Hey all!

I decided to make an Art channel on Telegram for Art that I make which also has some stuffs (mostly doodles and sketches) that I dont post on other sites.
So please join if you are interested <3

https://t.me/RaneksArtDump

Hey guys!

I still cant believe it but after just 6weeks of random streams you guy already helped push me up to affiliate! Gosh thats so amazing! <3

Thanks for everyone of you that came by, chattet or just lurked, everyone is greatly appreciated to hang out with me and now we even got some own emotes!

Thanks again for being such sweet beans and supporting me with coming to my streams!

Trying myself in streaming some, I got my Meerkat VRM fixed too so please come say hi :3

https://www.twitch.tv/mochi_meerkat

Heyo,

I recently started (again) to practice drawing and I do wonder if there are any furry telegram / discord groups that focus on learning how to draw as there are quite many on the topic of language learning.

If anyone knows some please say so :3

Thats all!
-Ranek

I got a switch now! If you feel like adding me here is my friendcode ^w^

SW-0576-9270-7322

Decided to do my very first Flute Video and here it is. Its one of my favourite melodies of the anime Beastars namely "Rabbit Encounters Wolf". Please enjoy ❤️

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6na6fCTVthA

to all that might concern it... I dont want to see your advertisements for streaming. If I want to watch a game I go to twitch on my own!....

I'm thinking of just unwatching everyone who does that.... just annoying to see a dozen of those in my daily inbox

There I am on a lazy sunday afternnon trying to find who composed the French Ave Maria ( https://bit.ly/2IObVQe ) and then I stumbled over the probably most beautiful version of Ave Maria by Giulio Caccini and Władimir Wawiłow which is beautiful in voice and instrumental.
https://bit.ly/2PyA2mE (Instrumental)
https://bit.ly/2W9Vscp (Voice)

That still leaves the question of who composed the French version. Havent found it really. Anyone knowing it?

I did play some piano a loooong while ago and started to play again as you see. Bought myself that piano (Yamaha P45) for Xmas 2018.
This is the first song I played completely out of my head after 1 month of practicing! More to come when I have practiced other pieces enough ^^

It's much smoother when playing without fursuit head and when you can see both paws at once...

https://youtu.be/Xz9lUEFlRvI

PSA: Dont trust this artist
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/Xhybora
Discord: Xhy#7730

Finally lost patience with him. Took my money, broke every deadline, doesnt keep his promises for replying back with wips, absolutely no respect for the customer and now he completely stopped replying and I lost my 290bucks. It should become an animation.

If he ever approaches you for anything DONT, worst artist I ever had business with. Except if you want to receive just 2-3 wips instead of a finished piece *grmls*

Paid it in full on the 14.03.16 and he said himself just 2-3 months for the animation.... yeah sure...


UPDATE:

After I made this journal contact got reestablished, with some luck he will finally finish what he owes me.

UPDATE 31. MAY:

Still nothing from him and it's several months again. Yep don't trust him.

I got a bit bored and saw this test lurking around in the interwebs so I said "Why not" and took it. This is how it came out :)

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
97% Switch
77% Primal (Hunter)
75% Pet
72% Primal (Prey)
58% Master/Mistress
58% Experimentalist
56% Brat
56% Dominant
53% Submissive
53% Non-monogamist
51% Owner
47% Brat tamer
43% Sadist
42% Daddy/Mommy
37% Slave
37% Exhibitionist
37% Voyeur
26% Rigger
18% Vanilla
12% Masochist
9% Rope bunny
4% Degradee
3% Degrader
3% Boy/Girl
1% Ageplayer

Heyo there :D

Hope you all did not miss me the last 2 weeks because the army took me away for an exercise against terroristic groups against critical infrastructures with around 650 soldiers.

All in all it was quite fun, I was commander or a 4 soldier troop and had the main entrance of the ORF building at the Küniglberg in Vienna. Arrested 2 people and had much more other scenarios to work over and to solve.

The Police and special units like WEGA who trained with us were very astonished about our good work. As well as the WEGA having problems to infiltrate the protection zone to sabotare various stuff.

Now I will go to sleep. in 56h shifts and only 5-6h sleep you get very tired x.x

Here have a picture of tired kat ^w^
https://www.dropbox.com/s/gwnmv536g.....80614.jpg?dl=0

Here a video of the entire exercise in summary:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O3remQy2RlI

Last but not least some articles for the exercise:
http://www.bundesheer.at/cms/artikel.php?ID=9206
http://wien.orf.at/news/stories/2878569/
http://www.krone.at/600166
http://derstandard.at/2000068385283.....-Infrastruktur

Plus the homepage to my platoon.
http://www.jgbw2.at/

So long and see you later!
Ranek

... to add 1 to the age or level counter ^^

Now feed and stuff me! :D

Heyo,

I just got the news of my father that he got overrun by a car and died. I still am processing it that this really happened as my stomach cramps lightly.

There wasnt the best relationship between us and still I feel so torn inside. I dont feel sad and still my chest hurts... *sights*

I dont know how to feel...

Hello dear watchers,

It just happened that this meer registered for NFC next year in Sweden!

Hope to see some of you guys there as well as I am going to be prey in the "Fursuits - Gotta Catch 'Em All" game. You could catch yourself a meerkat :D

Thats it for now.

Bye bye :D
~Ranek

Heyo all!

Since its now already over a year again since the last journal I though maybe I should write one again. So yeah, here it is!

Quite a few things changed in my life but its all in good, regular tracks now. Even found my motivation again to continue to learn the violin. Just this week my teacher gave me a new piece. Its a compendium of Vivaldi - Four Seasons, the 2nd movement of Winter (Largo), Op. 8, RV 297.

A link if you are interested
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Four_Seasons_(Vivaldi)#Concerto_No._4_in_F_minor.2C_Op._8.2C_RV_297.2C_.22L.27inverno.22_.28Winter.29

And next to that we have the Sonata Quarta by Schmelzer, 1st movement.

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Dont know how many knew but my workplace changed from the Armed Forces to the Ministry of Labour, Social Affairs and Consumer Protection. Its much more comfy to work there but also less action and nature. Everything has its ups and downs but I wont be away from the army forever. In november I have a 2 weeks exercise again with the active reserves.

I guess those where the biggest events that I had in the past so feel updated :D

Byebye
Ranek

Dont know why, I just felt like sharing my life in form of this here. It was a hard time but it made me stronger.

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My life has been a long nightmare, not knowing who I am, what I am. Many years I was outlawed. Felt weak and unimportant. I stumbled on the long dark road ahead of me, fell into the dirt, hurt myself in hope that there somewhen will be light at the end of the tunnel.

No friends to get support, a father that threats with suicide... The road was to walk on alone, hard and steep to crawl on it, no safeguard, no energy to go on as I ended up in a cold dark pit.

I looked death into the eyes, hoped it would have mercy on me and free me of the burden of life. But even it did have no graciousness as it sent me back to the cold road until I reached a cave, a mirror suddenly appeared infront. It did show something I did not recognize, showing something strong and noble that was not me. It wasnt until this day as the lonely road of life changed to some illumination.

Although the road did have a faint light it still was a hard burden to walk on, my knees chafed from the grovel. There grew something in me, the first time there actually was hope within this world. It was enough to let me push further, against all the odds to maybe redeem my redemption of this cruelty.

This road, as hard as it had been over all those years made me stronger. Changed me in its fire, in its atrocity. Altered my entire beeing as I see had seen myself.

I discarded my old self to grow into my new, stronger self. I elevated over my misery, hardened myself to survive in such a world before becoming strong enough to forge my own fate as I lifted up into the air from the ashes of my former being. Gone forever as I were reborn again.

Got bored :D


1.) Real Name: Markus
2.) Nicknames: ---
3.) Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
4.) Gender: Male
5.) Nursery: ?
6.) Primary School: Primarschule Schaan
7.) Secondary School: Oberschule Vaduz
8.) Hair Color: Brown
9.) Long or Short: Long
10.) Loud or Quiet: Quiet
11.) Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
12.) Phone or Camera: Phone
13.) Health Freak: Only sometimes
14.) Drink or Smoke: Drink rarely, smoke yes
15.) Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yurp
16.) Political orientation: my secret :D
17.) Piercings: Nope
18.) Tattoos: Yes

HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
19.) Airplane: Yup
20.) Car Accident: Yup
21.) Fist Fight: Yup

FIRSTS:
22.) First piercing: None so far
23.) First Best Friend: Sergio
24.) First Instrument played: Concert Guitar
25.) First award: Judo
26.) First Crush: Petra
27.) First Language: German
28.) First Big Vacation: Italy

LASTS:
29.) Last Person you talked to: Mate (also roommate)
30.) Last Person You Texted: Kitsuku
31.) Last Person You Watched: UlyssesCo
32.) Last Food You Ate: Make your own Burger McDonalds
32.) Last Movie You Watched: Martian
34.) Last Song You listened to: Swordland - Sword Art Online
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0-WU6kHHKvU
35.) Last Thing You Bought: Piano Sheet Music
36.) Last Person You Hugged: Mate

FAVES:
37.) Food: Lasagne
38.) Drinks: Monster Rehab
39.) Clothing: Everything that is comfy
40.) Book: Tanith
41.) Color: Black, Red, Yellow
42.) Flower: None
43.) Music: Classic, different OST's
44.) Movie: Gattaca, Martian, Pandorum, Event Horizon, Starship Troopers, IRobot, Next, Number23, Sweeny Todd, Sunshine, Armageddon etc...
46.) Subjects: Biology

IN THE PAST YEAR YOU...
47.) [X] Kissed in the rain
48.) [X] Celebrated Halloween.
49.) [ ] Had Your Heart Broken (I guess)
50.) [ ] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone
51.) [ ] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation.
52.) [X] Used a Weapon
53.) [ ] Breathed fire
54.) [ ] Had an Abortion.
55.) [ ] Done something you've Regretted
56.) [ ] Broke a Promise
57.) [X] Kept a Secret
58.) [ ] Pretended To Be Happy
59.) [ ] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life
60.) [ ] Pretended To Be Sick
61.) [X] Left The Country
62.) [X] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.
63.) [X] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
64.) [X] Ran a Mile
65.) [ ] Went To the Beach
66.) [ ] Stayed Single

CURRENTLY:
67.) Eating: Nothing
68.) Drinking: Coke
69.) Getting Ready To: Relax
70.) Listening To: Bach - Toccata and Fugue in Dminor
71.) Plans For Tomorrow/Today: Chill
72.) Waiting For: Cesfur

YOUR FUTURE:
73.) Want Kids: One of me is enough
74.) Want To Get Married: Nope
75.) Careers in minds: Have my target, improve on that ^^;

WHICH IS BETTER ON A GIRL/GUY:
76.) Lips or Eyes: Eyes
77.) Shorter or Taller: Don't care
78.) Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
79.) Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Stomach
80.) Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
81.) Hook-up Or Relationship: Relationship
82.) Troublemaker or Hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
83.) Lost Glasses/Contacts: Nope
84.) Ran Away From Home: Nope
85.) Held A Weapon, For Self Defense: Yup, was yearslong professional soldier so ^^;
86.) Killed Somebody: Yup
87.) Broken Someone's Heart: Nope
88.) Been Arrested: Nope
89.) (Taken from Lyute/Leng) Have you ever Texted something personal to a wrong number: Nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90.) Yourself: Sure
91.) Miracles: Nope
92.) Love at First Sight: Can happen yeah
93.) Heaven: Could be
94.) Santa Claus: No
96.) Magic: Yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97.) Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: Yup
98.) Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: YES
99.) Are You Happy With The Person You're With: Yup
100.) Post as 100 Truths and Tag five People: I dont tag

Heyo!

I was wondering if I should go this year EF again... ^^

https://twitter.com/RanekM/status/6.....91885266890753

The last time I was, EF still was in Magdeburg. :)

Heyo!

There is a quite neat chance now if you like it. A full size big huge leopard that loves having you inside ;)

Check it out, its a rare chance :D
https://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1077062.html

And also check out  spottylicious , the maker of those :D

Heyo there!

Thanks for the awesome time at CesFur! Enjoyed it very much and also made some new nice friends! :D

If you have pics of me or know people who have please tell me :)

Would also be neat to know whether I may upload them here or on my FB ^_^

See you guys!

-Ranek

Heyo ^^

I often think of what if I would be a woman? Dunno, those thoughs just pop up randomly ^^

Surely some things would be better and some would be worse but yeah there are always 2 sides of a medallion :)
You peeps have such thoughs too? Or other? If yes what? ^_^

Just some random journal here XD

See yah fellow furs!

Hello there to all my watchers and friends!

Wish you a good new year with much luck and joy in it! *snuggles you all*

Just finished this awesome game with Shun Kodori and he's sooooo cute <3

Would love to do it all the time with him <3

Go get the game!

Heyo :D

If you have some pictures of me it would be nice to have the link to ^_^

Was a wonderful Con and hope to see some of you again at EAST4!

Your meerkat
Ranek