*cries* I think I completely ruined the chance to have some fun with my friend... She asked me to rub her feet for her, whiched turned out the be a HUGE turnon for her. Then she mentioned how turned on she was to me. I kinda said that she probably wouldn't wanna know what I was thinking, cause I was really turned on too... But she asked anyway. That's when I let my shyness get the better of me and I wouldn't tell her. I knew what I wanted and I'm thinking she did too, I mean, she's always flirting in some sorta fashin with me.. But I guess.. I was jus too scared to admitt what I wanted and how I felt about it.. I mean, I'm still trying to figure out whether I'm bi or straight.. But she finally gave up asking me and got up and left.. I texted her later and told her I was sorry... But she hasn't really replied back, tho.. And it's really upseting me and I cried myself to sleep last night over it... I'm wanting to talk to her and really apologize for my stupidness and ask her if she wants to try again, but I'm not really sure how to approach her... And it's scaring me to think I'm gonna lose a good friend over this. When we met, we became fast friends. And she's come to learn that I'm kinda scared to talk to people and confessing my feelings toward them. She even told my crush that I liked him, and since, he kinda stops to talk to me and all.. But I really dun wanna lose her, and it'd be tough to not be friends, seeing as we'd have to see each other everyday. We have the same suite... But that's not the point.. I think my main point is that I wanna rant my feelings at someone and this seems like a good a place as any.. *cries*

S.A.D... Single Awareness Day.. Cause the single ppl are very concious of being alone.. like me. I've always hated Valentines because I've never had anyone to be with (except my parents, but I don't think they count for a mate.. XP) *sniffles and huggles Chance* At least I have my Chance.. ^^ *happily snuggles into his chest*

Hey guys! It's been a while since i posted anything in my journal. So, here I am. ^^ I've got outta my first semester in college and will be going back for the second semester in about a week or so. Can't wait! I changed my major to web tech. And the professor is VERY cute! Ohh.. bad Raney.. Bad bad.. lol

Anyways.. I'm sure most of you have noticed that I've been a little more active as off late. Ever since school let out, I've been on an art and writing spree. 'course, the fics I'm working on haven't got finished yet. But they will.

Anyway.. I'd like to ask a small favor.. Could I please be left a little bit of constructive critism..? An artist that I was watching (I removed him from my list..) told me that I should critise my own work before I critise someone elses and told me that no one was prefect. I know I'm not prefect, I was merly trying to help his art along. I ask that I'm left a little constructive critism on my art every now and again, so I know what I'm doing wrong and can go back and correct in my future pics. I'll appreciate it. Thanks. ^^

Raney

WEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! Another thingy... uh.. yeah.. ^^; lol

[x] I have walked into a glass/screen door. (I swear! I didn't see the screen!!! XD)

[ ] I have tripped on my shoelace and fallen on my face.

[x] I have choked on my own spit.

[ ] I've seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it. (ohh! A great movie! Now.. of only I can watch the other two..)

[ ] I type only with my pointer fingers. ( XD My dad does that! lol)

[x] I have accidently caught something on fire. (My hair! I was helping my mom in the kitchen when I was a kid when that happened. lol)

[ ] I've told a cop to freck off and gotten screwed for it. (never been stopped before... ^^)

[ ] I've attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidently went into my nose, rather than my mouth.

[ ] sometimes when I think of something funny, I laugh out loud and people look at me weird.

[ ] I've caught myself drooling.

[ ] I've accidently caused an explosion.

[ ] If someone says the word "fart", I can't help but laugh.

[ ] I've turned into a "do not enter" one way road plenty of times.

[x] Sometimes I just stop thinking & zone out.

[ ] It is POSSIBLE to lick your elbow.

[x] I just tried to lick my elbow.

[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from me.

[ ] People often tell me to use my "inside voice". (no, jus to keep it to a dull roar. lol)

[x] Gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking.

[x] I've used my fingers to do simple math (ughh.. I hate math... give me some adding and subtracting, I'll live. XD)

[x] I've jumped off a moving vehicle. (my sis was driving and wouldn't let me out!!!)

[ ] I ate a bug for $5 or less. (no.. tho I know someone who ate a chocolate covered grasshopper.. XP)

[x] I'm taking this test when I should be doing something more important

[ ] I repost chain letters because I'm scared of what they threaten will happen if I don't. (screw chain letters! XD)

[ ] I've done something really stupid while I was drunk. (eww.. hate alcohol.)

[ ]I've ran around naked when I was drunk.

[ ]I've ran into a golfcart tire when I was drunk. (That is possible... how..?)

[x] I've searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time. (Yep! And it's always in the last place you look to! lol)

[ ] I accidently break a lot of things.

[x] My friends know not to use big words around me. (dear lord! my sis and mom has threatened to bleach my hair blonde b/c they say I act like one.. T_T)

[ ] My friends like me because I'm fun to laugh at.

[x] I move my head to the side when I'm confused.

[ ] Sometimes I start telling a story and suddenly forget what I'm talking about. (Dun tell many stories...)

[x] I've fallen out of my chair before. (does the bed count? Yes, I've rolled out of the bed one night. lol)

[x] When I'm laying in bed, I sometimes stare at the ceiling and try to find pictures and words in the texture. (I swear! I found a dragon in my ceiling once!)

Times your result by four.

15 times 4... 60% Awesome! I'm 60% stupid! lol XD

Saw this little quiz on YamiBliss's journal and thought it looked interesting. ^^ Well, here goes!

[A is for age]
18! WOOT!

[B is for booze of choice]
Booze?? ICK! XP Gomen, I hate liquiur. >< eww.. Ican't spell either..

[C is for career of choice]
I dunno... maybe graphic design, automachanics, or something like that.. ^^;;

[D is for your drug of choice]
Drugs? ahh.. Don't take them either.. unless you consider tylonel 3 a drug for menstral pains.. XP

[E is for one essential item you use everyday]
my cell. I play w/ it when I'm bored.

[F is for favorite song at the moment]
S-E-X... not sure who sings it at the moment tho.. XD

[G is for favorite game]
Battle (aka War, since I've heared ppl call it both) I love that card game. I also like Life, but I don't have the game. ><

[H is for Hometown]
The small town of Liberty, MS

[I is for instruments you play]
Wanted to learn the flute, but I half learned to play the clarinet. But I've gotta guitar that I'd love to learn to play.

[J is for favorite juice]
lord, that's a tough one... I like apple and orange juice.. ^^

[K is for kids]
Kids? Nah.. I'll pass, thx.

[L is for last hug]
tonite

[M is for marriage?]
With who, may I ask? I dun have a love in my life.. and my last bf was a jackass.

[N is for nickname]
Dot, Raney

[O is for number of overnight hospital stays]
umm.. probably the one when I was born.. other then that I've never been in one.

[P is for phobias]
heights... and pain and whatever causes it. (aka needles.. ^^ I tried to be nice to society tho and give blood. but my blood clotted halfway thru.. T_T Now I have a huge bruise and nothing to show for it.. ><)

[Q is for quote]
It's the small things that ppl do that make a big difference in anothers life.

[R is for biggest regret]
hmm.... probably for not getting to know one of my classmates better b4 she was killed.

[S is for singing]
Oh! I love to sing! I jus suck at it. lol of course I've never let anyone hear me sing either. XD

[T is for time you woke up]
9 am.. I had to be at work at 10

[U is for underwear]
sports bra and highcut panties... no thongs plz.. ><

[V is for vegetable you love]
veggie I love...? hmm.. Carrots! ^^

[W is for worst habit]
nail biting.. ^^; I've done that since I was a kid and I haven't been able to break it yet..

[X is for number of x-rays you've gotten]
about.. 3 I guess.. and those were all dental

[Y is for yummy food you make]
chocolate chip cookies! ^^

[Z is for zodiac sign]
Taurus! XD

Hi guys! I know I haven't put anything up lately. Sorry. But I'm currently working on one piccy. Maybe I'll get something up for ya'll in a couple wks.

Anyway, if ya'll don't hear from me, no worries, k? I'm leaving for about 2 wks. My mom's going to her class reunion and the rest of the family is riding. My loving nephew and I are gonna be at each other's throats. XP But It's a day and a half's trip from Mississippi to Michigan. Yeah, leaving the toothbrush and going to the mitten... lol Then college starts once I get back, so I'll have to get all my crap moved into the dorms. I jus' hope my roommate isn't a bitch. lol

Well, I hope to get some art done while I'm gone. I have a couple projects I can work on while I'm gone. I've been asked to color a piccy (which I'll be more then happy to, of course! ^^), and I have two piccys for a friend I'd like to get around and do, then I have a little pic that's been set aside b/c of it not coming out right. So, I have plently to do! XD

Laters, guys! Be cool and stay safe. I can't wait to see everyone's art when I get back online! ^^ *waves*

Gahhh... I hate this. This totally sucks... SUCKS, I tell you!! I've felt sooo miserible for the past several weeks! And my nerves have been on edge since before school let out.. which has been about a month now.. and and.. and I can't think straight anymore!!! My drawings have looked like crap recently, I can't write on my fics.. I go to bed tired, I get up tired.. My coworkers have told me that I'm to young to be so miserible all the time. They ask how I'm doing. Recently, I've been shrugging and saying "I'm here." My boss finally quit asking, cause I never change my answer.... I've even gotten to the point that I've broke down and cried.. and I don't cry.. I dunno what's wrong w/ me... :bawls:

I'd say that I'm sorry for scaring ya'll, but I'm not, cause I dunno what I am... At the moment, I jus don't care.. Just let me rant for a while, k? :bangs head repeatedly on nearby wall:

Hey guys!

I have just read and signed the online petition:

"Save Our Swat Kats!"

hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition
service, at:

http://www.PetitionOnline.com/sk93/

I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might
agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider
signing yourself.

Best wishes,

Ranica

Welp... never thought I'd join here. but thanks to y-gall's new policy, looks like us furry fans were gonna have to go someplace esle. I dun think they're gonna take Swat Kat pics anymore, that is... And DA doesn't allow porn on their site. *sigh* Anyway.. I'm glad to see Taoren!! Hey, sweetie!! ^^ And Taisia is here as well. Hey gurl! :D

Well.. since I jus got here and it's getting late, I'm not gonna have any pics up tonight for all ya. That'll have to be tomorrownight, seeing as I have a one last test at school tomorrow. ^^ Well, guys, laters!

Raney