Yeah so, I haven't posted.
Here's the lo-down, I got a new boyf.
Then, after a month, he bought me a lizard.
WHICH IS FUCKING AWESOME!! (As seen in my av)
This takes up a bit too much of my time.
I also had a job, but then I got canned :D
So now I'm job searching yet being artistic.
At the moment I am sketching a wall design
for some family friend and get paid for it. (Yay?)
Okay I've been working on it for about three days
and yeah I should probably just take a break because
#NoSleep
:)

But I'm going to be online being random and emailing people.
So yeah.
Mind scatter.

I've been extremely occupied with sleep patterns lately.
As well as trying to figure out some weird dreams.
The past nights I can't sleep no matter what time
it is and have been too tired to really do anything.
On the bright side: I got a couple paintings done.
On the down side: I'm exhausted and don't feel like doing
anything at all.

I have the next chapter of 'Out of Control' written but I'm
currently going through it modifying a lot. Between worrying
about the damn dreams along with the no sleep I haven't
exactly focused on it lol.
I'm working on it now but I'm starting to get extremely tired
and might try to sleep in a few minutes. Try to recharge my
brain so I can hopefully add on to it.
I'll try to have it up by tomorrow afternoon.
Very sorry about the delay if you're reading it.

Until next time~
I have also made a kik, an instagram and SnapChat.
If you want the usernames or whatever to annoy the hell
out of me and/or give me some suggestions just send me a note.
I check this multiple times every day.

Okay it may not seem like I come online very often.
But I swear on my life I come online every day just to
stalk around. Looking at all your profiles ;)
...Okay, the ones I am watching
ANYWAYYYYY
Starting tomorrow I will be offline for about 9 days.
Don't miss me too much haha
Gotta take care of things :)
Stay classy x

Oi okay so I'm trying to sell a few 1st generation cards
for some extra money. But I can't seem to find any [current]
listing of values of each card online. I just want to sell all
the extras I have.
If someone could help me out and link me to a [current!]
listing of the values I'd love you forever!!
Thanks guys xx

ALSO!! More art to be put up today once I get
a listing. In the mean time, have a spontaneous day. x

There's going to be a lot more works as I search for a job.
I will be moving to Florida pretty soon in the summer around August or so, as a heads up.
I apologize for my absence!!
Without further adeux, let's get it started! New submissions coming right up!

To those of you watching me and actually looking at what I paint, take pics of, etc.
Do I care about the few views I get? No. Do I care about how many favorites? Nah.
Just the fact that you all even followed me for the slightest reason means the world.
So thank you, I appreciate it so much! xx

It is officially 2 hours and....11 minutes into my 19th Birthday.
The difference.
I don't feel it.

All I want for my birfmas is Skittles: Dark Side
and Jay from TW :)
Doable? Cool, see ya at the party

I made an appointment for this Wednesday
For what, you may ask?

Getting my wrist tattooed up fo sho

I'll take pics when it's all sketched and done
Just thought I'd throw that out there haha
SO FUGGIN' EXCITED!!! :D

Andandand my birfday is this Sunday :B
Not sure whether to be excited for that or not!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways, how are your wonderful lively lives, dears?! :) xx

Favorite:
Band: The Wanted
Singer: Jay McGuiness
Movie: Paranormal Activity
Song: Mad Man
Series: King of Thrones
Tumblr: Have none
Person: TWFanmily
Place to travel: Louisianna
Website: TWITTER!!! :D

This or that:
Party night or movie night: Movie night
Tumblr or facebook: facebook
Sports or fashion: Sports
Black or white: Black
Red or blue: Red
Milk or water: Water

Right now, are you:
Happy with your life: Kinda
Unhappy with your life: Not completely
Sad: Yurp
Angry at someone: Yurp
Bored: Yurp
Tired : Yurp
Happy with your body: Nupe
Happy with your face: Nupe

Random:
Favorite thing to drink: Vitamin water :D
Your life 10 years from now: Wired
When did you drink for the first time: 8yo
When did you smoke for the first time: Freshman year
Do you believe in God: Eh
What country do you wanna visit: Anywhere in the UK

Sorry I haven't been on.
My computer just recently crashed, but my brother gave me a new one :)
I'm a laptop killer I think...
And cell phone #Awful

Anyways, I just got back from vacation which I wasn't on the computer that long anyways.
So I'm offline for a while since I'm going back to work on Wednesday.
You'll be most likely to catch me at night.
Mostly starting at about 11pm (Central/Pacific time)
Or on Twitter for about...always.
I have tweets sent to my phone and pretty much nothing else, but go through new followers when I get on the computer.
Just let me know (tweet me) that you're from furaffinity and I'll follow you back. Otherwise I won't.
Oh yeah! And my Twitter is: RaiTheWanted
Subject to change, I'll let you know, though.

ALSO! I am moving back to CT soon. Gonna go to college, get part time instead of full time job...
Hopefully get transferred to another Walgreens out there. Gonna talk to my boss Wednesday! :) x
Should be back within a few weeks (a month or so)
Also gonna be making an appearance in Pennsylvania for anonymous reasons for a few days.
Gonna be around the Philly area so hit me up if you wanna chill!! (no one will hit me up...)
AAAALSSOOOOO!!!! I'm on the hunt for a guitar! :)
6-string, preferably electric but will take acoustic. :) Needs to be right handed!
I'm gonna head off to bed now, so I'll talk to you lovelies later.
Also I will be submitting some art as soon as I figure out my new scanner! :)
Lots of smiles tonight, I'm not even happy o_0

BY THE WAY  auzdragun if you are reading this I'm sorry for the previous situation.
I thought I had more money but turned out I didn't.
I will pay you as soon as possible buuuuuut for right now I'll leave you alone.
So, so, so, so sorry. :(
It wasn't on purpose I promise!
Okay I 'm off, love you guys!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

76 people in Chicago (that the media knows about) have killed themselves over this.
I mean really, what the fuck.
This is where rumors are a bitch, and the Mayans started the bitchiest of all.
I'm sure those people are now rolling over in their graves.
Nice job, guys. Ya nailed it.

My submissions later. No work until 4pm :D
But I'm working until 12:30am ;A;
I'd be up anyways -__-
I'MMA GET SOME INK SOON!!! (Once they're designed...)
Pics when it happens :)

All the fucking food in my house expiring all of a sudden?!
A couple days ago I got through half a bag of broccoli until realizing it went bad
(Weird smell and part of the heads were black. How did I not notice?)
And today I chugged 1/4 gallon of milk before recognizing the yellow-ey, rancid taste.
...........................my fridge is trying to kill me.

And OMFG I GOT VIP TICKETS TO A BAND CONCERT IN FEBRUARY I'M DYING!!!
But that is beside the point
....taking place February 1st in Pennsylvania, bitches. ;)
ALL HAIL THEIR US TOUR AND COMPETITIONS ON THEIR WEBSITE IN WHICH I
PAY $200 A YEAR TO BE A PART OF!!! :D

Fangirling a bit too hard?
Probably.
I'm gonna rape Jay ;)
Who just so recently followed me on Twitter among Tom and the band's shared account!
FANGIRLFANGIRLFANGIRLFANGIRLFANGIRL
JAY WHY ARE YOU SO GORGEOUS?! <3

And I should be asleep since I have work in 8 hours...
Can't, though. Been really depressed and I've started smoking again.
Not.
Good.
And then I saw my ex all excited about a new girlfriend on FA the other day.
Erm....that was a heart-shattering journal to read. So I'm sitting here
alone
at 2am
in my fangirl-based room.
*sigh*
I'll update more interesting things after work later.
Here's a sign so that you know I'm alive! :) xx
Be back in 18 hours!

I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ONLINE!!!
I've been stalking around on Twitter CONSTANTLY that I COMPLETELY forgot
about the outside world! Being my other websites such as here and Facebook
:) <3
I deleted my Skype, too.
Completely over that bitch put a dagger in my heart and ripped it out.
I can't believe I was even obsessed with her.
I've been over her for about 3 months now. Is that bad?
It's just the realization that she is such a child all. The. Freaking. Time!
Anyways. Still working at Walgreens...full time
Holy shit the bitches there LOL it's funny because the store manager is a
friend of my Dad's and he always has my back behind the two people who
hate me! It's awesome! I love it :)
I also got obsessed with this band called The Wanted, a UK band and that's
why I've been on Twitter so much! Talking to the incredible people that are
#TWFanmily! :)
Anyways, I gotta get back to Twitter before people start wondering where I am!
Keep calm and be #nicely. (it's a #TWFanmily thing)
If you wanna follow me my Twitter is WishingOnMyMoon
I warn you: most of it is fan girling The Wanted
k love you guys! xx

I have the stupidest smile on my face and I can't get it off xD
Someone PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD tell me something depressing!!!
My face is starting to hurt!