sorry for no activity for the past 10 days. I have the whole weekend off including Friday so I'll be updating FA with commission works etc. (:

if any of you have any questions or want to chat just hit me up with a note!

back from a week-vacation of no internet / drawing time to spend it with the boyfriend! It was lots of fun and we both definitely needed the cuddles. yeee. thanks every one for being so patient with me!

oh man so I have the whole weekend off but it's PACKED with exciting stuff going on unrelated to the internet and drawing so........... At most I'll start working on things a little bit tomorrow but my FA won't be updating regularly over this weekend 'cause my boyfriend :userprofmaple: is flying up here for a week starting Saturday!

SOOO... yeah I won't be available for like three or four daysss....

off from regular work in late evening againnnn so cant get a lot done today

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start sketching out Aatar's commission piece
MAKE SURE i buy batteries cause my mouse is dead and im using my tablet pen to navigate my computerrr..

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answer any overnight notes
finish Sedde's commission
finish MYggdrasill's ych auction


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I was going to do some art but im very tired tbh im sorry for the lack of updatesss........


won't be home until late evening tomorrow so my schedule will be;

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> answer if any overnight notes
> sketch and line Sedde's comission
> line ych auction piece for MYggdrasill (see how I feel after and maybe colour it)

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sorry for the inactivity for the past couple of days. Will answer notes on Saturday after work :)
Happy Holidays every one! and for every one celebrating Christmas tomorrow: Merry Christmas!

I have Saturday off so I'll start working on my commission queue then (:
my 20 dollar nsfw commissions are still up for grabs for any one still interested!

FA on mobile is impossible to navigate and reply to notes so if it says I've read your notes I haven't actually FA is lying :|
I'll respond tonight once I'm home !

my days have been busy with retail work with the holidays and Christmas just around the corner, so my schedule has been pretty packed with retail and over-time. (more money tho so that's nice)
I'll be updating regularly and finishing my last two commissions over this weekend I have off. (:

!!!!!!

SORRY

went across the sky with fantastic colors. Had the whole night sky light up for a second. :)
maybe it's good luck or fortunate my way. idk. lmao. Any way I have the next couple of days off so expect more commission updates. Still figuring out when and how I'll reopen for more commissions..

trained a new coworker @ work for the first time today! very nerve wracking to be honestttt. I hope I did alright in showing the ropes lmao. Will do more tomorrow yeah.

SO HMMM I'm curious why you peeps joined FA in the first place? I joined out of curiosity and I felt more safe here to post more furry-type nsfw stuff here than DA or tumblr lol. I like it here tho! really enjoy it and feels safe to just vent here lol.

ANYWAY why did you guys join FA? or realize you enjoyed furry draws and the like?

I really like November and December yes. Festive holidays and lots of warm drinks. large scarves. only thing I hate is the dump of snow we get every year. and it gets extremely cold here ugh.

I may open commissions again in the next week or two. submission updates have been slow due to private draw work and patreon stufffff. sorry!

my entire week will be busy with earlyyyy work in the morning but thankfully I'll be home earlier than usual.

if any of you guys have questions or want to say hi, send me a note here! [I'll respond either super early morning or evening tho]

the last month and a half has been really emotionally draining for me due to things outside of drawing and lurking on the internet. Had to deal with a lot of stupid shit at work but the majority of it will stop by next week so I’m pretty relieved about that. Went between thinking I was great at my job to thinking I was the absolute worst at it constantly going from up to down every day and at points I just felt like putting in my two week notice and finding a new job, but I didn’t want that to be honest. Cause I knew deep down I’m not bad at my job, literally my feedback board and the higher-ups have been praising me immensely this past 2 months, which I’m so thankful for, but I still become deeply depressed about my performance. It got to the point where drawing or just playing games really didn’t help my mood, and eating terribly was just making it worse.

Every one comments on how cheerful and positive I am at work. ( one of the things my managers comment on a lot is my charismatic attitude towards co-workers and my customers.) But it’s honestly really hard to do that. I’m very stressed and anxious about ninety percent of the time I’m there, and the positive look is really there to keep me from spiraling downwards some days.

hopefully things slow down next week… I’ll be the only full time day-worker in my whole department for the next week or so. We’re extremely under-staffed due to the high levels of stress in my particular department carries. No body wants to be hired there. Whenever we do hire part-timers they immediately quit after 2 weeks of training. There’s only three staff members right now and two of them are only able to work night-shifts.Our lead supervisor is gone now so I’ll have to learn most of their duties until we can find another person to fill in the shoes.

I guess it’s just a lot to think about. I’m pretty nervous about taking on a lot more duties than what I was doing for the past two years. But I’m relieved to know this is not my suggested permanent position in the department. If it were I would have quit a while ago to be honest. Not paid enough for the amount of stuff they do.

Art has been alright. Taking it pretty slow now-a-days. Should be updating my comic more often but I keep running back to the drawing board. Making a simple ask blog for Spectaculare is just not my style. I love creating vast worlds and a variety of creatures along with it. Complex stories and twists. Yeah. I really like that sort of stuff. I have a lot of plans for the web comic and I actually feel confident in my ideas. It’s just a matter of drawing them down.

Patreon has been good as well. Very slow at the moment. Been getting a lot of fake pledges through out the months. Pretty annoying but nothing I can’t just delete. Glad I made my pack before the very end of the month. (:

Any way, if you got this far in the journal, thanks for reading?? I never talk any more, least not on this sort of personal level. I think the last time I wrote down personal life shit here was like, two years ago at least.

Thought I would just express my feelings and let out some toxic ooze that's been building up.

but it's the weekend now so that means more FA updates...!

took a couple of days off from non-stop commission work to re-energize. I will continue my commissions once I am home from work today :)

here is my frequently asked questions journal and some stuff about what / how to commission me here on FA.
Please read through the entire journal before commenting or noting me with a question, it may already be on the list :)
thank you!


[ F A Q -- tablet and software I use ]

✪ WACOM Bamboo fun tablet
✪ Mangastudio 5
✪ Sony Vegas Pro 12
✪ XSplit broadcaster
✪ Open Broadcaster

[ F A Q -- when and how to commission me ]

✪ Always wait until I have a journal or art submission up saying my commissions are open!
✪ Then please note me with your idea in mind for the commission
✪ do!! not!! send!! me!! one!! word!! notes!! this will pretty much
ruin any chance you had at me accepting your commission. Notes are
not instant-messaging.
✪ Preferrably send me a note with the character image reference in mind and your idea.
then I will respond back with my answer quicker. If you're not sure what you want, you can send
me references / ideas and we can bounce those possibilities around. But please do not
force me to pick for you.



[ F A Q -- what I will and will not draw ]

I will draw:

✪ fetishes: futa, cum inflation, bukakke, tentacle porn, oppai, bdsm, pet play.
✪ characters: furry, monster, human, neko girl, chibi, fan-made, canon show characters.


I will not draw:

✪ fetishes: hyper, general inflation, yaoi, underaged any thing, feral, guro, incest.
✪ characters: feral, mecha, certain show characters.
✪ in general: robots, vehicles, machinery, detailed armor or weapons.


[ F A Q -- misc questions ]

and they will be closed for the next couple of weeks! thank you every one who has emailed me about the commissions!!

and I will be responding to new notes once I'm done work today! so dont worry if I haven't replied yet! thank you!

https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....watch=Raidraws

come watch :)

over 400 .. wow! Thank you!! :)

It's great to see so many of you enjoying my art work here on FA! Thank you all for the warm welcome!!