I dont intend to spam a bunch of people with journals However I just wanted to say that I will be posting up more convention Photos, as well as donig a full write up of the con here sometime soon.

Hopefully yall will look forward to it ^_^ I am also of course considering opening up and getting to know more of the people who watch me. So please do leave comments, or even note, Im more then happy to converse with those Ive met at the con or who admire the things I post.

SO Im back from Megaplex, and gods had such a great time. I had a nice huge alligator tail and was a handler for Raxi. My weekend was just utterly and mindblowingly amazing hanging out with such incredible good friends, and meeting some new ones for the first time. Im likely to write up a much larger post but for now Im clearing my inbox and getting photos moved around.

For those I met, awesome It was a pleasure Im sure. I also got to be a part of and do the SoFurry panel that was held at Megaplex this year.

My birthday seems like a really depressing affair without my friends and all the amazing fur's I was around with at megaplex.. its gonna feel damned lonely on Wednesday

So I will be at Megaplex from thursday to monday in orlando FL, that should be a pretty awesome time and ILl have a special surprise to unveil and enjoy at the con as well!

And on the 30th of july a turn 25... Far as Im aware the only thing special about that will be lower car insurance rates XD

Really about it on the whole update kind of thing.. 2 weeks till Megaplex, 3 weeks till birthday.. or two days after megaplex however you wanna look at it. Im still working at a car wash as a detailer/general hand, enjoying the work though so things are decent.

If youre gonna be at megaplex keep an eye out, say hey, whatevers

So I shall once more be at Megaple this year in Orlando florida, I look forward to the experience agin.. if you were expecting more I really dunno what else to say XD I hope to meet people and hang out with friends really theres not much else to it then that heh

What with Megaplex looming soon around the corner and thus me having the opprotunity To go out, wander about, be my derpy assed furry self and enjoy the company of other like minded furries. I always wonder if I should ever get to know more people, add em to skype, and see just what happens.

Check out the journal here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5539275/ and the stream

https://join.me/140-468-315

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5528437/

Shes doing some marker drawings, and always does amazing work go check out the journal for  JavaMeerkat

Well after a week of no internet I seem to be back thankfully though things arent much better or settled. I can say that having no internet sucks not being able to talk to friends and be all furry. Im just glad to be back, and hope everyone has been alright in the week Ive been gone.

So.. bit of an update. The house I live in has been sold and currently not totally sure where Im gonig to live or what all is going to happen. Ive got a place ot mvoe to but I dont know if Ill have itnernet when I move tommorow or when I might be online again.

To the people I know, I love ya, I care about you, and Ill try to get back as soon as possible or at least give an update as to whats going on.

God I hate my life at times -_-

And hopefully this drama shit will quit cropping up every month and I can start getting my life together, get a job, make money, go to cons, be with friends. and be a happy gaydur instead of a miserable lump *Frowns* I miss bein happy.. happy is nice

I know 287 isnt a HUGE amount of watchers in the grand scheme of FA. But to me its a pretty mind boggling concept. 287 people watch me and I only know a fraction of them? Thats just a shame that needs to be rectified if people are going to take their time to watch me and the things I submit I can take the time to get to know them in return in some aspect.

Now first I do want to thank every singe one of you for watching, and fav'ing and commenting. It does mean a lot to know people enjoy the things I put up.

Now the main concept of this journal is kind f.. to be a meet and greet I suppose. I want this to be something that for the people who watch me to leave comments, ask me questions about myself, my chars ask me whatever youd like. Id like to get to know more about you all, what you all like. WHo knows maybe can make new friends out of it all ^_^.

I will say Im not looking to RP or what have you I dont mind pervy questions but I will ask just respect if I feel something is a little to personal to be put out in such a public setting that you ask another question. Otherwise have at me =P

I genuinely want to get to know more about yall, and let you all know more about me since I have posted pics of myself and what not. Tell me what more you would like to see or whatever!

I may have rambled a bit so Ill let it hang there, hit me with your best shots!

Im curious just how many furs who might watch me or what have you. Live in the north Florida area, Jacksonville/Palatka/St. Augustine areas

So I have decided in my quest to give back to the fandom in some way. Im going to start properly doing Sketching and drawing again to work on my base linework and try to genuinely improve my skill at drawing. As such Im likely to be searching for peopels characters to draw, likely starting with a few friends but also branching out to other people who watch me. Theyre not likely to be anything complex for now just little chibi cartoon type things with simple linework while I work on shape and form.

Also decided to get back into sewing so ill be working on that as well heh. I know.. I have eclectic interests at times XD BUT IT SHOULD BE FUN RIGHT!?!

Also for those who have seen the upload or been curious about the Pokewalker Icon I recently uploaded the Icon was done by  Arbok_X If youd like to get your own hes open for commissions and the icons are only 6 dollars, please go check him out and commission him at http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5018261/

I know that a few people who watch me and talk to me either on IM's or in notes or in the chat know that I'm fairly open when I'm chatting. I can joke and talk with relative ease with others when it comes to the online interaction. However this contrasts with my actual self. Socially Im rather awkward and paranoid, fearful of what others think of me, that ill make a fool of myself or that people I know online don't or wont like me for real. I tend to be anxious a lot and worried about many things. Last year when my friend  JavaMeerkat stopped by to visit for the first time she stated that the next year she was going to bring me to Megaplex. I joked with her and agreed not thinking much of it at the time. As months passed and the next con neared I started to grow anxious, I'm not one to believe the stereotypes and the things people say, nor do I take the internet as the be all do all for how furries are but its hard for someone like me not to kind of expect the worst to happen. I was anxious and worried about what would happen, if I would enjoy it, if people would like me or if Id make a fool of myself. A week before the con it was decided id room with our very own  DrXeno Who I had never met in person despite working with him and chatting with him quite often and it kind of added another level of uncertainty rooming with someone I hadn't met before.

July 26th - The friday Java came to pick me up I had my things packed got into her car and we started down towards Orlando. The trip itself went rather uneventfully till we got into the area of the hotel which is when the GPS decided to go AWOL and our straight forward two hour trip turned into the magical quest to find the holy hotel. Eventually we did finally did get ourselves there, the convention was held at a new hotel from those of previous years and to be honest the place was really fantastic, the staff was nice and seemed quite amused by everything that was happening. At the Hotel I went and registered, got my badge, and proceeded to meet Xeno for the first time. I was a bit nervous meeting him and we went up to the room so I could drop my stuff off and we chatted a bit before coming back down. Overall Xeno was a great guy and Im glad to have been able to meet and get to know him a bit more . I also got to meet BeagleDerp, and KittyBird as well as Arbok_X

Events - Friday due to arriving late I didnt get to see many of the events however I did Attend Uncle Kage's Story time which was interesting and highly amusing, the man has a fantastic way of telling a story and it left me with a smile listening to his tales. Friday unfortunantly ended far too soon I didnt attend many of the late night dancing and such and didnt see too many fursuiters that friday.

July 27th - Saturday I woke up and me and Xeno went out to eat with some people he knew and met up with, I got to meet  RondoGator Who was awesome to meet as well as colorado There was some others I am sad to say i cant quite remember the names of. But everyone I met was really cool fun to talk with and hang out with. I got to meet a few of the fursuiters, some new people Got to hug a few and get hugged by suiters which was a new experience but not a terrible one heh. It was an enjoyable time hard not to be caught up in the moment and just have incredible amounts of fun with everyone.

Events - Came back from eating and watched the Fursuit parade. There was a large amount of suiters I believe it was around 140 different suiters and all of them were really well made and awesome to see in person. The next event I saw was the Japanese gameshow experience which was seriously funny and put together really well. It was hard not to laugh through the entire thing. Have to say having seen a few Japanese game shows on TV the experience held up pretty accurately. After that was the Dance competition which, I have to just say, was WOW, I mean Ive seen videos of people in suit dancing before but being there in person is a true sight to see, the amount of work they put into it and how good they are able to dance while in full fursuit is just amazing. my friend Java's boyfriend was in the competition as Code Red, He did a damn good job and you can see all the different dances here. http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJk.....pCAJZaHjAh20GQ just take a look at the recent uploads. Unfortunately I missed the Fox Amoore Concert as he was one of the Guests of honor to attend megaplex.

July 28th - Sunday was the last day of the con unfortunately xeno had to leave early and so we didnt get to spend the last day hanging out together. I went and checked out the fursuit games, amusing to see a mass amount of suiters running around performing various actions and games. I spent a lot of the day kind of by myself during the early morning while java and other friends slept. The Care shelter was a treat to watch with Java as they showed off various different animals, talking about them then they had their donations where you could pay 5 dollars to take a picture with one of the animals, they had about a 3 foot alligator I got to take my picture with, it was gator on gator action! And it was awesome, and I was happy to donate. The con overall rage 4000 dollars for the foundation which was amazing. Afterwards was the pawpets show another really funny and wonderful thing to see live.

Closing Ceremonies - The closing ceremonies were truly touching, a lot of wonderful things said by the Guests of honors, as well as the staff who were all really great. I would recommend if you can to find a video fo the closing ceremonies cause it was really a touching moment. It was sad when it ended, truthfully i wished it never had to end.

A recap of the last day can be seen here. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlAvNbzXfPM


My Impressions - Despite my initial nervousness about my first Furcon, Megaplex was the single greatest thing i have ever done in my life to this date. I have never been to something where I connected with so many different people on such a level, where I could open up and truly be myself. The experience really touched me and made me proud to be a part of this wonderful fandom, it showed me that the fandom is more then what people make it out to be, that its not just porn and drama and other things. There are some really great people and that overall many furs are the most awesome people I could hope to meet. More people should realize just how incredible the fandom can be, how much more to it there is. And as a first con I would highly, highly recommend megaplex as a good place to start if you can manage it because it snot overwhelming all the staff are great and everything about ti just makes for a fantastic experience. It was wonderful coming out of my shell and doing something new on such a grand scale, hell I even danced, and I never dance =O And next year I look forward to hopefully wandering around the halls in an albino alligator partial so if you attend, try to look out for the friendly derpy albino gator ^_^

People I met - Oh god this is going to be a huge list but I shall try my best to get everyone in here that i can remember, If I met you and dont have you listed please leave a comment.

 JavaMeerkat,  DrXeno,  Arbok_X,  VitaiSlade, Colorado,  RondoGator, Puck,  Beaglederp,  Kittybird,  EagleBeagle, , , , (If you are on SF please give me your SF name and I will add you to the quick linking otherwise Im just listing the names as I know them from FA profiles and all. Thats all I can remember right now hehe names will be added as they come to me, Also expect pictures when i can get em all up and together)

I know that a few people who watch me and talk to me either on IM's or in notes or in the chat know that I'm fairly open when I'm chatting. I can joke and talk with relative ease with others when it comes to the online interaction. However this contrasts with my actual self. Socially Im rather awkward and paranoid, fearful of what others think of me, that ill make a fool of myself or that people I know online don't or wont like me for real. I tend to be anxious a lot and worried about many things. Last year when my friend  JavaMeerkat stopped by to visit for the first time she stated that the next year she was going to bring me to Megaplex. I joked with her and agreed not thinking much of it at the time. As months passed and the next con neared I started to grow anxious, I'm not one to believe the stereotypes and the things people say, nor do I take the internet as the be all do all for how furries are but its hard for someone like me not to kind of expect the worst to happen. I was anxious and worried about what would happen, if I would enjoy it, if people would like me or if Id make a fool of myself. A week before the con it was decided id room with our very own  DrXeno Who I had never met in person despite working with him and chatting with him quite often and it kind of added another level of uncertainty rooming with someone I hadn't met before.

July 26th - The friday Java came to pick me up I had my things packed got into her car and we started down towards Orlando. The trip itself went rather uneventfully till we got into the area of the hotel which is when the GPS decided to go AWOL and our straight forward two hour trip turned into the magical quest to find the holy hotel. Eventually we did finally did get ourselves there, the convention was held at a new hotel from those of previous years and to be honest the place was really fantastic, the staff was nice and seemed quite amused by everything that was happening. At the Hotel I went and registered, got my badge, and proceeded to meet Xeno for the first time. I was a bit nervous meeting him and we went up to the room so I could drop my stuff off and we chatted a bit before coming back down. Overall Xeno was a great guy and Im glad to have been able to meet and get to know him a bit more . I also got to meet BeagleDerp, and KittyBird as well as Arbok_X

Events - Friday due to arriving late I didnt get to see many of the events however I did Attend Uncle Kage's Story time which was interesting and highly amusing, the man has a fantastic way of telling a story and it left me with a smile listening to his tales. Friday unfortunantly ended far too soon I didnt attend many of the late night dancing and such and didnt see too many fursuiters that friday.

July 27th - Saturday I woke up and me and Xeno went out to eat with some people he knew and met up with, I got to meet  RondoGator Who was awesome to meet as well as colorado There was some others I am sad to say i cant quite remember the names of. But everyone I met was really cool fun to talk with and hang out with. I got to meet a few of the fursuiters, some new people Got to hug a few and get hugged by suiters which was a new experience but not a terrible one heh. It was an enjoyable time hard not to be caught up in the moment and just have incredible amounts of fun with everyone.

Events - Came back from eating and watched the Fursuit parade. There was a large amount of suiters I believe it was around 140 different suiters and all of them were really well made and awesome to see in person. The next event I saw was the Japanese gameshow experience which was seriously funny and put together really well. It was hard not to laugh through the entire thing. Have to say having seen a few Japanese game shows on TV the experience held up pretty accurately. After that was the Dance competition which, I have to just say, was WOW, I mean Ive seen videos of people in suit dancing before but being there in person is a true sight to see, the amount of work they put into it and how good they are able to dance while in full fursuit is just amazing. my friend Java's boyfriend was in the competition as Code Red, He did a damn good job and you can see all the different dances here. http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJk.....pCAJZaHjAh20GQ just take a look at the recent uploads. Unfortunately I missed the Fox Amoore Concert as he was one of the Guests of honor to attend megaplex.

July 28th - Sunday was the last day of the con unfortunately xeno had to leave early and so we didnt get to spend the last day hanging out together. I went and checked out the fursuit games, amusing to see a mass amount of suiters running around performing various actions and games. I spent a lot of the day kind of by myself during the early morning while java and other friends slept. The Care shelter was a treat to watch with Java as they showed off various different animals, talking about them then they had their donations where you could pay 5 dollars to take a picture with one of the animals, they had about a 3 foot alligator I got to take my picture with, it was gator on gator action! And it was awesome, and I was happy to donate. The con overall rage 4000 dollars for the foundation which was amazing. Afterwards was the pawpets show another really funny and wonderful thing to see live.

Closing Ceremonies - The closing ceremonies were truly touching, a lot of wonderful things said by the Guests of honors, as well as the staff who were all really great. I would recommend if you can to find a video fo the closing ceremonies cause it was really a touching moment. It was sad when it ended, truthfully i wished it never had to end.

A recap of the last day can be seen here. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlAvNbzXfPM


My Impressions - Despite my initial nervousness about my first Furcon, Megaplex was the single greatest thing i have ever done in my life to this date. I have never been to something where I connected with so many different people on such a level, where I could open up and truly be myself. The experience really touched me and made me proud to be a part of this wonderful fandom, it showed me that the fandom is more then what people make it out to be, that its not just porn and drama and other things. There are some really great people and that overall many furs are the most awesome people I could hope to meet. More people should realize just how incredible the fandom can be, how much more to it there is. And as a first con I would highly, highly recommend megaplex as a good place to start if you can manage it because it snot overwhelming all the staff are great and everything about ti just makes for a fantastic experience. It was wonderful coming out of my shell and doing something new on such a grand scale, hell I even danced, and I never dance =O And next year I look forward to hopefully wandering around the halls in an albino alligator partial so if you attend, try to look out for the friendly derpy albino gator ^_^

People I met - Oh god this is going to be a huge list but I shall try my best to get everyone in here that i can remember, If I met you and dont have you listed please leave a comment.

 JavaMeerkat,  DrXeno,  Arbok_X,  VitaiSlade, Colorado,  RondoGator, Puck,  Beaglederp,  Kittybird,  EagleBeagle,  MysteryOtter,  Thorphax,  Flutterbybabydoll, Auxautopsy (If you are on SF please give me your SF name and I will add you to the quick linking otherwise Im just listing the names as I know them from FA profiles and all. Thats all I can remember right now hehe names will be added as they come to me, Also expect pictures when i can get em all up and together)

So im finnally back home after my very first furcon and I must say if you are ever able to, or ever curious please go to Megaplex, if its your first con, or youve been to many cons, Megaplex is an incredible thing. I plan to do a larger write up so please expect that in the future. It was honestly the best thing I have ever done

Also my birthday is tommorow.. so.. woo..I guess? 24 year old gator with 50 years worth of stress weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Copied from  BPanthress journal note her if interested


Ok, so on a whim one day I asked  raithian if I could use his awesome white gator model to try and draw in commissions, since my queue is rather empty at the moment. He said yes, so here I am!

If you want to see your character having some serious fun with Raith's gator, ($90 unless I already have your character modeled, and then it's only $60) or just want to see something done to him without another character in the scene ($30), this is your chance! He can also be herm if you would like to see gator boobs, and there's not too much out there he won't let me do to that reptile. *evil grin*

Send me a note if you're interested, or for any commission you have in mind!

COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!

Im offering a potential story to anyone interested. Ive recently uploaded two stories that has kicked my muse to write in gear for now and Id like to put it to good use. Now I would love it if yall would check out the new stories and old ones Ive written to get a feel for how I write but the deal is. I have a few kinks that I would love to write, as I rarely satisfy my own desires. But Id like to hear what would interest yall plot wise, characters, the whole thing. So I provide the kinks, You give me the blanks.

So currently I am quite in the mood to write something involving Demons, Muscles, Hyper, Growth, Musk (would include sweat/pubic hair/feathers/fur), Inflation, Corruption, Mind control, Sounding, Transformation. You may also add in what kinks you would desire if its something I feel Im alright writing but do at least include one of the ones id like to write about. Also I tend to favor Male/Male or occasionally herm stuff. O


Now what I would like to hear from yall is plot, the content of the story. In the comments or a PM please give me what characters youd like to see, species, characters, what kinks in particular should be involved and how. Basiclly using those kinks provided tell me what kind of story youd like. If I get enough response to warrant what I feel is enough interest then Ill pick the one that most appeals to me and write it.



So A few Rules, First Things first. One, My writing Muse can be really inconsistent so this might very well not get finished, if I do start the story I will try my best to finish it to completion and if I feel I am unable I will provide what I have written up to that point.

And two, just be aware if I say I cant finish it, or youre dissatisfied with who I pick, or what have you. This is FOR FUN, Im doing this as my own free will and under my own drive and purpose to satisfy somethings I like to see, Im just opening up some of the input to those of you who watch me and read my stories to include you all as well.

Some people are helping to raise money for those who lost their homes in the wake of the recent tornado disasters. As someone who lives in florida Im no stranger to how devastating those things like hurricanes and tornado's can be and I know every little thing can help out so Im gonna link the journals of those who are wanting to help raise money

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4668014/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4668317/

If you know anyone else whos doing something similar, post me a link to a journal and Ill add them to this one

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So I figured I would try to be more interactive with people, and whats the best way to be interactive and engaging? SEX! well.. not really but, its amusing.. and a rather common theme between people.
So figured Might as well find out what things and why interest people. So Ill be uploading amusing journals every so often to my watchers =O
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So, I rather enjoy Herms, quite fun to RP as and I enjoy takling with others, getting to know people and such and figure might as well be a bit more active and interactive with people.



So of the people who watch me, How many of you are Herms, like Herms what have you, what are some of your favorite herm pics or stories on FurAffinity?



For those of you who are herms, Why the choice? Or your chars? Just in general. Im fascinated, and curious heh.



Feel free to leave a comment on the journal, or a shout, or even PM me



Or ask me any questions you might like, bout my char or what have you.



And for a little side fun, if you could TF me into a Herm, how and what kind/how big? Details are fun =P

So due to certain Issues Java's is in need of money to pay an unexpected bill, namely power bill and will be holding a stream for cheap art pieces. If you can spare a few bucks please come in, join, buy an image or two or three and dont be afraid to spread the word, tell your friends, tell the masses and do what you can as every little bit is certainly appreciated.

1.00 small sketch,3.00 large. $3.00 for colors then $3.00 icons.

The Stream will be going on for as long as she can manage.

http://www.livestream.com/javaliger

Javas released and is working on even more adoptable dinosaurs come on and check em out!

Come and come get your own awesome Anthro Dinosaur character Java's onc emore creating tons of awesome characters offered up for you yes YOU to own. More characters are available then just the 4 in the link so if you dont see one you like right now just wait and whole new groups will be uploaded all at the same prices!

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/9967687/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10024645/

Another Pay what you want Livestream, come in and take a look, sketches ranging from doodles, to inked, to full color come one come all and have yourselves a fantastic time

http://www.livestream.com/javakatdraws



Another friend whos open for commisions, specializing in human and elf style busts but stepping into to experiment with furry style characters. Busts would be black and white, One slot open currently but theyre offered regularly.

http://s-intent.tumblr.com/post/42676304553

Inkragator is also streaming some artwork so why not go take a look heh

http://www.livestream.com/inkragator

Javas streaming and taking commissions to help out with some finances go ahead hop in and grab a few, help a meerbro out and get some damn fine arts in the process its like Win win!

http://www.livestream.com/javakatdraws

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4264461/

My friend java linked me the journal and after reading it I have to say, if you can help out please go and do so, it sounds like a bad turn of luck and Im sure the help to cover things would be greatly appreciated Medications aint cheap and are never easy to cover

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4258428/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9755096/

Super cheap 3 dollar pencil or 5 dollar color doodles while she gets used to her new art program

https://join.me/715-164-291