hows it goin

kinda debating sharing my new account after all this time? still not really drawing too much (though i did make two (2) entire artfight attacks please clap) but yanno. as it was two years ago. im still hoping i can change that. lol

things are rough but we stay silly i would like to be move active and involved on FA again

so ya. is anyone even still kicking around here lol

rip to my previous journal where i said id be back eventually

uh. yeah hi. its been awhile hasnt it? im gonna be honest with yall, i think ive completely moved on from the furry thing at this point. when i have the urge for animal art, im mostly thinking of ferals at this point, and even that i havent been highly motivated for. what i have been doing is working on drawing humans, drawing my ffxiv character and npcs i like n shit, and even if i was in a position where i wanted to share such a thing publicly (which im not) frankly i wouldnt be posting that kinda thing here, probably. nor on my art twitter, which has been deactivated for a month and a half anyway, lol

i dont want to give up animal art completely, my being therian and otherkin and pagan are important to me and i still have plenty of things there id like to express through art, but its really not a priority right now. doing ffxiv art and sharing it in ffxiv circles has been the most encouraging ive felt about art in a long time so im... probably just going to keep doing that.

whenever i get back to animal stuff im probably going to make new accounts at this point i think, i'll... probably share them when/if i do? idk, id feel bad leaving people in the dark, especially with how long some of you have been following me, but at the same time i kinda feel like i need to cut ties with the furry audience at least for the time being. i feel like thats definitely part of why i got to the point im at with animal art; i built an audience expecting one thing and kinda stopped wanting to do that thing. so then i did other stuff, which got less attention, which was demotivating, yadda yada lmao. algorithm. social media

anyway! yeah. just kinda felt like i should say something, especially after getting a couple new watchers recently (thank you/im sorry). im still around, still drawing occasionally! mostly doing my extremely dull new(ish) job and playing ffxiv though. as one does

hope everyones been staying safe as we enter year three of corvid 🤪

haha wow sorry for being so gone here. tl;dr my mental health has been absolute shit (more than normal!) and ive basically just been playing ffxiv as far as hobbies go. drawing has been more stress than fun for a looong time but i just didnt really have anything to replace it with and now that i do ive just... been doing the thing i actually enjoy instead! wahoo

no plans to stop completely, but i am also in the middle of moving now, and am going on a week long trip shortly after, so im just really busy now regardless

thanks for hanging around to anyone whos still here, i'll be back eventually