so a little update from years of sleeping. i'm still alive. i no longer live in Lloydminster, if i had stayed there i probly would of taken my own life things where so rough. i am now in Edmonton and doing as well as i can be. good friends are helping me along as best as they can. but i can only do things as well as my body will let me. in 2019 i was in a car accident. nothing too too life threatening. just whiplash and a few other things that i am still dealing with. i am also seeing a shrink and getting help with PTSD,Anxiety and Severe Depression. yay me. this covid 19 crap is not helping one bit either. but i can only take things one day at a time. till next update i guess

Captain

well, its come time for this dragon to move back to lloydminster and add a new chapter to my life. in about a month or so i will be heading out, making the drive of 1300km and going to work with a good company. when i get there its un know how long till i am able to browse and lurk on line again will be. but i will catch all of you later

its bad when even my dark side dont want to come out and give a piece of its mind. everything just shuts down and dont even want to do anything. even writing out this journal i have to force my self to do so to just do something

*holds his brand new Iwata Revolution HP-CR air brush in the air and looks very happy and proud*

hehehe, i got a new and very nice air brush today. now i can do some murals for family and friends.
god i love dual action gravity feed air brushes. they are the cats ass. and this one is the best one i have ever held. it is gorgious. i cant wait to put paint threw it.

well, it has been a strange and interesting journey for , but i am thinking about heading out and finally doing things for my self and stop helping others when they dont want to be helped when they say they want my help. i have a new mate. she shares alot of my interests and wants the relationship to work. i have been trying my best to do everything in my power to help those i care about, but some times the ones you love end up hurting you the most. i dont wish no ill will apon any one. i just hope that they get what they wanted and know what they have lost. so as it stands. i am still going to be part of the community. there will be some changes to my watch list. and i will post things when i can. but i am going to be living MY life now. this dragon isnt going to be the big heart he was before. so long to those that have hurt me and cant find the strength to say hi or even wave anymore. its not my business to ask why, nor do i want to know why. all i can say is this is where i get off and start driving my self down the road of life.

Drew "The Red Dragon" Nordquist

HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[x] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 11

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[x] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning. (JUST SO I CAN MESS IT UP AGAIN.)

TOTAL SO FAR: 24

[x] You have filed a tax return
[x] You have used a pay phone
[x] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[ ] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[x] You have purchased a lottery ticket
[ ] You still have and use a VCR

Total = 28

well what do you know...i turn 28 this month

Stole this from the beautiful and talented Dragon Chan

fill it out and lets see how things go. ready set go ^___~




What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if i told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:

~More ~

● When and how did we meet?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● Could you see us together forever?:
● Whens the last time you saw me?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:

Stolen from balloonie-cat balloonie-cat

If you saw ME in the back of a police car (if it was still looking like a cop car) what would you think I got arrested for?

Reply to me, in a comment, then fwd this on and see how many crimes you get accused of.

yea, took my RC sub out for a test and it desided to stop working in the center of the small lake. i was the only one dressed to go get it. heres a link to the video we took. and it's alittle mature for language.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PYhDsEKD3g

I normally don't do this when sober or awake, but I was tagged by by my best friend and all round awesome guy in the world Wuffamute so I figured I might as well do it. just for him


THE RULES...
1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS

FACTS...
1) Owns a 1981 Malibu Base Wagon with a full frame
2) saved a kid from drowning in grade 5
3) has a love for american V-8 motors and older cars
4) Favorite movie: The Fifth Element and the Die Hard line
5) Favorite game: Ace Combat 4 threw 6
6) Is a tad crazy when it comes to certain things
7) stutters at times
8) allergic to Pot smoke and cigarette smoke, but not tire smoke.....strange O___o

(i will get the icons up soon as i remember how to. yes...i am a forgetful draggie)

short list of BS from the last few months of 2008

lost job
faught to get on EI
Lost girl friend
got sued
got threatened with my life for money i never asked for nore touched
had a mental break down
now on anti depressants and going for therapy.....

am i bitter....noo...am i hateful....noo...i'm worse...i've survived and i'm pissed off.

my heart will mend. karma is a bitch named bertha and she loves to fuck over those who hurt me. so now i look at 2009 with one goal...get my class 1 licence and start driving truck. this dragon is gonna travel the highways in a rig. and in 5 to 6 years..i'm gonna won my own rig. take that 2008...i'm still here and my sword is ready to strike down the past.

well, things look as tho they cant get any lower, a so called friend who helped me when i did not ask for his help is threatening to put a lien against my car and against what ever else i own to teach me a lesson. there is just one thing wrong with that thought......HOW CAN YOU TAKE FROM SOME ONE WHO HAS NOTHING!!!!!!!.....it is true...the most dangerous thing in the world is a man who has nothing left...because he is not afraid to fight or draw blood anymore...he becomes fearless so to speak....my blade awaits this battle....and that aint a fucking joke either

the shadow of a dragon

well, last ngiht (nov 19 at 2am) i had to go to the E.R cause i took two drugs for my backpain and those two drugs desided to kick the shit out of me when normally they dont even do their jobs. about 45 minutes to an hour after taking the said two drugs, the drugs are Cyclobenzaprine 10mg and IBprofine 1800mg, now alone these drugs do shit for me. to kill my pains i normally have to take 3000mg of IBprofine. the cyclobenzaprine i take to try and loosen my back muscles when i have troubles moving. now after about 45 minutes to 60 minutes i was out of it, my body became super heavy and i could barely move. about an 30 minutes to and hour after that i started to get some movement back in my right side, but my left leg, from hip to toe started to spazim like i was trying to kick off a bug or some one tickeling me. my skin would tighten up and then 3 to 5 kicks. i litterally could not control my left leg, to move it i had to litterally think "MOVE" and my leg would twitch and move slowly where i wanted it to be. after the kicks and spazims stoped i desided it was time to go to the hospital. got everything together and headed up to the ER. once there and checked in, vitals taken and i find out my B.P is like a chevy 350, 138/95, the doctor comes in and does his thing, i tell him what happen and everything, show him the pills and the amounts and he checks me over and comes to the resolution of "i had a rare and very strange reaction to the two drugs in my system and that i should stop taking them imeediately" hey no problem, done. so he wants me back at the hospital to see if we cant figure this out more. he also wants to get me a better pain control regiment, apparently i am taking too much IBprofine. so here i sit, in pain again. body parts all feeling like they should and getting ready to go see the doctors. lets hope we figure this shit out and maybe i can find some happiness in my life this year.

taken from DC and filled out for her and my watchers.


This might be TMI, so for those who don't wanna know SHIELD YOU EYES. Or go find a cookie to pounce
--
1. Guys and/or Girls?
I think I'd label myself "Bi-curious". I've found a handful of guys attractive maybe enough to get me to fantasize but them, but I've never really let myself explore it any further.

2. What turns you on, furry and real life?
Lesse... it can be any number of things. I like porn that has all natural girls in it, no super skinny girls that would break if I even hugged them. and The list goes on and on.

3. Dominant, or Submissive?
I can be both, depending upon my mood. I prefer to more submissive sometimes, but I'm dominant most the times

4. What gets you the most randy? (i.e. a long workout, or some kind of smell/taste)
A nice passionate makeout session can really get me rock hard,. Oh oh, and sexy talk from a sexy Jamaican girl I know and love .<3

5. What are you most likely: The Romantic, The Pervert, The Whore
I'm very big on romance, though I can channel in a lot of perviness. There might be a tinny bit of whore mixed in. but only like 5%

6.. You like fore-play, or just get straight to it?
I love foreplay! I love to see how long I can last and how hot I can get my partner before she begs for cock

7. What's your #1 thing to do before sex?
Depends on my mood. I might want to bite and be a little rough, or I might want to give my partner a few mind numbing orgasims with my tounge before we get down to the sex

8. Do you do it clothed, or butt-naked?
both

9. Lots of noise, or keep quiet?
Haha, I like being loud and quiet, depends on my mood

10. Where would you want to have sex at? (excluding the bed)
I'd love to say anywere but I take my partners feelings into account and go where they feel comfortable.

11. What's your favorite position?
Right now, being ridden, it lets my lover feel every inch of hard cock deep inside them and allows me to caress and tease their breast helping raise the pleasure

12. Any kind of fetishes at all?
kinda hard to say, I have a strange mind and like to keep things clean. And kinky

I was all right for a while, I could smile for a while
But I saw you last night, you held my hand so tight
As you stopped to say "Hello"
Aww you wished me well, you couldn't tell

That I'd been cry-i-i-i-ng over you, cry-i-i-i-ng over you
Then you said "so long". left me standing all alone
Alone and crying, crying, crying cry-i-ing
It's hard to understand but the touch of your hand
Can start me crying

I thought that I was over you but it's tru-ue, so true
I love you even more than I did before but darling what can I do-o-o-o
For you don't love me and I'll always be

Cry-i-i-i-ng over you, cry-i-i-i-ng over you
Yes, now you're gone and from this moment on
I'll be crying, crying, crying, cry-i-i-ing
Yeah crying, crying, o-o-o-o-ver you



it's hard to think a dragon can bring him self to feel these emotions when i am normally known as a crazy kinda guy, always smiling and thinking about the good things. i just pray that things work out and i get to be with the one i love more then the air i breath.

thats right folks, this dragon is 26 years old today (march 24/2008) and i'm loving every moment of it, the only thing that would make it that much better is to have my girlfriend here, tho i think she wouldnt want me leaving the apartment till i had recived my gift in full, my two best friends in the world, Tymber and Buddy, along with those who love me and consider me part of their family (thats a damn lot of people. so as every year goes, i'll make the best of it and count the blessings i have and deal with the down sides in life like i can , in a twisted but loving way.
till then keep your loved ones close and your foes confused.

Lotsa love from the dragon

1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Are you a virgin?

5. Are we friends?

6. Do you have a crush on me?

7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

9. Would you walk on the beach with me?

10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

11. Do you talk about me?

12. Do you think I'm a good person?

13. Would you could change anything about me?

14. If you could ask one question, what would it be?

15. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

16. Where do you live? if US what state?

17. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Since I have nothing good to say HERE'S A MEME. =P
Answer the following question's below.

1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you pull my hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?
16. Would you want fast or slow?
17. Where would you wanna "do it"?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?
20. Would you mind if i liked you?
21. Do you like me?
22. Would you call me the next day?
23. Would you scratch me?
24. Would you let me scratch you?
25. Would you have to be drunk?
26. Would you date me?
27. Would you do it today?
28. Would you do it tomorrow?
29. Do you think that we would go any further then just sex?
30. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?
31. Would you make love to me or fuck me?

HAVE AT YOU THEN.

*stolen from DevX journal*

Okay, here's the deal. You get to ask me THREE QUESTIONS, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part).
Now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you!

But you knew how it worked anyway by now, surely. So go ahead, if you dare.