord if you would like.
Sometimes If its the first time making a character for you I can even stream what I am doing so you can give real time requests to the body before I start coloring it etc.
Thanks for reading even if you can't afford to help. Appreciate you all. Birdy out. :v
Dergoss
General | Posted 4 years agoreminder for myself. new species idea, name should be self explanatory writing it here so I don't forget the name of it cause I always do that. Yeet .... :v
Phiser site commenter commenting on random posts...
General | Posted 4 years agoSomeone on FA that just made the account this year I had to block because they started spamming phising site links to my artwork so if you see that I have personally hidden some comment sit is because I had to hide them and then had to block the person.
So beware if someone is spamming links ending with something like .gd then have / and some numbers and letters after it, it is most likely a fake link and it will steal your information so DO NOT click it thank you.
I don't know how to report profiles on this site or if you even CAN report profiles on this site for such things so if there is a way to let the moderators know please tell me so I can tell them I took a screen shot of the name and the message as well so that way it can be seen but as the moderators I am sure they would be easily able to see hidden comments.
Thank you and stay safe out there guys.
So beware if someone is spamming links ending with something like .gd then have / and some numbers and letters after it, it is most likely a fake link and it will steal your information so DO NOT click it thank you.
I don't know how to report profiles on this site or if you even CAN report profiles on this site for such things so if there is a way to let the moderators know please tell me so I can tell them I took a screen shot of the name and the message as well so that way it can be seen but as the moderators I am sure they would be easily able to see hidden comments.
Thank you and stay safe out there guys.
Single Again And out of Toxicity Ahah
General | Posted 4 years agoSo Single again. He lied to me about some serious stuff and faked documentation and then always was annoying me with wanting me to draw art for him of us but then as an artist himself never would draw anything of us together and he was actually really toxic and had red flags I never actually realized were there until I started to lose friends and work. So because of him I lost a few friends and I lost some viewers and stuff like that and a few art jobs but... I'm single again. He hacked into my discord as well and it took over a week to try to get everything back and now its been nearly 2 months with constant drinking but with how he acted and everything I feel like I am getting better after binge drinking every night and still working the next day.
Life goes on and just as I am here, I exist and I will be on my way.
a much less toxic person that has known me irl and online and supported me and been a friend of three years has expressed interest in one night of us both being drunk and my ranting and him just blurting it out as we were passing out and so, its rocky but we're taking it slow to see if maybe I would be willing to date him.
He knows the entire situation and how scared I am obviously. I mean I just got out of a nigh two year relationship with someone and we already set ground rules and everything, and met in person with physical proof that I checked to see if it was doctored which he allowed because of my past.
he was patient as we checked each other's phones and history with what we said, and having him sleep next to me had me not wake up once through the nights he stayed.
Even after I hurt my neck he was there and helping me with that and carrying things and helping pay for our tickets and meals and stuff, with a little huffing because I demanded I pay half lol.
My cats adore him and he accepts my snake and scorpion, as long as they are in their cage. lol
So .. despite losing some friends and stuff, and a lot of motivation and going into a depressive episode, I realized a while ago something was wrong and now I just, exist. Commissions will be back and open. But be aware because of my boughts of depression and now full time job and still holding down the other job AND wanting to stream on twitch to gather a following for my gaming, turn outs will be longer than a week or two than usual because wed and thurs are my only days off that I don't get out of work and home before 11pm and waking up at like 10am.
My prices will be adjusted but will stay pretty cheap because its not going to be used to live off of anymore.
This is a lot of information no one cares about except the people that want to see me suffer and fail. But... I exist.
I am still here.
I am strong
I have a job that has let me stay on my own, no room mates for like, 9 months now. Support myself even if its a bit close, get a new phone, new friends, new places I want to visit.
And I will be saving to hopefully start trying to cons and stuff once I am vaccinated and they allow me to be and conventions come back into play.
So don't really expect a lot of "DESPERATE NEED MONEY NOW" YCHs anymore but I will still do them none the less if you'd all like.
Appreciate it if you made it this far and you aren't a person to laugh at me for my stupidity in loving someone and not seeing the red flags until its too late but hey. I'm just an artist online. You don't know me, I don't know you. And sometimes... that's all you'd like it to be and there's nothing wrong with that so sorry for making you read this haha.
Thank you for staying.
Thank you for the follows/watches guys the favs... they mean the world to me and one reason I keep trying to do some type of art.
So my bird and poss are single in future art so if I make ych of them then yes, you can certainly buy a slot. :p
Life goes on and just as I am here, I exist and I will be on my way.
a much less toxic person that has known me irl and online and supported me and been a friend of three years has expressed interest in one night of us both being drunk and my ranting and him just blurting it out as we were passing out and so, its rocky but we're taking it slow to see if maybe I would be willing to date him.
He knows the entire situation and how scared I am obviously. I mean I just got out of a nigh two year relationship with someone and we already set ground rules and everything, and met in person with physical proof that I checked to see if it was doctored which he allowed because of my past.
he was patient as we checked each other's phones and history with what we said, and having him sleep next to me had me not wake up once through the nights he stayed.
Even after I hurt my neck he was there and helping me with that and carrying things and helping pay for our tickets and meals and stuff, with a little huffing because I demanded I pay half lol.
My cats adore him and he accepts my snake and scorpion, as long as they are in their cage. lol
So .. despite losing some friends and stuff, and a lot of motivation and going into a depressive episode, I realized a while ago something was wrong and now I just, exist. Commissions will be back and open. But be aware because of my boughts of depression and now full time job and still holding down the other job AND wanting to stream on twitch to gather a following for my gaming, turn outs will be longer than a week or two than usual because wed and thurs are my only days off that I don't get out of work and home before 11pm and waking up at like 10am.
My prices will be adjusted but will stay pretty cheap because its not going to be used to live off of anymore.
This is a lot of information no one cares about except the people that want to see me suffer and fail. But... I exist.
I am still here.
I am strong
I have a job that has let me stay on my own, no room mates for like, 9 months now. Support myself even if its a bit close, get a new phone, new friends, new places I want to visit.
And I will be saving to hopefully start trying to cons and stuff once I am vaccinated and they allow me to be and conventions come back into play.
So don't really expect a lot of "DESPERATE NEED MONEY NOW" YCHs anymore but I will still do them none the less if you'd all like.
Appreciate it if you made it this far and you aren't a person to laugh at me for my stupidity in loving someone and not seeing the red flags until its too late but hey. I'm just an artist online. You don't know me, I don't know you. And sometimes... that's all you'd like it to be and there's nothing wrong with that so sorry for making you read this haha.
Thank you for staying.
Thank you for the follows/watches guys the favs... they mean the world to me and one reason I keep trying to do some type of art.
So my bird and poss are single in future art so if I make ych of them then yes, you can certainly buy a slot. :p
Looking
General | Posted 5 years agoMy Emotional support animal died in my arms and the vets could do nothing and claimed if they even tried they weren't sure it would have helped so at 10am CST .. he died, wrapped up in his favorite blanket, in my arms. I paid to have him buried or cremated since I live in an apt and I couldn't bury him.
While I want to do this myself. I .. can't hold a pen or pencil or anything and I can barely tyupe as it is as well. just typing this is making me cry after I passed out trying to stop crying after five hours.
my brain isn't working well but I do know I want to have someone draw him for me polkease ... I want ..
I will pay I just need someone to draw himn for me please. I can send pictures of him for reference. I want a picture of him to remember him by more than just memory of photos on a camera that can be damaged or deleted
If anyone knows a decenet artist that would do him justice. My 6 month old baby... Please let me know. Ud rather do it myself but I just... need to mourn for a while please.
He always greeted me every time I got home. He;d wait to be picked up and then rest on my shoulder as I moved aruond making dinner. He purred heavily when pet he would nuzzle you in the morninjg. He would sleep next to your head or pulled against your chest or even lay on your chest at night and purr to help you sleep. He had his favorite purple blankeyt that was plaid with black and purple. He had just lost his final baby canine tooth.
Every morning he'd groggily wake up and pus his way into the bathroom to sit on my lap and be hugged and held.
He'd sit on the chair facing the window to soak in sunlight while I worked from home then wait until I got home to do it all again.
He'd nuzzle my face and loved to be held and snuggled and carried around.
He was so calm when I took him outside and would hide in my backpack or under my vest. Or simply sit on my shoulder.
Even the grocery store people knew him and mentioned how adorable and well behaved he was.
I'm going to miss it and all I have is his 3 baby teeth I found and my memories and the pictures or him with his younger sister. He was a runt and I should have paid more attention,...
The vets claimed they couldn't have helped.. I mean he was prone to boughts of dehydration and we always got through that I had L-Lysine and Pedialyte and before I went to bed he was purring, more active and I thought tat was it. he was getting bettter. He was happy and making buscuits as he always loved to do. Then he curled up into my neck and fell asleep....
that's it right? Another bought of dehydration covered. he had his fluids given to him and food every few hours. He's fine right?
I wake up and he;s under the couch and he;s.. just weak and limp. and he just.. he dies, in my arms.. and the vets did nothing to help me. The most they offered was since he was a stray and I didn't know his health despite him having his vaccines he just had a form of SIDS. There was nothing they could do.
Nothing... just like I could do t ohelp or see he had more than just the dehydration. Yes I know "Its undetectable" but I feel like it wasn't SIDS I feel like if I paid more attention and didn't work 8am to 11pm and spent more time with him I ... I don't know. maybe I could have seen somethinf or helped or.. fuck man I don't know but he deserved better than me. He was a good boy. The best and I loved him with every fiber of my being until he was gone. And even then I have his collar and I want to have this art piece of him done.
SO... long drawn out story I'm sorry... but can I please just ..have help finding someone to do this for me.
While I want to do this myself. I .. can't hold a pen or pencil or anything and I can barely tyupe as it is as well. just typing this is making me cry after I passed out trying to stop crying after five hours.
my brain isn't working well but I do know I want to have someone draw him for me polkease ... I want ..
I will pay I just need someone to draw himn for me please. I can send pictures of him for reference. I want a picture of him to remember him by more than just memory of photos on a camera that can be damaged or deleted
If anyone knows a decenet artist that would do him justice. My 6 month old baby... Please let me know. Ud rather do it myself but I just... need to mourn for a while please.
He always greeted me every time I got home. He;d wait to be picked up and then rest on my shoulder as I moved aruond making dinner. He purred heavily when pet he would nuzzle you in the morninjg. He would sleep next to your head or pulled against your chest or even lay on your chest at night and purr to help you sleep. He had his favorite purple blankeyt that was plaid with black and purple. He had just lost his final baby canine tooth.
Every morning he'd groggily wake up and pus his way into the bathroom to sit on my lap and be hugged and held.
He'd sit on the chair facing the window to soak in sunlight while I worked from home then wait until I got home to do it all again.
He'd nuzzle my face and loved to be held and snuggled and carried around.
He was so calm when I took him outside and would hide in my backpack or under my vest. Or simply sit on my shoulder.
Even the grocery store people knew him and mentioned how adorable and well behaved he was.
I'm going to miss it and all I have is his 3 baby teeth I found and my memories and the pictures or him with his younger sister. He was a runt and I should have paid more attention,...
The vets claimed they couldn't have helped.. I mean he was prone to boughts of dehydration and we always got through that I had L-Lysine and Pedialyte and before I went to bed he was purring, more active and I thought tat was it. he was getting bettter. He was happy and making buscuits as he always loved to do. Then he curled up into my neck and fell asleep....
that's it right? Another bought of dehydration covered. he had his fluids given to him and food every few hours. He's fine right?
I wake up and he;s under the couch and he;s.. just weak and limp. and he just.. he dies, in my arms.. and the vets did nothing to help me. The most they offered was since he was a stray and I didn't know his health despite him having his vaccines he just had a form of SIDS. There was nothing they could do.
Nothing... just like I could do t ohelp or see he had more than just the dehydration. Yes I know "Its undetectable" but I feel like it wasn't SIDS I feel like if I paid more attention and didn't work 8am to 11pm and spent more time with him I ... I don't know. maybe I could have seen somethinf or helped or.. fuck man I don't know but he deserved better than me. He was a good boy. The best and I loved him with every fiber of my being until he was gone. And even then I have his collar and I want to have this art piece of him done.
SO... long drawn out story I'm sorry... but can I please just ..have help finding someone to do this for me.
Ahem
General | Posted 5 years agoWhen you go to check people that gave comments to you or you to them about help with stuff/watches you needed to thank and accidentally nuke EVERYTHING not just the specific little window you wanted to empty....
*quiet sob*
*quiet sob*
DM me
General | Posted 6 years agoif you want the name of my twitch.
I don't want to go public with it since it won't just be furry art and stuff like that.
it's mostly apex and possibly VRchat...
Still unsure if I should because all the nsfw stuff you just walk in on in the public rooms and it's terrifying. lol
I don't want to go public with it since it won't just be furry art and stuff like that.
it's mostly apex and possibly VRchat...
Still unsure if I should because all the nsfw stuff you just walk in on in the public rooms and it's terrifying. lol
I now make T-Shirts
General | Posted 6 years agoNot all will be furry as it's for designs etc.
but the user Raeraeven on Teepublic is me and now I am selling shirts so.. Woot!
but the user Raeraeven on Teepublic is me and now I am selling shirts so.. Woot!
119 followers.... hhNNNN
General | Posted 7 years agoI can't believe I have so many of you guys following me. ewe
I don't know what I did to have so many but thank you... And here I thought when I had only 5 I was the most famous person online and I couldn't believe this happened and omg how do I appease you people!?
WELL here is your chance. I have been browsing and friends have commented here and there how if you give someone Artistic Freedom you get put in a generic pose that is like a cookie cutter from a base they made/bought and it's really irritating.
So lets make brand new styles of the base that will become the cookie cutter generic pose!
What poses do you guys think would be a good pose for a 'generic' pose that you don't often see?
What is something you want to see drawn?
Maybe bondage you don't see often?
What don't you see often (not-fetish wise) that you want to see more often?
Maybe the more realistic bodies in more natural body poses that give them belly lines and look like pudge even when you stand up and stretch and can see ribs?
Maybe something like, lounging in the chair or bed.
Feel free to comment what you think should have more art of.
Even throw in an animal you never see but really like and want to see more art of?
Maybe something like, you saw a new species that I've drawn but never went further with passed the generic first sketches?
Pretty much, I am told I'm really good with birds and I said that's why I suck at drawing generic animals like foxes/dogs and stuff like that.
Tell meeeeeee what your thoughts and dreams to see arrrre!!
I don't know what I did to have so many but thank you... And here I thought when I had only 5 I was the most famous person online and I couldn't believe this happened and omg how do I appease you people!?
WELL here is your chance. I have been browsing and friends have commented here and there how if you give someone Artistic Freedom you get put in a generic pose that is like a cookie cutter from a base they made/bought and it's really irritating.
So lets make brand new styles of the base that will become the cookie cutter generic pose!
What poses do you guys think would be a good pose for a 'generic' pose that you don't often see?
What is something you want to see drawn?
Maybe bondage you don't see often?
What don't you see often (not-fetish wise) that you want to see more often?
Maybe the more realistic bodies in more natural body poses that give them belly lines and look like pudge even when you stand up and stretch and can see ribs?
Maybe something like, lounging in the chair or bed.
Feel free to comment what you think should have more art of.
Even throw in an animal you never see but really like and want to see more art of?
Maybe something like, you saw a new species that I've drawn but never went further with passed the generic first sketches?
Pretty much, I am told I'm really good with birds and I said that's why I suck at drawing generic animals like foxes/dogs and stuff like that.
Tell meeeeeee what your thoughts and dreams to see arrrre!!
Soul Sketch Comic Is going to be up and running. 14yrs old
General | Posted 7 years agoI'm going to start uploading traditional artwork from starting from over 4 years ago.some being 7 or 9. Even 12 years ago.
So the anatomy and writing will be bad. Very bad as I was 14 on some.
I will be using a phone as I have no scanner so it might not be the best but people keep pushing me to upload them.
One in particular will be about rape and dealing with triggering real life issues I myself have been through. And while I say I refuse to draw take as a fetish thing. This is for story and not for fetish. This comic I speak of is not to be sexual. Its to be about story and darkness. A dark edgy story that was my way for therapy growing up that allowed me to draw boutiques and things that happened to me. Even fangirl over a few things like Jeff the killer and Slenderman.
Its going to be angry cringe.
But it's my story. Or the parts I wanted to let the world know.
This comic is called
Soul Sketch
So the anatomy and writing will be bad. Very bad as I was 14 on some.
I will be using a phone as I have no scanner so it might not be the best but people keep pushing me to upload them.
One in particular will be about rape and dealing with triggering real life issues I myself have been through. And while I say I refuse to draw take as a fetish thing. This is for story and not for fetish. This comic I speak of is not to be sexual. Its to be about story and darkness. A dark edgy story that was my way for therapy growing up that allowed me to draw boutiques and things that happened to me. Even fangirl over a few things like Jeff the killer and Slenderman.
Its going to be angry cringe.
But it's my story. Or the parts I wanted to let the world know.
This comic is called
Soul Sketch
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