I feel awkward and kinda needy when I say this, but I feel like this is the only place where I can vent without getting backlash from family and people on other social media.

I really need a significant other who understands the way I think and how I act. Someone who can push through all of my doubts and trust issues and actually understand my awkwardness. Somebody who doesn't think I'm a fucking sicko for being a furry.

I just want someone...

/rantover

Sorry for anyone who read this cringy bullshit c:

So I just got the new game Digimon World Cyber Sleuth and I have reawakened my burning desire for Digimon...

I need a big balled, big bellied --BIG-- Gargomon Sona ;w; halp

I don't know where all of you new watchers came from, but I want to guess it was from the Femboy Facebook page.

Thank you all for being interested in Raikes and I. Never thought I would be getting this many watchers.

You're all my 'lil lightning bolts! ^w^

What is the name of your fursona?

Raikes Lightningpaw

Where did the name of your fursona come from?

Let's see. When I was at a Yu-Gi-Oh tournament, they asked if we had nicknames. I said Rai-Rai because Raichu is my favorite Pokemon. My favorite element is Lightning I thought I'd incorporate it somehow. Get (Rai) from Raigeki and Kes from one of my favorite activites. Kissing ^w^ Pronounced (Rye-Kiss)

What species is your fursona and why did you choose that species?

My fursona's species is Fox. I just love foxes because they act like dogs and cats ^w^

What color is your fursona and why?

My fursona is an electric blue because, lightning~ :3

What is your fursona's personality and how does this compare to your RL personality?

My fursona's personality is just like mine. Introverted. I dislike entering a conversation unless it interests me. I'm also shy and humble, much like Raikes. I love to receive compliments, but I will deny it ;p

What is one thing your fursona would say to you if you could meet?

"Let's just agree that I'm cuter than you...now give me a hug!"

What is one thing you would say to your fursona?

"You're so lucky..."

How has your fursona changed over the years?

Raikes used to be a regular orange brown fox. Then I added electricity. Then I changed his color. Then I made him gay. Then I he went from manly teen to a femboy adult x3

How long have you had this fursona?

8 Years :3

Would you like to be more like your fursona?

Oh god, yes...

I really, really want to commission an artist (When I have more money to spend x3) to draw Raikes cosplaying in Tifa's duster outfit from Advent Children.

I absolutely love that outfit. It looks really cool.

For those that's don't know what outfit it is: http://img2.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb...../0/09/Tifa.png

I will love love love love when I can do this.

/rant

One thing that kinda bugs me about artists is when they don't note you back.

Yeah, I understand that all of you are busy. I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND. I appreciate all the hard work you do.

But, when I win an auction or buy your art and I send you a payment/note. I like to here back from you within a short period of time of the note being sent. I don't know how many times I have payed for art and got ripped off.

So when I don't get a reply within a short period of time, I get all skeptic thinking, "Oh god...did I just get ripped off?" or "I got ripped off"

iuDBQRIFQB I have trust issues ;w;

/endrant

I used to have literally no art of my fursona. It feels amazing that I finally do! I feel like I'm actually part of the FurAffinity community now. Hehe. x3

I'd like to thank  Vehliayn  Icefire  ~kiki~ for providing me with the pictures!

Screams from a woman could be heard from an alleyway of Brooklyn, New York. A woman fell dead at the end of the labyrinth of alleyways.
"Sarah!! No!!" The other woman dropped to her knees crying her eyes out. She picked up the blood soaked body and cradled it in her arms. A group of men were snickering contently at the pain and agony flowing from the woman's body.
"I think I'm lost..." A calm and shy voice was heard from the entrance of corridor. The three men whip their bodies around with their glocks drawn. "Who's there!?" The figure at the entrance stepped into the light a little, revealing the left part of his torso all the way down to his shoes. The person was wearing black skinny jeans that were littered with tears, black converse with yellow laces and a long sleeve shirt with two diagonal yellow steaks that criss-cross to form an "X".
"Nobody..." He took another step forward into the light to show the left side of his face. His crimson eye could be seen through his midnight black hair.
"Stay back!" One of the men fired a round that grazed the boy's cheek. The boy smirked evilly and swung his left arms in an upwards arc. The man that fired the shot trembled and coughed up blood as a one foot iron stake stuck out of his heart. He soon collapsed in his pool of blood, dead as a door nail.
"What the fuck!? Fire!!" The leader of the group turned head to nod at his only comrade just to see blood spurting from a giant slash mark on the man's neck. He turns his whole body around to see the boy staring and smiling at him wickedly.
"What...What a-are you..."
"Play with me..." The boy slid an one and a half foot bladed iron stake from his shirt sleeve and started to slash the man's stomach. With each swing the boy makes, he progressively louder and creepier.
"Play with me...Play with me...Play with me! Play with me!! PLAY WITH ME!!!" The man was laying against the wall with his eyes rolled in to the back into his head while blood stained his clothes. The boy puts the blade up to his mouth and licks the blood off of it and laughed maniacally. The woman stared at the boy with either the look of relief or the look of disgust. The boy turned on his heels to face the women.
"Th-Thank you for sav-" The woman's voice was caught in the back of her throat as the boy crept closer. She opens her mouth wide to try to utter the words 'Wh-What are you d-doing!?' But nothing came out.
"Play with me..." The boy was grinning evilly as he raised the blade high and swung straight down on the woman. Blood splattered the wall. The boy walked away laughing contently and soon gasped to regain his breath...