Just had to catch up on some old commissions. Might be more active here cuz Twitter sucks ass but who knows.

I need more art of Thoril getting bullied I know that for sure

Im trying to decide if i should put my nsfw/weird kink stuff on this account or keep it split. Thoughts?

If you dont know I upload the nsfw art I get here ->  Thundeer

warnin, some weird stuff there oops.

Sorry havent uploaded shit in so long so HERE COMES A LOT OF ART

What days are you attending?
Thursday - Monday

How are you traveling?
Driving!

How is the best way to find you?
https://twitter.com/Rain_bolt/ on twitter, I'll tweet often! I'll also be wearing badges or my fursuit!

Are there any panels you might be attending?
Probably some of the beginner fursuit ones and art help stuff

What do you look like?
White kid with scruffy hair, either wearing a flannel shirt or tshirt with something nerdy on it

Will you be suiting?
Yes! Suit is in my gallery/twitter!

What is your gender?
Male

How tall are you?
5'6"

Can I talk to you?
For sure, go for it! If I brush you off im either really nervous or on my way somewhere

Can I touch you?
A hug is okay if I know you're there... other than that please dont :<.

Can I visit your room?
Not unless I invite you which probably wont happen?

Can I give you stuff?
Um, what kind of stuff? I dont really need stuff lol

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are fine as long as i see you coming, snuggles... nah

Are you nice?
Yes! But sometimes anxious me gets grumpy. And im shy :<

Will you be going to parties?
Maybe with friends I already know?

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Wave and say "Hey! Thoril! It's me _____"

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
*shrug*

What/where will you be eating?
Nooooo clue

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Not unless I invite you please or its pretty obvious we're going together

Can I look in your sketchbook?
Ummm, if I get a new one lol...

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Learn to fursuit, get lots of photos, meet all the friends I have going!

So hey I'm back from my weird break thing whatever so feel free to talk to me wherever again! I feel great now and I even have some job interviews popping up. Also I've made a nsfw account if you're into that kinda stuff so that's exciting, I hope to stay active there.

I've said this on twitter and stuff but I had to sign out of twitter and want to at least put something here where I can just... rant and get my mind off things. No idea if anyone is actually going to read this and frankly I don't care I just need somewhere I can get my thoughts out where it doesn't feel like I'm piling on one person.

I've been a little overwhelmed for the past few days and it kinda exploded all at once yesterday. My boyfriend has been struggling with depression and while it's been really good for years... the thoughts are always in the back of my mind and it downright terrifies me. I've been with him for 6 years and the thought that I could lose him... I couldn't handle it. For the past week however, it's been worse for the past few weeks. I've made a lot of late night drives and food runs and cuddled listening and supporting a lot and all of that but there's only so much I can do, I can't just magically make him okay. But I'm still trying.

Then there was that news that came from /r/furry... That kinda messed me up. I hardly knew her but it still... It brought all of those fears to my mind about losing him and what if I mess something up or don't talk to him at the right time or say the wrong thing or anything like that. And then it felt like I needed to talk to a million people online all at once constantly across a ton of different forums sites chats whatever on top of that. I felt so stretched thin and overwhelmed and was afraid I was going to snap at any moment so I just... stopped all of that. I left my group chat, signed out of twitter on everything, and I'm just... here. I'll still be here with my BF and stuff helping him out, but for my friends online and stuff I'm really so sorry and I feel awful and like a horrible person for doing this but I just need a break to settle down. If you need support or something please try and hang in there, or talk to a friend, or if it gets really bad see a professional or hotline. Please.

tld;r Overwhelmed, I'll be back soon, I just need some time to recharge and be (mostly) alone. If you need to contact me send me a note here and I'll for sure see it

Hey, they're doing a pretty quick raffle thing that's ending in a few hours and you should check it out!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6966191/