I guess I was a bit hasty with the previous journal. But once again  Veedway came to the rescue with some well-needed advice.

1. I'm not going to roleplay sesually any more, unless it's with someone I think is truly special. Being a slut is fun, and that's still a part of Rykela's character, but in actuality it's going to be a lot rarer for me to actually mess around. Roleplaying has taken up too much of my time and has seriously messed up my life. No more. If I want a RP I will contact you. No asking me, though! I choose when and where I want to play, if at all.

2. No more free requests. I will draw what I want when I want, and I apologize to everyone who was waiting. You still will probably get something, I'm just overwhelmed at the moment with school beginning again and about ten requests that had backed up.

Now, somebody buy an adoptable already, for pete's sake!

Everyone... I'm sorry.

I don't know where to begin. But my parents for weeks now have been telling me over and over that I have a problem with Internet addiction. I guess I knew that I did but I didn't want to do anything about it. IRL I have... maybe five or six friends, and I was lonely. I guess being in the fandom here made me feel good. Not to mention the sex. But...  Veedway told it to me straight.

I didn't treat hir right, I haven't been treating my family right, and I haven't been treating any of you right. Everyone wants to roleplay with me, everyone wants me to draw for them, and I can't cope with it. I ignored all my real, true friends, who were there from the beginning, in favor of cheap one-night-roleplays and sucking up to well-known artists in the hope of becoming more popular.

On the internet I guess I really didn't understand that behind each of your fursonas there was a real, breathing person who cared for me. I didn't understand that with Vee, and I lost a dear friend and an even dearer mate. Todd, Lita, David, Verda... everyone... I've been ignoring you all, and none of you deserve that. I'm not good enough for any of you.

If any of you have advice beyond "SORRY RYKELA" or "HURRY BACK" I'd love to hear it. I need something beyond that level at this point. I don't care what - if you want to yell, if you want to lecture, even sympathy! I don't care! Just none of this murry stuff. It's bad for me. I'm not going to roleplay sexually anymore. Don't ask me for it. Don't ask me for free art! I'll draw what I want, when I want. Now that I've said that I don't blame any of you if you're not willing to forgive me. I left you all behind so I guess it'd be fitting for me to get left behind.

I think I need to take a break from FA. I need to take a break from drawing furry art. Forget the adoptables. Forget any roleplays. If I owe you a drawing, I'm sorry. I don't think I can handle it right now. I just... I think I'll just try and focus on my schoolwork and my real life. I don't know if I can do it, but I have to try. Good luck, everyone, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, a million times I'm sorry. There's nothing I can do or say that can fix this...

I don't know when I'll be back. I don't know IF I'll be back. I love the fandom, but... it's an unhealthy obsession, plain and simple.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5054609/

Buy an adoptable, I need money. XD

Five dollars each! They're a steal!

Sooooo Livestream refused to work, dammit. >.<

I should stick to using a pen and paper.

Would anyone be interested in trading something for a coloring job?

It'd be Guilgirl. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4319581/

Also, I've got two adoptables done, I guess. They'll be for sale whenever I can upload them. =(

Christmas Eve, about... mnnnh... halfway through my haitus. A checkpoint if there ever is one. Somehow I managed to sneak onto a computer to type this. Don't expect any responses or anything until January, for those who've noted or commented or faved or some such. *blush* My apologies, circumstances dictate it.

Out of the drawings I owe and/or have promised I've made my way through about four of them. Sadly I can't upload anything until January, once again.

Oh, if I were to do adoptables, would anyone be interested? They wouldn't cost much. At most $5...

Artists of the week!





Writers of the week!



And Characters of the week!



ALSO FREE ART
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1942284/

This has been greenlit by Cartoon Network for 12 episodes, TO REPLACE ROBOTOMY. Just watching it literally makes me so angry that I come full circle and cease to be enraged. The best I can...

fuck.

Excuse my language, but this show is a piece of shit. I can't stand it. For gosh sakes it's almost enough to make me stop watching what's left of Cartoon Network entirely. I thought that Robotomy WHICH GOT CANCELED FOR THIS SHIT and Symbionic Titan were a step in the right direction but it looks like the fucking execs want to make CN like adult swim: A network that has quality programming shows for stoners and TIM AND ERIC WHAT THE FUCK. Litearlly I watched one episode of that travesty and I didn't even laugh a single time. It just wasn't funny! I would've laughed more at Carrot Top for Christ's sake!

For the love of...

RRGH.
"It's not a cartoon. It's a massive hunk of dogshit and a crime against humanity. A huge reeking wet fart by 'paperrad' directly into the face of existence."

"I cannot believe that this ENORMOUS FESTERING SACK OF HORSE SHIT AND RECTAL WARTS got greenlit for THIRTEEN FUCKING EPISODES!!
Does Cartoon network even have a brain, let alone a clue?
It's like they're trying to see how shitty they can make cartoons before the People rise up and fucking burn the CN Corporate offices down!
Seriously, CN. What in the fucking goddamn fuck??????"

"This is just pure I don't give a fuck in the form of flash animation."

"Dear god. What the flying shit is this?! I feel nauseous just from watching the first minute and a half. It's like a group of kindergartners got a hold of an animation program and threw up all over it!"

"That is the most fucking hideous animation I have ever seen. When did it become alright for cartoonists to throw color theory, character design, and fucking... EFFORT.. out the window? Goddamn."

"I want to fucking die."




THAT COMMENTS MADE ME LAUGH. IT WAS FUNNY. THIS SHOW IS NOT FUNNY. FOR CRHSTIAFN fuck's sake CN what are you SMOKING? I like watching things that look as if they weren't made by a six year old on heroin using a buggy version of MS Paint '95.

For fuck's sake, this had better be the best troll ever invented.

https://youtu.be/4dHyB1kRDNc

Exams are coming up next week. After that, starting on the fifteenth, I'm not gonna be online much 'cause of Christmas Break. I won't be in school so I won't really be able to use a computer as much as ya'll are used to. But not to worry, I'm still gonna be drawing up a storm! Once school gets back prepare for an art flood. X3

Includes:

A drawing for
Numerous doodles
Friends Sheet #2
A surprise drawing for
Various yiffs
Other things ya'll need to remind me about if I've forgotten. X3

https://youtu.be/Z2F2i64_KRw
https://youtu.be/X5JLCAIJLJ8
https://youtu.be/NJVU2Js-Aeo

Now, as some of you are aware, I recently completed my entire Pokedex on Platinum after about a total of 450 hours of gaming. Being a "grinder" means that I'm not even satisfied with this until I get every item and beat every trainer I can, and so I finally got serious and got to work on the Battle Frontier.

My fourth print was at the Battle Tower against Palmer, and I've got to say it was honestly the most fun I've had in awhile. My pokemon were so strong beating folks isn't much of a challenge anymore so I was really surprised when he put up a fight. It came down to one-on-one.

His Milotic was male.
Janis, as you all know, is female.
They both knew Attract.

We weren't able to pry them apart and the battle was declared a tie. Now I have to start all over and Janis is banned from the building. :T

((lol but seriously it took me like a half hour to beat him cause we DID hit each other with Attract lol. If anyone has a DS with wi-fi I'm planning on uploading the recording later today to the GTC.))

I'm entered in this freaking contest to get laid by EraDragon! *squee* I hope I win!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1930040/

I'm not having a very good day. The girl next to me in the computer lab reeks of green onions and peppermint. >////<

BOH GOD



http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4261374/

http://www.choiceofgames.com/dragon/ Pretty fun stuff actually =3

These are all amazing authors. You should go read their stories for fuck's sake.

 Insanity
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3524252/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4895292/ (Vote for Option 4 if you know what's good for you)

 blanchespr
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2489483/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2117728/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1622702/
The entire Aventurine series. Just... God, just read it.

 Todd_Vulpine


And these are awesome artists!

 James_Swift

Thresha

 falvie
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4817978/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4807906/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4797084/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4535074/

http://www.mangareader.net/naruto/519/8


Somebody Rule 34 this, it's freaking ADOOOORABLE

Six serpentine sisters sliding sexes sluttily since saturday last September.
Foxes frotting fancifully fuel famously fierce furry flings, for flirty furs fancy frenzied furious fuckfests!


...

Why, woman, wasting weeks while wishing whales want watching wishes?

https://youtu.be/gCWlUjMtwaw

My brother's haircutter uses this bowl, apparently.

I was thinking...

I know I shouldn't. It's harmful to my health, and the last time I did that, well... I didn't mean for Columbus to get...

Bah. That's an old story. Time to move on.

Anyway, I was thinking... I read about MILFs all the time, but they're always with their lovers. What happens if two MILFs get together? For lunch or something. What if there was like a MILF book club, or social circle or something? Would they brag about their conquests? Dish on their lovers' gossip? What would it be like?

Someone should make that a story.

Rykela chuckled, hir voice echoing through the silence of the room. Shi was, of course, sitting there with hir legs outstretched, casually showing off hir impressive endowments for whoever was lucky enough to pass by... which in this case, appeared to be you.

"Hey there, cutie. Long time no see."

Hir large golden eyes seemed to smolder as shi gazed at you with a gentle smile, and with one finger shi beckoned you over to hir side, seemingly oblivious to the cock that was quickly beginning to stiffen between hir legs.
The dragoness always thought it best to start off slow (relatively speaking of course), unless hir lover wanted otherwise, thin squirts of juice dabbling hir inner thighs. Those beefy sexlips of hirs rubbed against each other as shi crossed an un-crossed hir legs, hir great breasts rising with hir breathing, and hir rump was too sore to touch with hir tail. Shi was in heat... and couldn't wait for long.

"So, you wanna breed me?"

(My apologies, I felt like being a tease today. No breeding until later. X3)

Ophelia, Beatrix, or Rebecca? Pick ONE!

https://youtu.be/WCr-l9naPmE
https://youtu.be/jJC5yUECbGs
https://youtu.be/UuIjbNkBDAw

Somebody suggest a name for the Queen Bee. X3

*bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

https://youtu.be/yLhdNFk6aRA
https://youtu.be/8KswnjMa-MQ
https://youtu.be/zucrdeH9WBo
https://youtu.be/JcmOe2geZ4Q

GUEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS WHAT DAY IT IS

Rykela's hatchday is on Monday. :T
In other news, that day is also Fuck a Herm Day.

NOVEMBER 15TH.

MOOOOOOOOOOOONDAAAAAAAAAAAAY

XB

ANIMATION MEME
- X what you saw
- O what you haven't finished or saw sizable portions
- Bold what you loved
- Italize what you disliked/hated
- Leave unchanged if neutral

CLASSIC DISNEY

[x] 101 Dalmatians (1961)
[x] Alice in Wonderland (1951)
[x] Bambi (1942)
[x] Cinderella (1950)
[x] Dumbo (1941)
[x] Fantasia (1940)
[x] Lady and the Tramp (1955)
[x] Mary Poppins (1964)
[x] Peter Pan (1953)
[x] Pinocchio (1940)
[x] Sleeping Beauty (1959)
[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)
[o] Song of the South (1946)

DISNEY'S DARK AGE (Why is it called this?)

[x] The Aristocats (1970) TEH KITTEHS
[x] The Black Cauldron (1985)
[x] The Fox and the Hound (1981)
[x] The Great Mouse Detective (1986)
[x] The Jungle Book (1967)
[x] The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977)
[x] Oliver and Company (1986) I had neaver realized how old this movie was until today XD
[ ] Pete's Dragon (1977)
[x] The Rescuers (1977)
[x] Robin Hood (1973) What sort of furry wouldn't have seen this already? X3
[x] The Sword In The Stone (1963)


THE DISNEY RENAISSANCE

[x] Aladdin (1992)
[x] Beauty and the Beast (1991)
[x] A Goofy Movie (1995)
[x] Hercules (1997)
[x] The Hunchback of Notre Dame (1996) not too bad I guess
[x] The Lion King (1994)
[x] The Little Mermaid (1989)
[x] Mulan (1998)
[x] Pocahontas (1995)
[x] The Rescuers Down Under (1990)
[x] Tarzan (1999) sorta meh


DISNEY'S MODERN AGE

[x] Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001)
[ ] Bolt (2008) Another one I should bother to watch
[x] Brother Bear (2003)
[x] Chicken Little (2005) meh
[x] Dinosaur (2000) eurk
[x] The Emperor's New Groove (2000)
[x] Fantasia 2000 (2000)
[ ] Home on the Range (2004)
[x] Lilo & Stitch (2002)
[ ] Meet the Robinsons (2007)
[ ] Treasure Planet (2002)


PIXAR

[x] A Bug's Life (1998)
[x] Cars (2006) this is the only Pixar movie that was like... meh
[x] Finding Nemo (2003)
[x] The Incredibles (2004)
[x] Monsters Inc. (2001)
[x] Ratatouille (2007)
[x] Toy Story (1995)
[x] Toy Story 2 (1999)
[ ] Toy Story 3 (2010) Goddamit I need to see this
[x] Wall-E (2008)
[x] Up (2009)

DON BLUTH

[x] All Dogs Go to Heaven (1989)
[x] An American Tail (1986)
[x] An American Tail: Fieval Goes West (1991)
[x] Anastasia (1997)
[x] The Land Before Time (1988)
[x] The Pebble and the Penguin (1995) Can't remember much about this one
[ ] Rock-a-Doodle (1991)
[x] The Secret of NIMH (1982)
[x] Thumbelina (1994)
[ ] Titan AE (2000) I'm mildly curious about this one
[x] A Troll in Central Park (1994)

Don Bluth: Pretty but dull.



CLAYMATION

[ ] The Adventures of Mark Twain (1986) ?
[x] Chicken Run (2000) not Aardman's finest, though it was a giant leap for them to do a feature
[ ] Corpse Bride (2005)
[x] James and the Giant Peach (1996) Really REALLY creepy :T
[x] The Nightmare Before Christmas
[x] Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit (2005) W&G are so awesome
[x] Coraline (2009)

CGI GLUT

[x] Antz (1998) Meh
[ ] Happy Feet (2006)
[ ] Kung Fu Panda (2008)
[x] Madagascar (2005)
[x] Monster House (2006) *vomits*
[x] Over the Hedge (2006) More meh
[x] The Polar Express (2004) Once again meh
[x] Shrek (2001)
[x] Shrek 2 (2004)
[x] Shrek The Third (2007)
[ ] Monsters vs. Aliens


IMPORTS

[ ] Arabian Knight (aka The Thief and the Cobbler) (1995)
[o] The Last Unicorn (1982)
[ ] Light Years (1988)
[ ] The Triplets of Belleville (2003)
[x] Persepolis (2007)
[ ] Waltz With Bashir (2008)
[ ] Watership Down (1978)
[ ] When the Wind Blows (1988)
[o] Yellow Submarine (1968)
[ ] The Plague Dogs


STUDIO GHIBLI/MIYAZAKI

[x] Grave of the Fireflies (1988) DEAR SWEET JESUS IT'S SAAAAAAAAAD
[x] Howl's Moving Castle (2004)
[x] Kiki's Delivery Service (1989)
[x] Laputa: Castle in the Sky (1986)
[ ] Lupin III: The Castle of Cagliostro (1979)
[ ] My Neighbors The Yamadas (1999)
[x] My Neighbor Totoro (1993) Buaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh <3
[x] Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (1984)
[ ] Only Yesterday (1991)
[ ] Pom Poko (Tanuki War) (1994) I want to see this. X3
[x] Porco Rosso (1992) He's making a sequel! <3
[x] Princess Mononoke (1999)
[x] Spirited Away (2002)
[ ] Whisper of the Heart (1995)
[ ] Ponyo on a Cliff by the Sea (2009)

SATOSHI KON

[ ] Millennium Actress (2001)
[ ] Paprika (2006)
[x] Perfect Blue (1999)
[ ] Tokyo Godfathers (2003)
[x] Memories - "Magnetic Rose" part (1995) "Stink Bomb" was messed up but funny


SHINKAI MAKOTO

[ ] She and Her Cat (1999)
[ ] Voices of a Distant Star (2001)
[ ] The Place Promised in Our Early Days (2004)
[ ] 5 Centimeters per Second (2007)


OTHER ANIME FILMS

[x] Akira (1989) TEEEEEEEEEEEEEETSUOOOOOOOOOOOOO
[ ] Appleseed (2004)
[ ] Appleseed: Ex Machina (2007)
[ ] Arcadia of My Youth (U.S. Title - Vengeance of the Space Pirate) (1982)
[x] Cowboy Bebop: The Movie (2003) Oh dear god <3
[ ] The Dagger of Kamui (U.S. Title - Revenge of the Ninja Warrior) (1985)
[ ] Dirty Pair: Project Eden (1987)
[ ] End of Evangelion (1997)
[ ] Fist of the North Star (1986)
[ ] Galaxy Express 999 (1979)
[x] Ghost in the Shell (1996)
[ ] The Girl Who Leapt Through Time (2006)
[ ] Lensman (1984)
[ ] Macross: Do You Remember Love (U.S. Title - Clash of the Bionoids) (1984)
[x] Metropolis (2001)
[ ] Neo-Tokyo (1986)
[ ] Ninja Scroll (1993)
[x] Patlabor the Movie (1989)
[ ] The Professional: Golgo 13 (1983)
[ ] Project A-ko (1986)
[ ] Robot Carnival (1987)
[ ] Robotech: The Shadow Chronicle (2006)
[ ] Silent Möbius (1991)
[ ] Space Adventure Cobra (1982)
[x] Steamboy (2004)
[ ] Sword of the Stranger (2007)
[ ] Unico and the Island of Magic (1983)
[ ] Urotsukidoji: The Movie (1987)
[ ] Vampire Hunter D (1985)
[ ] Vampire Hunter D Bloodlust (2000)
[ ] Wings of Honneamise: Royal Space Force (1987)

CARTOONS FOR GROWN-UPS

[ ] American Pop (1981)
[ ] The Animatrix (2003)
[x] Beavis & Butthead Do America (1996)
[ ] Cool World (1992)
[x] Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within (2001)
[x] Final Fantasy: Advent Children (2005)
[ ] Fire & Ice (1983)
[ ] Fritz the Cat (1972)
[x] Heavy Metal (1981) After seeing it on South Park I had to
[ ] Heavy Metal 2000 (2000) There's a SECOND one?!?!?! XD
[ ] Hey Good Lookin' (1982)
[ ] Lady Death (2004)
[ ] A Scanner Darkly (2006)
[x] South Park: Bigger, Longer & Uncut (1999)
Kyle's mom is a big fat bitch, she's the biggest bitch in the whole wide world, she's the biggest bitch if there ever was a bitch, she's a bitch to all the boys and girls. (SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH, CARTMAN!!!) XD
[ ] Street Fight (Coonskin) (1975)
[ ] Waking Life (2001)

OTHER ANIMATED MOVIES

[ ] Animal Farm (1954)
[ ] Animalympics (1980) Haven't seen it but I want to!
[x] Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon The Movie (2007) Rather idiotic. Maybe I wasn't baked enough...
[x] Batman Beyond: Return of the Joker
[x] The Brave Little Toaster (1988) This was like... my favorite movie as a kid and I still don't know why.
[ ] Bravestarr: The Movie (1988)
[x] Cats Don't Dance (1997) The ending montage was kind of awesome
[ ] Care Bears: The Movie (1985)
[x] Charlotte's Web (1973)
[x] Fern Gully (1992) Meh
[ ] G.I. Joe: The Movie (1987)
[ ] Gobots: Battle of the Rock Lords (1986)
[ ] He-Man & She-Ra: The Secret of the Sword (1985)
[ ] The Hobbit (1977)
[x] The Iron Giant (1999)
[x] Ice Age (2002)
[x] Justice League: The New Frontier (2008)
[o] Lord of the Rings (1978)
[o] Little Nemo: Adventures in Slumberland (1992) I have very very dim memories of seeing this as a kid
[ ] My Little Pony: The Movie (1986)
[ ] Pink Floyd's The Wall (1982)
[x] The Prince of Egypt (1998)
[x] Powerpuff Girls: The Movie (2002)
[x] Quest For Camelot (1999)
[ ] Ringing Bell (1978)
[x] The Road to El Dorado (2000)
[x] Space Jam (1996)
[ ] Starchaser: The Legend of Orin (1985)
[x] Superman: Doomsday (2007)
[x] The Swan Princess (1994) My sisters loved the crap out of this thing, I've had to sit through all the sequels
[ ] Transformers: The Movie (1986)
[ ] Wizards (1977)
[x] Who Framed Roger Rabbit (1988) I've watched the hell outta this
[ ] Wonder Woman (2009)
[x] Balto (1995)
[x] Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron (2002)
[ ] The Seventh Brother (1995)
[ ] Willy the Sparrow (1988)
[ ] Scamper the Penguin (1988)