Art/commissions
Posted 12 years agoJust another journal to announce to my lovely followers that I am open for commissions (and gift art in exchange for advertisement).
Commissions start at $5 for simplicity and increase in detail the more you pay. Commission prices are negotiable!!
You can choose from a variety of work. I can do anywhere from chibi forms to more realistic forms/details. Feel free to look at my submissions and inquire to see what I can offer/what you would like. :)
Hope to hear from people soon!
Commissions start at $5 for simplicity and increase in detail the more you pay. Commission prices are negotiable!!
You can choose from a variety of work. I can do anywhere from chibi forms to more realistic forms/details. Feel free to look at my submissions and inquire to see what I can offer/what you would like. :)
Hope to hear from people soon!
Important!!!! :D (free/cheap art)
Posted 12 years agoSo for those of you who don't know, I was in a car accident that put me on my butt and not only drained my entire savings, but put a hold on n important plan to move back to California.
Here is where my wonderful followers and friends of followers come in!
I want to do more art in general, but I'd also like to start up on commissions to help me grow my savings back faster as well as help with any out of pocket expenses from medical bills.
BUT rather than flat out telling people to buy my shit, I would also be okay with making the deal to advertise my work for me so I might be able to gain a few paying customers as well.
SO!!
Commissions for quick art or fairy art (see my submissions) will be going for anywhere from 2 to 10 US Dollars depending on the detail of what you want and if you want background or etc.
FOR FREE ART I will need to see a journal from you, advertising me/this journal (whichever you please), Then tell me what you want either through a Note or a comment on this journal. :3
For the sake of time (since I hope to have a big turn out), I will only be doing simple drawings with MAYBE a little color for the free art.
Thanks so much for any support you guys give and I hope to get lots of requests/commissions! <3
Here is where my wonderful followers and friends of followers come in!
I want to do more art in general, but I'd also like to start up on commissions to help me grow my savings back faster as well as help with any out of pocket expenses from medical bills.
BUT rather than flat out telling people to buy my shit, I would also be okay with making the deal to advertise my work for me so I might be able to gain a few paying customers as well.
SO!!
Commissions for quick art or fairy art (see my submissions) will be going for anywhere from 2 to 10 US Dollars depending on the detail of what you want and if you want background or etc.
FOR FREE ART I will need to see a journal from you, advertising me/this journal (whichever you please), Then tell me what you want either through a Note or a comment on this journal. :3
For the sake of time (since I hope to have a big turn out), I will only be doing simple drawings with MAYBE a little color for the free art.
Thanks so much for any support you guys give and I hope to get lots of requests/commissions! <3
About my art!! (important!!!!)
Posted 12 years agoI was in a car accident last night. My ankle is severely fractured and I need urgent surgery. The procedure will be tomorrow.
That said, I will not be finishing art for a bit....
I'm terribly sorry and will get the art finished and posted as soon as I can.
That said, I will not be finishing art for a bit....
I'm terribly sorry and will get the art finished and posted as soon as I can.
Hey! Listen! :p Free Art chance from me!
Posted 12 years agoSo! I got a new sketchbook with woodless color pencils and watercolor brush pens. :3 I want to practice with them. So! Give me ideas! I want to do quick art for people FOR FREEEEEEEEEEEE! :3 Comment or message me with what you want, and I'll work super hard to make it happen! :3
Happy weekend everyone!!! :D
Posted 12 years agoTitle says it all. :3 Hope everyone has a fantastic weekend. <3
Also, don't forget that I am a very generous person and would love to do Quick Art for people (check my gallery for some examples). Quick art is typically free depending on what all you want done to it. :3
Anyhoo~ That's it for my antics for this journal! Tune in next time! :3
Fun fact: When my x-gene is activated, I turn into a wolf.
Warning: The journal you are about to read is not happy.
Posted 12 years agoSo.. I really have tried to be a happy person through this weekend.
But the time has come to be completely honest with myself and say that this has been one of the worst weekends I have had in a very long time.. I am completely emotionally drained and feel sick to my stomach. I ache all over and seeing and hearing some of the things that I've seen and heard this weekend has lessened my hope of good in humanity. I try to be a good person, and help those in need, but where is my help when I need it? Maybe that's the sacrifice of trying to be a good person...
My apologies for this post, I just really needed to get this off my chest...
FUNDRAISER ART!!!! [name your price]
Posted 12 years agoOkay!!! So my good buddy
kyralie really really needs funding so she can make rent, or she gets kicked out. D: Oh noes!!!! Q~Q
So! In order to help her out, not only am I pimping out her art (which is fabulous and ranges from traditional to fursuit to digital 2D and is also SUPER AFFORDABLE!!!!), but I'm also gonna be doing quick-art for peeps who want some of my style!! You simply PM me saying what you want, and I'll do it! HALF OF MY PROCEEDS WILL GO TO MY FRIEND TO HELP HER WITH HER BILLS BECAUSE BEING HOMELESS IS NOT OKAY OR FUN! <3
So please commission myself or
kyralie! It's for a totally awesome cause!
Ears on headband giveaway~
Posted 12 years agoMy good buddy
kyralie Is doing a giveaway of some custom ears~! :D
Quick! Look at this journal!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4526545/

Quick! Look at this journal!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4526545/
For those of you who read my stuff (update and ode and art)
Posted 12 years agoWell. In the past couple of months, I have started a good savings to help get me a car and eventually (hopefully sooner than later) get me back to California, where I truly believe I belong. I got myself a beautiful and sweet Blue Tongued Skink named Gumbo Katchadourian, who when I picked her up from my friend, was below good health with a bad shedding episode, her nose cut up, the skin on her front feet stripped (because of her bad shed), and a sneezing problem.
Over the past month, I have nursed Gumbo's health, giving her a well-rounded Skink diet, bathed her to help her shedding issue come under control, made sure she stayed warm, and gave her an environment that she would be comfortable in, with burrowing room, and a little cave for her hiding needs. But despite all of my efforts, her illness (whatever it was) was apparently worse than myself and her old owner predicted. Despite her activeness the past few days and even last night, she became lethargic early this morning, which quickly grew to complete lack of responsiveness and very shortly after that, as I held her to keep her warm and try to get her responsive again, she passed away at 4 years old.
I have grieved for her all day, and had a good cry tonight for about an hour. After which I put on As Good As It Gets, and nourished my poor dry skin with body butter. And now I feel a bit better.
Despite feeling bad that I couldn't help Gumbo, I'm glad I was able to give her a little luxury in her last bit of living, and I'm content in the direction my life is heading at this point in time.
That said, I'd like to start some side art projects. I do random art and post it on Twitter for people, and I'd like to do the same here on FA. I'll be uploading the ones I've done so you all can see my work. I know I have at least two people that I've promised art for, which I will be continuing work on as well. I will do this art FOR FREE in the simple request that you promote my work so that I may hopefully eventually start commissions to gain more money to aid in my return to California.
<3 Thank you to all who have taken the time to read this. :D Love you guys!
Over the past month, I have nursed Gumbo's health, giving her a well-rounded Skink diet, bathed her to help her shedding issue come under control, made sure she stayed warm, and gave her an environment that she would be comfortable in, with burrowing room, and a little cave for her hiding needs. But despite all of my efforts, her illness (whatever it was) was apparently worse than myself and her old owner predicted. Despite her activeness the past few days and even last night, she became lethargic early this morning, which quickly grew to complete lack of responsiveness and very shortly after that, as I held her to keep her warm and try to get her responsive again, she passed away at 4 years old.
I have grieved for her all day, and had a good cry tonight for about an hour. After which I put on As Good As It Gets, and nourished my poor dry skin with body butter. And now I feel a bit better.
Despite feeling bad that I couldn't help Gumbo, I'm glad I was able to give her a little luxury in her last bit of living, and I'm content in the direction my life is heading at this point in time.
That said, I'd like to start some side art projects. I do random art and post it on Twitter for people, and I'd like to do the same here on FA. I'll be uploading the ones I've done so you all can see my work. I know I have at least two people that I've promised art for, which I will be continuing work on as well. I will do this art FOR FREE in the simple request that you promote my work so that I may hopefully eventually start commissions to gain more money to aid in my return to California.
<3 Thank you to all who have taken the time to read this. :D Love you guys!
Laptop assistance?!??! (task manager)
Posted 12 years agoSo my laptop is acting up in that the touch pad isn't responding correctly, and sometimes the keyboard won't register a typed letter/number/whatever (almost like a lag that just doesn't catch up). I posted my issue to my Facebook, and a few people said to clear out processes in Task Manager. My issue: How do I know which processes I can end? I have roughly about 68 processes running, and I know that probably shouldn't be right. And the processes constantly spaz around on the list, disappearing and reappearing, moving up and down the list, etc, making it hard to click on individual processes.
Soo... Any advice on how to take care of this would be greatly appreciated. I love my laptop, and it's a good laptop, and I'd hate to see it poop out because of this.
Soo... Any advice on how to take care of this would be greatly appreciated. I love my laptop, and it's a good laptop, and I'd hate to see it poop out because of this.
Just want to say to all of my amazing followers and friends:
Posted 13 years agoHappy New Year. :3 This has been the most incredible year of my life so far. And it's mostly thanks to the people on here, both that I know personally, and have only fleetingly admired the art of. <3 You all are wonderful and I hope you all have a wonderful New Year,and I hope the next year (and all years following) are extraordinary for each of you. <3 Keep being awesome.
Elemental?!?!?
Posted 13 years agoLight Elemental
[] You're proud of who you are
[x] You state your opinion
[x] You think you're intelligent
[x] You enjoy learning
[] You're raised in a very traditional way
[] You hardly show emotions
[] You're a morning person
[] You don't like people who sleep around a lot
[] You don't like the dark
[x] You're hard on yourself when you fail
Total: 4
Dark Elemental
[] You always say what's on your mind.
[x] You're a night person
[x] You like having sex/like the idea of sex
[] You don't like mornings
[] You don't like happy-go-lucky people
[] You argue with people a lot
[] You laugh at stupid people
[] You hold on to grudges
[x] You love scary stories
[] You're often found in dark places, like under a shade, beneath a blanket, etc.
Total: 3
Nature Elemental
[x] You love animals and nature
[x] You love being outdoors
[x] You're somewhat gullible
[] You're shy around new people
[x] You're very understanding/a good listener
[x] You forgive easily
[] You're not a good fighter
[] You don't like eating meat
[x] You protect what you hold most dear
[x] You love drinking water
Total: 7
Water Elemental
[] You're a good swimmer
[x] You love fish
[x] You're very curious
[x] You like to explore
[x] You day dream a lot
[] You don't usually like to talk
[] You like doing things by yourself
[x] You like to imagine things for your amusement
[x] You're open minded
[] You like things to stay the same
Total: 6
Fire Elemental
[] You have a bad temper
[] You love hearing gossip
[] You like to fight
[x] You're kind of slow sometimes
[] You're attracted to the 'bad boy/girl'
[x] You have a strong sense of justice
[x] You'd beat up someone if they hurt your friends
[x] You're also gullible
[x] You like to see things burn
[ ] You hate swimming/water
Total: 5
Wind Elemental
[x] You're very easy-going
[x] You're somewhat lazy
[x] You love to laugh and make jokes
[] People think you're immature
[x] You tend to be a skeptic
[] You're very competitive
[x] You love getting new things
[] You live everyday fully
[] You love riding with the window down
[x] You enjoy having a large group of friends
Total: 6
Thunder Elemental
[] You tend to blow up when you're mad
[] You like things to be unpredictable
[] You like to live dangerously
[] You love having competitions, contests etc.
[x] You love coming up with impossible scenarios
[] You like being the center of attention
[x] You love thunder storms
[x] You tend to only want a tight knit group
[] You don't trust others easily
[x] You don't forgive easily
Total: 4
Ice Elemental
[] You don't express yourself very well
[] You like winter better than summer
[] You don't need/wear heavy coats during the winter
[] You tend to be sarcastic sometimes
[x] You're sometimes a loner
[] You tend to keep to yourself
[] It's hard for people to get close
[x] When someone does though, you tend to stick with them no matter what
[x] You enjoy reading and other "one" person activities
[] You can be 'cold' when someone's upset
Total: 3
Apparently, I'm a Nature Elemental. :3 Haha, okay, I'll definitely take that. <3
A fun fact about me: I had few friends as a child. Instead, I made friends with various animals. Mostly cats. From my closeness with the cats as a child, I picked up on various noises, motions, and meows, and since then can communicate on a basic level with cats. Including, telling them to calm down when upset, to go away, or to come to me.
[] You're proud of who you are
[x] You state your opinion
[x] You think you're intelligent
[x] You enjoy learning
[] You're raised in a very traditional way
[] You hardly show emotions
[] You're a morning person
[] You don't like people who sleep around a lot
[] You don't like the dark
[x] You're hard on yourself when you fail
Total: 4
Dark Elemental
[] You always say what's on your mind.
[x] You're a night person
[x] You like having sex/like the idea of sex
[] You don't like mornings
[] You don't like happy-go-lucky people
[] You argue with people a lot
[] You laugh at stupid people
[] You hold on to grudges
[x] You love scary stories
[] You're often found in dark places, like under a shade, beneath a blanket, etc.
Total: 3
Nature Elemental
[x] You love animals and nature
[x] You love being outdoors
[x] You're somewhat gullible
[] You're shy around new people
[x] You're very understanding/a good listener
[x] You forgive easily
[] You're not a good fighter
[] You don't like eating meat
[x] You protect what you hold most dear
[x] You love drinking water
Total: 7
Water Elemental
[] You're a good swimmer
[x] You love fish
[x] You're very curious
[x] You like to explore
[x] You day dream a lot
[] You don't usually like to talk
[] You like doing things by yourself
[x] You like to imagine things for your amusement
[x] You're open minded
[] You like things to stay the same
Total: 6
Fire Elemental
[] You have a bad temper
[] You love hearing gossip
[] You like to fight
[x] You're kind of slow sometimes
[] You're attracted to the 'bad boy/girl'
[x] You have a strong sense of justice
[x] You'd beat up someone if they hurt your friends
[x] You're also gullible
[x] You like to see things burn
[ ] You hate swimming/water
Total: 5
Wind Elemental
[x] You're very easy-going
[x] You're somewhat lazy
[x] You love to laugh and make jokes
[] People think you're immature
[x] You tend to be a skeptic
[] You're very competitive
[x] You love getting new things
[] You live everyday fully
[] You love riding with the window down
[x] You enjoy having a large group of friends
Total: 6
Thunder Elemental
[] You tend to blow up when you're mad
[] You like things to be unpredictable
[] You like to live dangerously
[] You love having competitions, contests etc.
[x] You love coming up with impossible scenarios
[] You like being the center of attention
[x] You love thunder storms
[x] You tend to only want a tight knit group
[] You don't trust others easily
[x] You don't forgive easily
Total: 4
Ice Elemental
[] You don't express yourself very well
[] You like winter better than summer
[] You don't need/wear heavy coats during the winter
[] You tend to be sarcastic sometimes
[x] You're sometimes a loner
[] You tend to keep to yourself
[] It's hard for people to get close
[x] When someone does though, you tend to stick with them no matter what
[x] You enjoy reading and other "one" person activities
[] You can be 'cold' when someone's upset
Total: 3
Apparently, I'm a Nature Elemental. :3 Haha, okay, I'll definitely take that. <3
A fun fact about me: I had few friends as a child. Instead, I made friends with various animals. Mostly cats. From my closeness with the cats as a child, I picked up on various noises, motions, and meows, and since then can communicate on a basic level with cats. Including, telling them to calm down when upset, to go away, or to come to me.
Go to this link, please...
Posted 13 years ago... Because it'll give you a chance for free art (female characters only, though):
Linkie linkie --> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3933387/
Linkie linkie --> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3933387/
Free animated icon raffle by Nataya
Posted 13 years agoTail/art raffle!!!! :D She's amazing! <3
Posted 13 years agoRelationship meme?!
Posted 13 years agoPicked this up from
Jinxy_Falina
====1. Are looks important in a relationship?
~I believe that there should be some sort of physical attraction for a relationship to fully work, but it by far is not near the top of the list of important things.
====2. Are relationships ever worth it?
~Yes. Even if it doesn't work out, you walk away with greater knowledge of yourself each time.
====3. Are you a virgin?
~Nope. O:
====4. Are you in a relationship?
~Yes.
====5. Are you in love?
~As with any long-term relationship, I like to think I am.
====6. Are you single this year?
~Not so far.
====7. Can you commit to one person?
~Of course! D:<
====8. Describe your crush/mate
~Male, 6'2" (exactly one foot taller than me, haha), lean build, beautiful eyes, warm smile. <3
====9. Describe your perfect mate
~Well seeing as I'm incredibly happy with the relationship I'm in now, I'm gonna say
acekitsunami .
====10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
~Not really.
====11. Do you ever want to get married?
~Yes. But I don't believe even in engagement until at least two years of dating.
====12. Do you forgive betrayal?
~Depends on the betrayal. If it's cheating, most likely not.
====13. Do you get jealous easily?
~Not unless I feel that the person 'talking to' the bf will arise some issues.
====14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
~Yeah. My bf.
====15. Do you have any piercings?
~I did, but they grew in after I had a really bad allergic reaction and had to take them out for a long while. I plan on getting another though eventually.
====16. Do you have any tattoos?
~Yes, one. If you look in my submissions, it's my fairy named Fergie and he's on my right shoulderblade.
====17. Do you like kissing in public?
~Occasionally. But just a peck or two; no making out. I feel like that is a little rude to do in front of everyone.
====20. Do you shower every day?
~Usually. But sometimes I only shower every other day. (showering every single day is bad for your hair)
====21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
~I hope so.
====22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
~No idea.
====23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
~I've gone a year and three months without cheating, lol. And I plan to keep on being loyal to my relationship.
====24. Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
~I want to at least be engaged within 5 years from now. But who really knows?
====25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
~Well I already am, haha.. But I hope to continue to be throughout this year and the next.
====26. Has anyone told you they don't want to ever lose you?
~By exes. :p And if my memory isn't failing on me again, I'm still waiting on it from the one I'm with.
====27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
~Well, I got this amazingly sweet note once in high school from a guy that I returned feelings for. But nothing ever came of it.
====28. Have you ever been cheated on?
~Many, many times. The guy I'm with now is the first bf who hasn't cheated on me (or I don't think he has, lol..)
====29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
~No. And I never plan to.
====30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
~It's crossed my mind, but as a play-thought. I'd never actually go through with it. How can I expect anyone to love and appreciate me, when I don't love and appreciate myself, ya' know?
====31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
~Many times.
====32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
~Yes..
====33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
~Lol yes.
====34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
~No.
====35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
~Yes.
====36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
~Yes.
====37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
~Yep.
====38. Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
~Yes, multiple times, haha..
====39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have?
~Unfortunately, yes.
====40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
~No.
====41. Have you had sex so far this year?
~Yes.
====42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
~Unless I'm really really frisky, my hands never wander first, haha.
====43. How long was your longest relationship?
~This current one has been going for a year and three months.
====44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
~Uhhhhhmmm... 5 or 6..
====45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
~ o.O Strange question... Family, my cat (on the forehead, because she was my baby, and even though she isn't with me, she still is my baby), my bf.
====46. How many times did you have sex last year?
~It's weird to keep count. Seriously. If you keep count of how many times you have sex, then stop it right now. ):< Weirdos.
====48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
~I don't know. But I feel like I may slap them. Or at least really really want to.
====49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
~No matter how pissed off or upset I get at the world, or him, somehow, because of him, I feel like things will be okay, and I feel safe.
Any questions regarding any of my answers, please feel free to ask. <3

====1. Are looks important in a relationship?
~I believe that there should be some sort of physical attraction for a relationship to fully work, but it by far is not near the top of the list of important things.
====2. Are relationships ever worth it?
~Yes. Even if it doesn't work out, you walk away with greater knowledge of yourself each time.
====3. Are you a virgin?
~Nope. O:
====4. Are you in a relationship?
~Yes.
====5. Are you in love?
~As with any long-term relationship, I like to think I am.
====6. Are you single this year?
~Not so far.
====7. Can you commit to one person?
~Of course! D:<
====8. Describe your crush/mate
~Male, 6'2" (exactly one foot taller than me, haha), lean build, beautiful eyes, warm smile. <3
====9. Describe your perfect mate
~Well seeing as I'm incredibly happy with the relationship I'm in now, I'm gonna say

====10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
~Not really.
====11. Do you ever want to get married?
~Yes. But I don't believe even in engagement until at least two years of dating.
====12. Do you forgive betrayal?
~Depends on the betrayal. If it's cheating, most likely not.
====13. Do you get jealous easily?
~Not unless I feel that the person 'talking to' the bf will arise some issues.
====14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
~Yeah. My bf.
====15. Do you have any piercings?
~I did, but they grew in after I had a really bad allergic reaction and had to take them out for a long while. I plan on getting another though eventually.
====16. Do you have any tattoos?
~Yes, one. If you look in my submissions, it's my fairy named Fergie and he's on my right shoulderblade.
====17. Do you like kissing in public?
~Occasionally. But just a peck or two; no making out. I feel like that is a little rude to do in front of everyone.
====20. Do you shower every day?
~Usually. But sometimes I only shower every other day. (showering every single day is bad for your hair)
====21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
~I hope so.
====22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
~No idea.
====23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
~I've gone a year and three months without cheating, lol. And I plan to keep on being loyal to my relationship.
====24. Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
~I want to at least be engaged within 5 years from now. But who really knows?
====25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
~Well I already am, haha.. But I hope to continue to be throughout this year and the next.
====26. Has anyone told you they don't want to ever lose you?
~By exes. :p And if my memory isn't failing on me again, I'm still waiting on it from the one I'm with.
====27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
~Well, I got this amazingly sweet note once in high school from a guy that I returned feelings for. But nothing ever came of it.
====28. Have you ever been cheated on?
~Many, many times. The guy I'm with now is the first bf who hasn't cheated on me (or I don't think he has, lol..)
====29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
~No. And I never plan to.
====30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
~It's crossed my mind, but as a play-thought. I'd never actually go through with it. How can I expect anyone to love and appreciate me, when I don't love and appreciate myself, ya' know?
====31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
~Many times.
====32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
~Yes..
====33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
~Lol yes.
====34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
~No.
====35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
~Yes.
====36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
~Yes.
====37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
~Yep.
====38. Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
~Yes, multiple times, haha..
====39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have?
~Unfortunately, yes.
====40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
~No.
====41. Have you had sex so far this year?
~Yes.
====42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
~Unless I'm really really frisky, my hands never wander first, haha.
====43. How long was your longest relationship?
~This current one has been going for a year and three months.
====44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
~Uhhhhhmmm... 5 or 6..
====45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
~ o.O Strange question... Family, my cat (on the forehead, because she was my baby, and even though she isn't with me, she still is my baby), my bf.
====46. How many times did you have sex last year?
~It's weird to keep count. Seriously. If you keep count of how many times you have sex, then stop it right now. ):< Weirdos.
====48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
~I don't know. But I feel like I may slap them. Or at least really really want to.
====49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
~No matter how pissed off or upset I get at the world, or him, somehow, because of him, I feel like things will be okay, and I feel safe.
Any questions regarding any of my answers, please feel free to ask. <3
Innocent or Guilty O:
Posted 13 years ago~Use this meme if you want, but I'm not gonna tag. (Yeah I know, I'm such a party-pooper.)
RULE 1. You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your journal, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 5 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.
1. Asked someone to marry you?
~innocent
2. Kissed one of your friends?
~guilty
3. Danced on a table in a bar?
~innocent
4. Ever told a lie?
~guilty
5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
~guilty
6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
~guilty
7. Kissed a picture?
~guilty
8. Slept in until 5 PM?
~innocent
9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
~guilty
10. Held a snake?
~guilty
11. Been suspended from school?
~innocent
12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
~guilty
13. Stolen something?
~guilty
14. Been fired from a job?
~innocent
15. Done something you regret
~guilty
16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
~innocent
17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
~guilty
18. Kissed in the rain?
~innocent
19. Sat on a roof top?
~guilty
20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
~guilty
21. Sang in the shower?
~guilty
22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
~innocent
23. Shaved your head?
~innocent
24. Slept naked?
~guilty
25. Had a boxing membership?
~innocent
26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
~guilty
27. Been in a band?
~innocent
28. Shot a gun?
~guilty
29. Donated Blood?
~guilty
30. Eaten alligator meat?
~guilty
31. Eaten cheesecake?
~guilty
32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
~innocent
33. Have/had a tattoo?
~guilty
34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
~innocent
35. Been too honest?
~guilty
36. Ruined a surprise?
~guilty
37. Ate in a restaurant and got so bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
~guilty
38. Removed someone in your friends list?
~guilty
39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
~guilty
40. Joined a pageant?
~innocent
41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
~guilty
42. Still have communication w/ your ex(s)?
~guilty
43. Cheated on someone?
~innocent
44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
~innocent
45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
~guilty
46. Get so angry that you cried really hard?
~guilty
47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
~innocent
48. Thought about suicide?
~guilty
49. Thought about murder?
~innocent
50. How about Mass Murder?
~innocent
51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
~guilty
52. Stalked someone?
~innocent
53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend
~guilty
RULE 1. You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your journal, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 5 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.
1. Asked someone to marry you?
~innocent
2. Kissed one of your friends?
~guilty
3. Danced on a table in a bar?
~innocent
4. Ever told a lie?
~guilty
5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
~guilty
6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
~guilty
7. Kissed a picture?
~guilty
8. Slept in until 5 PM?
~innocent
9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
~guilty
10. Held a snake?
~guilty
11. Been suspended from school?
~innocent
12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
~guilty
13. Stolen something?
~guilty
14. Been fired from a job?
~innocent
15. Done something you regret
~guilty
16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
~innocent
17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
~guilty
18. Kissed in the rain?
~innocent
19. Sat on a roof top?
~guilty
20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
~guilty
21. Sang in the shower?
~guilty
22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
~innocent
23. Shaved your head?
~innocent
24. Slept naked?
~guilty
25. Had a boxing membership?
~innocent
26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
~guilty
27. Been in a band?
~innocent
28. Shot a gun?
~guilty
29. Donated Blood?
~guilty
30. Eaten alligator meat?
~guilty
31. Eaten cheesecake?
~guilty
32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
~innocent
33. Have/had a tattoo?
~guilty
34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
~innocent
35. Been too honest?
~guilty
36. Ruined a surprise?
~guilty
37. Ate in a restaurant and got so bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
~guilty
38. Removed someone in your friends list?
~guilty
39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
~guilty
40. Joined a pageant?
~innocent
41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
~guilty
42. Still have communication w/ your ex(s)?
~guilty
43. Cheated on someone?
~innocent
44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
~innocent
45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
~guilty
46. Get so angry that you cried really hard?
~guilty
47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
~innocent
48. Thought about suicide?
~guilty
49. Thought about murder?
~innocent
50. How about Mass Murder?
~innocent
51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
~guilty
52. Stalked someone?
~innocent
53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend
~guilty
Bad Kid Meme
Posted 13 years agoStolen from
AshtonWolf
If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I've got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[] bought porn
[x] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 8 o.o"
[x] taken painkillers
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[] wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 15 (unless sneaking /into/ the house counts)
[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[] been in an accident
[] been to a club
[] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 19
[x] been to a wild party
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[x] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 27
[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[] fainted
[] had a crush on a neighbour
TOTAL SO FAR: 34
[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut (playfully)
[] installed speakers in a car
[] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 40
[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[] gone to court
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping (A lot... =w=;; )
[] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age (my mother would have me do that so she didn't have to pay so much for me to eat)
TOTAL SO FAR: 46
[x] owned/rented an apartment/house
[] broke the law in the police's presence
[] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 52
[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[] drank and drove
[] prank-called someone
[] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[] cheated on a test (although I set everything up so I could cheat, for whatever reason, I just didn't go through with it)
TOTAL: 57
So... Guess I'm a horrible person... o.o"""
Also if you have any questions about my answers, feel free to ask. :3

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I've got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[] bought porn
[x] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 8 o.o"
[x] taken painkillers
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[] wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 15 (unless sneaking /into/ the house counts)
[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[] been in an accident
[] been to a club
[] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 19
[x] been to a wild party
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[x] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 27
[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[] fainted
[] had a crush on a neighbour
TOTAL SO FAR: 34
[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut (playfully)
[] installed speakers in a car
[] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 40
[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[] gone to court
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping (A lot... =w=;; )
[] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age (my mother would have me do that so she didn't have to pay so much for me to eat)
TOTAL SO FAR: 46
[x] owned/rented an apartment/house
[] broke the law in the police's presence
[] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 52
[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[] drank and drove
[] prank-called someone
[] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[] cheated on a test (although I set everything up so I could cheat, for whatever reason, I just didn't go through with it)
TOTAL: 57
So... Guess I'm a horrible person... o.o"""
Also if you have any questions about my answers, feel free to ask. :3
This is Halloween! This is Halloween!
Posted 13 years agoPumpkins scream in the dead of night!
But not really, yet. :D
Now for the important message from yours truly~ <3
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fenrixion is holding a Halloween Raffle! Go to her Halloween Raffle Journal for a chance to win some really awesome stuff!!! A chance not taken is a chance wasted. ^^"
Raffle runs from Sept 13-Oct 31.
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Fun Fact about me: When watching Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas, I am able to quote about 95% of the movie, as well as random facts. For this reason, my family openly refuses to watch that movie with me. Ever. :p
But not really, yet. :D
Now for the important message from yours truly~ <3
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Raffle runs from Sept 13-Oct 31.
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Fun Fact about me: When watching Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas, I am able to quote about 95% of the movie, as well as random facts. For this reason, my family openly refuses to watch that movie with me. Ever. :p
PLATYPUS!!!!!!!!!
Posted 13 years agoOmigosh!! If you love platypus, then go here and get art of your 'sona as a platypus!!! :D :D :D I LOVE ME A PLATYPUS!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3830561/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3830561/
Get to Know Me Meme. :3
Posted 13 years agoFor anyone who is curious to learn more about me. <3
1. Who are you?
~A young female (past her teen years!) who is on the shorter side. Kind, compassionate, honest, and open-minded. I worry a lot about those I care about and can get very protective of the relationships I have with people.
2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?
~I get blindingly furious at undeserved disrespect. I will do everything in my power to make those I love happy. I do not like overly large egos (modesty and humility are wonderful traits).
3. When you aren't doing memes like this one what are you doing?
~Facebooking, tweeting, tumbling, occasionally making art, watching various shows and movies, hanging out with friends, cleaning house, cooking, daydreaming, sleeping, and (currently) waiting to start my new job and studying for my HAM Radio license.
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn't like at the time).
~Not sure if this counts college as well, but any art classes are my favorite. Especially Print-making. I also liked my Animal Science classes and Anatomy&Physiology class in high school. I loved my German classes in high school, and my English class was decent. I hated Chemistry, Physical Education, and Math. As well as the majority of my History and World Civ. classes, mainly because most of it required memorization and mathematic skills, which I lack both of greatly.
5. What is your biggest goal for this year?
~Succeed in my new job so I can get to FC2013 (only my second con ever! :D)
6. Where do you want to be in 5 years?
~Comfortable in a wonderful job (probably this one I'm about to start), with a nice house, car, and maybe a pet or two. It sounds a little dumb, since I can't actually see myself getting married, but in five years, I hope to at least be engaged.
7. What stage of life are you in right now?
~Definitely transitional. I sort of jumped into the real world before being totally prepared, and on top of that, I moved to California from my hometown in Kentucky as my first step into the real world. It's been very difficult adjusting to living on my own, and I'm still having a little trouble getting on my feet, but thanks to the support and patience of my lovely boyfriend, I hope to get settled soon.
8. Are you more child-like or childish?
~That's a difficult question to answer. I'm a bad judge of my own character in such ways. Probably both, but at the same time, I'm often told that I'm wise far beyond my years due to the sort of obstacles I've had to push through on my own in my my thus far.
9. What is the last thing you said out loud?
~Does singing out loud to the Yu Yu Hakusho opening song count? o.o It's just so catchy. If not, I was telling the bf's cat to shut up and leave me alone because it isn't time to feed his fat ass yet.
10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now?
~Oh... Well, I'm honestly not too sure... I suppose my best choice off the top of my head is Foxy Shazam's "Oh Lord". It's such a powerful song, and I turn to it quite often in the past few months to help keep me moving forward through my homesickness and set-backs that I've been battling since getting out of Kentucky.
11. Have you ever taken martial arts classes?
~No, but I've always wanted to, and still do.
12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same?
~I have terrible spells of what I like to think of as bad luck, where absolutely nothing goes right and it seems that I can't do anything without negative outcome, then it goes neutral for a short while, then gets way better and things brighten in at least one aspect. Typically it lasts about as long as the median of the neutral and bad phases before it all goes bad again. And continues in that circle. I hope to change that soon, if it isn't changing already.
13. Does time really heal all wounds?
~There are some wounds that can never heal, no matter how hard you try. But over time, the pain will dull to more bearable intensity... That, or you just learn to handle it better.
14. How do you handle a rainy day?
~Unfortunately, California doesn't have near as many rainy days as Kentucky. But I enjoy rain and storms quite thoroughly. Either read, nap, or play out in the rain. Or gaming is always an option as well. I also like just sitting and watching the rain and talking to people about various things.
15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights?
~I'm a pro at untangling things like lights and rope and cords. I've also been without my luggage due to a fluke with the airline and another time due to the car with my luggage inside being towed. It by far is much less fun. I was miserable because I had no clothes, no toothbrush, no shampoo or soap, and no laptop.
16. How is (or was) your relationship with your parents?
~I never knew my biological father. My relationship with my mother is... strange, but very strong. She and I have always had more of a sister-like bond, and occasionally I've been more the parent to her than she has to me.
17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
~Depends on what it is. I tend to pick up on turmoil between people fairly quickly if I spend valid time with them. However, the way people think of me, and how they feel about me is normally very hard for me to pick up on. Typically, I'll ask someone about it, or they flat out tell me themselves.
18. What is the truest thing that you know?
~Death is inevitable.
19. What did you want to be when you grew up?
~I've wanted to be a vet since before I can remember. Even before I knew the term was 'veterinarian', I wanted to be an 'animal doctor'. I'm not sure what made me change my major to art, because something inside me still wants to be a vet, but I think part of it was the fact that I'm so soft-hearted that I think it would bother me to no end if I couldn't save an animal's life.
20. Have you ever been given a second chance?
~In what sense? I suppose you would really have to ask the people I've done wrong by, if there are any. I try to do as right as possible by all parties involved. I, however, typically do not give second or third chances, so if I give you one, you are truly a special person to me.
21. Are you more of a giver or a taker?
~I am more of a giver hands-down. I know what I need, and I know my priorities. If I have what I need, then I focus on others without second thought. However, it doesn't stop me from tentatively reaching for things I want, or fighting to hold on to things I want to selfishly keep. No one person is more important than anyone else.
22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart/mind?
~Of course. However that doesn't mean I don't put deep thought into each decision. I want what best.
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you?
~So far, nothing has compared to having a bad appendix. Although cramping is awful (I've often been so bad off with cramps that I couldn't walk and nearly vomited from pain). But having a bad appendix was blindingly painful. I would have waves of pain that were so bad I couldn't see. I had to deal with it for three days before m mother decided that it wasn't cramps or nervous stomach and took me to the Emergency room, where they told me I immediately needed an appendectomy.
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you?
~The loss of close loved ones. I still hurt from them, even after all these years. I still cry, and I still wish I could have done something.
25. Who have you hugged today?
~No one, unfortunately. I actually typically only get hugs when friends visit. :/ Although I'd love hugs and cuddles much more often.
1. Who are you?
~A young female (past her teen years!) who is on the shorter side. Kind, compassionate, honest, and open-minded. I worry a lot about those I care about and can get very protective of the relationships I have with people.
2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?
~I get blindingly furious at undeserved disrespect. I will do everything in my power to make those I love happy. I do not like overly large egos (modesty and humility are wonderful traits).
3. When you aren't doing memes like this one what are you doing?
~Facebooking, tweeting, tumbling, occasionally making art, watching various shows and movies, hanging out with friends, cleaning house, cooking, daydreaming, sleeping, and (currently) waiting to start my new job and studying for my HAM Radio license.
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn't like at the time).
~Not sure if this counts college as well, but any art classes are my favorite. Especially Print-making. I also liked my Animal Science classes and Anatomy&Physiology class in high school. I loved my German classes in high school, and my English class was decent. I hated Chemistry, Physical Education, and Math. As well as the majority of my History and World Civ. classes, mainly because most of it required memorization and mathematic skills, which I lack both of greatly.
5. What is your biggest goal for this year?
~Succeed in my new job so I can get to FC2013 (only my second con ever! :D)
6. Where do you want to be in 5 years?
~Comfortable in a wonderful job (probably this one I'm about to start), with a nice house, car, and maybe a pet or two. It sounds a little dumb, since I can't actually see myself getting married, but in five years, I hope to at least be engaged.
7. What stage of life are you in right now?
~Definitely transitional. I sort of jumped into the real world before being totally prepared, and on top of that, I moved to California from my hometown in Kentucky as my first step into the real world. It's been very difficult adjusting to living on my own, and I'm still having a little trouble getting on my feet, but thanks to the support and patience of my lovely boyfriend, I hope to get settled soon.
8. Are you more child-like or childish?
~That's a difficult question to answer. I'm a bad judge of my own character in such ways. Probably both, but at the same time, I'm often told that I'm wise far beyond my years due to the sort of obstacles I've had to push through on my own in my my thus far.
9. What is the last thing you said out loud?
~Does singing out loud to the Yu Yu Hakusho opening song count? o.o It's just so catchy. If not, I was telling the bf's cat to shut up and leave me alone because it isn't time to feed his fat ass yet.
10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now?
~Oh... Well, I'm honestly not too sure... I suppose my best choice off the top of my head is Foxy Shazam's "Oh Lord". It's such a powerful song, and I turn to it quite often in the past few months to help keep me moving forward through my homesickness and set-backs that I've been battling since getting out of Kentucky.
11. Have you ever taken martial arts classes?
~No, but I've always wanted to, and still do.
12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same?
~I have terrible spells of what I like to think of as bad luck, where absolutely nothing goes right and it seems that I can't do anything without negative outcome, then it goes neutral for a short while, then gets way better and things brighten in at least one aspect. Typically it lasts about as long as the median of the neutral and bad phases before it all goes bad again. And continues in that circle. I hope to change that soon, if it isn't changing already.
13. Does time really heal all wounds?
~There are some wounds that can never heal, no matter how hard you try. But over time, the pain will dull to more bearable intensity... That, or you just learn to handle it better.
14. How do you handle a rainy day?
~Unfortunately, California doesn't have near as many rainy days as Kentucky. But I enjoy rain and storms quite thoroughly. Either read, nap, or play out in the rain. Or gaming is always an option as well. I also like just sitting and watching the rain and talking to people about various things.
15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights?
~I'm a pro at untangling things like lights and rope and cords. I've also been without my luggage due to a fluke with the airline and another time due to the car with my luggage inside being towed. It by far is much less fun. I was miserable because I had no clothes, no toothbrush, no shampoo or soap, and no laptop.
16. How is (or was) your relationship with your parents?
~I never knew my biological father. My relationship with my mother is... strange, but very strong. She and I have always had more of a sister-like bond, and occasionally I've been more the parent to her than she has to me.
17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
~Depends on what it is. I tend to pick up on turmoil between people fairly quickly if I spend valid time with them. However, the way people think of me, and how they feel about me is normally very hard for me to pick up on. Typically, I'll ask someone about it, or they flat out tell me themselves.
18. What is the truest thing that you know?
~Death is inevitable.
19. What did you want to be when you grew up?
~I've wanted to be a vet since before I can remember. Even before I knew the term was 'veterinarian', I wanted to be an 'animal doctor'. I'm not sure what made me change my major to art, because something inside me still wants to be a vet, but I think part of it was the fact that I'm so soft-hearted that I think it would bother me to no end if I couldn't save an animal's life.
20. Have you ever been given a second chance?
~In what sense? I suppose you would really have to ask the people I've done wrong by, if there are any. I try to do as right as possible by all parties involved. I, however, typically do not give second or third chances, so if I give you one, you are truly a special person to me.
21. Are you more of a giver or a taker?
~I am more of a giver hands-down. I know what I need, and I know my priorities. If I have what I need, then I focus on others without second thought. However, it doesn't stop me from tentatively reaching for things I want, or fighting to hold on to things I want to selfishly keep. No one person is more important than anyone else.
22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart/mind?
~Of course. However that doesn't mean I don't put deep thought into each decision. I want what best.
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you?
~So far, nothing has compared to having a bad appendix. Although cramping is awful (I've often been so bad off with cramps that I couldn't walk and nearly vomited from pain). But having a bad appendix was blindingly painful. I would have waves of pain that were so bad I couldn't see. I had to deal with it for three days before m mother decided that it wasn't cramps or nervous stomach and took me to the Emergency room, where they told me I immediately needed an appendectomy.
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you?
~The loss of close loved ones. I still hurt from them, even after all these years. I still cry, and I still wish I could have done something.
25. Who have you hugged today?
~No one, unfortunately. I actually typically only get hugs when friends visit. :/ Although I'd love hugs and cuddles much more often.
Curiosity Meme
Posted 13 years agoNever done one of these before... but here goes.
Kissed any one of your Furaffinity friends? — Yes
Been arrested? — No
Kissed someone you didn't like? — No
Slept in until 5 PM? — No. Not past noon.
Fallen asleep at work/school? — Yes to both.
Held a snake? — Yes. I love snakes. :3
Ran a red light? — No
Been suspended from school? — No
Experienced love at first sight? — No
Totaled your car in an accident? — No, I've never been in any car accident.
Been fired from a job? — No
Fired somebody? — No
Sung karaoke? — Yes. :3 I sung Queen songs with my best friend at the time.
Pointed a gun at someone? — Not a loaded one. D: That would be awful.
Did something you told yourself you wouldn't? — Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? — No
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? — Yes
Kissed in the rain? — No. But I want to. It seems like it'd be so romantic.
Had a close brush with death (your own)? — Yes, multiple times. Almost got attacked by a shark, lightning hit the electrical box on a power pole and exploded and everything almost fell on the car I was in, also had a run-in with a guy with a gun.
Saw someone die? — Yes.
Played Spin-the-Bottle? — No, lol.
Smoked a cigar? — I don't smoke, so no.
Sat on a rooftop? — Yes. :3 It's fun.
Smuggled something into another country? — No, I've never left the states, unfortunately. ):
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? — No
Broken a bone? — Nope.
Skipped school? — Do college classes count?
Eaten a bug? — Not intentionally.
Walked on a moonlit beach? — No, but I want to.
Ridden a motorcycle? — No, but I want to.
Dumped someone? — Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? — No. Or I don't think I have... o.o
Lied to avoid a ticket? — No
Ridden in a helicopter? — No, but maybe one day.
Shaved your head? — No
Blacked out from drinking? — Lol yes.
Played a prank on someone? — I'm not very good at that sort of thing. So no, not really.
Hit a home run? — Nope.
Felt like killing someone? — No.. It isn't in my nature.
Cross-dressed? — No
Been falling-down drunk? — I don't think so.. You should ask my friends that one.
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? — My ex, yes. Multiple times.
Eaten snake? — No
Marched/Protested? — No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? — Lol no.
Puked on an amusement ride? — Nope. :D
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? — Nope
Knitted? — No, but I wouldn't mind learning at some point.
Been on TV? — Yeah, but it was only local, for my graduation from high school.
Shot a gun? — Yes, and I love it. Guns are sexy.
Skinny-dipped? — No, but maybe some day.
Given someone stitches? — No
Eaten a whole habenero pepper? — No, I don't much care for peppers.
Ridden a surfboard? — No, but I want to learn.
Drunk straight from a liquor bottle? — Yep.
Had surgery? — Yes. Tonsils, Appendix, and Wisdom Teeth.
Streaked? — No, lol, and I don't intend to.
Been taken by ambulance to a hospital? — No
Tripped on mushrooms? — No
When NOT drinking? — Wait, what?
Peed on a bush? — Lol no.
Donated Blood? — Yes, many times. I want to again soon.
Grabbed an electric fence? — Yes, by accident. It was crazy.
Eaten alligator meat? — Yes, actually. It's pretty tasty, but is very chewy.
Eaten cheesecake? — Yes! I love cheesecake, and I want some right now!
Killed an animal when not hunting? — Do spiders and flies count? Because otherwise, no.
Peed your pants in public? — No
Snuck into a movie without paying? — No
Written graffiti? — No
Still love someone you shouldn't? — I'm not sure...
Think about the future? — All the time.
Been in handcuffs? — I have, but they were a friends that I was messing around with.
Believe in love? — Of course.
Bungee jump? — No, and I'd be horrified to do it (still want to, though).
Drowned? — Almost. At a water park.
Kicked some guy in his jewels? - Yep
Ass faced? — Lol what??
Ever had suicidal thoughts? — Yes, but I sought help for it. It was a long time ago.
Kissed any one of your Furaffinity friends? — Yes
Been arrested? — No
Kissed someone you didn't like? — No
Slept in until 5 PM? — No. Not past noon.
Fallen asleep at work/school? — Yes to both.
Held a snake? — Yes. I love snakes. :3
Ran a red light? — No
Been suspended from school? — No
Experienced love at first sight? — No
Totaled your car in an accident? — No, I've never been in any car accident.
Been fired from a job? — No
Fired somebody? — No
Sung karaoke? — Yes. :3 I sung Queen songs with my best friend at the time.
Pointed a gun at someone? — Not a loaded one. D: That would be awful.
Did something you told yourself you wouldn't? — Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? — No
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? — Yes
Kissed in the rain? — No. But I want to. It seems like it'd be so romantic.
Had a close brush with death (your own)? — Yes, multiple times. Almost got attacked by a shark, lightning hit the electrical box on a power pole and exploded and everything almost fell on the car I was in, also had a run-in with a guy with a gun.
Saw someone die? — Yes.
Played Spin-the-Bottle? — No, lol.
Smoked a cigar? — I don't smoke, so no.
Sat on a rooftop? — Yes. :3 It's fun.
Smuggled something into another country? — No, I've never left the states, unfortunately. ):
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? — No
Broken a bone? — Nope.
Skipped school? — Do college classes count?
Eaten a bug? — Not intentionally.
Walked on a moonlit beach? — No, but I want to.
Ridden a motorcycle? — No, but I want to.
Dumped someone? — Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? — No. Or I don't think I have... o.o
Lied to avoid a ticket? — No
Ridden in a helicopter? — No, but maybe one day.
Shaved your head? — No
Blacked out from drinking? — Lol yes.
Played a prank on someone? — I'm not very good at that sort of thing. So no, not really.
Hit a home run? — Nope.
Felt like killing someone? — No.. It isn't in my nature.
Cross-dressed? — No
Been falling-down drunk? — I don't think so.. You should ask my friends that one.
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? — My ex, yes. Multiple times.
Eaten snake? — No
Marched/Protested? — No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? — Lol no.
Puked on an amusement ride? — Nope. :D
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? — Nope
Knitted? — No, but I wouldn't mind learning at some point.
Been on TV? — Yeah, but it was only local, for my graduation from high school.
Shot a gun? — Yes, and I love it. Guns are sexy.
Skinny-dipped? — No, but maybe some day.
Given someone stitches? — No
Eaten a whole habenero pepper? — No, I don't much care for peppers.
Ridden a surfboard? — No, but I want to learn.
Drunk straight from a liquor bottle? — Yep.
Had surgery? — Yes. Tonsils, Appendix, and Wisdom Teeth.
Streaked? — No, lol, and I don't intend to.
Been taken by ambulance to a hospital? — No
Tripped on mushrooms? — No
When NOT drinking? — Wait, what?
Peed on a bush? — Lol no.
Donated Blood? — Yes, many times. I want to again soon.
Grabbed an electric fence? — Yes, by accident. It was crazy.
Eaten alligator meat? — Yes, actually. It's pretty tasty, but is very chewy.
Eaten cheesecake? — Yes! I love cheesecake, and I want some right now!
Killed an animal when not hunting? — Do spiders and flies count? Because otherwise, no.
Peed your pants in public? — No
Snuck into a movie without paying? — No
Written graffiti? — No
Still love someone you shouldn't? — I'm not sure...
Think about the future? — All the time.
Been in handcuffs? — I have, but they were a friends that I was messing around with.
Believe in love? — Of course.
Bungee jump? — No, and I'd be horrified to do it (still want to, though).
Drowned? — Almost. At a water park.
Kicked some guy in his jewels? - Yep
Ass faced? — Lol what??
Ever had suicidal thoughts? — Yes, but I sought help for it. It was a long time ago.
Check me out! ;p
Posted 13 years agoSoooo I want to do art for people. :3 I can do pretty much anything, and I'm super awesome at inking and such. Take a look at my submissions and let me know what you think, and if you want something done in one of my styles, let me know. Prices vary depending on technique that I need to use, tools and medium required, etc and I'm very willing to discuss price with whoever wants something. Did I mention work like my wolf art and graphite drawings are typically gonna be free?? :D
Anyhoo, let me know, yo!
Random fact about me: I like washing cars.
Anyhoo, let me know, yo!
Random fact about me: I like washing cars.
Super big raffle awesomeness! (and a fun fact about moi)
Posted 13 years agoSoooo. This raffle is awesome and you should look at it and enter. :D
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3781515/
Fun fact: I like flirting and naked cuddling, often more than I like sex.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3781515/
Fun fact: I like flirting and naked cuddling, often more than I like sex.
Raffle for a cause!!!! Please read/enter! <3
Posted 13 years agoGo here! Quickly, and Godspeed! <3
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3756078/
You'll be doing a good deed and be entered into a raffle for a FREE FURSUIT PARTIAL! :D
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3756078/
You'll be doing a good deed and be entered into a raffle for a FREE FURSUIT PARTIAL! :D