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Posted 13 years agoTo those whom care...
Due to being unable to balance funds evenly, I will be without internet for an indefinate amount of time... sorry guys. Love you all. <3
Due to being unable to balance funds evenly, I will be without internet for an indefinate amount of time... sorry guys. Love you all. <3
Explanation of the (RETARDED) SOPA
Posted 13 years agoEveryone, please, we need to stop this bullcrap! We have to protect our rights! Freedom of speech will be gone, and the government will rule us all through the internet...
[edit] by the way, YES, I know it posted 7 times. Dunno why. >.> ....Net was being weird.
Um... uh... I BLAME SOPA!
Tues. Nov 8, 2011, Birthdaytime
Posted 14 years ago...It seems so short ago, I last typed this journal. Time flies.
I am now 25. Yay? Hope today goes well. And I hope I get gifts ^^;
I am now 25. Yay? Hope today goes well. And I hope I get gifts ^^;
Life (Contains self-drama and small venting)
Posted 14 years agoWell. I got a real job. For the first time since 09. Now, before any of you assume I have done nothing between then, know that I was employed as a temporary worker.
This Job is interesting to say the least. Yesterday was insane. First day on the job, they put me on the register while the girl disappears in the back for hours on end (Possibly texting or some crap). Leaving me alone, confused and people getting upset. Though that was a fault on other employees just flaking out.
As for other things. I am trying to endure this job so I can get out of here and go...somewhere. Anywhere away form my family. As usual, this time of year, I get completely neglected by my family, never one word of anything. But I guess I am just another one of many who have family issues or gets ignored, etc.
I just seek to be happy. To live somewhere without any catches. To help, pay rent. and live stress free. I want to be with a friend. Or maybe somebody closer than a friend someday. I just want to escape from the maddening misery that rips me apart day by day.
I wish I could be back in elementary school. (then again, no, I think I wouldn't. It was horrible for me) But. if I did. I could have a reason to be happy on my birthdays. Because back then, my family actually cared. Or perhaps they just felt sorry for me because I was always depressed due to school. But at least I was happy from the results. Now I am an adult. They expect me to be forgotten, just because that's what the rest of the family did to them. They don't want me to feel such childish feelings such as wanting a reason to celebrate a birthday. Or to want presents. I may not be extremely selfish, but I deserve something...sometimes.
I just hope it gets better. So for what it's worth, happy birthday, I guess.
Sorry to make you read drama. I just needed some way out.
This Job is interesting to say the least. Yesterday was insane. First day on the job, they put me on the register while the girl disappears in the back for hours on end (Possibly texting or some crap). Leaving me alone, confused and people getting upset. Though that was a fault on other employees just flaking out.
As for other things. I am trying to endure this job so I can get out of here and go...somewhere. Anywhere away form my family. As usual, this time of year, I get completely neglected by my family, never one word of anything. But I guess I am just another one of many who have family issues or gets ignored, etc.
I just seek to be happy. To live somewhere without any catches. To help, pay rent. and live stress free. I want to be with a friend. Or maybe somebody closer than a friend someday. I just want to escape from the maddening misery that rips me apart day by day.
I wish I could be back in elementary school. (then again, no, I think I wouldn't. It was horrible for me) But. if I did. I could have a reason to be happy on my birthdays. Because back then, my family actually cared. Or perhaps they just felt sorry for me because I was always depressed due to school. But at least I was happy from the results. Now I am an adult. They expect me to be forgotten, just because that's what the rest of the family did to them. They don't want me to feel such childish feelings such as wanting a reason to celebrate a birthday. Or to want presents. I may not be extremely selfish, but I deserve something...sometimes.
I just hope it gets better. So for what it's worth, happy birthday, I guess.
Sorry to make you read drama. I just needed some way out.
Already?!
Posted 14 years agoWell, I cannot BELIEVE how fast this year went. 4 days from now, it's my birthday. I mean, wow. It's been a heck of a year, Ever since I got stuck here in Alaska.
I'll be thankful I'm not spending this year's alone in a hotel room XD
November 8th! so soon! X3
I'll be thankful I'm not spending this year's alone in a hotel room XD
November 8th! so soon! X3
I'm gone.
Posted 14 years agoNot for the reasons you think. No, because of stupid reasons at home, I am losing my computer for an indefinate amount of time. My mom is to blame.
Goodbye..I will miss you all.
If you need to contact me, call me. Ask anyone who knows me for my number.
*sighs and cries* I'll miss you all....
Goodbye..I will miss you all.
If you need to contact me, call me. Ask anyone who knows me for my number.
*sighs and cries* I'll miss you all....
OMG! 10k D:
Posted 14 years agoI have 10,000 Page views now! I have no clue why, but hey, that's pretty awesome, and stuff.
Is this wolfy slowly becoming popular? o.o
How about, whoever catches my 11111th pageview, gets something free from me!
Is this wolfy slowly becoming popular? o.o
How about, whoever catches my 11111th pageview, gets something free from me!
Alright, I'll do it.
Posted 14 years agoI'm opening commissions for stories, maybe $5 or $10 short stories. 1,500~2,000 word short stories of anything anybody wants.
I don't care what it is, I'm in need of money, I am about to be on the streets, and the most I can get the better to survive. I failed at finding somewhere reliable to live elsewhere, and my own mother refuses to take me back in. So, in short, I REALLY need money!
Please, help me out by commissioning something, anything ^^;;;
I don't care what it is, I'm in need of money, I am about to be on the streets, and the most I can get the better to survive. I failed at finding somewhere reliable to live elsewhere, and my own mother refuses to take me back in. So, in short, I REALLY need money!
Please, help me out by commissioning something, anything ^^;;;
So, I got a 3DS.
Posted 14 years agoAnybody wanna friend me? LOL.
Friend code: 146162562441
Friend code: 146162562441
MY GOD! This music! <3333
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmo584truz8
Seriously, this is the best song I have EVER heard in a video game in my whole life! I had to share this.
It's SO much like Evanescence (favorite band), starts off a bit like One Winged Angel.
Give a listen :D
Seriously, this is the best song I have EVER heard in a video game in my whole life! I had to share this.
It's SO much like Evanescence (favorite band), starts off a bit like One Winged Angel.
Give a listen :D
10 things meme.
Posted 14 years agoDamn! I've been triple tagged!
Ahem:
1. I am an only child.
2. I spent the majority of my youth alone (not by choice x.x)
3. I'm 6'2" with a very broad torso.
4. When I first joined the fandom, I was a scalie!
5. My room has tiger, fox and dragon stuff everywhere x.x
6. I have had dreams of transformation, one becoming a wolf. I remember it clearly.
7. I love swimming
8. I have ADHD...
9. Whenever somebody gives me affection, it means more than just talking to me most the time.
10. I've been a furry for 13 years. (I'm 24 years old.)
And finally, I tag...the first 10 people to comment ;o
Ahem:
1. I am an only child.
2. I spent the majority of my youth alone (not by choice x.x)
3. I'm 6'2" with a very broad torso.
4. When I first joined the fandom, I was a scalie!
5. My room has tiger, fox and dragon stuff everywhere x.x
6. I have had dreams of transformation, one becoming a wolf. I remember it clearly.
7. I love swimming
8. I have ADHD...
9. Whenever somebody gives me affection, it means more than just talking to me most the time.
10. I've been a furry for 13 years. (I'm 24 years old.)
And finally, I tag...the first 10 people to comment ;o
An idea?
Posted 14 years agoAnyone willing to submit a good premise for a story? I'm feeling like writing. It can include TF, or whatever.
My new fursona...
Posted 14 years agoAfter all this time, I know what I am.
A CARROT. Yes, in all of it's slender orangey goodness, I am full of vitamin E, Perfect for your eyes.
SO I CAN STAB THEM OUT WITH MY POINTY ASS! >:D
A CARROT. Yes, in all of it's slender orangey goodness, I am full of vitamin E, Perfect for your eyes.
SO I CAN STAB THEM OUT WITH MY POINTY ASS! >:D
Elemental meme
Posted 14 years ago.:FIRE:.
[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[ ] People have often called you insane.
Total: 7
.:WATER:.
[ ] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[ ] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[ ] You think before you act.
[x] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[ ] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 6
.:EARTH:.
[x] You are physically strong.
[ ] You have a close connection with nature.
[ ] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[ ] You could easily survive in the wild.
[ ] You care about the environment.
[ ] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[ ] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 2
.:AIR:.
[ ] You have a free spirit.
[ ] You hate rules.
[ ] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[ ] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.
Total: 6
.:DARKNESS:.
[ ] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[x] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[ ] You don't talk much.
[x] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[ ] You love to break the rules.
Total: 7
.:LIGHT:.
[x] You are very polite.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[ ] You are afraid of the dark
[x] You hate violence.
[x] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you.
[ ] You always follow the rules.
Total: 6
So, I am Fiery and Dark, Or Dark Fire... anyway, that's an interesting combo!
[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[ ] People have often called you insane.
Total: 7
.:WATER:.
[ ] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[ ] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[ ] You think before you act.
[x] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[ ] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 6
.:EARTH:.
[x] You are physically strong.
[ ] You have a close connection with nature.
[ ] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[ ] You could easily survive in the wild.
[ ] You care about the environment.
[ ] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[ ] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 2
.:AIR:.
[ ] You have a free spirit.
[ ] You hate rules.
[ ] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[ ] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.
Total: 6
.:DARKNESS:.
[ ] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[x] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[ ] You don't talk much.
[x] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[ ] You love to break the rules.
Total: 7
.:LIGHT:.
[x] You are very polite.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[ ] You are afraid of the dark
[x] You hate violence.
[x] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you.
[ ] You always follow the rules.
Total: 6
So, I am Fiery and Dark, Or Dark Fire... anyway, that's an interesting combo!
These artists...
Posted 14 years ago...are the greatest, kindest ones I have ever met. And have AMAZING styles. PLEASE, I implore you, if you haven't already, WATCH THEM! Their kindness has inspired me to make this shout-out for them!
suck_mcjones
jackiejackal
Sweetvixsin and her Roomie 
sleepingin
They have been so kind, and I hope you who watch, can help support them to become even better, buy something from them (given they have commissions open) and make the art community even better ^_^
suck_mcjones
jackiejackal
Sweetvixsin and her Roomie 
sleepinginThey have been so kind, and I hope you who watch, can help support them to become even better, buy something from them (given they have commissions open) and make the art community even better ^_^
Iron Artist Challenge from a brofox!
Posted 15 years agoToday's the day. (Mon. Nov. 8, 2010)
Posted 15 years agoMy Birthday.
gonna spend it here online, since I won't have anything better to do. So, if anybody wants to chat, talk to me on IM or Note me here ^^
gonna spend it here online, since I won't have anything better to do. So, if anybody wants to chat, talk to me on IM or Note me here ^^
Go here for Sketches and really nice art ^_^
Posted 15 years agoAlright. Gonna make this work.
Posted 15 years agoWell, guys, it's 4 days til my birthday. I REFUSE to let it be how it was last year where I was depressed and lonely. I need to be happier. Though I will be by myself. I know I have some friends.
I may not get any gifts, but just caring comments lift my spirits.
It's time for Morale! C'mon, I rely on you all, my friends, Give me at least an electronic hug (NOT literally shocking me. :P) Or perhaps a nuzzle or some other cute furry gesture. (Foxes do it best ^^)
Anyway, Here's hoping to another year of growing older that will be good and positive.
And hopefully a few gifts, (I feel so selfish every time I ask >.<) But hey, Isn't Birthdaytime SUPPOSED to be greedy? XD
<3 to you all
I may not get any gifts, but just caring comments lift my spirits.
It's time for Morale! C'mon, I rely on you all, my friends, Give me at least an electronic hug (NOT literally shocking me. :P) Or perhaps a nuzzle or some other cute furry gesture. (Foxes do it best ^^)
Anyway, Here's hoping to another year of growing older that will be good and positive.
And hopefully a few gifts, (I feel so selfish every time I ask >.<) But hey, Isn't Birthdaytime SUPPOSED to be greedy? XD
<3 to you all
Anybody watching me should read this.
Posted 15 years agoI just wanted to say to EVERYBODY...
Even those whom really disregard me as a friend, or hate me, or think I'm some douche bag.. apparently a lot do.
I may leave FA.
I have so any painful memories tied to this site.Two of my 3 of my ex's I had met on here. The memory of them all.. kills me. I miss them so much.
I need reasons to stay... I feel so silent now, watched by people when I can't contribute anything myself. I cannot draw...well.. barely, I barely write and only do when I'm inspired, and I miss having those true friends.. I'm always lonely. I may have brought it on myself.. but.. I'm sorry.
I have one friend here in RL right now, but when I leave.. I won't see her again for a very long time.
I want to spend my birthday with somebody. I really do. Whether it be on the phone or whatnot.. I won't have internet for a long while...
Anyway, now that I had ranted.. I guess I feel a bit better. But I will miss true fun...
Even those whom really disregard me as a friend, or hate me, or think I'm some douche bag.. apparently a lot do.
I may leave FA.
I have so any painful memories tied to this site.Two of my 3 of my ex's I had met on here. The memory of them all.. kills me. I miss them so much.
I need reasons to stay... I feel so silent now, watched by people when I can't contribute anything myself. I cannot draw...well.. barely, I barely write and only do when I'm inspired, and I miss having those true friends.. I'm always lonely. I may have brought it on myself.. but.. I'm sorry.
I have one friend here in RL right now, but when I leave.. I won't see her again for a very long time.
I want to spend my birthday with somebody. I really do. Whether it be on the phone or whatnot.. I won't have internet for a long while...
Anyway, now that I had ranted.. I guess I feel a bit better. But I will miss true fun...
Another year...
Posted 15 years agoAnd It's almost time for my birthday. .. I still can't believe how long I spent in Texas, most the year *sighs softly* I miss that. I miss my friends, a lot. And I'm gonna spend my B-day alone again. Not the greatest thing in the world, but... I guess I have to move on in life.
Anyway, sorry for that random depression guys :s
Anyway, sorry for that random depression guys :s
To everyone.
Posted 15 years agoThroughout the last 2 years I have been helped out by so many great friends and people. I'm talking about you, my friends.
You have all given me morale,the want and need to keep going, despite the shit I go through. You put up with my bitchiness and stressed out moods.
Some of you have even let me live and stay with you. And Be with you. And.. love.
To those I revered as mates, I will never forget your kindness and love you have shown me. I will always keep you in my heart as long as I live, learn from my mistakes from you, and build and grow. To become a better person, to forge myself into that "perfect" mate for the guy who finds me when the time comes.
And to the rest of you, especially my friends in Texas and Oregon. Thank you. You guys mean a lot to me, and I mean that.
Thank you, for the new computer, gods only know what I would do without this kindest of gifts. It is the most heartfelt gift I could ever receive in my most dire of times, of confusion and fear. It made a light in that dark tunnel of life.
Thank you, everyone. Thank you, Serenity, Ellie, Dizz, Ferrin, Sibera, Daichi, Jack, Tsu, Zion, and everybody else who I met. (You know who you are!)
Anyways, a bit of news, I am moving to Alaska! It's bad, and yet good. Bad, because i will be farther away from you all, good, because it has a HIGHLY immense job market! I plan on getting a place there.
You have all given me morale,the want and need to keep going, despite the shit I go through. You put up with my bitchiness and stressed out moods.
Some of you have even let me live and stay with you. And Be with you. And.. love.
To those I revered as mates, I will never forget your kindness and love you have shown me. I will always keep you in my heart as long as I live, learn from my mistakes from you, and build and grow. To become a better person, to forge myself into that "perfect" mate for the guy who finds me when the time comes.
And to the rest of you, especially my friends in Texas and Oregon. Thank you. You guys mean a lot to me, and I mean that.
Thank you, for the new computer, gods only know what I would do without this kindest of gifts. It is the most heartfelt gift I could ever receive in my most dire of times, of confusion and fear. It made a light in that dark tunnel of life.
Thank you, everyone. Thank you, Serenity, Ellie, Dizz, Ferrin, Sibera, Daichi, Jack, Tsu, Zion, and everybody else who I met. (You know who you are!)
Anyways, a bit of news, I am moving to Alaska! It's bad, and yet good. Bad, because i will be farther away from you all, good, because it has a HIGHLY immense job market! I plan on getting a place there.
OOH! COMPUTER.
Posted 15 years agoOh yeah, I forgot to mention. I have a bloody COMPUTER AGAIN! A very rather NICE computer, at that. My luck may have finally taken a turn for the best. Now for the fun of..., figuring out how I'm gonna ship it with me for my "Vacation" to AZ. XD
Hmm.
Posted 15 years agoWell, I guess it's that time to start asking for some good friends and some people to talk to o.o
I guess I am bored and I just want some company and making good friends :3
Also... Pickles.
I guess I am bored and I just want some company and making good friends :3
Also... Pickles.
Furry Fiesta 2010: The best thing evar!
Posted 15 years agoI just got back from my very first con... and I have to say that it was the most exhilerating thing I have ever done. I met SO many furs I knew! Like JTigerclaw, Kuma, KitsuneKit, Bucktown Tiger, Spike Nico, and so many others!
Yes, I am STILL going SQUEE over the sheer amounts of funz I had! Though the cuddles with JT were AWESOME! (cutest tiger fursuit I have ever seen! ^^)
I kicked ass at Brawl (as usual, Kekeke) and had fun playing other games like Werewolf (A community card game)
The rave with Sublevel 3 was fucking AWESOME! I danced the whole night, with some glowsticks and my natural sense of balance, it was a snap x3 I even got to try out one of the two prototype rave sticks that make various patterns as they fling through the air, THAT was cool.
I got two new badges! Of my smexy fox self. and I will post them here eventually. But I think that this was the very best thing ever for me. The stress and hell I lived through melted during this.. it made me feels o much better. Thanks for having fun with me guys! and I cannot WAIT til the next one! WOOO!!
Yes, I am STILL going SQUEE over the sheer amounts of funz I had! Though the cuddles with JT were AWESOME! (cutest tiger fursuit I have ever seen! ^^)
I kicked ass at Brawl (as usual, Kekeke) and had fun playing other games like Werewolf (A community card game)
The rave with Sublevel 3 was fucking AWESOME! I danced the whole night, with some glowsticks and my natural sense of balance, it was a snap x3 I even got to try out one of the two prototype rave sticks that make various patterns as they fling through the air, THAT was cool.
I got two new badges! Of my smexy fox self. and I will post them here eventually. But I think that this was the very best thing ever for me. The stress and hell I lived through melted during this.. it made me feels o much better. Thanks for having fun with me guys! and I cannot WAIT til the next one! WOOO!!
