Just thinking out loud here, but would you be interested in a $5 subscription to see 4K renders or alternate angles? I already have a Patreon for my other account, but my patreons there would like the fetish art to remain separate from the art on this account, which make sense from an interest standpoint.

If I did a separate subscription based thing, I'd post roughly 2-4 times per month. I think that is doable. I would make sure to not post less than 2 times per month. Plus I would post something here 2 times per month and finally try to get back in to posting here regularly.

Or...is an image pack a better idea? Just throw together all my 4K renders into one image pack and sell that on Gumroad once every so often?

Or is that not a good idea in general? I know I don't post much here, so I'm questioning if I 'deserve' the extra paid subscriptions just cause I don't do enough.



I'm currently doing a small reconstruction on my fetish art Patreon page, and I thought about this as well as a way to motivate myself a bit more. Right now I feel lazy. I mean, I'm not; I have a part time job and am a full time student in addition to managing 3 DeviantArt pages and 2 Furaffinity pages plus a Patreon and Gumroad. But I feel I've left half of those art accounts in the dust and I'd like to fix that.


I'd love any feedback to this, and definitely be honest.

 SergeyFoxx

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30806120/

I found them recently, and I love their style They really need more love. :)

So I've actually had an alternate fetish account for a long while now. I've kept it a secret because I was a little...embarrassed about it I guess. I wanted to talk about it, and I am proud about the art there, but I know that no matter what the content is, there are those who don't like it. So I kept it separate and secret so as not to let it be a distraction from this account and its art.

Well, now I don't think I care to hide it anymore. A few have found it already, and they didn't run away, so I have slowly become more okay with it.

Half of the reason why I have long periods of no activity is because I am very active there. I have a Patreon for that account too, and I only recently found my groove with it.

So if you don't mind a bit of weird, vorey content, then you can see me here too:  PWRof3D

I'm doin a quick...uh...signal boost! That's what it was!

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Go check  sodestroyed out. Amazing quality. I honestly think they can quadruple their prices its so good, so tip big.



On an unrelated note: yes, I am still here. I haven't posted anything in forever, but I still check in regularly to fave things.

One concern I had lately was the amount of nudity in my gallery. I know there are those out there, including myself at most times, who prefer a clean, SFW image over an NSFW one.

What is your opinion? Which do you prefer?

Hey! Im doing the extra life stream again! Come watch me game here: https://www.twitch.tv/rakceyen

If you're feeling generous, donate to my team and the Helen Devos Children's hospital in Grand Rapids MI.
http://www.extra-life.org/index.cfm.....ipantID=239163

Hopefully we wont blow a circuit breaker like last year. I'll be on and off all day as I go around and play other games. But while Im at the computer, I'll be gaming in WarThunder, maybe some Company of Heroes, maybe model some, who knows.

Also I hope my stream works okay. We'll have to see. Its a little laggy.

Sorry I have not posted anything for months now. I have just been doing a looooooot of stuff.

I have been toying with making my own models. I'm still learning, but I am making tanks for the fun of it. I'll probably start posting some of what I make here.

That's...pretty much everything I have.

But I'm not dead/disappeared/gave up! I'm still here, and I am constantly faving works. I am still active!

http://www.twitch.tv/rakceyen

I'm going to try to stream around 12 or 1 pm EST.

Mostly gaming... But I may model something too, who knows.

More info: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7153531/

This Saturday (11/7/15) I will be raising money for Helen Devos Children's hospital in Grand Rapids, MI. What will I be doing? The only thing...
That I...
...know...
...how...

Ill be playin video games at my school. You know, like normal...I mean.....uh.....

Donate to me (and my team) here: http://www.extra-life.org/index.cfm.....ipantID=181269

There's some more info on the organization on that page as well.

I will try to live stream what I play, which at this point is going to be Company of Heroes (mostly because I'm too lazy to take my Xbox). I may play with 3D models as well, just cause. Or work on my own game....eh....eh?

You don't have to watch the streams, I just want your money :3
Just kidding, a donation would be nice though.

If I get my streaming to work, I will post a link to it on Friday.

Just an update on things, no real great news sadly.


My car is still not working like it should. I haven't had A/C or heat for several weeks now. I replaced the blower motor at home, but that didn't fix the problem.


I spent almost all the money I had left in the bank to upgrade my Lightwave program to a commercial license. This means I can make and sell my models. I'm currently making and planning several models to sell (some freebies too). Once this first model is done, Ill be selling it on Renderocity.

Ill be making props and buildings mostly. Things that don't require rigs (I currently don't know how to rig for Daz). Maybe Ill sell poses, if I can sit down and just pose a single figure for hours...

Any specifics that any Daz users might want? Small props, large props, structures from ____ time period... Just need some ideas to get started. My first model will be a room backdrop, and my next (planned) one is ancient stone structures.


Also, I will start posting all the art of Rak from other artists. I've only posted half or so of the art I got of him.

I am so emotionally taxed, strained, and stressed. I feel like I have lost my direction in my education.

The problem stems from my current degree in game design. I did not realize how much coding, programming, and technical jargon there would be, and I didn't realize I would hate it.

3 years into college and I discover that I hate programming.

Now its the end of July. I have days to decide what Im going to do.

I want to go to a different school, one that is more art based. The problem is I do not know what classes will transfer, or if I even need to take any more at my current school. I can either dig down and chug through the classes that I have, which will put loads of stress on me, and I'll need to practically overdose on headache relief pills just to pass the coding classes. Not to mention I may not need them for the next school. Or I can not take any classes this year, find a job (No, I still don't have one), and just work. This however, will trash any support that my parents have.

Im stuck, lost, and just want to crawl into a hole for a while...

Just a bit of an update journal. Sadly, its not good news. Ive been on summer break from college for 2 months now and I don't have a job. Im starting to give up on things that I want, like a new computer or fixes for my car.

Nothing else to report. Just sitting here waiting for a call.

Now that I'm a bit more level headed, I'll try to explain the 'I hate myself' picture.

And no, it wasn’t an April fools prank. I would have said somewhere that it was.

I've had a lot of stress and frustration over the past few days. Its like everything came and hit me at the same time. It all started with a piece of incredibly difficult calculus homework. I was leaving answer after answer blank. I have that tendency to become very frustrated and negative when I spend so much time on something for so little gain. I actually dropped a coding class earlier this semester because I was spending hours on a single program only to turn it in broken and incomplete. Dropping that class made me feel like a failure, and now I'm reaching that point again.

So now here I am with the first 10 out of 30 questions blank, and all I feel like I can do is stare at it. Plus my two other classes have huge projects that need to be done, one of which I will be presenting to companies who may hire me. Then there are car troubles, and then I'm going to be moving. So it's this wave of negative feelings all rushing me at the same time.

I hate myself because I cant handle that stuff. I cant just shake it off, I have a hard time dealing with it, and whenever I get like this, the smallest and most insignificant triggers will send me deeper into this negative funk. I hate myself for letting my mood get so bad and not having the drive to fix it. I hate myself for giving up when things get real bad. I hate the way I deal with stress.

That's why I hate myself. I hate my negativity because it tends to dominate me when it gets bad.

Yesterday was my first class in 3D modeling. I can say Im both excited and nervous for it.

Im excited because the 3D stuff is so much fun. This class is right up my alley. Im excited to start building more of my own models and relying less on purchased ones.

So why am I nervous? The final project requires me to essentially make my own game. It doesn't have to work, but the concept as well as most of the 3D models have to be there. The models need to be game ready, like slap some code on them and they are ready to go. To top it all off, I have to present the game in front of local game companies.

So in addition to my already busy homework load, I gotta build a game. While this will be the more fun homework for sure, its probably going to take the most time.

I might be pretty quiet until May. Ill try to post random renders and such when I get bored or need a break. I don't think Ill be able to post any progress shots of the game until its done. That way it doesn't look like I took the renders and concepts off the internet. But once the project is done, Ill be posting some stuff from it.

Ill be checking my DA and FA often, I just may not have any new content for a while or at least as often as I'd like.



By the way, check out this amazing piece I got from  Tatchit today: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15493887/
I literally cant stop staring at it. So much detail! :D

I have commissioned quite a few artists lately. About half are complete. I really need to post these...

There are so many artists I wish I could commission. Too many to name. Maybe when I get a job I'll commission more often. I have to admit its fun to do and I love seeing my character Rakceyen in so many styles.

Random journal, yes. I felt the old one was irrelevant now.

Ill be making a new reference sheet for Rakceyen soon. I changed his neck marking.

Expect something hopefully soon. Been surprisingly busy.

I feel like I need to do some female stuff. I have lots of males, very few females.

Things aren't going well for me right now.

My 'new' car is breaking on me. It shut off on me while I was driving. I really don't know what to do about this, I have less than $50 in my bank at this point. No money to fix it, no money to buy a new one...

At the same time, the guy who restored my boat is pushing me to pay him. He knows I don't have a job right now, and he knows about my horrible car, but that doesn't seem to be phasing him.

My new tablet that I got to hopefully reduce the wear and tear on my laptop is having some serious power issues. It takes me 30 minutes to turn it on. Ill be calling support in the morning.

Lots of very frustrating coding homework. I cant think like that, I don't have the technical brain required to code.


I may disappear for a while.

Ive heen rather slow recent when it comes to art stuff. Why? Half of it is school (very busy...), the other half is simply not knowing what to do.

So what should I do more of?

It can be as simple as, "more/less ..."

Maybe more females?

Maybe I should make more characters from Rakceyen's world?

Maybe I should try some environments or hand made models instead?


Anything, I just need a few suggestions.

As I set up another artistic nude scene, Im starting to wonder what you guys think of them. As I set up some of these scenes, it feels a bit... weird... for lack of a better word. I dont know, I guess it feels borderline pornographic or fetish to me sometimes.

Specifically scenes like this: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12694884/
where there are multiple nude characters in the picture.

Im currently building another scene like this, but Im slowing down because of these questions:

Do you consider my mature images 'artistic nudes', 'pornographic', or 'fetish imagery'?

When there is more than one character does the image appear more sexual/pornographic?

Does the model's gender make a difference in your answers?